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Chapter 38 The Past
Lu Xingwan opened her eyes. A cruel crimson smudged from the bottom of her dark and cold eyes. The long hair that fell down was also windless and automatic. The whole person dispersed like a cloud of sadness, adding to it. Kind of sharp.
With a wave of her hand, the air twisted slightly, and the cauldron that had just appeared in the sea of consciousness appeared beside her.
She took the cauldron and flew to the place where the smoke and aura erupted.
Lin Luoyue slammed heavily into the forest, and the tree was broken by her. With the sound of the wood breaking, she felt that her own bones were also broken.
The clothes embroidered with defensive runes had been torn, her long hair poured down to cover her pale face, and her lips were bleeding.
It's too awful.Lin Luoyue struggled to look up at the rushing dragon, and felt sorry for herself. She would probably be eaten as a snack. This kind of death was too ugly and miserable.
Jiaolong looked up to the sky and let out a long howl, then lowered his head and opened his huge mouth, trying to swallow Lin Luoyue.
Lin Luoyue sighed and closed her eyes.
Xingwan,? You must escape!
If you see my family,? Just hug your head and cry for me with them. Don't miss me too much after crying.
The strong airflow got closer and closer, but the expected pain and death did not come.
Lin Luoyue opened her eyes hesitantly, and saw Lu Xingwan standing in front of her with loose long hair, she couldn't help but widen her eyes in astonishment.
The state of Lu Xingwan's body is very strange. The cultivation base that was originally only the peak of foundation establishment is now rising steadily. She jumped directly to Jindan, broke through Nascent Soul, and crossed Huashen. The swaying of the first floor is like a huge wave wrapping a dragon in it.
Jiaolong was clearly close to her, but at this moment, he was pushed as far away as the sky, no matter how hard he was to advance.
"Starry night!"
Lin Luoyue struggled to get up, she was very worried about what kind of forbidden technique Lu Xingwan used.
The hem of Lu Xing's evening dress swayed gently with the wind, killing Ling Ling,? Hearing her call, he just turned his head and glanced at her very lightly, and then she waved the bronze cauldron and rushed straight at the black dragon past.
Hei Jiao, who was unstoppable just now, was hit by the cauldron and turned over directly, and half of his body was pressed down by the cauldron, unable to move.
Lin Luoyue couldn't help but looked at the cauldron curiously. The cauldron was as heavy as a mountain, pressing down on the black flood dragon. The two golden runes engraved on the edge of the cauldron were faintly visible as the power surged.
She carefully identified the two runes, and found that the meaning of the runes turned out to be soul-suppressing.
God, it turns out that this is one of the legendary artifacts, the soul-suppressing cauldron. No wonder she thinks the vitality flowing on this cauldron is amazing.
However, this treasure is not a weapon, but has a great nurturing effect on the damaged soul.
The ability to suppress this ferocious black flood dragon now is also due to the powerful power of the artifact itself, but this is only temporary.
Lin Luoyue thought so and touched her knife to help, but she saw Lu Xingwan waved her hand at the void again, and her broken sword that fell into the cold pool broke through the water and flew towards her.
The moment Lu Xingwan held the sword, Lu Xingwan's cold killing intent became stronger and almost made people breathless.
Almost at the same time, the black dragon overturned the soul-suppressing cauldron and occupied the entire sky again, and the soul-suppressing tripod turned into a stream of light and entered the center of Lu Xingwan's eyebrows.
Lu Xingwan swung his sword and fell.
The illusory sword shadows cut through the air at a speed that is difficult for ordinary people to grasp. Lin Luoyue seemed to see an ink painting scroll in a trance. Every sword that Lu Xingwan transformed remained in the air. These sword shadows intertwined Surrounding the Jiaolong, it blocked all the ways it could retreat or attack.
Lin Luoyue's eyes were misty, and she almost forgot that this was a life-and-death contest. She had a feeling at this moment, that her cultivation, which had been at the peak of the Golden Core stage for a long time, was loosened, and that kind of ability to move upward The sense of climbing haunted her.
There was another earth-shattering roar, and Lin Luoyue was awakened, and the ink scroll in front of her eyes had disappeared, only those sharp sword shadows condensed into a substantial sword and fell towards the dragon.
