Wading in muddy water

In the past two years, I have always felt that there is a certain incompleteness in myself. I used to think that this incompleteness came from my not knowing who my biological father was, but now I look at Liu Fang who is taking notes, and I understand that This sense of incompleteness is all because of Liu Fang.

Liufang is a black hole, no one knows what is going on inside, but no matter what is projected into it, there is no sound.

It is impossible for me to get maternal love, attention, and family from her.

Liu Fang's voice was even calm.

Like a complete layer of ice on a lake, flat, solid, and merciless.

"He approached me. I didn't know what he wanted to do at the time. He put his hand on my shoulder first. I didn't think there was anything wrong at the time, and I was still talking to him normally."

"Do you remember what you were talking about?"

"He had a quarrel with his second sister-in-law. He wanted to start a business, but the second sister-in-law didn't support it. The two had a quarrel. He complained that the second sister-in-law was ignorant and always liked to take care of things."

"Then?"

"Then his hand slipped down. It was a summer, and I was only wearing a suspender skirt, a yellow floral skirt. The palm of my arm was down against my arm. I felt something was wrong, and I wanted to escape, but he pressed it against the door. Forced kiss. I was terrified. I don't know why my brother did this kind of thing suddenly. He kept saying that the second sister-in-law is not as beautiful as me. She looks like wood when making love. He likes me and wants to marry me as his wife. I dare not For fear of being discovered, he tore off my shoulder straps and stripped the skirt from the upper body down."

"Ms. Liu, you haven't called for help, have you?"

"I dare not. He is my brother. He has always been a good person, gentle and polite. I was scared. Everything was so sudden and abnormal."

"Go on."

"I begged him, cried and begged him, I said that we are brothers and sisters, I am his sister, and I can't do this anyway. He still took out and lifted my skirt, I knelt down and begged him, saying that I could help him with my mouth. He, but he pulled me up, pinned me against the door by my shoulders, and came in from behind."

Zhou Boxin covered my eyes with his hand, and Liu Fang's back was blocked by him.The heat in the palm is warm, and when Xuxu covers it in front of his eyes, a warm darkness is cast over him.

His arm rested on my shoulders, with a slight weight on it, and I suddenly felt my whole body fall, and my soul, which was about to rise into the air, returned to my body again.I stood unobtrusively in his arms, and stretched out my hand to hook the fingers of the hand hanging beside him.

Liu Yuan was brought here within an hour.

Seeing me and Zhou Boxin standing here, he seemed to have a somewhat shocked expression on his face. He didn't quite understand why he was brought here, and what had it to do with me and Zhou Boxin.The long black coat on his body was not a trendy style, but it was rigorous and dignified. He was wearing a camel sweater inside, and the collar of his white shirt stood up obediently, sticking to his neck.Anyone who looks like Liu Yuan is a decent and successful person - the second child of the Liu family, the most valued son of the old man of the Liu family.

The police were very polite to Liu Yuan. There was no one in Maicheng who didn't know Liu's family, especially the police.

Liu Yuan sat comfortably on the chair, holding a disposable paper cup in his hand, the hot water in it was emitting white steam, and the white steam condensed into a thick line, which rose up with a flicker, like a woman curling up body of.

"Hey, I never knew that Xiaoli was my child. I have been ashamed of their mother and child for so many years. I feel very regretful about what happened back then... Hey, comrade policeman. I didn't expect this incident to happen one day. It’s really embarrassing to make such a big fuss, I’m young and ignorant, I shouldn’t be in love with my sister, even if I’m in love with you, I shouldn’t do that kind of thing, I am! I’m not as good as a beast!”

Zhou Boxin pressed my shoulder.

But in fact, I didn't have a strong urge, at least I could suppress it, and I didn't want to rush over to the police station and beat Liu Yuan up.I would have thought that he would say that a long time ago, I am his child, this cannot be denied, he would only say that what happened back then was voluntary by Liu Fang, that they were lovers.

"Rape? How can there be such a thing, Comrade policeman, this is beyond debate, who would rape his own sister? Even a beast would not attack his own sister, Xiao Fang... she actually said that. I I don't know, I have always been very good to her, and she was also very good to me before that incident, everyone in the Liu family can attest that our relationship has always been very good." Liu Yuan sighed, "But not A pure brother-sister relationship, we are lovers... Hey, I shouldn't have said this, but...we were always in love at that time."

