Nine Deaths Become Immortals [Rebirth]

Bai Ze put the purse on his body carefully, being careful every day, lest he touch it or rub it, it's a baby.

When Ji Xuan came back, he happened to see Bai Ze holding his purse, frowning in distress.After all, it was something he carried on his body, no matter how careful he was, he accidentally got it dirty, so he called the maid, "Go and wash it for me, be careful, don't wash it to ruin!"

"Okay." The maid stretched out her hand to pick it up.

Bai Ze suddenly withdrew his hand again, with a look of reluctance on his face, "Forget it, I'll wash it myself, I'm not at ease if you wash it."

The maid endured a lot of hard work with a smile and said, "Then this servant will bring water for the young master?"

"Well, go quickly." Bai Ze waved his hand.

Ji Xuan clenched his fist against his lips, coughed a few times, his eyes were full of smiles.

Bai Ze turned his head and was stunned for a while, then suddenly revealed a look of surprise, "Are you alright?"

Ji Xuan hummed lightly, pretending not to care, and asked: "What is so precious, I don't even worry about others washing it."

"My mother sewed the purse for me." Bai Ze's face was full of happiness, and it was only after he finished speaking that he realized that Ji Xuan's mother died when he was very young, and left him nothing. It's an accomplice, and he suddenly became nervous.

Fortunately, Ji Xuan didn't seem to care at all, just looked at it curiously, "Not bad."

Bai Ze felt relieved, he was really startled.

He looked at Ji Xuan carefully several times, and apart from being a little pale, he couldn't see anything wrong.Presumably the poison has been cured, and I have also solved my worries.

In this way, I can finally live in peace.Speaking of which, Mrs. Ye hasn't come over for two days, and Xu Yan is also not here. He asked Ji Xuan, "Can I let my mother come over today?"

Ji Xuan smiled and asked Bai Ze: "I've been back for so long, don't you miss me?"

Uh, Bai Ze didn't know what happened to Ji Xuan, and was suddenly embarrassed and didn't know how to reply.

"Just stay with me today." Sitting beside Bai Ze, Ji Xuan skillfully peeled an orange, and gave half of it to Bai Ze.

Although Bai Ze was a little disappointed in his heart, thinking about pleasing Ji Xuan was something he had already decided, so he took it over calmly and didn't mention Ye's matter anymore.

Anyway, I'm not in a hurry, it's not worth the loss to annoy Ji Xuan.

The orange was sour, Bai Ze finished eating it expressionlessly, and when he looked up, he found that Ji Xuan had only eaten one petal, and frowned.Seeing that Bai Ze finished eating so quickly, he said in surprise, "Don't you feel sour?"

He has no problem with his sense of taste, how could he not feel it?Bai Ze suddenly felt that he was stupid, and laughed dryly: "It's okay."

"How dare you bring such sour oranges into the palace, these people are really getting more and more incapable of doing things!" Ji Xuan was a little angry, frowning and reluctantly finished eating the oranges.

This time Bai Ze was surprised, "Didn't you say it's not delicious?"

"I'm afraid of wasting money." Ji Xuan was serious.

Luckily, Bai Ze didn't drink any water, otherwise he would have choked himself.He looked at Ji Xuan and couldn't help laughing.

Ji Xuan also smiled, looking reminiscent, "We used to do this too. If we didn't have anything to eat, we went to the tree to pick it ourselves. You ate one first, and you lied to me that it was not sour, it was delicious, but it was so sour."

Bai Ze's smile faded, "You still remember."

"I remember." Ji Xuan looked at Bai Ze, he stretched out his hand, lifted Bai Ze's drooping hair, stared at the wound on his face, "I'm sorry."

"You don't have to do this, we are all different from before, and it's not your fault." Bai Ze smiled lightly.

"Because you think I won't protect you anymore, so don't blame me." Ji Xuan looked at Bai Ze, "These are all my own choices, I understand."

Bai Ze frowned, he was not used to Ji Xuan like this.He is very aware of Ji Xuan's arrogance, even if he knows that he is wrong, he is always stubborn.Now I said sorry to him twice.

"We are still the same as before, okay?" Ji Xuan looked into Bai Ze's eyes, "I will protect you."

Just like that time, protect you, stand behind you, make you happy, and give you courage.

Bai Ze's lips moved, but Ji Xuan couldn't understand.

I don't understand how tempting his simple sentence is to him.This temptation made him almost unable to control himself, and he was about to blurt out the promise.However, when he lowered his head and saw the purse lying quietly in the palm of his hand, he suddenly woke up.

Just like in the past, it was just his extravagant wish.

He couldn't afford to be disappointed again.

Bai Ze smiled, "Stop joking, what if I take it seriously."

