This Male Was Forced To Support His Family

Gu Yu leaned against the window, staring into the distance.

He rubbed his fingers unconsciously, the thumb and forefinger leaned against each other, and the fingerprints rubbed against each other, the texture was as rough as gravel.

Not long after he joined the army, thin calluses had already crawled up his fingertips.

The most ignorant person in this matter was Moore, who had just been promoted to major and was still confused when he received the dispatch order, so he became Gu Yu's third adjutant in a daze.

To be honest, Gu Yu didn't want to drag innocent people into this bad debt.

He didn't even want to drag Lu Chen in.

Whenever he thinks of the major general, no matter when and where, he can't help but smile, his eyes are filled with the sweetness of love, and the bitterness should never belong to his lover.

But this rainy season is too depressing. The torrential rain washes away the line of defense in the bottom of my heart, and the suffocation buried deep in the soil is pulled out like an earthworm, struggling to breathe in the mud.Both the heart and the throat are choked, and it is difficult to get up and down.

Gu Yu still couldn't figure out that question, why it seemed so difficult to stay with Lu Chen for the rest of his life.

When he was young, the female father said that he hoped that his future female monarch would be the bug he liked.He did it, but what happens after he likes it?Just like but no results?The female father failed to teach him how to protect after he likes it, and how heavy the protection can be.

The first half of Gu Yu's life was disorganized and arrogant, he didn't care about everything, so he boasted that he was fearless, so he was arrogant.

And the arrogance when facing the male insect protection association gradually became no longer unrestrained. With a weakness, engraved in his heart, he could no longer be fearless.

The negative emotions that surged up at this moment wiped out the joy of promotion, Gu Yu tried his best to adjust, think of some happy things, and tried not to bring any negative emotions home.

He wanted to hold his best love in front of his major general.

Even if he himself is not good or perfect, he will be afraid and weak.

On the communication interface, Lu Chen hadn't responded to the message yet. Gu Yu guessed that the major general of his family might be busy designing sketches, and he would forget the outside world and the time when he was absorbed in it.

He rubbed his fingers, wanting to smoke a cigarette for a while.He opened the drawer, took out the cigarette case, glanced at the communication interface in a daze, and finally put it back.

He hardly smokes, and now that he breaks the precept, he will definitely smell bad when he returns home.

The major will notice something strange.

Gu Yu didn't want to tell Lu Chen about Meng Shenzhi's bad debt, and let him just add it. He didn't want the major general to worry about it anymore.

He pulled the drawer back and the comm rang.

He raised his head suddenly, his eyes lit up briefly, and he clicked in for a moment, but it wasn't Lu Chen.

It was his brother Gu Xi.

Gu Yu's mood was not so refreshing, he lacked the strength to support his head with his hands, so he laid his forehead against the cold and hard tabletop, lay down lazily, and clicked on the voice communication.

Gu Xi seems to never run out of energy, always blah, blah, blah, blah.

"Brother! I heard from Meng Liu that Meng Shenzhi came to look for you!"

Gu Yu didn't even have the strength to laugh, and remained motionless, lying on his stomach with his forehead against the table.

Gu Xi: "Say something! Squeak! What's wrong, you got hit? What did Meng Shenzhi say to you? Oh, don't take what he said to you, he is such a worm , Smiling tiger, double-faced, you will lose if you listen to him!"

Gu Yu was in a bad mood, and still didn't want to talk to him.

Gu Xi: "Hey, I said, are you listening, Gu Ersha? This is a blow? Who was it that spoke to me righteously and decided not to marry other females?"

"Oh, you can't bear this, so I think you should struggle less and marry other females home obediently. Look at you, you are so lazy, how good it is to marry other females, and you don't have to continue to force yourself to work. Why not do it if you can hug a beauty back home?"

"If I were a male worm...hmph, I still need to look at the faces of other worms, and worry about whether there are some or not..."

It was rare that Gu Xi was not noisy, and the background seemed to be no longer a bar and nightclub.

In the calm, Gu Xi also opened up the chatterbox, as if in front of his younger brother, he would never understand the hypocrisy of adults.

"What is love?" Gu Xi said.

"Do you have enough food, do you sleep well, and can you get any practical benefits? To put it bluntly, it is just a mental tonic. You can live with it, and you can live without it. Life is different without it?"

"Is there a difference between sex and love?—yes, I admit there is, in the old talk about souls and sex?"

"But if the soul is too heavy and becomes a heavy burden, why don't I get rid of it and be happy and relaxed?"

"Gu Ersha, I'm serious. I don't care about your brother, but I think seriously—don't make trouble for yourself. Love is never a necessity. It's not necessary for any worm in any age."

"I say something selfish, the eternal and unchanging truth of the universe - always, love yourself is the most important thing."

