Nine Deaths Become Immortals [Rebirth]

The author has something to say: false brothers, false brothers, false brothers!Say important words three times! >_< Bai Ze looked at the person in front of him, only feeling that his vision was a bit blurred.

He recalled that in that desolate palace, Ji Xuan lived with this man, and later Ji Xuan brought him into the palace, and he lived with this man for many years, pretending to be a little eunuch.

Although this man is physically disabled, he is just a eunuch.But to him, he is like a teacher like a father.He is not only the closest person to Ji Xuan, but also the person Bai Ze respects the most.

He always takes care of Ji Xuan and his life in every possible way, and also teaches him martial arts and knowledge.

Bai Ze lowered his head, he was a little at a loss.

Eunuch Xu looked at the gray cat in Ah Zhu's hand, and said with a smile, "I've heard of it, so it's Huihui, what's wrong with it?"

Azhu looked at Bai Ze worriedly, "It doesn't want to eat these days, it has lost a lot of weight."

"Is the food not to your liking?" Eunuch Xu asked.

"No, Huihui wasn't picky eaters at all before, and what he cooks is what he likes, so it shouldn't be like this." Azhu said, "I don't know what's going on."

"Well, that's a bit embarrassing." Eunuch Xu pondered for a moment, "Can you show me?"

"En." Azhu put Bai Ze in Eunuch Xu's hands with hope.

Bai Ze fell into Eunuch Xu's hands, and his body couldn't help becoming a little stiff. Eunuch Xu's fingers were covered with thick calluses, and he gently pressed on his neck and abdomen.

"It seems a little shy and nervous." Eunuch Xu smiled slightly.

"Really..." Azhu replied blankly, would Huihui be afraid of life?Doesn't anyone dare to scratch its paw if it is annoyed?

Eunuch Xu pressed Bai Ze's body once, and said after a long while, "It seems that he is not sick or injured."

"Hey... what is the reason?" Ah Zhu pulled her hair in distress, unable to do anything.

"What are you talking about?" Ji Xuan's voice suddenly sounded.

"Your Majesty." Both Eunuch Xu and Ah Zhu turned around to salute, Eunuch Xu held Bai Ze in his arms, and said, "The little girl said that your cat hasn't eaten for several days, and is very anxious, so I will help you take a look."

"Oh?" Ji Xuan was a little surprised, "I've been too busy these days, so I didn't notice it, show me."

Eunuch Xu gave the cat to Ji Xuan.

Bai Ze felt like a package, being thrown back and forth.These days he has been avoiding Ji Xuan, and now being held in Ji Xuan's arms... Bai Ze can only think numbly, anyway, he doesn't know who he is.

Ji Xuan checked carefully, and finally came to the same conclusion as Eunuch Xu, and found nothing wrong.

"It's really strange, could it be that it's in a bad mood?" After speaking, Ji Xuan was amused by his own guess, "That's really good."

Eunuch Xu also laughed, and said: "Why don't you invite an imperial doctor to come over and have a look."

"Alright." Ji Xuan nodded, then hugged Bai Ze, and greeted Eunuch Xu to enter the house together.

The imperial physician came soon, and looked around Bai Ze for a while, sweating profusely, but couldn't tell why.

In the end, he took a bite and said, "Maybe it's a cold, I prescribed two medicines for it to try."

With Bai Ze's current appearance, no one can see the helpless expression on his face, that's all... let's eat well.As long as he eats well, these people won't come to torment him.Not to mention being drugged.

So at dinner, Ji Xuan fed him again, and he ate it obediently.

Eunuch Xu looked at it in amazement, "This cat was coaxed before and refused to eat it. Your Majesty, you fed it yourself, but it ate everything. This is still picky."

Ji Xuan laughed loudly when he heard the words, he gently touched Bai Ze's head, his eyes were full of smiles, "I just like it."

Eunuch Xu shook his head and smiled, "It turns out that he is also stubborn."

"It's okay, I won't want it anyway." Ji Xuan pinched Bai Ze's face.

……

After dinner, Ji Xuan put down his chopsticks, Eunuch Xu packed the things himself, and made another cup of tea for Ji Xuan.

Ji Xuan asked: "How are you doing what I asked you to do?"

Eunuch Xu replied, "My maidservant went to investigate in person. Miss Qinghua has no relatives anymore. This maidservant personally arranged her burial and chose a good place. I will surely be blessed in my next life."