Everything in the world suddenly stopped, Jiaolong stopped struggling and swinging his huge body, and Lu Xingwan stopped swinging his sword. Lin Luoyue subconsciously held her breath and stared at them.
With a click, the already broken sword in Lu Xingwan's hand was completely shattered into pieces. Lin Luoyue's heart tightened, and seeing her face as cold as ice, she let go of the hilt and let the sword fall to the ground.
Lin Luoyue subconsciously wanted to stand up, she had probably never been so nervous in her life, she wanted to stand up and walk to Lu Xingwan's side.
But before she could move, Jiaolong moved, and the pitch-black scales on the opponent's huge body fell down one after another.
As soon as she stayed, she saw those black scales falling off faster and faster, and soon they all flew towards Lu Xingwan like a long black river, and Lu Xingwan slowly spread his palms without any surprise.
Then the scales gradually condensed into a jet-black long sword and landed in her palm. The blade was slender and sharp, and it was an unstoppable murderous aura.
Lu Xingwan swung his sword lightly, and the rocky cliff facing him was split in half from the center.
"It can be used as a sword."
Amidst the sound of the boulder rolling down, Lu Xingwan looked down at the golden rune engraved on the sword - Mo Lin.
Lin Luoyue breathed a sigh of relief, only feeling that her back was wet with cold sweat, she gave up the idea of standing up, "It's really a thrilling day."
Lu Xingwan lowered his head to look at her, the crimson in her eyes had gradually disappeared into the night that was about to sink like clouds in the sky.
Just before the blush disappeared, she reached out and stroked Lin Luoyue's face gently, "Luoyue, I wish I could meet you earlier."
She always had a calm and steady look, and her killing intent was as tough as ice, but at this moment, she showed a bit of sigh and sadness.
"Fortunately, it's not too late now."
After she said this, the red light in her eyes had completely disappeared, and her dark ink color had returned.
Lin Luoyue didn't understand where her deep sadness came from, but her heart throbbed.
It's just that before she could react, Lu Xingwan's next move really scared her.
"Xingwan... I can go, or you'd better help me there?"
Lin Luoyue leaned in Lu Xingwan's arms with some embarrassment and rare shyness. It was an emergency when she hugged him just now, and now it's her own...
Lu Xingwan still had icy moisture on her body, but Lin Luoyue leaned against her and felt that the soft body under the thin shirt made her very embarrassed, and she didn't know where to put her hands.
Lu Xingwan smiled slightly, and looked down at her, "Second Miss Lin is shy again?"
Lin Luoyue wished she could cover her face with a veil, but she refused to admit defeat, so she stared at her for a while and said seriously, "Stop making trouble, you are also injured."
Just talking like this, they had already arrived at the place where Qu Fanye was placed, before he woke up, Lu Xingwan took advantage of the opportunity to put Lin Luoyue down.
After a stick of incense.
Lin Luoyue stopped her breath adjustment, and Lu Xingwan had already returned, and she had changed into a brand new dress, which was still in that very simple and elegant style, but she was wearing it now and it was not as gentle as before. A bit of the sharpness that the sword can't hide.
Lin Luoyue wanted to sigh inexplicably, she glanced at Qu Fanye who had exhausted her spiritual energy, and sat down next to Lu Xingwan when she saw that the person hadn't woken up yet.
"I haven't woken up for so long, will you be okay?"
Lu Xingwan shook his head, "It's okay, she was lethargic even when she wasn't injured. I searched the area just now, but I didn't find any trace of them."
They were referring to A Luo and Jiang Lianyi.
"Presumably, he should have gone to a farther place to adjust his breathing."
Lin Luoyue breathed a sigh of relief, as long as she didn't find the corpse, although her affection for Ah Luo had fallen to the bottom, she wasn't at the level where she expected them to die, not to mention Jiang Lianyi helped them just now.
Lu Xingwan's voice was clear and soft, "Does your injury still hurt?"
"I'm fine." Lin Luoyue scratched her hair that had been restyled, looked at her and sighed, "But this time it's really dangerous."
