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"Jingxin Lake..." Bai Qinhe moved her lips, letting out a dry voice.

She was extremely at a loss and murmured to herself, "So it was you who saved me back then."

Lu Xingwan was surprised, "Otherwise,? Who do you think?"

Ten years ago.

At that time, the Bai family was in the midst of an internal dispute. Her mother was particularly depressed because of the unsatisfactory relationship with her father. But at that time, her health was not very good. Almost half of the 360 ​​days a year was lying down. Drink medicine in bed.

The mother didn't care about taking care of her at all. Later, when she found out that the Cold Sword Sect had hired Lin Miracle Physician from Baicao Valley, she simply left her in the Cold Sword Sect to treat her illness and recuperate her body.

She was only nine years old at the time, didn't know much, and she didn't understand why her family suddenly became fragmented, why her father who loved her before didn't want to come to see her again, and neither did her mother Gently coax her to hold her and comb her hair.

A Luo lost her biological parents while she still had memories,? It's equally scary to have her parents and then lose their love after tasting it.

She heard a lot of gossip in Bai's house, suffered a lot of neglect and stares, and couldn't rest assured to recuperate after she came to the Cold Sword Sect.

So she thought about dying.

The negative and gloomy thoughts became more and more intense after her parents visited her once in a few months.

So that day she sneaked to the beautiful Jingxin Lake on Sunset Peak, and jumped from there.

The feeling of suffocation is not good,? She regretted it after jumping down,? But at that time, she was very sick and just practiced spiritually, and her spiritual power was very shallow,? She was slightly stronger than ordinary children.

The surrounding water curtain is like a few soft giants dragging her to the bottom of the lake little by little.

Before losing consciousness,? She felt the waves shaking and someone jumped from the lake.

Her consciousness was closed a little bit, and the vague sound came from the other side far away.

In the last bit of perception, she felt the urgency and care of the person who saved her. At that moment, she wanted to live even more.

After she woke up, she had already returned to the guest room where she was staying. Ah Luo was sitting on the edge of her bed with wet hair, and her words were innocent and innocent like a pampered child, "Qin He,? Why are you so careless?"

She thought she had slipped and fell into the water.

Bai Qinhe also explained, she believed at that moment that Ah Luo saved her.

How could it not be?Otherwise, why A Luo's hair is also wet and messy.

Bai Qinhe's face had lost the last trace of blood, she looked at Lu Xingwan with some trepidation, "Back then...you were really the one who saved me?"

Lu Xingwan had expected her reaction to be so big, or he didn't understand why she had such a reaction at all, but after a little research, she knew that Bai Qinhe had made some mistakes.

If, if things are really what she thinks, then this matter is too terrible.

Lu Xingwan looked directly into her eyes, "I didn't think it was surprising that you liked A Luo, you two grew up together at the same age. Now are you going to tell me that the reason you like A Luo is because Do you think she saved you?"

Bai Qinhe was immersed in the huge emotional fluctuations and couldn't recover. She was desperately recalling every detail of that year.

She was unconscious in the lake, and the first thing she saw when she woke up was A Luo.In an indescribable evasive mood, she didn't say anything, and Ah Luo asked.

But when she was sitting by her bedside to take care of her, when bringing her medicine and food, Ah Luo always kept talking to Sister Xingwan.

"Sister Xingwan said, let me watch you take medicine and eat well, so that your health will be good."

"Sister Xingwan asked Master to put a ban on Jingxin Lake, and we are not allowed to play there anymore. You are too careless, how did you fall into the lake?"

Of course Lu Xingwan also came to see her, and she also mentioned what happened that day, even if she was smart enough to guess what happened

He sighed and left a sentence, "It's all good, Qin He."

At that time she was still so gentle to her, and at that time she still called her name.

When he raised his head, Lu Xingwan's face was the same as before, but the tenderness of the past had long been blurred, only the indifference of today.

She's still looking at her and looking at her.

"I..." Bai Qinhe's lips twitched for a long time and she couldn't say a word. She felt that this was a huge game played for her by the gods. It is true that there were many complicated reasons for her liking Ah Luo, but the first The starting point is indeed because Ah Luo saved her, giving her the opportunity and courage to move forward.

Lu Xingwan had gotten some clues from her reaction. Perhaps Bai Qinhe liked A Luo not only because she thought A Luo had saved her, but it was definitely the most important reason.

She couldn't tell what was in her heart right now, she just thought it was cute.

She glanced at Bai Qinhe's panicked and fragile expression for the last time, and thought that the topic could stop here.

When she turned around, her sleeves flew lightly, like a white crane flying through the clouds.

Bai Qinhe managed to pull herself out of her depression, "Sister Lu, come on!"

It was the first time that she lost control of her emotions, and she wanted to grab Lu Xingwan's sleeves, but the sleeves were as thin as veil and quickly pulled away from her.

Lu Xingwan turned around, Bai Qinhe flinched at her cold eyebrows, she said in a low voice, "Sister Lu, I'm sorry."

This sorry is more sincere than ever, Lu Xingwan even felt that this was the only truth she had heard from Bai Qinhe for so many years.

But it was too late.

Lu Xingwan thought, her voice was soft and gentle, but she couldn't hear any emotion, "Do you think that only the feelings of those who have saved your life are worthy of your special cherishment? His is not Worth, deserve to be trampled on, right?"

She shook her head lightly, and looked at Bai Qinhe's increasingly pale face, "Miss Bai, your apology is too precious, I can't bear it."

Bai Qinhe's heart has been shrouded in great regret and pain. One of the biggest reasons she fell in love with A Luo is because she thought A Luo saved her, but it was not. Now that she knows that the person who saved her is someone else, she also It is impossible to change your mind.

