Wading in muddy water

I got really drunk on my birthday night.

I thought that I would be able to forget everything when I woke up the next day according to the level of drunkenness that night, but God seemed to have played a joke on me. Every scene and every breath that night was deeply in my mind In my mind; like a montage movie, those shots are spliced, combined, and played repeatedly, and they are completely rooted in my mind.

In November, the wind in Maicheng roared, blowing the dead leaves on the ground and making a rattling sound, and the air was dry and cold.

The aunt at home found three sweaters early in the morning, the purple one was jumpy, the black was calm, and the camel was gentle. I'm afraid I couldn't pick out the style I like.Wear sweaters in November, wear down jackets in December at this rate, and not freeze to death on the street in January.I'm not the type who wants style but not temperature. I just set up a reasonable dressing program for this winter, so I didn't even look at it. I still wore yesterday's sweater that didn't even add fleece, and a denim jacket outside.

Bread, milk, omelette and Chen Zhiyuan, the standard breakfast at home.

Chen Zhiyuan asked me to call all my close classmates to my home on my birthday. I guess he insisted on setting himself up as a "good father" persona, so he brought it up again now.

"Your brother doesn't come back that day, you let go and play, and dad doesn't bother you at home."

I was surprised: "You can decide whether my brother will come back or not?"

Chen Zhiyuan's expression instantly showed off like a general who has won a battle. He was holding the slice of bread in his hand, and there were marks of his biting on it. It could be seen that his teeth were not perfectly aligned, which made me a little disgusted.Chen Zhiyuan smiled obscenely, but also smugly, with a raised tone, "The head office has arranged a business meeting for him, and he will be there for at least three days."

I instantly understood that the "good father" sent his eldest son away so that his younger son could have a comfortable birthday.I also had toast in my mouth, unsweetened whole grains, and chewed like I was eating chaff.It's fine if there's no taste in his mouth, Chen Zhiyuan thought that his "preference" would please me, but my annoyance had already reached my throat.

I nodded and asked him in a very casual tone, "Can I bring my girlfriend back, just sleep in my room, no need to arrange another room."

I felt that Chen Zhiyuan's high spirits seemed to stop in the summer when a switch was pressed, his eyebrows were tangled up, his lips trembled twice, looking for something to vent the rushing anger in his heart, he picked up the milk and drank half a glass in one go .My mother is not at home recently, and Chen Zhiyuan and I are usually the only ones at the dinner table. When we are alone, he pleases me, and I please my brother, and my brother has nothing to desire, and my brother is the biggest winner.

"Little Li, Dad supports you in making friends at school, and falling in love is fine too, but..."

"Oh." I interrupted him with one word. I really hated him calling himself "father". He only dared to call himself father in front of me. He never dared to mention these two words in front of my brother. bully me.So I couldn't help wanting to bully him, "Lulu and I have already slept together."

The sound of "sizzling" in the kitchen also stopped at this time, and the restaurant had to fall into a stiff and strange complete silence.Usually at this time, the aunt would come out with fried eggs, but obviously she also felt Chen Zhiyuan's embarrassment and anger from so far away, and she hid silently in the kitchen without showing her face.

Have nothing to say?Don't put on the shell of "good dad" anymore, don't use that superior attitude to show that everyone in this family is bad: my brother is a cold-blooded stone, I am a rebellious chick, only you are "Good dad".

Chen Zhiyuan froze in place, witnessing him change from "general" to "captive" effectively relieved my irritability, and I rolled the remaining half of the bread into a ball and stuffed it into my mouth, chewing it with gusto.It seems that fried eggs are not for me this morning, I waved to him, "I'm going to school."

"dad."

I don't know if Ju Lulu and I have slept together, I lied to Chen Zhiyuan.

I went to the Hot Spring Villa to play during the November holiday. It was obviously a reserved room, six rooms for six people.At the end of the assignment, there were still two people, but there was only one room left in the entire hot spring villa.I spent a lot of money, so I was naturally dissatisfied with the result, and wanted to ask the front desk how to handle things, but Ju Lulu gently pinched my sleeve, blushed and called me brother in a soft voice, saying that she can sleep anywhere and come back at night Home is fine too.

Dacheng and the third son pushed me several times in a row. They both had female companions, Dacheng brought his girlfriend, and the third son brought his "best friend". They pretended to open two rooms and definitely slept together at night.

"Brother Chen, do you want to let my sister-in-law live in my room?" Dacheng's girlfriend was not annoyed, Xiaoniao took his arm in a friendly way, and let him wink and wink wretchedly.

Dacheng changed girlfriends very quickly. This time, this time, I took them to the hot springs after dating for three or four days. I don’t even know the girl’s name. I only heard Dacheng call her "baby". I suspect that Dacheng doesn’t know her either. name, or know it and forget it.I don't agree with his view of love, and I don't like Ju Lulu being used as a joke.

I must have been a little irritable at the time. I just wanted to soak in a hot spring peacefully, but for some reason I became a 17-year-old "big brother underworld" with women and brothers.In the end, he could only hug Ju Lulu's shoulders, protect the petite girl in his arms, and casually smiled perfunctorily at Dacheng.

"Go away, is it your turn?"

