my partner is big guy

That answer was suddenly laid out in front of Gu An, and even if he spent several sleepless nights afterwards, he still couldn't change the affirmative answer that was laid out in front of him, Gu An suddenly felt that he was so stupid to walk into such a dead end. Extremely, could it be because of this answer that everything changed for him?

No, nothing has changed at all, what he has to do is still his things.

And Ye Lisi's concealment from him didn't have much to do with him, and in the end, it was a good thing for him, even if he deliberately turned a blind eye, it was Ye Lisi's protection for him.

Protect him and help him!

After all, what Gu An wants to do in the future, of course, the higher the strength, the better, and his Horcrux is from Ye Lisi, so its power should not be underestimated. After nearly a year of running-in, Gu An is now using He is very handy, and three months ago, the Horcrux has been transformed into a small brooch that only he can see and feel and hide it under his collar, and the tacit understanding with him has reached the point of perfection. It was Ye Lisi's help!

He was kind to Gu An, but Gu An'an didn't remember it, but he was hiding something that was not easy to say, and it didn't affect him, so what's the big deal?

no big deal.

But it's just...

Thinking that he used to look like Zheng Ye, his heart just hurts like being pricked by a needle.

"Click" the sugar in Gu An's mouth was crushed with force. Gu An woke up, and the two of them had already walked downstairs in the dormitory. The person on the stairs asked: "I just want to ask you, is what Zheng Wen said... all true?"

The lights on the stairs in the dormitory are voice-activated lights.

It's long past the lights-off time, and there's no one coming and going. After Gu An finished speaking, Ye Lisi didn't speak. The lights on the stairs went out. on the steps.

Against the light, Ye Lisi raised his head slightly to look at Gu An on the steps, making it hard to see the expression on his face. Even though the distance between the two was less than one meter, Gu An didn't see clearly. He just felt that he asked this question. After saying those words, the atmosphere around Ye Lisi became deserted. Gu An pursed his thin lips, and before he could speak, he turned his head and left Ye Lisi a back view, with the same light tone: "I'm sorry, I did it on purpose." Wanting to uncover your scars makes you uncomfortable, I..."

"It's true!" Ye Lisi looked at his slender back, clenched his hands, and repeated again: "What Zheng Wen said is true!"

The hand holding the strap of the backpack was inadvertently tightened. Gu An didn't look back. Because of the sudden light, he squinted his eyes and looked up: "Before... you said, you have forgotten Is that feeling... the thing you are referring to?"

Gu An never forgot the casual chat between the two when they went out with Ye Lisi for the first time.

Ye Lisi said that he had accidentally forgotten those feelings...

Gu An used to think that it was just a simple forgetting of those perceptions of being a human being, but Ye Lisi's appearance was very strange, which made him very concerned, and he couldn't forget it anyway. ... When Zheng Wen said it, Gu An understood that it turned out to be a deeper situation, and it turned out that there was such a situation behind Ye Lisi's understatement.

When he understood this again, Ye Lisi happened to go to the school medical office, but he never returned. A few days later, Gu An went to find what happened to Zheng Wen, and he probably understood why this person suddenly disappeared without a trace Without a trace, at the same time, I am more sure of my guess!

Gu An still remembers what it was like at that time...

"Is that so?" Gu An didn't get the answer behind him, and he spoke again. He was a little scared, afraid that he would make unexpected moves in his continued silence, slightly Turning his head, Gu An looked at the person behind him with the corner of his eyes, and seemed to be talking to him every word, and also seemed to be talking to himself: "I... want to know this, just... this It's just..."

He can ignore the others, it has nothing to do with him anyway, except - this matter, he can't do it.

I can't do anything!

After working hard for so many days, I persuaded him to forget, don't care, don't ask, don't ask for proof, don't... But when Ye Lisi appeared, Gu An discovered for the first time that his self-control ability was so poor that he could I was surprised, it didn't fit his personality, it didn't fit the label of top student on him, I couldn't bear it no matter what, couldn't give up no matter what, so I finally asked directly like this.

After asking, he felt a little regretful, a little scared, a little... afraid to face Ye Lisi!

Afraid of being rejected, afraid of being evaded by him, and even more afraid of making him feel more uncomfortable.

Am I such a contradictory person?

Gu An couldn't help introspecting, but contradictoryly felt that such introspection was too late, after all, the words had already been said, if you want to regret it...

