Wading in muddy water

My bathrobe is easy to take off. I only need my or my brother's fingers to gently pull on the waist, and the bathrobe will be scattered on both sides.

And now it's lying messily on my brother's bed.

The decoration of my brother's place is very different from that of Lishui Garden. Lishui Garden is afraid that others will not see that the family is rich, and walking into it is like falling into a treasure cave.And my brother's decoration style from the living room to the bedroom is all cold, the colors are just black, white and gray, absolutely no warm or bright colors can be found, which fits my brother's temperament very well.Everything is angular and cold.

Even his bed.My brother's bed was big, but not soft enough for me to sink into, which, combined with the insecure position, exacerbated my nervousness.I can't see my brother, I can only see that the bed sheet was crumpled by me. He held my waist, and the temperature of his palm made the skin on my waist scald like a disease. It didn't feel like my waist.

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Later I knew what my brother meant.

I thought I could bear being his dog, that I could please him without asking for anything in return, but he wanted to tell me that I couldn't.I also hope that he loves me and loves me instead of treating me like a dog.

But I also felt dissatisfied. What I said was that as long as he touched my head, I would wag my tail at him forever.He must at least give me something sweet, not like this.

I don't know how long it took to end, my mind was in a mess, I kept the original posture and couldn't move for a while.

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Breathing is heavy, one after another.For a moment it was not clear whether it was mine, his, or both.I really want to see what my brother looks like now, but my neck has been tilted on the bed in this position for so long, and now it is so stiff that it hurts to move.

I sniffed, and after the end, most of the grievances in my heart disappeared inexplicably.It can be said that I really have no bottom line in front of him. No matter how wronged I am, as long as I can get through it, I can clear it up.

I felt that I was really screwed, and only now realized that it might be like liking.It's about lustful liking, not the obsession a younger brother should have for his elder brother.

It took me 10 minutes to turn my neck, and I didn't feel so ashamed anymore.Afraid of soiling his bathrobe, he didn't even cover himself, and turned to see where Zhou Boxin was.

Zhou Boxin stood by the window, lighting a few cigarettes, but he actually smoked in the bedroom instead of going to the balcony.His sheets and pillows will be stained with smoke... oh, maybe after today he will just throw away the sheets and all, and throw away the bathrobe.

I tried to turn over, my back was so sore that I felt like I had been fucked by eight strong men together, I silently said a few dirty words in my heart, and accidentally slipped from the edge of the bed to the floor. With a muffled "bang", my butt hit the ground.

"Hiss! I'm stupid..." I couldn't hold back, and burst into a rough sentence.I always feel that my buttocks must be cracked, and the pain makes me want to get up immediately, but my legs are soft, so I can only use one hand to hold the bed and the other hand to support the ground, first lift the buttocks, and the posture is quite Funny, but fortunately Zhou Boxin never turned his head to look at me from the beginning to the end.

A scumbag, a scumbag, if you put on pants, you won't recognize anyone, and your skills are just so-so.

Damn it, it hurts me to death, it doesn't hurt so much when Zhou Boxin gets on board.

With a gloomy expression on my face, I finally stood up and reached out to rub my poor buttocks.He wanted to go to the bathroom naked, but was stopped by Zhou Boxin.

"Where are you going?" His voice was calm, and he insisted on saying that it was different from before he came to me... Before he came to me, he looked a little angry, but now he is much calmer.

I subconsciously covered my important parts that were not covered, and found that he didn't look back at me at all, so I curled my lips and put down my hands, "Go take a shower."

"Get dressed and go." It was another commanding tone.

I resolutely carried out what I said, I would do whatever he asked me to do, and he asked me to wear it. I quickly grabbed the bathrobe and wrapped it around myself, and I could even feel the soft fabric on the bathrobe rub against me, his The bathrobe must have been dirty with my stuff on it.

"I put it on, can I wash it now, brother." I asked him obediently.

There was a moment of silence, I didn't know what Zhou Boxin was silent about, he asked me to wear it and I wore it, why didn't he seem to be satisfied.I was a little apprehensive, maybe it was because I was dissatisfied with me, I was so hurt and wronged and didn't call you a bastard... I scolded you in my heart, how dare you be dissatisfied with me with such poor skills!

Just when I was madly complaining in my heart, he turned around, and his dark eyes were fixed on me.He's in a bad mood right now, and I can feel it, and I'm even subconsciously standing a little more properly, even though I'm still staggering because my butt hurts and my legs go limp.

I was so flustered with gratitude, I stuck out my tongue and licked my lips that were dry and chapped in winter, and moistened the two lips. We didn't kiss, so my lips were always dry.

"elder brother......"

Zhou Boxin frowned, looked down a little, and paused on my lower abdomen that was leaked because of the hasty belt of the bathrobe.I tugged on the bathrobe nervously, and heard him speak, his voice seemed to be tense.