The police station is like a microcosm of a small world.

Liu Fang's slightly bent back, Liu Yuan's upright sitting posture and the white mist in front of him.

"Mr. Liu Yuan, do you know that Ms. Liu Fang has a very serious post-traumatic stress disorder? According to Ms. Liu Fang, she suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder after being raped by you."

Liu Yuan was taken aback, and moved his body a little uneasy for a moment, "How is this possible? Xiaofang is a mental patient. Will there be any other impact?"

Zhou Boxin circled me violently.

"Liu Yuan!" I yelled, I was tightly held by Zhou Boxin, and I stared at Liu Yuan's back with wide eyes.Hearing my voice, Liu Yuan turned his head to look at me, and sighed when he saw that I was stopped and couldn't rush over, "That's my own son, if it wasn't for Xiao Fang's illness, the two of us wouldn't be the same as we are now. Same, as if there is some deep hatred that cannot be shared."

The policeman sitting across from Liu Yuan glanced at me and winked at the person next to me.

Immediately someone came over to me with a rather unfriendly tone, "Sir, this is the police station, please keep quiet."

Liu Fang is mentally ill, her words are doubtful, not to mention that there has been no evidence for so many years.And it was schizophrenia. I felt a sudden chill in my heart, thinking of the symptoms of schizophrenia, delusion of persecution, delusion of persecution.

Grass!

Why didn't I think of it, I didn't think of this layer.Liu Fang has schizophrenia, if Liu Yuan hints to the police that she has delusions of being murdered, and because of the pressure of falling in love with her brother, she has hallucinations of being raped by her brother and thus induces post-traumatic stress disorder. Pass.Grass, grass, grass.I clenched my fists hard, looking at Liu Yuan's back, wishing I could tear him to pieces.

"Chen Li." Zhou Boxin's voice rang behind his ears.

I turned my head suddenly with red eyes, and saw his quiet eyes.

"Be good." Zhou Boxin said.

The lawyer Zhou Boxin found for Liu Fang was named Tang, and I heard that there was no case he could not win.Lawyer Tang called Zhou Boxin last night and said that Liu Yuan had sent someone to contact him, and the price they offered was very high.Lawyer Tang didn't say that he had picked up Liufang's side, but just pushed.

I was pinned on a row of chairs in the corridor of the police station by Zhou Boxin. Zhou Boxin brought Tang Lv in together, and Liu Yuan's lawyer also rushed over.

My mind is a little blank right now, this is my first time at the police station.

First time sitting in a police station.This is the first time I saw a woman describe the details of her rape 19 years ago in that gesture, how detailed she described, what clothes she wore, where she touched first, where she started to take off her clothes, what gesture she used to beg him, How did he come in.It has been nearly 20 years, how can she remember such details?

Liu Fang said yesterday that she always thought she was still 22 years old. When I first heard this, I thought she was just trying to escape. I thought the 22 years old she said was 22 years old when this happened. She is still a little girl, so I don’t know this What is the world like.But I now know another meaning of this sentence - I always feel that I am still 22 years old.

I always feel like I'm still 22 years old, and I wear that yellow floral dress day and night, stripped from the shoulders, I beg him on my knees, and he comes in from behind.

I slammed my fist on the vacant seat next to it. The plastic seat was very hard, and my arm was a little numb due to the pain from such a punch.Tears fell down like money, crackling down the pants.

The most fucking thing is I know we have no evidence, even Liu Fang has schizophrenia, she is a psychopath.

what to do?what to do?Chen Li, what else can you do?

It feels like sinking into the sea, and I can't hear the surrounding sounds clearly for a moment.His breath was choked by an invisible hand, as if he suddenly heard the phone ringing.Cold sweat broke out all over his body, he couldn't tell whether it was a sudden hallucination or the real phone was ringing, his heart was beating chaotically and violently, and he fumbled for the phone in his pocket.

The moment I saw the screen, I breathed a sigh of relief, and there was indeed a call.

The unknown number is local to Maicheng.

I took a slow breath and swiped to answer.

