Take the buns to abuse the scum

Yin Nan fell into his own thoughts, the snow was falling harder and harder, the wind blowing the windows made a slight knocking sound, and their footsteps also became faint, Xuan Chan was taller than Yin Nan, and could easily see the top of Yin Nan's head.

Xuan Chan still remembers the touch of Yin Nan's hair, which is fine and soft. Just thinking about it now makes his heart beat.

Unconsciously, he raised his hand and slowly stretched it towards Yin Nan's head.

Yin Nan kept his head down. Seeing their shadows this time, he turned his head abruptly. Xuan Chan's movements froze in mid-air. Seeing Yin Nan's application, he was a little embarrassed. He touched his nose and said, "Did you go out just now?" There is snow."

Yin Nan patted his head in doubt, there was nothing, but Xuan Chan looked at him with a smile on his face, with an expression of telling the truth.

Yin Nan didn't pursue it either, and continued to lead him forward.

Xuan Chan looked out the window, this place belongs to the suburbs, it looks unusually quiet, there are only a few old street lamps glowing orange on the side of the road, it looks very comfortable at this time, making Xuan Chan feel a little like a world away.

He felt very fulfilled, even if he didn't do anything today.

"Yin Nan, I'm very happy that you can come back." Xuan Chan said suddenly.

Yin Nan was stunned for a moment, before he could make the next reaction, Xuan Chan was behind him, holding him by the waist and holding him in his arms.

Xuan Chan felt that Yin Nan's body was suddenly stiff, even trembling, Xuan Chan didn't know why, ever since he met Yin Nan, he couldn't help but want to hug him, he knew it would provoke Yin Nan was unhappy, but after all, the desire for Yin Nan overcame everything.

"Do you know? I've been here before." Xuan Chan said suddenly, his deep voice echoed in the silent corridor: "Do you think it's strange that when you were with me, I never thought of coming here, But... when I heard the news of your... death, I felt like I was possessed, wanting to know your past..."

"I always thought that I knew everything about your hobbies and experiences... I even thought that this was all about you... But I came here and saw many photos of you when you were young... At that time I just I know, so I really don't know anything about you..." His voice was a little choked up, he buried his face deeply in Yin Nan's neck, took a deep breath, as if wanting the smell that belonged to Yin Nan, Remember clearly.

"When I found out that you gave Yuan Yi your heart, I really... felt like the sky was about to fall. I have never been afraid of anything since I was a child, but at that moment, I suddenly felt that nothing is important anymore. , as long as you can come back..." He paused, rubbing against Yin Nan's neck, with a strong attachment in his tone: "Yin Nan...I'm sorry...I miss you so much..."

To Yin Nan's ears, those who did or didn't, it was like slaps were slapped on his face one by one, causing burning pain.

He was also angry, but he felt more powerless and helpless.

He didn't dare to believe him anymore. For himself and Xiaoqin, he would live in this city in the future. He didn't want to offend Xuan Chan, an important figure, and he didn't want to talk to him. He said so much before, but now, it seems It's all void, and it's useless to say more.

Yin Nan gently broke away from him, looked up at him, and said, "The room in front is just right, you are tired, go to rest early." Turning around while speaking.

Xuan Chan's face couldn't hold back anymore, he said so much at once, he didn't expect Yin Nan to have such a reaction, that nonchalant face hurt Xuan Chan's heart, Xuan Chan's heart broke, he grabbed Yin Nan's wrist Lah, Yin Nan suddenly fell into Xuan Chan's arms unsteadily and was about to want that person, but Xuan Chan was already a step ahead and blocked Yin Nan's mouth.

Yin Nan's thinking was slack for a moment, and it took him several seconds to react to what happened, that is, in the gap of these few seconds, Xuan Chan's tongue squeezed into Yin Nan's mouth, swept every corner, and his thick big hands fixed Touching the back of Yin Nan's head deepened the kiss.

Yin Nan instinctively wanted to struggle. Xuan Chan was Yin Nan's first love. The familiar strength and technique reminded Yin Nan of the past scenes and he was about to cry. He couldn't take it anymore. Choking, he swung his fist, and there was a muffled sound in the air.

Both of them were panting violently, and Yin Nan was even more disheveled. He pulled his clothes and yelled at Xuan Chan: "What the hell are you crazy!!!"

"I... I was just in a hurry..." Xuan Chan was punched in the stomach and fell to the ground, Xuan Chan almost couldn't catch his breath in pain.

"Worry?? Why are you in a hurry?? You don't think that I will forgive you just because of your few words??" Yin Nan let out a breath of laughter: "You know what you have done to me, you know best. You used to want my life, and I would still be so cheap that if you say a few words, I will forgive you??"

"I did not mean that……"

"Xuan Chan, do you think I am a three-year-old child, or do you think I am the former Yin Nan?? In fact, Xuan Chan, what you do now and what you will do in the future are none of my business." Yin Nan paused: " I don't love you anymore, Xuan Chan, don't waste your efforts."

This sentence undoubtedly pushed Xuan Chan to the bottom of the valley, his eyes suddenly turned pale, he stood up with some difficulty, Yin Nan just said really ruthlessly: "Yin Nan... If it is spent in On you, it's not in vain. As for whether you love it or not, Yin Nan, I don't believe it..."

"It's none of my business anymore, Xuan Chan, it's really enough." Yin Nan interrupted him, with forbearance in his eyes: "I just want to take Xiaoqin and live a good life. Who do you want? Can't find it? Why bother to bother?"

Yin Nan's words were decisive, and his expression was emphasizing how much he didn't trust Xuan Chan. Xuan Chan's chest was tight and his stomach hurt, but the combined pain of these two did not come from his heart. The sting is so real.

Yin Nan said that he didn't love him anymore, that it was enough...

For the first time in Xuan Chan's life, he truly felt helpless, and it was also the first time when he had no way to hold someone.

Xuan Chan thought for a while, and finally said with red eyes: "Yin Nan... I don't expect anything extravagantly, at least... At least let me be by your side and take care of you..."

Yin Nan was silent for a long time before he said, "Xuan Chan, let's just pretend that we never knew each other. This is the best way."

Xuan Chan shook his head, it seemed that at that moment, he regained his original prudent and wise personality, and said in a firm tone: "Yin Nan, you can't be so unfeeling, I only have so much to think about, you just think I'm messing around It's like... I don't feel at ease if I can't see you." After Xuan Chan finished speaking, he walked into the room without looking back, as if escaping.