[SD Doujin] Light Blue Summer

The moment I saw the person coming, the strength in my hand seemed to be taken away by force suddenly, and I couldn't exert any strength. I let him grab my hand, and then saw that I had no sense of attack. Then put it down.

"Why, Mitsui-senpai is here."

The appearance, outline, figure, all without exception made my body tremble slightly. Apart from standing there blankly, when I tried to face him squarely, I found that I had no courage at all. He quietly turned to me. Looking at them inquiringly, a few girls saw that we had been stalemate and did not move, and ran away from us supporting each other. Senior Mitsui watched them go away, his brows were still tightly frowned, and he did not speak.

"I forgot something in the classroom before, and when I heard the sound when I was planning to go back, I came to have a look."

I froze for a moment, there was nothing wrong with his voice, but when I mustered up the courage to look up, all the words I spoke were frozen by his eyes.

Surprised, unbelievable, sad, and...a little bit of alienation.

"I……"

I was stunned immediately, and I couldn't help but want to laugh wryly in my heart. He hesitated for a while, then put his hand on my head and patted it, which seemed to be a clear persuasion, "Stupid, even if they pester me every day Rukawa, you don’t have to do this, go back and rest early.”

I didn't raise my head, maybe until I couldn't hear his footsteps at all, I could only hear my own heavy breathing, my eyes suddenly became hot, and my throat choked up.

Tears slowly rolled down my cheeks, I went out and sat down slowly with my back against the wall, my hands clasped my knees, and began to sob silently.

I don't know why I suddenly started to cry, I just feel that I can't hear anything clearly at this moment, and the surrounding area is dull and heavy, as if I heard the sentence floating from the depths of my mind, vaguely and far away as if in the clouds talk.

"Really, I am so disappointed with your father. 』

The sudden appearance knocked on the eardrums, and the words echoing in my mind made me feel like I was back in my childhood when my parents insisted on leaving me and flying to the United States, I knelt on the ground and begged them not to leave with tears streaming down my face.

"Why can't you learn to be better! 』

"Why don't you think about your parents! 』

……

it is finally over.

Even the senior Mitsui who once told me that if you do something seriously, you will do a great job has left. My mind is filled with the alienated eyes of Senior Mitsui, and the same thing that has been so many times, vaguely lingering. The eyes of the parents in the memory are exactly the same.

A sound of footsteps came from far to near, could it be Senior Mitsui?With such ardent expectations, I looked up again, but Rukawa walked step by step in the dim eyes of tears, and finally stopped in front of me, quietly cast his gaze on me, I stood up, but still leaned against the wall, head Also buried.

"I've cleaned it up."

Rukawa's voice sounded from above his head, his voice was as deep as ever.

"Sorry for making you wait so long. It's because the wound on my knee hurts too much."

Trying not to let the words be fragmented by the sobs of the crying voice, and wanted to talk with a smile as usual, but found that it was so difficult to do it today. I didn't think the next moment, the sudden heat would cover the skin of my left wrist. I watched in astonishment. Rukawa took my hand and held it slowly, his movements were gentle and warm, his left hand was contained in his palm which was much bigger than mine.

"Rukawa hasn't disappointed me yet, has he?"

The question that came out of my mouth startled even myself, and I asked with a trembling voice.

"...Well, never."

After a short period of silence, Rukawa's voice was insignificant, but it was as firm as ever. The next second, I was already in his arms. Because of his height, he lowered his head slightly, and Liu Kai fell slightly on the side of my face. Stinging, my jaw was stuck on his shoulder, I could only stare wide-eyed and speechless at his sudden move.

"I've always believed in Ayu."

At that moment, I stretched out my hand to hug his shoulder, and the warm liquid flowed out uncontrollably again. I buried my head deeply on his shoulder, and the faint smell of green grass on his body lingered on the side of my nose, and kept lingering. The tears merged again, bringing bursts of coolness.

Sometimes I feel that Rukawa is indifferent, indifferent to things other than basketball and sleeping, and sometimes I feel that he actually understands everything but is too lazy to say it, as if he patted me on the back lightly to signal me Let go, and then slowly squat down in front of me to carry me back like that.

"Aren't your wounds painful?"

Before I had time to refuse, Rukawa said firmly.