Even if she knew that A Luo was not the one who saved her, she still fell in love with A Luo.

Not only the company of so many days and nights, but also her own lost innocence are pinned on A Luo.

She looked at Ah Luo, as if she was looking at a self who could be pampered, carefree, and grow freely.

But if she knew the truth earlier, she would definitely not treat Lu Xingwan that way.

"Sister Lu..." Tears rolled down Bai Qinhe's pale face, "I know I did something wrong, but I have a solution. My family's situation is too complicated, everyone there is connected by blood, but Everyone regards each other as an enemy, as a right, to guard against, to fight."

Lu Xingwan looked at her quietly. Bai Qinhe's heart was deeper and stronger than A Luo's. She only cried once in ten years of acquaintance, and that was when she rescued someone from the lake. She had obviously lost consciousness. There were still tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.

"The reason why I was so sick back then was that I was tricked because of my brains. The elders in the family punished me to kneel for a day and a night."

Lu Xingwan lowered his eyes, looking a little dazed.

She is obviously about the same age as Ah Luo, but she looks so pale and weak like a fragile porcelain doll, and even more helpless and sad than her age, murmuring every sentence in her dream, father, mother, don't want it I.

"And my father and my mother. When they are loving and sweet, I am the treasure in the palm. When they are a bitter couple, I am a burden that drags them down."

Perhaps it was that time when her heart was touched, and she felt pity and care for this little girl.Lu Xingwan thought lightly, with the indifference of the passage of time.

"Later, when my mother came to her senses, she no longer loved my father, and she only treated me as a tool to consolidate power. She taught me how to fight and how to please my elders. I..."

It's a pity that it's a pity that her fate is like being cursed. When she meets Lin Luo

Every relationship she gave a month ago has a happy ending.Lu Xingwan felt a little self-deprecating in his heart.

"I really regarded you as my sister from the beginning, but the weak have the right to choose. I saw with my own eyes that my sixth younger sister had a very lovely maid. The two of them also ate and slept together since they were young. They said they were relatives." It's not too much to get along like sisters. But one day my eldest sister beat her maid to death, but she was not even qualified to collect the corpse for that maid."

Lu Xingwan came back to his senses in a daze, his abyss-like pure eyes lowered, looking at the crying girl in front of him.

"It's because the eldest sister is the eldest daughter in the family, and she is valued more than any of us, while the sixth younger sister is shy, and she even has pampering."

Bai Qinhe raised her tear-filled eyes, "I don't want to repeat the mistakes of my sixth sister, and I don't want to be as painful as her."

Lu Xingwan exhaled lightly and murmured, "It's too late."

Bai Qinhe stared at her stiffly, Lu Xingwan said calmly, "Miss Bai, it's too late."

If it was earlier years, even if it was only a few months in the morning when Bai Qinhe came to cry and complain about these things, she might have forgiven her, but now all the love and hatred have been smoothed out in the past years, she just feels extremely absurd.

"What you said is based on the fact that you found that I was your savior. If I rescued you from Jingxin Lake, would I treat you badly?"

Lu Xingwan lightly said, "You said that the weak have the right to choose, so the feelings she gave should not be respected, right? You are begging and crying to me now, but it is just because you suddenly realize that my feelings are important to you. Worth it. But to me, your apology is worth nothing."

Bai Qinhe was finally able to feel the pain in A Luo's heart now, that huge remorse almost crushed her heart.

What Lu Xingwan said was right, she herself knew that she was not a good person, every emotion she gave, every emotion she wanted to reap was measured in benefits.

But intellectually, it's another matter emotionally.

The person who jumped off Jingxin Lake to save her was extremely important to her. It was she who gave her a second starting point in life, and it was she who made her feel that someone still cared about her and made her want to live.

"Sister Lu..."

Lu Xingwan took out a bottle of healing elixir and put it in front of Bai Qinhe. The white dress that was once as clean as new in the fantasy water prison was already filthy.

It's all like a twist of fate.Lu Xingwan thought, she suddenly tasted the pleasure of reversing her fate at this moment.

"Let's stop here for today. You and I are completely clean. Don't provoke me again in the future."

With trembling fingers, Bai Qinhe tried to grab her sleeve for the last time, but in the end it was in vain.

"There will be a long way to go in the future, so I can do it myself."

Lu Xingwan turned around and left the painful crying behind him.

She is now basically sure that Bai Qinhe has nothing to do with the matter of Dark Raven Pavilion, and she actually had murderous intentions towards this girl for a moment.

In the end, the move was not because of a soft heart, but after weighing the pros and cons, he felt that he needed to provoke another Bai family before he could figure out the matter of the Dark Raven Lodge.

She thought about it again and realized that she was really sad.

Maybe it's because she has long had feelings for Bai Qinhe, or maybe it's because she has a lot now, these things have long been unable to arouse any emotion in her.

She can live happily, but Bai Qinhe must be in pain.

Although I don't know how long this cold girl can last with guilt towards her, but it doesn't matter anymore.

Because even if she and Ah Luo are together one day, the two of them cannot be happy.

The original reason for the budding of love lies in the grace of saving lives——Bai Qinhe feels pain and restlessness whenever she thinks about it.

Unless she forgives Bai Qinhe, or Bai Qinhe thinks about it and lets go.

But neither of these two things is possible. Bai Qinhe's behavior is extremely paranoid. It is difficult for ordinary people to let go of the word, let alone her.

Lu Xing was late.

She didn't hate Bai Qinhe, but she would never forgive her.