Lu Xingwan's current state has fallen back to the early Golden Core stage, but jumping from the peak of Foundation Establishment to the Golden Core stage is amazing enough, and her injuries are also recovering at an alarming speed.
She couldn't help but think of the days when the two of them fought against each other in Tianhui Mountain. At that time, she felt that Lu Xingwan had some contradictory and weird temperament. Looking at it now, it really wasn't an illusion.
"After all, it is an ancient secret realm." Lu Xingwan said softly.
Lin Luoyue nodded, "Miss Qu...is she Miss Qu? When she rushed over to help just now, I thought she was exactly what you said."
Lu Xingwan's eyes fell on Qu Fanye, showing a soft smile, and then sighed, "She is also a person with a rough life, she doesn't remember her past, and her cultivation is also intermittent. This month It’s much more stable than before.”
Lin Luoyue nodded, "It's really not easy, but I also think her background is not simple."
Just looking at Qu Fanye's appearance and bearing, as well as her rigorously trained demeanor in her actions, it's not something that ordinary people can cultivate.
Lu Xingwan said, "I've always wanted to take her to visit a famous doctor, but... if it's possible, Luoyue, can you introduce me to Doctor Ning?"
Lin Luoyue immediately patted her chest and promised, "I don't need you to tell me about this kind of trivial matter, and I will help you."
Lu Xingwan smiled lightly, Meimou stared at her intently, "Thank you."
Lin Luoyue couldn't help blushing when she was watching her intently. She didn't feel anything unusual, but wondered if she was about to catch a cold again.
The two chatted a few words about Qu Fanye, and the surrounding gradually became quiet.
After a while, Lu Xingwan murmured softly, "Is there anything you want to ask me?"
Of course Lin Luoyue has, and there are a lot of them. For example, what happened between her and the Cold Sword Sect in just a few months?
Another example is what is going on with her cultivation?
"Xingwan, of course I have many questions." Lin Luoyue was honest in the end
Said, "But this has nothing to do with curiosity, but I am worried about you, but your mood is more important than what I want to know."
"If you need to confide in me, I can listen anytime, and if you don't want to tell anyone, don't feel like you're hiding something from me."
Lu Xingwan raised his hand to help Lin Luoyue put the hair tie on her shoulders behind her shoulders, and then said, "These things are nothing to me now, whether you want to talk about it..."
She shook her head lightly, "I still want to talk to you and hear your opinion."
And care.
There has never been a person like Lin Luoyue in her life, who always waited for her with sincerity and consideration, would ask her what she needed, and would give her some timely guidance.
Lu Xingwan was willing to say it, and of course Lin Luoyue was willing to listen. She said in a brisk tone, "Okay, I'll listen."
Lu Xingwan organized his thoughts, thinking about where to start and said, "I once asked you what is the correct way to get along with people? You told me that there is no absolute correctness."
Lin Luoyue encouraged, "That's right, just be yourself while not hurting others."
Lu Xingwan looked into the distance, "You know my background is just an ordinary warrior, I had to leave home to follow my grandfather for some reason."
"He was more like a strict boss to me. I didn't have the opportunity to grow up with my parents, so I didn't understand how a normal family gets along."
"When I went back to my parents, my father had passed away and my mother preferred my younger sister, so I felt that I couldn't fit into my family.
I missed it and was one step too late. "
Lin Luoyue held her hand distressedly. She didn't think it was a so-called late step. Her other brothers and sisters didn't appear in each other's lives from the beginning, and there was a grudge between them at the beginning. and unfamiliar, but everyone is working hard to blend in and care for each other.
Even if their situation is like this, why they want to talk about separation from their own flesh and blood and the so-called one step too late, it's just that some people don't want to pay attention.
But no matter how straightforward she was, it was impossible for her to criticize her parents in front of Lu Xingwan.
"Something happened later, which made me feel completely disappointed in my mother, so I chose to leave.
Maybe it's because the lack of family affection makes me long for a home, so I regard the Hanjian faction as my second home. "
Lu Xingwan raised his head slightly, "I love A Luo, I take care of the senior sister, and I respect the head of the sect. I thought that sooner or later they would treat me as a family member, but this time I was one step too late."
Lin Luoyue frowned tightly, and her voice was a bit harsh, "What did they do to you?"