"Yeah!" Ye Lisi looked at his side face, and suddenly made a sound at this moment, watching helplessly as the person whose back was facing him suddenly couldn't help turning his head back, and then quickly turned his head back to leave the back of his head Even if he didn't say anything, Ye Lisi still read a trace of panic and bewilderment from his suddenly stiff back. For some reason, those memories that were very repulsive, disgusting and even hated, Ye Lisi At this moment, Li Si actually felt that it was not a big deal. Instead, a trace of warmth rose from the bottom of his heart, and even a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. He stepped up the stairs and walked up. When he passed by him, Ye Lisi still He patted him on the shoulder in a good mood to comfort him: "Although those experiences are real, and they are all past events that I don't want to recall, but for me now, it's not so difficult to accept. Don't worry, I won't let you Feel bad!"

Gu An stared helplessly at his back, and after a moment's hesitation, he hurried to catch up, quietly waiting for his opening.

"When I was still a human..." It was difficult to open the mouth, but as long as I opened my mouth, I wanted to continue: "The life... well, it was a vigorous one, so when I died, it was also a vigorous one, maybe it is because of this , For me, I don't think everything is important, even my own life, my soul, I don't care, and I don't understand why people are sad, angry, and emotionally affected by joys and sorrows, emotions, etc. Influence!" The two walked upstairs slowly with the voice-activated lights flickering on and off, Ye Lisi's voice was very casual, as if he was talking about a past event that had nothing to do with him: "My days In the underworld, I also lived a very vigorous life. I don’t care about feelings, I don’t care about anyone’s mood swings, hehehe..." Ye Lisi suddenly smiled, turned back to look at Gu An, who was one step behind him, and picked it up a little naughtily. Eyebrow: "You can understand that "those who follow me prosper, and those who oppose me perish", that was my attitude at that time!"

The young man was tall and slender, and when he was talking, the brows were raised, and the arrogance between the brows was so natural that he couldn't hide it no matter how he pretended.

"Yes!" Gu An tilted his head and joked, "My partner is really arrogant!"

"That's natural!" Ye Lisi smiled and turned around to accept Gu An's evaluation naturally, not feeling inappropriate at all.

Because, he has arrogant capital!

So Gu An's evaluation is not at all, but very pertinent!

"But..." Ye Lisi said, the smile on his face gradually dissipated, his back was turned to Gu An, his frivolous footsteps just now became a little heavy, and even his tone was a little heavy: "Because it has involved a lot of unscrupulous people. The people who should be implicated have done many irreparable things and hurt many people who care about me..."

His arrogance is a double-edged sword, and when he held it in his hands at that time, he was also bleeding himself. What's more sad is that at that time, he didn't feel it at all, didn't notice it at all, didn't feel anything was wrong .

For a long time, neither of them spoke, until when they reached the door of the dormitory, Ye Lisi lowered his head and took out the key, opened the door of the dormitory, and said in a quiet voice, "I used to... I hurt a lot of people around me with my appearance. People, even if it's better now, whenever I dream back at midnight, I will still wake up with a start, and I will ooze cold sweat, I..." Ye Lisi paused, as if he was struggling, and he seemed to be incomprehensible: "How did it become like that?"

The long corridor was very quiet, only two people were still standing at the door of the dormitory.

"Brother!" Suddenly, Gu An softly called out to the person whose back was facing him, he took two steps forward, leaned close to his side, leaned over slightly, tilted his head slightly and blinked his eyes The moment the voice-activated lights in the hallway went out, he suddenly asked in a low voice in the darkness: "Do you want to eat candy?"

Ye Lisi, who was twisting the doorknob, seemed to be in a daze. In the dark, he turned his body and looked at the people around him. He didn't make a sound, but his red eyes could clearly see that when Gu An said these words, His right index finger was pointing at his own lips, and Ye Lisi's mind buzzed in the dark, and the hand that was twisting the doorknob even unintentionally forced the door open with a "click", He heard his own tense voice: "What?"

"I said..." Gu An simply relied on the black light to lean against the door frame, pointed his slender finger at his lips, and said again provocatively: "Candy? Mine!"

The two were almost toe-to-toe, and the thin clothes on their bodies were almost touching because of Gu An's actions. From a distance, the two of them almost merged into one in the dark. If Ye Lisi didn't see Gu An clearly, If you don't see every move of the person in front of you clearly, you will be really blind and have a problem with your brain.

But it was because he saw it clearly that he was even more astonished. He frowned fiercely, and the words almost came out from between his teeth: "You know... what are you talking about?"