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Xuan Chan rubbed his face in a trance, his mind was in such a mess, his heart was torn apart, his brain was in such a mess as if it was going to explode, every cell in his body was screaming, and the memory of the relationship with Yin Nan appeared in his mind. When we first met, how simple their lives were at that time, they laughed when they should laugh, and cried when they should cry. Yin Nan shared all his troubles and happy things with him. Xuan Chan realized sadly that maybe that period of time was his life. The simplest and happiest time in life...

It's just that now, the people around him never mention Yin Nan's name, as if this person no longer exists, and he and Yuan Yi are brothers but are ignored by others. I don't know if they are avoiding or not caring. The most annoying person in the world There is nothing powerless than life and death. Sometimes when Xuan Chan wakes up from his sleep, the first thing he realizes is to call Yin Nan's name, as if he is still alive, and he is still by his side.

That man used to have a smiling face in front of him, how could he just leave him like this?Xuan Chan didn't believe it, and he didn't want to believe it. He had a strong intuition that Yin Nan was still alive, living in a certain corner of the world, living quietly.

Xuan Chan can only hold this thought, living like a walking corpse, he has no way to control his emotions, he has no way to stop himself from thinking about Yin Nan, not thinking about his goodness, Yin Nan's appearance gradually fades It was blurred in his mind, even though Yuan Yi and him looked like eight points, Xuan Chan gradually became clearer.

Yuan Yi's heart is a pain that Xuan Chan can't let go of all his life. It's for the wound he left behind, but he didn't expect that he would really face such a world of choosing one of the two. He had been imprisoning Yin Nan for a long time. , he regretted it, but it was too late, if he could confess to him earlier...

It's just that he couldn't say it out loud. Although everything hadn't become a reality at that time, if Yin Nan knew his original thoughts, he would definitely not forgive himself.

Who actually robbed Yin Nan of his right to live?

He didn't know the way, and he didn't dare to think about it.

Not long after Yin Nan's funeral was finished, Liu Xunyan also resigned, and his whereabouts were unknown afterwards. At least Xuan Chan never saw him again. I think Liu Xunyan was kind to Yin Nan before he came here, at least if someone else like him If Yin Nan treats him like that, he will definitely turn his face, but he has a lot of patience with Yin Nan. He doesn't know why he thought of this, but he just feels that Yin Nan's departure belongs to him besides himself, and he must feel uncomfortable Speaking of which, at the last moment, he was the one who was by Yin Nan's side.

Xuan Chan has been dreaming about the past recently, his mind is in a trance, desperately trying to find an outlet for himself, but his heart is even more depressed. Now that he thinks about it carefully, he and Yin Nan have been separated and reunited for so long. But there is not even a single photo of Yin Nan, and he doesn’t know what Yin Nan likes to eat or do, he always wakes up in the middle of the night, and then stays silent all night facing the starry night sky, sometimes Xuan Chan will give up on himself Thinking, Yin Nan must hate himself, otherwise why would he not entrust himself with a dream after being away for so long.

Xuan Chan still goes to work on time every day, but his whole body is much emaciated. His subordinates can't believe that this is the high-spirited President Xuan. His special assistant position has been vacant all the time, as if he is waiting for someone. Sometimes he would be distracted during meetings, but this time, he stared at the ring again and became dazed.

The secretary reminded him that he had just woken up suddenly. It was self-evident to everyone that Xuan Chan had regained his focus, but who could be fooled by his fleeting sadness?

After about two months like this, Yuan Yi's body gradually improved, and her originally thin body gradually plumped up, and her face became ruddy, but she was more lethargic than before, but the doctor said there was no serious problem. However, Yuan Yi, who was originally not good at communication, has also become fond of communicating with people. He used to communicate with people in a leisurely way using sign language. Now he opened his mouth several times but found that he could not speak. Later, I took a notebook and took it with me, for fear that others could not understand sign language.

It’s just that Xuan Chan looked very sad, but also a little relieved. Yuan Yi’s cheerfulness was beneficial to his illness. Yuan Yi also started to communicate with him on a notebook. Qingxiu, every time he asked something irrelevant, Xuan Chan stroked his hair, and finally realized that it was always different.