Ji Xuan nodded, "That's good."

Eunuch Xu smiled slightly, "It's worth dying for her to be treated like this by the emperor."

"Really." Ji Xuan was a little silent, "Death is like a lamp going out, so why is it worth it? Anyway, I can't see anything..."

Eunuch Xu was silent, and said for a long while: "The emperor is tired too, let's rest earlier."

"You're blaming me, aren't you?" Ji Xuan suddenly raised his head, he looked at Eunuch Xu, his eyes were like deep pools, "Although you never mentioned it once, I know."

"Why should the servants blame the emperor?" Eunuch Xu said flatly.

Ji Xuan's voice was low and hoarse, "You blame me for letting him go to die like this."

Eunuch Xu's hands under his sleeves trembled slightly, and after a while, he sighed softly, "I didn't blame the emperor, it was his fate."

"Fate?" Ji Xuan laughed loudly.

"Yes." Eunuch Xu looked up, his eyes were faintly sad, and his tone was heavy, "This is what he deserves, and he can't escape or go away. This servant just thinks that his fate is not very good, he is a good boy, and he has nothing. I know, it shouldn't be like this."

"Meeting me... It's really his fate. So you also think I'm cold-blooded and ruthless, don't you?" Ji Xuan spoke slowly, enunciating clearly, "I know that there will be assassins appearing at the Empress Seal Ceremony , but did not tell him, causing him to die.”

"You didn't know that he would give up his life for you." Eunuch Xu sighed, "Your Majesty, no one is wrong. Let it go... There are some things that no one can predict."

Ji Xuan looked at her hands and muttered to herself, "Is it true that I can't guess at all? I'm just not sure..."

"Your Majesty!" Eunuch Xu shouted.

"I didn't trust him before." Ji Xuan's eyes were as deep as ink, "Now that he's dead, I feel at ease."

It's just that the price of trust is too high.

Looking at the scene in front of him, Bai Ze felt as if he was in a dream.

He would rather the scene in front of him is just his dream, but everything is so real that he can hardly deceive himself.

The smile on Ji Xuan's mouth, and the silence of Eunuch Xu.

The scene in front of him was gradually distorted and blurred in front of him, and Ji Xuan's words echoed in his ears like an echo.

It turns out that his death can make Ji Xuan feel at ease.

Bai Ze laughed at himself, does that mean that his death was worth it?

Eunuch Xu left.

Ji Xuan touched Bai Ze's head, and then went to rest.He fell asleep quickly, perhaps because he was too tired during the day, even when he fell asleep, his brows were slightly frowned.

Bai Ze climbed onto the bed and curled up beside Ji Xuan's bed, looking at his stern profile.

He felt very cold, but he dared not approach it for warmth.

The only things he thought he had... turned out to be fake too.Ji Xuan never trusted him.

He is already so humble, he is willing to be his loyal subordinate for the rest of his life, as long as he can stay by his side and watch over him.But it turned out that even this was a luxury.

What the hell is he?What are the ten years by Ji Xuan's side?Is everything my own wishful thinking, my own fantasy?

So it turns out that Ji Xuan is so suspicious and hates him?Was his existence so embarrassing?

That being the case, why did you keep him by your side, why didn't you tell him directly.Is it interesting for Ji Xuan to deceive him like this...

Should he be resentful?

Bai Ze stared blankly at the person in front of him, why can't he hate him at this point.

That's right... It's not that he can't let go, he just doesn't have the right to hate.

He has no right to hate Ji Xuan.Without Ji Xuan, I would have died on a snowy night more than ten years ago.His life was given by Ji Xuan, everything he had was given by Ji Xuan, without Ji Xuan, there would be no him now.

But since when, his existence has become Ji Xuan's pain, reminding Ji Xuan all the time, as the eldest son of the emperor, he has suffered all kinds of humiliation.

Bai Ze thought, if it was him, he wouldn't like the existence of such a person.

He just thought that some secrets could never see the light of day, but he didn't know that there were no absolute secrets in this world.There will always be a day when you can't hide it, and there will be a day when you will be exposed, and it will be very painful at that time.

So Ji Xuan still knew.

So Ji Xuan alienated him and concealed him.

Do not trust him.

So he didn't blame Ji Xuan at all, he was ashamed of him.