Lu Xingwan saw that she was planning to rush out to find someone to settle accounts, and couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled, "I can't accept some practices, I know they miss Miss Jiang very much, but I didn't expect them to put I will be Miss Jiang's substitute."
Lu Xingwan held Lin Luoyue's hand tightly, pulled her hand over and placed it on his knee, "Luoyue, I have only realized that I have been chasing other people's love for me all this time. But the more I chase, the more I feel. If I can’t get it, in order to get it, I can endure some grievances, scolding and even contempt.”
"I may be humble and paranoid, but only deceit and contempt are absolutely unacceptable to me."
Lin Luoyue was already pissed off before hearing the specific details. Fortunately, she thought that the Cold Sword Sect, as a famous family for thousands of years, was the former leader of the righteous way, but she didn't expect to be able to do such a disgusting thing.
She gritted her teeth and suppressed her anger. Seeing that Lu Xingwan was still looking at her with longing eyes that she didn't realize, she felt a pain in her heart.
"Xingwan, you didn't do anything wrong." Lin Luoyue took a deep breath, "I said you are very good, there is no one in this world who doesn't like you, if anyone doesn't like you, then he must be blind .”
Lu Xingwan was amused by her, "If others hear this, they will probably think that I am quite arrogant and self-important."
Lin Luoyue didn't smile, she could see that Lu Xingwan was not as submissive as she showed, it should be said that she gave all her tenderness to these people she cherished.
In fact, she is a very hard person in her bones, and she has her own principles in dealing with things.
It's just that she concealed all this toughness for those people she cherished in the past, but her heart has not been respected and cherished.
So she also doubts herself, whether she is not good enough, so no one wants to love her and cherish her.
When Lin Luoyue thought about these things, her eyes were a little bit astringent, and she suddenly realized what kind of position she had in Lu Xingwan's heart.
She's waiting for someone to tell her she's done nothing wrong.
This person is himself.
Lin Luoyue thought, it was the first time she stretched out her arms to hug Lu Xingwan without shyness and unnaturalness, "Xingwan, remember, you are fine.
There are also very good people in this great world. As you go forward, they will meet you, and you will also meet them.
You deserve to be loved, understand? "
With a wave of her hand, the air twisted slightly, and the cauldron that had just appeared in the sea of consciousness appeared beside her.
She took the cauldron and flew to the place where the smoke and aura erupted.
Lin Luoyue slammed heavily into the forest, and the tree was broken by her. With the sound of the wood breaking, she felt that her own bones were also broken.
The clothes embroidered with defensive runes had been torn, her long hair poured down to cover her pale face, and her lips were bleeding.
It's too awful.Lin Luoyue struggled to look up at the rushing dragon, and felt sorry for herself. She would probably be eaten as a snack. This kind of death was too ugly and miserable.
Jiaolong looked up to the sky and let out a long howl, then lowered his head and opened his huge mouth, trying to swallow Lin Luoyue.
Lin Luoyue sighed and closed her eyes.
Xingwan,? You must escape!
If you see my family,? Just hug your head and cry for me with them. Don't miss me too much after crying.
The strong airflow got closer and closer, but the expected pain and death did not come.
Lin Luoyue opened her eyes hesitantly, and saw Lu Xingwan standing in front of her with loose long hair, she couldn't help but widen her eyes in astonishment.
The state of Lu Xingwan's body is very strange. The cultivation base that was originally only the peak of foundation establishment is now rising steadily. She jumped directly to Jindan, broke through Nascent Soul, and crossed Huashen. The swaying of the first floor is like a huge wave wrapping a dragon in it.
Jiaolong was clearly close to her, but at this moment, he was pushed as far away as the sky, no matter how hard he was to advance.
"Starry night!"
Lin Luoyue struggled to get up, she was very worried about what kind of forbidden technique Lu Xingwan used.
The hem of Lu Xing's evening dress swayed gently with the wind, killing Ling Ling,? Hearing her call, he just turned his head and glanced at her very lightly, and then she waved the bronze cauldron and rushed straight at the black dragon past.
Hei Jiao, who was unstoppable just now, was hit by the cauldron and turned over directly, and half of his body was pressed down by the cauldron, unable to move.
