[SD Doujin] Light Blue Summer

It's already July, but the summer heat doesn't seem to have any special impact on this seaside city.In the clear blue sky, there were a few shallow thin clouds floating faintly, and the long tail cloud crossed the sky, and the end disappeared at the other end of the cloud.The sea breeze with the taste of summer is very comfortable on the face.

"Great, this time I finally got Xiaoyu's exclusive postcard," the boy with short hair and pure eyes behind him scratched his head and smiled heartlessly.

Xiandao was still sitting on the ground by the side, leaning against the guardrail and eating lunch leisurely. By the way, he watched his friend Yue Yue cheering happily while holding a postcard. He said half-jokingly, "I didn't even know you were Like her so much."

"Only a guy like you will not fall in love with her easily, you will always be the one with eyes above the top, and the cheerleader who confessed to you the day before yesterday was also rejected by you," Cross-country complained, But his eyes still stared at the postcard and did not let go.Xiandao followed his line of sight to the postcard. In the photo, Ayu was wearing a light blue shirt with cropped suspenders baggy. It was a different breezy and handsome style from before.

"I always think she looks better when she smiles."

Unknowingly, Xiandao spoke softly, and he held back a laugh in his heart.It's not meant to be ridiculed.I thought it was cute too.

How should I describe it, this is not beautiful but has a special temperament, a hearty and handsome boyish style, which is the type that most of the same sex are willing to accept and like, but he still admires the way she wears a skirt with curved eyes.On the other hand, cross-country immediately put away the postcard with a flat mouth, and didn't see Xiandao's subtle emotions flashing past.

But what Yue Yue didn't know was that Xiandao himself also won a postcard with a completely different style from his. At this moment, he was hesitating about what to write and send it to her.

But apart from paying attention to her silently, he seemed to be unable to think of any other way to get close to her.

×

At first, Xiandao forced himself to listen to the English class that was too simple, but later he simply covered his face with a book and stared out the window in a daze.The campus at this time is peaceful, with intermittent sounds of hitting balls and laughter coming from the playground. Other than that, there is only the rustling sound of the occasional wind blowing through the leaves and grass. There is a touch of sea breeze aroma, refreshing.The sun was mild and clean, reflecting the cloudless sky an almost transparent light blue.

Another year has passed.

Sighing silently in his heart, Xiandao played with the card he brought from the cross-country table. On it was the name of the volunteer of the Disciplinary Committee "Xiaoye Hongming". Hanging on his face, the sun passed behind him, drawing a soft silhouette.

"Sure enough, it would be more comfortable to skip class and come out."

Stretching wildly, Xiandao put the card in his pocket, propped up his forehead with one hand, covered the unbearable smile on his lips, and walked slowly in the quiet campus, even passing by the outdoor basketball court. Practiced basketball there for a while, while walking back and turning the ball at his fingertips, Xiandao's thoughts were interrupted by a sudden voice. He looked at the boys in front of him who had always had bad conduct on campus surrounded by a girl, slightly He tilted his head and looked ahead thoughtfully.

The girl surrounded was Yayu. She had waist-length black hair, her bangs were gently combed, her eyes were bright, and she squinted impatiently at the boy who was smiling in front of her. The moment her fist was about to hit the opponent's face, Xiandao called out to her in time, probably preventing a bloody incident.

In the end, Ayu's reaction still made the smile on his mouth stiff, and he didn't even have any impression of me... It's really troublesome. Seeing the back of the other party leaving on his own, Xiandao was a little lost and worried, but he still worked hard smile.

"I saw Yuu! She actually came to our school to shoot the location!"

Chattering voices sounded above his head, and there was a burst of noise, which brought back Xiandao's original erratic thoughts.Only then did I notice that there were many more people in the stands over there, some students wearing uniforms from other schools, and some strange... uncle?He opened his eyes wide in surprise, and looked at Ayu who was leaning against the campus to take pictures. Her long black curly hair hung over her shoulders, as beautiful as a cluster of bright flames. She was wearing a British uniform, revealing a section of her white legs.The breeze outside the window gently brushed her skirt.Her lips were still a faint strawberry red, and when she smiled, she showed her beautiful canine teeth.Never concealed half points.At this moment, the smile looks pure and cute, being watched carefully and admiringly by those boys and girls who silently look at her, she is so attractive to others, but when Xiandao thinks of her expressionless, she seems to be rejecting everyone near.

