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After a few leisure time, the group discussed to stay for two more days before going back.

Everyone had a great time, and although they felt sad, they didn't feel unhappy thinking that they would come often in the future.

Lu Xingwan put away the trivial things he brought in his room, and picked up a half-embroidered brocade handkerchief. The handkerchief was light blue, but the bamboo leaves embroidered on it were dark green. It looked fresh and elegant.

She embroidered it as a gift to Lin Luoyue, as a commemoration of this trip, and a smile appeared on her lips as she thought about it.

Probably because of the frequent visits from these sub-dreams, she felt more tired than usual overnight.

The scene in front of him blurred and doubled, Lu Xingwan blinked. After embroidering a bamboo leaf with the last stitch, he put down the needle and thread to prepare for a rest, afraid that the stab wound would stain the veil.

In these consecutive dreams, it was Mrs. Lin who sent her to the hospital to visit her when she had time.

Mrs. Lin did not reveal her identity, nor did she ask what she had experienced.

When they talked, she always had some encouragement and enlightenment. Lu Xingwan was indifferent at first, but then Mrs. Lin became patient. The Lin family seemed to be born with endless enthusiasm and kindness.

In fact, Lu Xingwan understands any truth better than anyone else. She is not motivated because of how profound Mrs. Lin's reasoning is, but because of the kindness itself, like a child who once gave her steamed buns.

This kind of kindness illuminates her life like a never-ending night like a firefly, even if it is just for a moment,? She also feels that she has some motivation to live.

Because everything he saw in these dreams was peaceful, Lu Xingwan gradually felt relieved.

Maybe it's because of the fate line that her life is about to get better. The Lin family has a deep relationship with her. It seems that no one is willing to give her guidance and hope.

So seeing Mrs. Lin in vain, she felt more kind and warm in her heart.

But today's dream indicates that the content is not peaceful.

The emerald green and vibrant city has long since changed beyond recognition. Lu Xingwan took a sword he had just picked up from the ground, dragged his broken body with little spiritual power, and walked over the corpses and severed limbs with difficulty, one step at a time. Footprints on the ground.

The blood is not her, it is the ground where there is no place that is not blood-soaked.

Lu Xingwan looked at himself walking non-stop in the dream, but his eyes were full of confusion.

She doesn't know who these ladies take care of themselves and care about themselves, who is this lady?I don't know where to find her, let alone if she is safe.

She only knows that she must be in this city, and if she kills one more monster and chops up one more floating corpse, the lady will be safer.

The red aura spread from her fingertips and wrapped around the sword, intertwined with the blood in the sky and the earth, killing and death everywhere.

Lu Xingwan looked at his back and laughed at himself, and followed slowly step by step.

Should I say that it is true?

She had wondered countless times whether her life was cursed, but this time it was especially strong.Whenever she thinks that hope is coming, everything will be smashed to pieces by the impermanent fate in front of her.

The nightmare was extraordinarily long, perhaps because her body had not recovered from the injury before, and the power belonging to Ye Hanxing was far less powerful than what she had burst out now.

Lu Xingwan could only watch his other self slaughter endlessly when he was awake, and when he was exhausted, he lay on his back and mixed with the bloody corpses on the street.

Maybe she wanted to die, she thought as she lowered her head and looked at the endless blood flowing on the ground.

The surrounding scene became distorted, and the scene changed, some blood and corpses were cleaned up, and the survivors of the dilapidated city were rebuilding after the catastrophe.

Lu Xingwan shuttled through the ruined city and looked at his back

You can buy an ordinary iron sword with dozens of copper coins, no more embarrassing than before, but not glamorous, it seems to be an ordinary down-and-out swordsman.

But this direction seems to be the Lin family...

Lu Xingwan felt a little uneasy in her heart. She hoped that Mrs. Lin would be well, but Dreamland had never predicted any good things to her.

No matter how complicated her mood was, she was always calm in her dreams, with a perfect combination of dull and murderous spirits, no brilliance and smiles, as if she had finally exhausted all the sorrows and joys of the rest of her life, and would never have any emotional ups and downs.

This state was maintained steadily when she arrived at Manmu Sulin's house.

In the dream, she could wait peacefully, but Lu Xingwan was shrouded in great fear. For the first time in her life, she even had such a strong idea of ​​escaping, and wanted to turn around and run away.

But in the end, she just took a deep breath, followed her dream into the gate of Lin's house coldly.

All the way was dazzling and pale, and even the servants who were busy coming in and out didn't say a word. This ancient house that she once thought was full of vitality was covered with a layer of gloomy despair and heaviness.

Hospitality tea room.

Lu Xingwan looked at Lin Luoyue unexpectedly. To be honest, she really didn't want to see her in her dreams.

It is ominous to see it, and it is missed if you don't see it.

Lin Luoyue was wearing a light gray gauze dress, she sat with her back straight, her face was three points paler than her snow-white dress.

Lu Xingwan looked at her, his heart felt like an invisible big pinch, the pain was unbearable.

She had never seen Lin Luoyue wear such a dark color, and she had never seen her have such obscure eyes.

"Miss Lu, you're here." Lin Luoyue twitched the corner of her mouth, "Please sit down."

Lin Luoyue's smile was hard to see sincerity, and in her dream, she seemed to have completely forgotten how to smile, and responded indifferently, "Miss Lin."

Lin Luoyue asked the maid to bring her some tea, and then she smiled blankly, "Thank you for coming."