Lin Luoyue couldn't help but looked at the cauldron curiously. The cauldron was as heavy as a mountain, pressing down on the black flood dragon. The two golden runes engraved on the edge of the cauldron were faintly visible as the power surged.
She carefully identified the two runes, and found that the meaning of the runes turned out to be soul-suppressing.
God, it turns out that this is one of the legendary artifacts, the soul-suppressing cauldron. No wonder she thinks the vitality flowing on this cauldron is amazing.
However, this treasure is not a weapon, but has a great nurturing effect on the damaged soul.
The ability to suppress this ferocious black flood dragon now is also due to the powerful power of the artifact itself, but this is only temporary.
Lin Luoyue thought so and touched her knife to help, but she saw Lu Xingwan waved her hand at the void again, and her broken sword that fell into the cold pool broke through the water and flew towards her.
The moment Lu Xingwan held the sword, Lu Xingwan's cold killing intent became stronger and almost made people breathless.
Almost at the same time, the black dragon overturned the soul-suppressing cauldron and occupied the entire sky again, and the soul-suppressing tripod turned into a stream of light and entered the center of Lu Xingwan's eyebrows.
Lu Xingwan swung his sword and fell.
The illusory sword shadows cut through the air at a speed that is difficult for ordinary people to grasp. Lin Luoyue seemed to see an ink painting scroll in a trance. Every sword that Lu Xingwan transformed remained in the air. These sword shadows intertwined Surrounding the Jiaolong, it blocked all the ways it could retreat or attack.
Lin Luoyue's eyes were misty, and she almost forgot that this was a life-and-death contest. She had a feeling at this moment, that her cultivation, which had been at the peak of the Golden Core stage for a long time, was loosened, and that kind of ability to move upward The sense of climbing haunted her.
There was another earth-shattering roar, and Lin Luoyue was awakened, and the ink scroll in front of her eyes had disappeared, only those sharp sword shadows condensed into a substantial sword and fell towards the dragon.
Everything in the world suddenly stopped, Jiaolong stopped struggling and swinging his huge body, and Lu Xingwan stopped swinging his sword. Lin Luoyue subconsciously held her breath and stared at them.
With a click, the already broken sword in Lu Xingwan's hand was completely shattered into pieces. Lin Luoyue's heart tightened, and seeing her face as cold as ice, she let go of the hilt and let the sword fall to the ground.
Lin Luoyue subconsciously wanted to stand up, she had probably never been so nervous in her life, she wanted to stand up and walk to Lu Xingwan's side.
But before she could move, Jiaolong moved, and the pitch-black scales on the opponent's huge body fell down one after another.
As soon as she stayed, she saw those black scales falling off faster and faster, and soon they all flew towards Lu Xingwan like a long black river, and Lu Xingwan slowly spread his palms without any surprise.
Then the scales gradually condensed into a jet-black long sword and landed in her palm. The blade was slender and sharp, and it was an unstoppable murderous aura.
Lu Xingwan swung his sword lightly, and the rocky cliff facing him was split in half from the center.
"It can be used as a sword."
Amidst the sound of the boulder rolling down, Lu Xingwan looked down at the golden rune engraved on the sword - Mo Lin.
Lin Luoyue breathed a sigh of relief, only feeling that her back was wet with cold sweat, she gave up the idea of standing up, "It's really a thrilling day."
Lu Xingwan lowered his head to look at her, the crimson in her eyes had gradually disappeared into the night that was about to sink like clouds in the sky.
Just before the blush disappeared, she reached out and stroked Lin Luoyue's face gently, "Luoyue, I wish I could meet you earlier."
She always had a calm and steady look, and her killing intent was as tough as ice, but at this moment, she showed a bit of sigh and sadness.
"Fortunately, it's not too late now."
After she said this, the red light in her eyes had completely disappeared, and her dark ink color had returned.
Lin Luoyue didn't understand where her deep sadness came from, but her heart throbbed.
It's just that before she could react, Lu Xingwan's next move really scared her.
"Xingwan... I can go, or you'd better help me there?"
