Po Tian Xie Zun

About [-] miles outside the imperial city, there is a very tall and independent mountain peak. Behind him, looking into the distance with a blurred expression, in his mind, scenes of familiar and unfamiliar scenes slide quickly, and the tears that have not shed for more than ten years slide down again. It turns out that time cannot heal the pain. Coming here, he would still feel heart-piercing pain.

"Little fat man, what are you crying for?"

"I... who are you?"

"Hehe... don't you cry now? My name is Mizusawa, how about you?"

"Mizusawa? Prince Feng?"

"You know it too, it's time to tell me your name."

"My name is Sikong Ling, the new head of the Si family."

"As the head of the family, why are you crying here? Have you encountered something sad?"

"My... mother passed away, but I can't go back yet."

"So that's the case, don't be sad, born in a big family, and also has the heavy responsibility of the head of the family, it is common for us to be involuntary, we are all the same."

I remember that they met here for the first time, because he suddenly received the news of his mother’s death. At that time, he was not very strong and hid here crying. It was the handsome and humorous Mizusawa who soothed his heartache and gave him confidence and motivation. , Since then, they often meet here unexpectedly, as if they have their own arrangements in the dark.

"Ling, this king likes you very much, so stay in Qinghong Country."

"Like it? But I'm a man, and I'm... so fat, they all say I'm ugly, not like a child of the Si family."

"Who said that? This king killed him! Ling, looking at this king, there is nothing wrong with you being fat, but you are also very cute. This king likes your chubby appearance, how comfortable it is to hold you."

"You... um..."

This was the first time he kissed him. After they met for a month, he was more shy than angry. King Ze was a real man, and he fell in love with him at the first sight. His heart has long been tied to him, but he already had a princess, he thought he liked women, and he was fat and ugly, so he could only force down the throbbing that shouldn't be there, but he didn't want to He loves him too, and they have been together quietly since then, staying here almost every day, and building a thatched house on the top of the mountain for occasional short breaks, just like a loving couple living in seclusion here, but The good times didn't last long, and their relationship was finally discovered by the emperor. When the emperor approached him, he knew that they had no future.

"Ze, let's end it. The elders of the family have chosen a good wife for me. Tomorrow I will set off to win her back. You are the material of the Mingjun through the ages, and His Majesty also cares about you very much. After I leave..."

"That's enough, Sikong Ling, it's not your turn to make irresponsible remarks about this king, why? We were all fine yesterday? Why did you suddenly say that we want to get married? Isn't this king good enough for you? Could it be that you forgot about you?" For my oath, I am enough, so what now? Sikong Ling, tell me, tell me why?"

"I... I'm sorry, I'm the head of the Si family after all, and it's my responsibility to carry on the family line, Ze, you should forget about me, maybe..."

"Forget? You made this king forget you? Sikong Ling, you are cruel enough. You know that this king loves you deeply, and you are my life partner in this life, but you let this king forget you when our love is the strongest. For you, haha... So this king is not as important as a little Si family in your heart."

"Ze, don't do this, please, don't do this..."

"...Ling, this king has never begged anyone in this life, and I beg you, don't leave me. If you are not happy that I have a princess in my family, I can divorce her immediately. Don't marry a wife, don't leave, let I love you…"

"No, no, the princess is not wrong, you can't treat her like this, let go, we can't go on, don't forget that you not only have a princess, but also children, and your country also needs you to inherit and protect, you Didn't you always say you want to be a good emperor? I..."

"That's enough, stop talking, Sikong Ling, you're being ruthless! Get lost, and never appear in front of this king again."

"I'm sorry…"

This was the last time they had a conversation. For the sake of his future and not letting the scandal of broken sleeves contaminate his road to emperor, he voluntarily gave up the love between them. It's been 18 years, and others thought he was sad because of his wife's death, and he didn't want to step out of the house again. Only he knew that he didn't want to meet Mizusawa again, and didn't want to seduce him again. Sad, and I don't want to let myself be shaken again, no matter whether he is a prince or an emperor, he can't expose the scandal of breaking his sleeves. If it wasn't for Yunan this time, he would never come out. Look at him once from a distance, and he will have no regrets in this life.

"... "

Standing at the foot of the mountain and looking up at the towering peak, Shui Ze has no expression on his face, and his eyes are terribly empty. It has been 18 years since Sikong Ling broke up with him on the top of this mountain. He is afraid of being hurt by the scene. He has never been here again, and the bits and pieces of the past are vivid in his memory. The love between him and Sikong Ling started here and ended here. For 18 years, he has been using love to cover up his sadness, wasting his life, and relying on the warmth of one woman after another. He came to learn to forget, but he found that the more he was like this, the more he couldn't forget. It was not until yesterday when he heard his son's complaint that he suddenly realized that he had wasted 18 years of life in such a decadent manner, ignoring all the people and things around him. Including himself, since their love is doomed not to continue, let him cut everything off with his own hands.