"Ms. Lin has saved my life, Miss Lin, you don't have to be polite." Lu Xingwan's flat tone in the dream suddenly became a little more complicated.

All her life, she seemed to be repaying the kindness others gave her, but she really didn't keep any of them.

Lu Xingwan didn't have the heart to analyze her own thoughts in the dream, she couldn't help but approach Lin Luoyue, and couldn't bear to look at her when she looked at her.

"These mothers also mentioned it to me, but it's just a small effort. It's hard for Miss Lu to remember to do so much for Yicui City. I should say thank you." Lin Luoyue lowered her eyes, her tone became more and more obscure.

Lu Xingwan fell on her shoulders and froze, and his breathing became a little messed up. The Lin family was afraid...

She looked out of the teahouse again, and felt that this ancient house was so cold and empty for the first time.

In the dream, Lu Xingwan's tone didn't fluctuate at all, "Miss Lin is polite, I'm just being kind."

"Thank you so much for your willingness to stay and help me." Lin Luoyue raised her eyes to look at her, and finally smiled bitterly and complicatedly.

Lu Xingwan guessed that after the catastrophe of Yicui City, Lin Luoyue reorganized the family to manage the affairs of the city to recruit soldiers for herself, and Lu Xingwan in the dream was one of them.

Probably because of the life-saving bond with Mrs. Lin, Lu Xingwan in the dream didn't count as rejecting the invitation.

Two people who were cruelly tortured by fate got together, and after talking with each other in an extremely polite and alienated way, they reached a preliminary agreement.

Lu Xingwan closed his eyes and sighed.

In the dream, after the conversation, Lu Xingwan invited the maid to the hospitality residence.

Lu Xingwan couldn't help but glance back at Lin Luoyue, she was still sitting quietly in her seat, she was obviously young but also tired, as if she had already experienced too much pain in the world.

She endured the pain in her heart and talked to herself in the dream, and the maid led her to Yaxianju.

Lu Xingwan paused, followed by a few more steps.

She is what she is now without reuniting with her brother. Is her brother at the Lin family?

There should be nothing wrong... my brother is just a doctor, he...

She was like being blocked by a boulder, and her heart became heavier, and she couldn't even breathe freely.

As if to fulfill all the ominous things in her heart, the maid led her the way and said softly, "There is a genius doctor living in Yaxian, but the genius doctor went to the city to treat the people in vain, you probably won't see it. "

When they said this, Lu Xingwan saw Miracle Doctor Ning's familiar face. She looked pale and thinner, just like many people in the Lin family's house, like a lonely wandering soul.

The moment Lu Xingwan saw her, he felt uneasy like never before.

Huanmeng Lu Xingwan naturally didn't recognize Divine Doctor Ning, she nodded expressionlessly during the maid's introduction, and then passed her by.

Doctor Ning looked at Lu Xingwan's eyes as if he had been away for a long time, but she didn't say anything or ask, just stared at her, and there seemed to be tears in her eyes.

Lu Xingwan couldn't help but look back, but saw Miracle Doctor Ning stop and look at her back in the dream, weeping for a moment at the end of the corridor where she disappeared.

"Ming Kong. I seem to be looking for your sister." She said, "But why can't you wait a little longer."

She sighed, "Just a little bit."

For a moment, Lu Xingwan felt that all the mistakes in this world would be imposed on her.

They were all close, they were all too late, and they were all by mistake.

Lu Xingwan's heart ached unbearably, and the familiar darkness swept over her while the world was spinning. She finally woke up from this long dream.

Lu Xingwan sat up abruptly from the bed, panting for a few times, closing her eyes to calm down the pain in the dream, even seeing herself climbing out of the mass grave, she had never been so shocked and heartbroken.

She unconsciously tugged at the outer robe she had placed by the bed, her white finger bones almost tore a hole out of the thin robe.

Red streamers glowed from the dark eyes, and the crimson aura spread around her bed, like a raging fire clamoring to destroy everything.

Lu Xingwan pressed his heart and murmured in a low voice, "You figured it out now, why didn't you show up then?"

The violent turmoil came to an abrupt end, the fire and ice froze, and the other self who had been sleeping in the sea of ​​consciousness sighed after a long time.

This sigh aroused endless hatred in Lu Xingwan's heart. She hated herself for being so weak, and hated herself more cruelly than powerless. She had the ability to change everything but missed it.

But she wondered why Ye Hanxing didn't show up, because she had never saved herself.

It should be said that before Lin Luoyue appeared, she had never saved herself except when she was provoked.

She said, I don't want to go out either, but I have to go out for Luoyue.

She said that Ye Hanxing should not have existed.

So she doesn't actually want to be reincarnated, she doesn't want to live.

She didn't want to live, Lu Xingwan chewed these words silently, and then thought of the hopeless look in Liuying Town's dark crow pavilion killing, blocking and chasing.

In fact, she could stand up and resist, as could Ye Hanxing, but they didn't.

Ye Hanxing didn't want to live, and Lu Xingwan didn't want to live either.

They all want to die.

These thoughts made her calm down completely, and the chill rose from the bottom of her heart and spread to her limbs.

She didn't move and thought, also, there is no way to go forward or back, and she will live up to all she asks and loves.It's boring and tiring, why live?

The most ridiculous thing about this thing is that when she wanted to die, she was always thrown back by fate again and again, and then watched the people who could have given her hope and warmth leave.

She brushed shoulders with them, watching them lose their love, and in the end they ended up going the same way.