Lying on his shoulders, with the schoolbag in his hand, I looked at his side face, his eyes were shining, his skin was a little fair to transparent under the orange streetlight, and his face was impeccable, Although he walked very slowly with my back on his back, I gradually developed an inexplicable sense of security and solidity.

It is indeed a very lucky thing to be able to be friends with Rukawa...

Thinking of this, I tightened my arms around his neck, remembering Rukawa's inexplicable anger yesterday, should the past be settled by now?

"Senior, he is not someone who thinks so much."

"Eh? Why?"

Looking sideways at Rukawa, his expression returned to the most common one, looking at the front coldly, as if the words just now didn’t sound like what he said, I carefully looked at Rukawa’s expression, although it was expressionless. His expression and pupils tightened slightly, and a subtle silence spread.

Is he thinking?After a brief pause of sight, I followed him and looked forward together, only to find that it was Sakuragi and Yangping, who were holding bread in their hands, and the package had already been opened, but led by Noma and Danu, they opened their mouths slightly and did not speak. Some are even like Sakuragi, as if he had suddenly lost his ability to speak, pointing at us with trembling fingers, his mouth opened wide, as if he had been frightened by something.

"Dead fox...you, you and...duckling, you..."

Sakuragi hesitated, and spoke intermittently. I stiffened my back unconsciously, and secretly patted Rukawa on the shoulder to signal him to let me down, but he didn't feel it at all. He just stopped briefly and stared at Sakuragi for a few seconds, as if watching If you don't see him, walk straight between them.

Turning around to make a sorry gesture to Sakuragi, I saw Yohei slowly smile and waved at me, then he knocked Takamiya on the head to signal them not to look at us, so I turned around Looking at Rukawa, he asked curiously, "What did they see so surprised just now?"

……

"Big idiot."

Rukawa replied very concisely and calmly.

×

Whether this road is long or not, is not short.

Rukawa didn't let me down until downstairs in the apartment. I untied the clothes around my waist and returned them to him. He held me in his arms and watched me run to the mailbox, and went to the elevator door to wait.

Today, there is a letter!

I don't know what this is, my hand has been stuck in mid-air and I dare not reach in to take it out, the light in the hall doesn't shine much, and the thin letter in the mailbox looks like I'm dreaming it up As a product, it feels unreal.

I grabbed it, my fingers were a little trembling, the sender on the letter... I took a closer look and found that it was Mami-san. The bubbles in my heart that were filled with happiness like soda suddenly burst, making me unstable. I panicked, however, as the letter fell to the ground, a thin postcard was brought out lightly.

"Everything is going well, Ayu must be strong.Father: Masahiko

It's dad!

I read it over and over several times. Although there are only a few short sentences, it is indeed sent from the other side of the ocean. Although my father did not mention my mother, they still remember me!I hurriedly put Miss Mami's letter which had fallen on the ground into my bag, and I jumped down on the spot. Even when I ran to the elevator, my footsteps were rarely brisk.

"Rukawa! Look! Dad sent it! He and Mom still care about me!"

He didn't answer, he pressed the floor of the elevator, and when I walked in, Rukawa leaned his back against the wall, glanced at me, and didn't do anything else.

Wait for me for a while, when I am good enough to appear in front of my parents, I can seriously tell them that Ayu Sakurai has never let them down.

I was preoccupied with thinking about these things, completely ignoring the eyes that Rukawa was still watching even after we separated.

×

Lying on the bed, I gathered the few postcards and put them in a box. I lay on my back and looked at the orange light above my head. My fingers spread slightly to block part of the view that flowed out.The other hand was groping around. After a long time, I pulled out Miss Mami’s letter, which contained a check and a simple statement. Miss Mami said that the money for the last photobook had been deposited into my account. account, but because the partner who was cooperating at the same time did not have contact information, she discussed with Kazama and gave me all the money.

Ugh?

I was stunned, and slowly sat up, looking at the huge number on the check, I remembered what Xiandao said when he was leaving that day.

What kind of thoughts does he have in mind?

I still couldn't see this person clearly, carefully folded the check and put it in the backpack, and made a decision in my heart after lying down.

Go to Lingnan again...

Find Xiandao and give him back what originally belonged to him.