"It's a pity that you saw it." Ji Xuan put down his hands, raised his eyebrows and smiled.

Bai Ze shook his head, "Your acting skills are too bad, you can't fool people at all."

"Really." Ji Xuan's tone was a little light.

Did it hit him?Bai Ze saw that Ji Xuan's face didn't look very good, and remembered that he had recovered from his injury not long ago: "Are you feeling unwell?"

"No." Ji Xuan cheered up, "I'm fine, don't worry."

"Oh, that's good." After Bai Ze finished speaking, he realized that he was short of words again.Just at this moment, the maid came over with a basin, and he stretched out his hand to try it, and it was still warm, just right.

So carefully put the purse in, and wiped off the stains on the corners.Then I patted the water out, but then I got tangled up again, where should I put it to dry?

"I'll do it." Ji Xuan directly reached out and took it.

Before Bai Ze could say his refusal, Ji Xuan had already put the purse on the side shelf, so he had no choice but to close his mouth.

"I'm leaving." Ji Xuan put down her purse, and when she was about to turn around, she suddenly remembered something, and said to Bai Ze: "You can go wherever you want, as long as you don't leave the palace."

Bai Ze watched Ji Xuan leave with a look of astonishment on his face. With his identity, is it really okay to run around?

But this is indeed a bit tempting to him, he has long been a little suffocated, although he can't go out of the palace, but the palace is very big, it is of course good to be able to move around freely... It would be even better if he could go out with his mother.

So I couldn't wait to go to the door to try it. The guard did not stop him, but there were always many maids and eunuchs who were waiting for him.Bai Ze didn't care too much, he had to compromise a bit when going out.

Ye Shi hasn't come over for the past two days, and was rejected by Ji Xuan just now.

Now that he was able to go out, he went directly to the cold palace.

It's a pity that I went but was rejected.

The door of the cold palace was locked tightly, and no one let him in at all.No one answered the knock on the door, so he came back angrily.

After Ji Xuan recovered, she basically came here every day, but Empress Cui never appeared again.

Bai Ze didn't inquire either, he didn't care about Empress Cui's affairs.

He asked Ji Xuan several times about Ye's affairs, but Ji Xuan prevaricated, and then got annoyed by the question, and hid for a few days.

Bai Ze felt something was wrong at this time, and became anxious, why did he suddenly refuse to see him again?

After Ji Xuan rejected Bai Ze again.

Bai Ze pretended nothing happened on the surface, but he was very anxious.As soon as Ji Xuan left, she pushed the wheelchair and went straight to the cold palace.

He knocked on the door vigorously, driven by anxiety in his heart, he must see it!

The maid next to him saw that Bai Ze's hand was bleeding, she stepped forward to hold his hand, and begged, "My lord, stop knocking."

Bai Zeli ignored her, threw her off and continued knocking on the door!

The blood on the hands stained the door.

"Let's go." A voice sounded, and everyone bowed and retreated.

Suddenly Bai Ze was hugged from behind, Ji Xuan pressed his hand, and said in a low voice, "I'll take you to see him."

Bai Ze looked back at Ji Xuan with a blank expression.

Ji Xuan stepped forward, pushed lightly, and the door opened.The guards inside stood respectfully with their hands down, and Ji Xuan pushed Bai Ze's wheelchair into it slowly.

The passage was not long, but Bai Ze felt as if he had walked for a lifetime.

It's so quiet here.

so quiet...

He suddenly had the urge to turn around and run away, he didn't want to know the result!

But he has arrived.

Ji Xuan pushed open the door, and a deserted courtyard appeared before her eyes.His hands are steady, and every step is as if measured with precision.

He pushed open the door, picked up Bai Ze and crossed the threshold.

There was no one in the room, only a thick red coffin, and Mrs. Ye was lying in it, very peaceful, with a ruddy complexion, as if asleep.

Bai Ze struggled to the ground and knelt on the side.His breathing was very light, and he was afraid that if it was heavy, it would disturb the sleeping people.

A few days ago, she was still smiling at him, giving him a purse embroidered by herself; telling him that her greatest wish was for him to be happy and free.

And now, she is lying here quietly.

Never talk to him again, smile at him.

Why did you leave, why did you abandon me, why... I only have you.

For you, I don't have to be free, I can compromise, I can give up everything... as long as you can be good.why are you leavingHow can you bear it?How willing!

"It was you, you killed her!" Bai Ze grabbed Ji Xuan's lapel, his eyes were red!

Ji Xuan remained motionless, letting Bai Ze glare at him, neither speaking nor defending himself.

"Why are you doing this!" Bai Ze said hoarsely, "I can do whatever you want me to do, you can take my life! Even if you think my life is worthless... But why did you kill her? Why... ...you can kill me a few more times..."