"If you feel sorry for Lieutenant General Lu, then you'd better not have such thoughts. If love becomes heavy, then you have to think about how to be worthy of yourself is the most important thing."

Gu Xi's voice became hoarse in the second half, indistinct, and could not be heard clearly in the rainstorm outside the window.

After saying this, both sides fell silent.

"Maybe what you said makes sense." It was rare for Gu Xi to be so serious, and Gu Yu also thought about it seriously before returning to him.

"If you just seek pleasure in your life and hope to live a carefree life, then you really shouldn't care about other things, and it's best to be worthy of yourself."

"I can't say what love is. You should ask a philosopher about this question, but I still understand the basic truth. Without love, it will only bring you happiness, and it will never make you wander, bitter and sad."

He lowered his voice, even in a thunderstorm, he was afraid of waking up from a dream.

"Since I decided to love him, I have made up my mind to accept all positive or negative things brought about by this love."

Gu Xi on the other end was still silent, as if listening quietly.

"Thank you...brother."

Gu Yu got up from the table and slowly stretched his waist. When the "Brother" was called out, both of them were stunned.

"Thanks for your call." Gu Yu paused for a short while, "Otherwise, I would have to dig into a corner like my major general."

He went on.

"I will always believe that the happiness he brought me is far better than all the misfortunes in front of me."

Gu Xi at the other end was silent for a long time.

"Yu Yu," Gu Xi finally said before hanging up, "I can't change your mind, but if you think it's right, then go for it, at least, you won't have any regrets in the future."

"But—be careful, Meng knows."

"Be careful of your heat."

Gu Xi no longer remembered whether he told his brother about his love that ended without a cause when he was drunk.

He drank too much and often broke down, and often couldn't remember what stupid things he said or didn't say.

He and Meng Liu have been classmates since elementary school.

In elementary school, he was in class two, his younger brother was in class three, and Meng Liu was in class two just like him.

Junior high school, unfortunately, is not a class.By high school, it was back together.

Meng Liu belonged to the three good students since he was a child, the child of Bie Chong's family.Gu Xi and Meng Liu are quite different, the only place where Meng Liu's name can appear at the same time is at every parent meeting - the teacher calls and praises Meng Liu by name, and then names and criticizes Gu Xi.

Meng Liu's female father held his head high and raised his chin proudly.His female father, Shine, was cautious and humbly accepted the teacher's admonition.

But after returning home, Signe would never say no to him, and could always find good things about him from the teacher's criticism.

For example, Signe would say that the teacher at the parent-teacher meeting criticized you for passing notes in class, but did not criticize you for not handing in homework on time, which proves that our little Xi is a good boy who has made progress.

But Meng Liu is different. No matter how good he is, he will always be criticized and warned when he returns home.His female father always seems to be able to pick out the bad behavior of the little male from the teacher's praise, and sternly ask him to correct it.

On the second day after the parents' meeting, Gu Xi happily came to school, but his deskmate Meng Liu was always listless and occasionally had red circles around his eyes.

Gu Xi felt sorry for him, he got full marks in the exams, and his parents were not satisfied, so how can he be satisfied?By the way, aren't males given special care? Why is his family so unusual?

Children's friendship is always established quickly, and later you come and go, and you become a partner all the way home after school.

Meng Liu was always envious of their family, and occasionally came to his house as a guest, facing the gentle Heine, usually a small adult, his face would turn red with nervousness, and he would be speechless.

It was only later that Gu Xi found out that Meng Liu had a lifelong enemy—the female son of the Cherikus family, who was seven years older than Meng Liu, but was always compared by his parents.

Signe said that the grievances between the Cherikes family and the Meng family have been passed down from the ancestors, and the sons compare each other, and the grandchildren also compare each other. Later, it not only compares males with males, but also males and females. A comparison was started between them.

If Meng Liu is Gu Xi's child from Bie Chong's family, then the big brother from the Cherikus family is Meng Liu's nightmare since he was a child, and the children of Bie Chong's family will always be the benchmark for comparison.

Gu Xi admired this male insect very much. It is really not easy to maintain mental health in such a high-pressure environment.In contrast, being also a male, his younger brother Gu Yu also lived too uncompetitive, too comfortable, right?With his younger brother as a strong contrast, Gu Xi respects this aggressive male.

How did their relationship change from friends to what they are now?

Gu Ximan casually thought about it, it must have been the day when he had the love he shouldn't have.

But he couldn't remember exactly when that day was.That liking seems to grow day by day, and no one has ever paid attention to it. When it is noticed, it is already deeply ingrained, no matter how difficult it is to pull it out.

It's a pity that he hasn't even said the word he likes it. Less than half a year after graduating from high school, Meng Liuyue told him that he was about to get married when he came out to meet him, who was not a university student.