In the past, he didn't even dare to think about what he should do in today's situation.But now that the choice was in front of him, he suddenly knew it.All he can do is leave.

He leaned over and put his face on Ji Xuan's.He cares so much about this person in front of him, he really misses the time when he was a child, when he didn't know anything, it would be great if he could go on like that forever.

Too bad it was too late.

Bai Ze stood up slowly, then backed away slowly, all the way to the door.

It was finally time for him to leave, and it was time to wake up from the dream.

As long as he steps out of here, he can go to a place that Ji Xuan will never see.

Bai Ze stood there steadfastly, obviously he only needed to take this step, why couldn't he move.Is it so difficult to let him leave Ji Xuan voluntarily?

What is he still hoping for?

Bai Ze turned around and slowly disappeared into the night.

He didn't hear Ji Xuan whispering in his dream, "Ah Ze..."

……

Bai Ze ran aimlessly around the palace until he was too tired to move, then he found a tree at random and climbed up.

The tree is tall and tall, overlooking the distant scenery.

In the distance, there is a desert, the lights are dim, and it is the location of the cold palace.

The first queen's palace was not rich, and after Queen Ye was favored, the first emperor never favored other women.During the 20 years when she dominated the harem, she was actually colorless in the six palaces.

However, a generation of empresses now only ended up being imprisoned in the cold palace.This huge cold palace is her own cage.

Winners and losers have been like this since ancient times.

From the moment he knew the truth, Bai Ze had been deliberately avoiding her existence and that place.

He hated her.

After she cruelly abandoned him, she shouldn't try to use him for her own benefit, ruin his life, and ruin everything about him.The her in Bai Ze's imagination shouldn't be so despicable and cold, she shouldn't be like this...

Therefore, the night before the palace change, when the woman sent someone to find him, he cut off the messenger's head, put it in a box, and sent it back to her.He personally cut off the relationship between the two in this decisive way.

He naively thought that this would erase everything.

But after all, it was just his wishful thinking, maybe Ji Xuan knew it earlier...before he knew it.

How did Ji Xuan know, how could he hide it so well that he couldn't notice it at all...

Bai Ze's eyes were sore.

He closed his eyes and unconsciously fell asleep.

When the next day was close to noon, the sun was shining on his body, and Bai Ze woke up faintly.He found himself once again with nowhere to go.

He fixedly looked ahead, and walked forward unknowingly. When he saw the dilapidated palace wall, he realized that he had come to the Leng Palace by some strange coincidence.

Then he hesitated, what was he doing here?To see that woman?He didn't want to see her at all.

Bai Ze sneered in his heart, and was about to turn around and leave.

But looking around, I found that this place is desolate and remote, not even a single person can be seen, it is really a good and quiet place.Leng Gong has always been unlucky, and others will never pass by here, so there is no need to worry about being discovered.

Bai Ze wandered around and decided to stay here.

The cold palace is quite big, as long as he doesn't go deep into it, he won't see that woman at all.

Apart from the two guarding eunuchs, there was no one else in the cold palace.Only the worst people in the palace will be sent here, isolated from the world, and have no future in their lives.

Bai Ze lives a leisurely life here, the cold palace is huge, and you can pass the day by just wandering around.

At first, he would feel sad when he thought of Ji Xuan, and he would feel unwilling when he thought of many things.But gradually, when thinking of Ji Xuan again, there will be no mood swings anymore.

He understands that some things can only be kept in the bottom of his heart, and they just keep sinking like this. As long as they don't come out, one day the past will be like smoke, and there will be no more waves.

At this time, he didn't know that the people outside were looking for him and were going crazy.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and it is almost New Year's Eve.

The two eunuchs in the cold palace were listless and complained all day long.Bai Ze always quietly watched with cold eyes, never appearing in front of them.

He has never entered the innermost courtyard, but every day he will hear the sound of beating and cursing from inside.

But no matter how these people behaved, the woman inside was always silent.If these people didn't go in to deliver food every day, he would have thought that woman was dead.

Sometimes Bai Ze wondered why she insisted on living after such a humiliating fall from the clouds to the swamp.

At that time, she obviously had the opportunity to kill herself.

It is so easy to want to die, but so difficult to live.He deeply understands this.

Sometimes Bai Ze wanted to rush in, to see what she was like, and to question why she abandoned him.

He had many, many questions, but he never acted on them.

Separated by a wall, but do not meet each other.