"Ling..."

Closing his eyes, Mizusawa, who had never shed tears, melted all the pain of his life into tears. It was too difficult for him to make this decision, but he could not continue. This time was the only chance to make up for his son. , After helping him ascend to the throne of God, he can leave this world with peace of mind.

Pangu created the world, yin and yang were born in accordance with each other, and it is the way of heaven to match men and women. Even if the same sex loves each other again, they will not be blessed by the world, but will be cast aside, especially men like Mizusawa who were born in imperial families. Doing whatever he wanted, clinging to an impossible love for nearly 20 years, he was tired and could no longer hold on.

I don't know how long it took, Mizusawa raised his hand to tear the void, and he reached the top of the mountain in the blink of an eye, but when he saw the back standing on the edge of the cliff, he was shocked, and then the corners of his lips curled up in self-deprecating, maybe someone had no intention Did you come here?His Sikong Ling is chubby and fluffy, how could he be so thin?Moreover, he must have a group of wives and concubines and a house full of children, how could he appear here?

"Ok?"

Sensing the aura of outsiders, Sikong Ling turned around with tears streaming down his face. When he saw Mizusawa's almost unchanged handsome face, Sikong Ling instantly turned into a statue, tears streaming down his face, and his mind went blank. The only news is that Mizusawa, Mizusawa who once belonged to him alone, is here... "Ling?!"

Mizusawa's eyes widened in disbelief, is he Sikong Ling?No, it's impossible, his Sikong Ling is not like this, he is fat and cute, but this person is too thin and too charming, how could it be him?But...why do they look so alike?Why does he have the aura of Sikong Ling?Why does his heart throb for him against his will?Why...too many whys filled his brain, so that he forgot to react for a moment, and could only stand there stupidly.

"why cry?"

After a while, Mizusawa murmured in a low voice, if it wasn't for Sikong Ling, why would he cry?

"I…"

me what?Si Kongling found that he couldn't say anything, his tears stopped flowing, but his heart was bleeding continuously, they were destined to miss each other!

"I asked why you were crying? Tell me, you are my Sikong Ling, right? You are back, right? Right? Answer me..."

Suddenly, Mizusawa rushed over like crazy and hugged him tightly, the moment the familiar smell entered his nose, he was sure that he was Sikong Ling, he really came back, before he decided to let go of everything Time has returned to this sad place where they met, knew each other, fell in love and then broke up.

"No, I'm not, I'm not Sikong Ling, let me go, let me go..."

After a brief moment of daze, Sikong Ling suddenly struggled, no, he couldn't admit it, he couldn't allow himself to tarnish his reputation, King Qinghongze was mighty and accomplished in battle, he absolutely couldn't be cast aside by the world just because he fell in love with a man , absolutely not.

"Don't let go, you are, this king remembers the smell on your body, you are my Sikong Ling, this time this king will never let you go again, Ling..."

"Well!"

After yelling wildly, Mizusawa forcibly lifted his head and kissed his cherry red lips. The familiar taste made him sure again that he was Sikong Ling, but Sikong Ling who was kissed suddenly was stunned. , struggling violently in his arms, they can't, they can't entangle any longer.

"Well... let go... let me go..."

With tears streaming down his face and turning his head to avoid his fierce kiss, Sikong Ling forcibly suppressed the excitement in his heart and the natural reaction of his body. At the beginning, he made up his mind to leave with great difficulty. What's more, he still has a big secret to hide from him, and he must not let him know about this matter, otherwise... Mizusawa has already gone crazy at this time, how could he still care about his mood and rejection, tongue Forcibly pried open his mouth and got in. Even if he was bitten bloody, he didn't have any intention of quitting. He insisted on asking for a kiss, just like 18 years ago when he asked him to be a good emperor, but he took the initiative. Just like giving up the throne, this time he will persist to the end, even if he is forced, he will keep him. 18 years is enough, who asked him to come back here when he decided to let go?He will never let him go again.

Shakespeare once said that perfect love makes people weak-willed, and imperfect love hurts people's hearts!True love is often a beautiful dream. When the cruelty of reality invades this beautiful dream, everything will become fragmented. For the future of Mizusawa, Sikong Ling chooses to wake up from the dream, but because of this, he has tortured each other for 18 years. , Are they going to continue like this?Or, put aside everything and work together to weave another more beautiful dream?