The male insect hopes that the friend who grew up with him since childhood can give him heartfelt blessings.

No one would have guessed that the marriage partner would be the female of the Cherikus family who was seven years older than him——Randall Cherikus.

When Meng Liu talks about his female monarch, he can't help showing emotion on his face, that kind of smile called happiness that makes Gu Xi suddenly feel pain.

This marriage was obstructed by the two families, but because of Randall's bright future, it became an opportunity for the interests of the two feuding families to connect.No matter what happens behind the scenes, at least the two grooms are sincerely happy for this union.

It's just that happiness didn't last long.

Less than two years after their marriage, Mengliu's female monarch lost the possibility of having children forever due to an accident on the battlefield.Meng Shenzhi, the president of the Male Insect Protection Association and also Meng Liu's uncle, forced Meng Liuna's other female insects to enter the house.

That period of time was perhaps the most painful moment for Meng Liu.

But Gu Xi only implied a little hope, maybe Meng Liu didn't love his female monarch that much, maybe he would have a little chance.

That later day, Gu Xi will always remember it, and it will never be forgotten in his life.

Randall went to a few galaxies to perform missions, and Meng Liu was brought into the male insect protection association by his grandfather under the pretext. Afterwards, what Gu Xi received was Meng Liu's request for help.

His estrus period was catalyzed by drugs, he gritted his teeth, and before his consciousness collapsed, he sent a distress message to his friends in Capital Star.

Gu Xi didn't expect Meng Shenzhi, as Meng Liu's uncle, to be able to do such a trick.He rushed over in a hurry, and under the obstruction of all the officers, he rushed in forcefully.

Finally, in the room, he saw the black-haired male insect, with cold sweat on his brow, and his hands clutching the sheets with exposed veins, like a desperate beast, curled up, with red eyes, watching vigilantly for anyone who tried to approach him of females.

Gu Xi took a look, and his reason left his head.

He insulted Meng Shenzhi like crazy, insulted these females to get out, he approached tremblingly, his heart ached like a knife.Meng Liu, who was on the verge of collapse and lost his mind, was wary of all insects, but he did not refuse his approach.

Perhaps it was because he truly trusted the female with this aura.

The male, on the verge of collapse, grabbed the corner of his clothes, struggling with his body, painful and desperate, pitiful and pathetic.

Gu Xi should have broken free.He knew that the male had lost his mind, he didn't even know who he was, he just trusted his breath.

However, the out-of-control estrus made the male worm look too painful. As his own uncle, Meng knew that he was cruel enough. If the dose was not completely resolved, it might even completely destroy the male worm's body.

The male wants him to come, to take him out of this hopeless place.But Gu Xi knew that he had betrayed his trust.

For the rest of her life, she was no longer worthy of his trust.

There is a saying that if you know your mistakes, you can correct them, and there is nothing good about them.But mistakes are like snowballs, they will only get bigger and bigger, and when they start, they will make mistakes again and again.

It was only later that Gu Xi realized that he was just a pawn in Meng Shenzhi's hand - taking advantage of Meng Liu's trust in him, he pried open the unyielding hard shell of the male insect.

Randall Cherix, the only female in the empire born with an S-class, once used her gentle pride to get the sight of the black-haired males following him all the time.On the contrary, he ended up with his irresistible pride, causing both of them to be covered in bruises.

From the day Gu Xi entered the home that originally belonged to Mengliu and Randall, this home gradually moved towards its destined desolate and strange ending step by step.

The endless cold war, accompanied by occasional quarrels, lingered in this gradually unfamiliar home.

Later, as if to prove that Gu Xi was not the only special one, two other female servants entered the family.The relationship between the male and the female seems to have eased a lot, and the female seems to have accepted the reality, accepted the incompleteness of love, became gentle, returned to kindness, and always had a decent smile on her face.

But the gentle Randall became busy, and the number of home visits gradually became few and far between. At the busiest time, he didn't go home for almost a whole year.

Gu Xi couldn't see through too much.

He knows that he is a sinner, but even the love that is riddled with holes in Randall's eyes is a luxury that cannot be obtained by Gu Xi.

He couldn't understand the relationship between these two worms, and he didn't want to get involved.

He no longer expects any love, nor does he deserve any love.

He might as well be a selfish worm, a respectful female servant, hang out with Meng Liu's acquiescence, and live heartlessly in this world.

However, Gu Xi never imagined that after living heartlessly for so long, he could spend his whole life like this, and the same thing could happen to his brother again.

Even if Gu Xi was beaten to death, he didn't want to see his younger brother turn into Meng Liu's ghost in the future.

The rainy season trapped Gu Xi indoors, he looked out the window, and sighed softly for a while, as if to comfort himself.

"Gu Ersha...he is different from Meng Liu after all, right?"

"Lieutenant General Lu is... different from Randall."