Why are two such contradictory personalities reflected in one person?

"Xiandao, I remember that you skipped class today? You also took my volunteer card? Didn't you say that you would never participate in such troublesome things?"

"..."

"Hey, go get her autograph for me."

"Oh, good."

"Is it my illusion? Why does it feel like you are very happy."

×

The type of boy I like.

Although he was not told to answer, Xiandao vaguely noticed the clues during the weekend practice match with Xiangbei.

Is it Rukawa Kaede, a freshman in Xiangbei High School?Silently watching the two people walking away slowly, he hooked the corners of his mouth jokingly, narrowed his eyes slightly, and there was something inexplicable in the sky blue pupils.

And it seems that it is not simply wishful thinking. The freshman who made it interesting for the first time on the court seems to know nothing about other aspects except basketball.

It's just that she was able to smile easily at Rukawa Kaede. On the contrary, she looked impatient when she was asked a question by herself. Xiandao slid her finger over her photo on the student ID card, bowed her head in silence, pondered for a moment, and put it away After entering the desk, he raised his head and looked at Ming Yin who was dissatisfied with himself.

"I'm asking you something, what type of girl do you like?"

"Why do you ask so suddenly?"

Xiandao tilted his head and looked at her with an unchanged smile.

"It's just that I'm just curious because I saw you reject batch after batch of girls every day." Mingyin sat back in her seat, tapping her knuckles on the table lightly.

"I like it..." Xiandao pointed his chin with his index finger, raised his face slightly, and thought seriously, "Probably the kind that looks more powerful in fighting."

Mingyin folded his hands subconsciously, slowly stroked the fingers of his right hand with his left hand, smiled at him, and stopped talking.Consciousness drifted away again, thinking of the day when she went to buy basketball shoes, Yayu forced him to be quiet, because the distance between the two was very close, so from the perspective of Xiandao, her eyelashes trembled slightly when she spoke, but Tilting his head, he was viciously threatening him not to disturb Sakuragi and another girl on the opposite shelf.

It was really cute back then.

The student ID card should be very important to her, right?

It should be returned to her.

Thinking of this, Xiandao felt more and more at ease about skipping the afternoon training.

The sunlight at four or five o'clock was exceptionally soft, warming the body like a thin blanket, making one feel lazy.

Ayu, who suddenly appeared in front of him, was like a cool breeze, blowing away all the fatigue from Xiandao's long car ride.

It is completely different from the well-regulated dress of other students. Her uniform skirt has been changed to a close-fitting style, revealing her slender and straight legs, and her shirt is tucked into the skirt. The high ponytail and the skirt fluttered by the wind are rare and eye-catching scenery.The only thing that remains the same is that expressionless face.

No, to be precise, there should be some changes. For example, she squinted at the little boy next to her who was blushing and looked at her. The boy was startled and ran away in embarrassment.

"Shohoku High School freshman, Ayu Sakurai."

"If you don't mind, I'll treat Senpai to something to eat."

It's true that I don't mind, but can't the impatient expression really be put away a little bit?Xiandao followed behind her, scratching his head in distress, but the arc of the corner of his mouth became deeper and deeper.

Watching her eating rarely show doubts other than a blank expression, and a slightly distressed expression, but no matter what, Xiandao thinks it is very cute.

Whether it's Ayu who keeps eating sushi and doesn't look up; or Ayu who stares in surprise when he pushes her share that belongs to her; Because, I think it's so cute.

Yayu looks very quiet, with regular and delicate facial features, long black hair lying docilely on her shoulders, her fair face is extraordinarily gentle and lovely under the reflection of the setting sun, and her eyes are inexplicably confident and proud when she is fighting The light made Xiandao feel like it was shining like a diamond, and he himself was confused by the inexplicably accelerated heartbeat for the first time.