Lin Luoyue leaned in Lu Xingwan's arms with some embarrassment and rare shyness. It was an emergency when she hugged him just now, and now it's her own...
Lu Xingwan still had icy moisture on her body, but Lin Luoyue leaned against her and felt that the soft body under the thin shirt made her very embarrassed, and she didn't know where to put her hands.
Lu Xingwan smiled slightly, and looked down at her, "Second Miss Lin is shy again?"
Lin Luoyue wished she could cover her face with a veil, but she refused to admit defeat, so she stared at her for a while and said seriously, "Stop making trouble, you are also injured."
Just talking like this, they had already arrived at the place where Qu Fanye was placed, before he woke up, Lu Xingwan took advantage of the opportunity to put Lin Luoyue down.
After a stick of incense.
Lin Luoyue stopped her breath adjustment, and Lu Xingwan had already returned, and she had changed into a brand new dress, which was still in that very simple and elegant style, but she was wearing it now and it was not as gentle as before. A bit of the sharpness that the sword can't hide.
Lin Luoyue wanted to sigh inexplicably, she glanced at Qu Fanye who had exhausted her spiritual energy, and sat down next to Lu Xingwan when she saw that the person hadn't woken up yet.
"I haven't woken up for so long, will you be okay?"
Lu Xingwan shook his head, "It's okay, she was lethargic even when she wasn't injured. I searched the area just now, but I didn't find any trace of them."
They were referring to A Luo and Jiang Lianyi.
"Presumably, he should have gone to a farther place to adjust his breathing."
Lin Luoyue breathed a sigh of relief, as long as she didn't find the corpse, although her affection for Ah Luo had fallen to the bottom, she wasn't at the level where she expected them to die, not to mention Jiang Lianyi helped them just now.
Lu Xingwan's voice was clear and soft, "Does your injury still hurt?"
"I'm fine." Lin Luoyue scratched her hair that had been restyled, looked at her and sighed, "But this time it's really dangerous."
Lu Xingwan's current state has fallen back to the early Golden Core stage, but jumping from the peak of Foundation Establishment to the Golden Core stage is amazing enough, and her injuries are also recovering at an alarming speed.
She couldn't help but think of the days when the two of them fought against each other in Tianhui Mountain. At that time, she felt that Lu Xingwan had some contradictory and weird temperament. Looking at it now, it really wasn't an illusion.
"After all, it is an ancient secret realm." Lu Xingwan said softly.
Lin Luoyue nodded, "Miss Qu...is she Miss Qu? When she rushed over to help just now, I thought she was exactly what you said."
Lu Xingwan's eyes fell on Qu Fanye, showing a soft smile, and then sighed, "She is also a person with a rough life, she doesn't remember her past, and her cultivation is also intermittent. This month It’s much more stable than before.”
Lin Luoyue nodded, "It's really not easy, but I also think her background is not simple."
Just looking at Qu Fanye's appearance and bearing, as well as her rigorously trained demeanor in her actions, it's not something that ordinary people can cultivate.
Lu Xingwan said, "I've always wanted to take her to visit a famous doctor, but... if it's possible, Luoyue, can you introduce me to Doctor Ning?"
Lin Luoyue immediately patted her chest and promised, "I don't need you to tell me about this kind of trivial matter, and I will help you."
Lu Xingwan smiled lightly, Meimou stared at her intently, "Thank you."
Lin Luoyue couldn't help blushing when she was watching her intently. She didn't feel anything unusual, but wondered if she was about to catch a cold again.
The two chatted a few words about Qu Fanye, and the surrounding gradually became quiet.
After a while, Lu Xingwan murmured softly, "Is there anything you want to ask me?"
Of course Lin Luoyue has, and there are a lot of them. For example, what happened between her and the Cold Sword Sect in just a few months?
Another example is what is going on with her cultivation?
"Xingwan, of course I have many questions." Lin Luoyue was honest in the end
Said, "But this has nothing to do with curiosity, but I am worried about you, but your mood is more important than what I want to know."
"If you need to confide in me, I can listen anytime, and if you don't want to tell anyone, don't feel like you're hiding something from me."
Lu Xingwan raised his hand to help Lin Luoyue put the hair tie on her shoulders behind her shoulders, and then said, "These things are nothing to me now, whether you want to talk about it..."