"Hi, Chen Li." A woman's voice called out my name accurately.I always feel that this voice seems a bit familiar, but I can't tell where I heard it.

"who are you?"

"I'm Liu Yaoyao."

Liu Yaoyao asked me if I had any cigarettes.

It was only then that I realized that she was indeed as old as Zhou Boxin. Beautiful women can’t tell how old they are. Even if I know that Liu Yaoyao is about 27 or [-] this year, every time I see her, I still feel that she is the same age as Zhou Boxin. It was still my elder sister who looked at me with pity in Liu's villa.

I only have a pack of soft lotus in my pocket, which tastes strong.She didn’t smoke cigarettes given to Fox in the bar before, and girls rarely smoke such strong cigarettes. I squeezed out soft lotus flowers to show her, but she shrugged and squeezed one.

The gestures of lighting the cigarette and inhaling the first puff are quite skillful, and I didn't get choked.Clasping two fingers, squinting his eyes slightly, he is obviously an old smoker.I was a little surprised and ordered one for myself.

The two of us stood outside the police station, separated from the small world inside by a wall.

"You are my younger brother." Liu Yaoyao said suddenly.

She called me and said she wanted to see me.I know it must be because of Liu Yuan, although I don't know how she knew about it, but I guess she will definitely excuse Liu Yuan, or give me money or even threaten me to let Liu Fang and I give up calling the police and suing, sure enough.

I took a sip of the cigarette in my hand, and I could hear myself speaking in a very cold voice, "I'm not your brother."

Liu Yaoyao laughed, she was really pretty, even a bit like Liu Fang.I don't know where the resemblance is, when I look at her, I sometimes wonder if Liu Fang was somewhat similar to her now when she was young, so fresh, young and beautiful.She threw the smoke on my face, smiled happily, bent her eyes to look at me, and looked at me closer.

I frowned, uncomfortable being so close, and stepped back a little.

I think Liu Yaoyao is a bit strange.

She seems to have always been a little strange, looking at me differently from other Liu family members.In the past, I only thought she was looking at me with pity, but now Liu Yaoyao's appearance of puffing out smoke with a cigarette in her hand is really different from the Liu Yaoyao who in my impression could have such compassion for me .I don't know if it's because I'm also mentally ill, but I always feel that I'm more sensitive to other people's emotions.

For example, now, I know that Liu Yaoyao is going to speak soon, saying something very important to her.

"Chen Li, I saw my father rape your mother." Liu Yaoyao said.

Liu Yaoyao looked at me with a smile, raised her chin proudly, and pointed to the police badge hanging on the main building of the Public Security Bureau, "I can go in and be a witness for Liu Fang. I am Liu Yuan's daughter, and my testimony is enough to sentence Liu Yuan. Yuan's crime of rape."

I couldn't react at all, and subconsciously took a step back, knowing her subtext, and asked, "What do you want?"

Liu Yaoyao suddenly withdrew the smile on her face, stared at me for a while, then took two puffs of cigarettes silently with her head down, "I don't want anything."

"I was eight years old that year, and I saw my father rape his own sister." Liu Yaoyao smiled again as she spoke, "I still don't have a boyfriend."

My heart tightened, and I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say.

"I really treat you as my own brother, although you don't like me. Of course, I am also selfish. There is no second person in this world who can share the secret of a rape case with me, but you have been with me since you were born. I shared it, and I am very grateful to you. Without you, I might not be alive now." Liu Yaoyao looked at me.

I licked my lips, the cigarette in my hand hadn't been smoked for a long time, and the ash accumulated in a long strip and fell down.

Liu Yaoyao pressed the cigarette butt against the wall, raised her eyebrows, and her high-heeled shoes made a muffled sound as she stepped on the ground, "Let's go, brother. I like you more than Liu Yuan. If my family goes bankrupt, you have to remember For my own good, don’t let me live on the streets without a boyfriend at my age.”

I stood still and didn't catch up.

Looking at Liu Yaoyao's back, it looks like an elegant but firm willow tree.

The author says:

I don't know anything about criminal investigation at all, so I try my best to pass it by in one stroke, so please bear with me!kowtow!Resume five updates a week from Friday!Not updated on Monday and Thursday!It's almost over!