×

Lying on the roof guardrail and looking over the school, Xiandao boredly looked at the distant sea that connected with the blue sky, and the sound of distant and near waves came from afar.Xiandao has always believed that the sound of ocean waves is the most soothing to his mood. Whenever he is in a bad mood, he just needs to go to the beach and listen to the sound of ocean waves to calm down his mood. But now, the sound of ocean waves that always calms his mood It sounded surprisingly disturbing at this point.The extremely rhythmic sound of waves hitting the seawall was like dissonant notes, disrupting the rhythm of his thoughts.

Seeing the back of her and Rukawa Kaede walking farther and farther... He remembered that when he got up early on the weekend to go to the court to practice basketball, when he saw Ayu, the other party just stood there, holding the bag in both hands hanging in front of him, separated by Staring at her from a distance of seven or eight steps, Xiandao didn't move, but he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. When he saw her and followed Rukawa Feng away without hesitation, he opened his lips without making a sound. The taste of talking and stopping, then turned away naturally.

"Xia, what will you do if you think a girl is getting cuter and cuter in your eyes?"

"what?"

Another person hanging on the railing answered feebly.

"Didn't you hear my question clearly?"

Xiandao spoke again, his tone so light that he seemed to be talking about today's weather.

"If you think a girl looks cuter and cuter, there are only two possibilities. First, you fall in love with her, and second, she falls in love with you." Seemingly in order to strengthen his own thoughts, Crossroad added another sentence, "Could it be that you have finally found out that you are happy to be liked by so many lovely girls?"

Xiandao did not answer silently. Although he looked loose and free, he was also a proud and decisive person on the court, but because of these inexplicable words, he felt strange and confused emotions.

×

If he had to choose a word to describe himself, Xiandao would choose "indifference" without any hesitation or pause.Such an evaluation is a bit harsh, but it is also in line with the impression given by his appearance—although it seems gentle and considerate and not easy to get close to.What's more, for the parties concerned, Xiandao believes that there is no word that is more objective and suitable than "indifference".

How should I say it?From a very young age, from the moment when he had memory and self-awareness, Xiandao seems to have learned to dissociate from himself and look at himself and the surrounding things with a complete third-party perspective.

For this reason, this awareness becomes more pronounced after puberty.Unconsciously, Xiandao draws an invisible boundary between himself and others.He is neither too close to others nor alienated, and maintains a deviation balance within the allowable range of error between others and himself.And those mainstream opinions that are recognized by the public will not be directly received into the brain, and more often they will be filtered and screened by themselves, and the parts that satisfy the rationality will be selected and included in the brain.Ever since, this kind of mentality and personality has caused me to be unable to generate or invest too much passion in other people and things.Even basketball, or study, is handy and doesn't seem to require much effort.

Even love, which everyone in the world calls difficult, doesn't seem to bother him at all.

What is the reason for being attracted to Ayu?Maybe it's because she completely ignores her indifferent attitude but unexpectedly has the most beautiful smile; maybe it's her cute and undisguised performance after eating delicious food; What's more, the appearance that fits his own aesthetics makes sense from Xiandao's point of view.

At first, it was just a little curious.The cause of the incident was my own curiosity. I thought that after the novelty, Ayu would soon become a "once" memory, but this idea was interrupted. The more I got to know her, the more I was attracted to her. Even when he saw her injured, with bruises on her face and legs, Xiandao would also feel very heartbroken. When she spoke, he chose to believe without hesitation, as if he had completely forgotten the mainstream views on love that he questioned before.

From this point of view, the one who miscalculated is me, but I can't afford to be resentful. Who told me to show my curiosity first?Whenever he thinks about it, Xiandao always shows a helpless smile, and there is no way out. There is no doubt about this relationship.The feelings that have been accumulated all this time have already reached the edge of the flood control line. With a little external pressure, the embankment will easily burst.

Your laughter is like fireworks blooming in the sky, not inferior to the chirping of cicadas, beating my heart.

I like you.

The author has something to say: In one sentence, the immortal way is the kind that if you don’t do it, you will be serious if you do it.

The big part of understanding about Xiandao’s mood is my own opinion. Based on the combination of the original work, I personally think that he is that kind of person, and he looks so handsome when he is serious.

So the children themselves are not easy to observe a person silently, observe and observe, maybe you will fall in love with him ==

Although it is late, I wish you all a happy new year!

Thanks to the mines of the two sisters Axi and Mustard!I love you guys!