She shook her head lightly, "I still want to talk to you and hear your opinion."
And care.
There has never been a person like Lin Luoyue in her life, who always waited for her with sincerity and consideration, would ask her what she needed, and would give her some timely guidance.
Lu Xingwan was willing to say it, and of course Lin Luoyue was willing to listen. She said in a brisk tone, "Okay, I'll listen."
Lu Xingwan organized his thoughts, thinking about where to start and said, "I once asked you what is the correct way to get along with people? You told me that there is no absolute correctness."
Lin Luoyue encouraged, "That's right, just be yourself while not hurting others."
Lu Xingwan looked into the distance, "You know my background is just an ordinary warrior, I had to leave home to follow my grandfather for some reason."
"He was more like a strict boss to me. I didn't have the opportunity to grow up with my parents, so I didn't understand how a normal family gets along."
"When I went back to my parents, my father had passed away and my mother preferred my younger sister, so I felt that I couldn't fit into my family.
I missed it and was one step too late. "
Lin Luoyue held her hand distressedly. She didn't think it was a so-called late step. Her other brothers and sisters didn't appear in each other's lives from the beginning, and there was a grudge between them at the beginning. and unfamiliar, but everyone is working hard to blend in and care for each other.
Even if their situation is like this, why they want to talk about separation from their own flesh and blood and the so-called one step too late, it's just that some people don't want to pay attention.
But no matter how straightforward she was, it was impossible for her to criticize her parents in front of Lu Xingwan.
"Something happened later, which made me feel completely disappointed in my mother, so I chose to leave.
Maybe it's because the lack of family affection makes me long for a home, so I regard the Hanjian faction as my second home. "
Lu Xingwan raised his head slightly, "I love A Luo, I take care of the senior sister, and I respect the head of the sect. I thought that sooner or later they would treat me as a family member, but this time I was one step too late."
Lin Luoyue frowned tightly, and her voice was a bit harsh, "What did they do to you?"
Lu Xingwan saw that she was planning to rush out to find someone to settle accounts, and couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled, "I can't accept some practices, I know they miss Miss Jiang very much, but I didn't expect them to put I will be Miss Jiang's substitute."
Lu Xingwan held Lin Luoyue's hand tightly, pulled her hand over and placed it on his knee, "Luoyue, I have only realized that I have been chasing other people's love for me all this time. But the more I chase, the more I feel. If I can’t get it, in order to get it, I can endure some grievances, scolding and even contempt.”
"I may be humble and paranoid, but only deceit and contempt are absolutely unacceptable to me."
Lin Luoyue was already pissed off before hearing the specific details. Fortunately, she thought that the Cold Sword Sect, as a famous family for thousands of years, was the former leader of the righteous way, but she didn't expect to be able to do such a disgusting thing.
She gritted her teeth and suppressed her anger. Seeing that Lu Xingwan was still looking at her with longing eyes that she didn't realize, she felt a pain in her heart.
"Xingwan, you didn't do anything wrong." Lin Luoyue took a deep breath, "I said you are very good, there is no one in this world who doesn't like you, if anyone doesn't like you, then he must be blind .”
Lu Xingwan was amused by her, "If others hear this, they will probably think that I am quite arrogant and self-important."
Lin Luoyue didn't smile, she could see that Lu Xingwan was not as submissive as she showed, it should be said that she gave all her tenderness to these people she cherished.
In fact, she is a very hard person in her bones, and she has her own principles in dealing with things.
It's just that she concealed all this toughness for those people she cherished in the past, but her heart has not been respected and cherished.
So she also doubts herself, whether she is not good enough, so no one wants to love her and cherish her.
When Lin Luoyue thought about these things, her eyes were a little bit astringent, and she suddenly realized what kind of position she had in Lu Xingwan's heart.
She's waiting for someone to tell her she's done nothing wrong.
This person is himself.
Lin Luoyue thought, it was the first time she stretched out her arms to hug Lu Xingwan without shyness and unnaturalness, "Xingwan, remember, you are fine.
There are also very good people in this great world. As you go forward, they will meet you, and you will also meet them.
You deserve to be loved, understand? "
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