"I can pay off her debts for her!"

Bai Ze burst into tears, his vision blurred, and his hands trembled.

Ji Xuan reached out and gently wiped away his tears, "But she doesn't want to."

These words hit Bai Ze's heart hard like a slap in the face, his movements froze, and then he let go of his hand slowly and dejectedly.

She doesn't want to.

She doesn't want him to be unhappy, unhappy, and free for her.

So she lets go.

He didn't want to accept this fact, he angered Ji Xuan and resented his incompetence.

But in his heart, he clearly understood that this was the truth.It's time for him to wake up, but the price is too high.

"I was wrong." Bai Ze closed his eyes and opened them again, he looked at Ye Shi's face, "Mother, I was wrong..."

I'm greedy, I'm cowardly.I want to be with you, I thought that what I paid could make us happy.In fact, this is all fake, true happiness does not require so many compromises.

It was I who killed you.

You said, from the moment I was born, I was destined to be different.You said that no matter what I become, I am your child, and you also said that you are proud of me.

But I let you down and let myself become a look that even I hate.

make you sad...

sorry……

When Bai Ze woke up again, it took him a while to remember those things, but these were not dreams.

He leaned against the bed and coughed dryly, coughing up some blood.

The maid helped him up nervously, took out a handkerchief and wiped the blood from his mouth, "My lord, your injury hasn't healed yet, so don't get angry."

"I'm fine." Bai Ze said.

"It's time for you to drink the medicine." The maid held the medicine bowl, "I have re-warmed it several times, it's not hot, it's just right."

Bai Ze: "I don't want to drink."

"How can this be done? How can the injury be cured if you don't drink the medicine." The maid looked at him worriedly.

Bai Ze turned his head.

Ji Xuan has been guarding the door, he opened the door and walked in, took the medicine bowl, and said in a deep voice, "I'll come."

The maid stepped aside.

"Do you want to drink it yourself, or I'll feed it to you." Ji Xuan looked at Bai Ze, "You know, my patience is not that good."

Is this a threat?Bai Ze smiled and didn't speak or move.

Ji Xuan's eyes were as black as ink, he raised his hand and took a sip of the medicine, then kissed Bai Ze's lips, and clasped his head tightly with the other hand, controlling the expected struggle.Lips and teeth meet, but it's like a battle without gunpowder, and the corners of the mouth are bleeding.But no matter how much Bai Ze resisted, Ji Xuan remained indifferent, and he handed over the medicine to Bai Ze one by one.Then throw him a piece of candy, "It's a bit bitter."

Bai Ze stared at Ji Xuan, that gaze seemed to choose someone to devour.

"Hate me?" Ji Xuan curled his lips into a smile, "It's interesting, but it's too weak."

Ji Xuan left after feeding the medicine, without stopping for a while.

Bai Ze collapsed on the bed, his throat was itchy and uncomfortable, he turned over, lying on the edge of the bed and retching.He vomited out all the medicine and food he had taken in, and finally he vomited out even the bile before barely stopping.His face was as pale as paper.

The maid watched tremblingly and came to serve her, but Bai Ze ignored her at all, and refused to even drink water.

His body had been tortured before, and now he does not take medicine, eat, or drink water.In less than a day, the whole person seemed to lose weight.

Everyone had no choice but to invite the imperial physician to see it.

The imperial physician left after prescribing the medicine, shaking his head outside the door and sighing softly.

Bai Ze lay on the bed, his eyes pierced through the roof, through the void, as if looking into the distance.

He thought that there was no need for him to stay any longer, and he didn't know where he would go after he died this time.Just stay away from here.

Everything ends up back to square one.He actually thought that such a beautiful peace could last forever...he refused to recognize the reality.

A group of people circled around him, and finally poured some rice water into him.

But this still couldn't stop Bai Ze from weakening.

Bai Ze didn't feel any pain.For him, this is not death, but freedom, and a new beginning.It's what his mother expected of him...

He is happy, not sad.

I don't know how many days later, he slept more and woke up less.

Gradually, the surrounding became quieter, no one was making noise in his ears, and he felt much more comfortable.

One day, when he woke up, he saw Ji Xuan sitting beside him, inserting his fingers into his hair, combing gently, he had never seen such a gentle Ji Xuan.

"It's you..." Bai Ze spoke slowly, with just a few words, it seemed that he wanted to use all his strength.

"It's me." Ji Xuan said.

Bai Ze smiled, "I'm going to die."

"Don't go, okay?" Ji Xuan held his face and said seriously.

Bai Ze couldn't even shake his head, but his heart was stronger than ever.

Ji Xuan looked at him, her lips were tightly pressed, without a trace of blood.

Bai Ze gave him a longing look, and said, "Promise me, don't come looking for me."