"Stop making trouble. Don't come to me again."

I knew he would say that, I guessed it.

He doesn't really want to have sex with me, and he won't really agree to me being his lover. He wants me to quit, but I don't.

I try to calm myself down,

I have slept on the bed, I am really much more courageous.Because I found that Zhou Boxin's bottom line for me seems to be lower than I thought.I watched him shake his head and said calmly, "I will come again. If you still don't want to talk to me, at worst, you can return to the state of the previous two years."

His eyebrows frowned even tighter, every inch of skin on his body exuded a strong sense of oppression, and his deep voice always made me feel very sexy, "You are looking for death."

"I'm not afraid of death." Without fear, I looked straight into his eyes, "I died when I was 16 years old, and every day since I was 16, the meaning of my life is to get closer to you."

He actually thought that I was afraid of death. The thing I was most afraid of was that he would always try to get rid of me. Everyone will die eventually, and death is nothing to be afraid of.

Man is born to die, and I believe in that.

And the reason why people have to work hard in life is what they have around them when they die.I definitely hope that person is my brother, even if he is not handsome at that time, even if he is still unwilling to get close to me at that time.

"Go away, I'll give you a bath for half an hour." Zhou Boxin turned back and lit a cigarette against the window again, and the smoke rose from in front of him, lingering and lingering.

Just like me and him just now.

My brother didn't intend to send me away, he wasn't that kind, and he didn't care if I could go alone, but he ruthlessly drove me out of his villa.They didn't let me enter my fingerprints, and didn't tell me the password, which meant that I would have to get his consent next time, but he probably wouldn't agree.

I had a headache for a moment, and only for a moment, because maybe I really don't have time to bother him these days.

When I came out of the shower my brother was sitting on the sofa, smoking.

He doesn't know how much he smoked today, but it is conservatively estimated that there will be one box.After hearing me coming out, my brother stubbed out the remaining half of the cigarette, unlocked the phone, and handed it to me.The phone was hanging in the air, waiting for me to pick it up. I quickly took it and glanced at something important.

My brother's upper body is leaning back towards the sofa, and his arms are raised to rest on the back of the sofa, which is a relaxed posture.He exhaled, cleared the last puff of smoke from his mouth, and said hoarsely, "Look."

I almost thought it was prostitution.

The thing on the phone screen should be a surveillance video, the picture is stable, people passing by, I didn't realize what it meant for a while.Until a familiar figure appeared, Da Cheng and... Li Zhou?Seeing these two people, I immediately remembered that the place on the screen should be the clubhouse we visited last week. In Dacheng, Li Zhou looked very close in the camera. Dacheng lighted a cigarette for Li Zhou graciously, and the two of them got together to talk .

I frowned, thinking it might be that before we went to the club, Li Zhou took us to play because Dacheng was the matchmaker, and it was inevitable that Dacheng wanted to curry favor with him.

And my brother said in time as if he knew what I was thinking, "There is time in the upper right corner."

Following his words, my eyes turned to the upper right corner, and I saw that it was past twelve o'clock that night.

It was after I was taken away by my brother, and after so many unhappiness had happened between Li Zhou and me, Dacheng graciously lit a cigarette for Li Zhou, and Li Zhou should be in the room with that little Internet celebrity at this time.

"Swipe back." My brother said again.

I don't know why my hands are shaking a little, and I am a little afraid to swipe. I paused for a long time before I swipe to the next video.

In the video, Li Zhou went upstairs with his arms around Mi Qiao, and his hand was holding Mi Qiao's waist, but Mi Qiao was not at all unhappy. The two of them were extremely intimate, halfway through, Mi Qiao even jumped on Li Zhou, as light as a A butterfly, she falls on anyone.Perhaps it would be more accurate to say that she was a domestic butterfly, I was deceived.I felt ashamed as if I had been hit on the head with a stick.

My brother scolded me really right that day, I was really stupid, I dared to go out to play without knowing the fart, if my brother hadn't come to pick me up, I don't know how it would have ended that day.

What are they up to?Da Cheng, Li Zhou, and Mi Qiao, they designed a game for me, did they want to drug me and film it?Or was it simply because of Li Zhou and Mi Qiao's taunts and humiliation to me? By the way, when Mi Qiao went to touch up my makeup, it was Dacheng who asked me to go to the toilet. That was also his plan?

After watching the two videos, I returned the phone to my brother.

I am quite calm at this moment, I know that these two videos are not even evidence, they cannot explain anything.But I know in my heart that this is ironclad evidence.

The author says:

Let me explain in this chapter, the website is not allowed to guide the route, so all the cars have been deleted, but the main text part is because there were cars in the past and the plot is not coherent now, so it is difficult to change it, I am sorry for affecting the reading, and I hope everyone understands .I will talk about the deleted part later.