There is a small bar in the hot spring villa, and the atmosphere is pretty good.The lights are dim, the music is soft, and the air is full of ambiguous atmosphere.We all drank a little, Ju Lulu said that she doesn't know how to drink, but her eyes were like a curious deer, looking at me wetly for a while, and staring at the colorful cocktail in the bartender's hands with curiosity.I saw that she really moved some thoughts to make her happy, and asked her if she wanted to try it, and I paid for it.

"Can you, brother?" She showed a surprised but dependent expression, I lifted my chin and called the bartender over.

I was not surprised that Ju Lulu drank too much that night.

To my surprise, she tore off the thin and slender strap of the dark blue suspender dress hanging on her shoulders, and softly moaned from her throat, and rubbed against my arm for half the night.Ju Lulu is my girlfriend who has been dating for three months. She is exactly one day older than me, but she likes to call me brother.When she called my brother, her tone was soft, as if she was all about me, which made my desire for protection and satisfaction flourish.

I have been someone else's younger brother since I was a child, called someone else's brother.

My brother is a bit unpredictable. When I was young, I was still willing to recognize me as a younger brother. After I grew up, he looked at me suddenly the same as he looked at Chen Zhiyuan. I called him brother and he refused to talk to me for three days.My brother made me feel that my childhood came to an abrupt end, he no longer wanted to be my brother; and Ju Lulu directly turned my incomplete childhood over, and I became someone else's brother in a flash, I am very grateful to her.

I like Ju Lulu, she is beautiful and considerate, gentle and well-behaved.

But when she rubbed against me like that, I suddenly felt that I might be a piece of wood with several rings of growth.

I'm only 17, man, is this against the law?

I don't know how many rounds it has been for the two guys next door, and I'm still in the stage of "just dawdling but not getting in".A woman's body is very soft, just like the feeling Ju Lulu gave me before, warm and soft, and you will sink into it if you don't pay attention.But I don't know why my mind can be so clear. My mind imagines Ju Lulu's breasts as two ordinary pieces of meat. Under the white skin is greasy fat, disordered blue and red blood vessels, and hard flesh. bone.

"Brother, brother Li, brother." Ju Lulu was about to cry.

I sometimes wonder if my brother is still a virgin.

My brother is already 26 this year. According to my information network, he has never had a woman with whom he had even an affair.Dacheng said that my brother grew up to be so rich and has no women around him, so there is only one possibility left, my brother is 1.I don't really believe it. The private lives of gays I've seen are a bit chaotic. Even if they clean themselves up and like to go to bars and make friends, but my brother is a very clean-minded Virgo and a workaholic. Even if he looks like that and is rich No 0 would like him.

But after all, he looks like that, so there is a high probability that he is no longer a virgin.

"Brother Li." Ju Lulu's tears slid down the two pieces of meat and wet my arms.

Only then did I realize that I was thinking about my brother again. My perception of the word "brother" seemed sensitive and monotonous, only that face that showed no intimacy.

There is no shortage of water elements in the hot spring villa. There is a landscaping waterfall in the room, with water dripping down; there is also Ju Lulu's face, with tears streaming down her face.She called me brother pitifully, like a stray cat who has met a human being she likes and tries hard to please, reminding me of some not-so-good memories.I don't want her to leave such bad memories, so I hugged her tenderly and kissed her forehead.

I didn't make it in the end, and really just stayed at the stage where I just couldn't get in.I don't know what the process is for other people to go to bed, but I have high requirements for everything, and I don't like to make compromises and don't like to rush. This doesn't mean that I don't like Ju Lulu.But I understand that this may hurt Ju Lulu, and I admit that I don't like her enough to give up my principles.

Fortunately, Ju Lulu didn't show much sadness, or it might be because she was drunk and couldn't remember what happened that night.

November NO.13, which is tomorrow, is my birthday.

Today is Ju Lulu's birthday. I originally wanted to celebrate her first and take her to Huading for a candlelight dinner. If she wants to book an amusement park at night, she can also do it.But she found it troublesome, and she smiled obediently, her slender eyebrows curved in a gentle arc.

"Don't bother me, brother Li, doesn't uncle want to have a birthday party at home? I'll be satisfied if you can take me with you." Her ending sound is sticky and greasy, very satisfying, and she loves me wholeheartedly if you give me a little sweetness .Everything is for me, I have no selfish desires at all, and I never ask for things from me. I take her to a four-figure place for dinner, and she doesn't take pictures to show off on Moments.

I became a "captive" of this sweetness, and I agreed with it.

"Okay, there is no one at home at night, you will be the hostess for one night."

Ju Lulu was coaxed into shyness by my sweet words, so she slapped me limply, just smiled, blushing so hard that she couldn't speak.

The author says:

Highlight again:

1. Because some people have asked, so here is an explanation of the specific meaning of both parties' nonsense: brother, boy, and girl have both fucked (not the gun king, brother and girl have done it (just once or twice, no more)

2. Not related by blood

3. The three views are not very correct, if you feel uncomfortable, quit in time, and show mercy!

4.hehehe engraved he on my face, it's really not cruel, believe me!

Welcome to every little cutie who reads the article!Thanks for all the favorites and starfish and rewards!Love you guys