Tennis Shinsengumi's Blood Dance Sakura

Chapter 16 The True Confession

It was already late at night when Tezuka came back.The first thing to do when you take off the haori is to see Fuji.But the hand on the door frame couldn't open the door.

"You know? Yes, I was very concerned about that person the first time I saw him, but I never knew why. I thought I just wanted to beat him, just like I usually see people with superb skills, but when I really After defeating him at all costs, my heart hurts so much. I gradually realized that I fell in love with him at first sight. When I fell in love with a man at first sight, even I would be surprised at first, but this is absolutely true, no two, You should be able to understand this kind of feeling? Love can be gender-neutral, right? In my more than ten years of life, only that person has given me setbacks and made me see my own insignificance and inadequacy. Only that person has made me look different , because that person is really special!"

"Women, men, it doesn't matter who you are, right? Only those you admire and admire can produce love, right?"

"What I need is not someone who wants to please me. I need someone who can keep pace with me."

"It's destined to be a hopeless love, I don't know why? I can't let it go no matter what. This is the so-called once the sea is hard to find, right? It is impossible to give that kind of feeling to others..."

Atobe is still talking about some small things in the past, he remembers every detail of his relationship with Tezuka so clearly, but Tezuka has no intention to listen to it anymore, in addition to shock, he is more at a loss in his heart, he has never thought about what happened to Tezuka. That kind of feeling for him...

"What should I do?" Examining his inner feelings, his only dream has always been to be the national champion of Qingxue, but his inner feelings have always been dull. He has never been too in love, and he can never think of that superior The king has always loved himself.He should have noticed earlier, such fiery eyes, such gentle expression, and such a lovely smile, he thought it was the other side of the proud king, but it turned out to be for himself alone.Him, what should we do?

"You know? Yes, I thought that I could get rid of this hopeless relationship by time travelling, but the moment he appeared in front of me, I was so ecstatic. God is so kind to me that I let him He stood in front of me, and this time we don't have to be opponents, we can fight side by side."

"No, my life in the past can be described as smooth sailing. I want the wind to get the wind and the rain to get the rain, but he is the only one I have always wanted, but I can't get it no matter what..."

"I always wanted him to stand by my side, but I never thought of forcing him. I don't even want you to get hurt. He is the one who hurts you the most. You are always the most important thing in his heart!"

Atobe laughed at himself. He would have kept these words in his heart forever, but he hoped that someone could share them with him. Facing the sleeping Fuji, he couldn’t help but say them out. Love rivals may be the ones who understand each other’s state of mind best. people?

Atobe stared at the beautiful face under the moonlight, it was the beauty of transcending gender, holy and innocent.Anyone who sees such a face will be moved, right?What about Tezuka, would Tezuka also be attracted by such a look?Atobe suddenly saw his long eyelashes move, like the wings of a butterfly, flapping gently.

"No two?" He called softly in surprise.

There was an intriguing smile on Buer's face, and he slowly opened his eyes, his clear pupils were full of smiles, "I had such a long dream!"

"Dream?"

"Yeah, in the dream there was a person who kept talking about his longing, and kept chanting the name of that person, ah~~ what's the name of that person?" But it was a wicked smile.

"You!..." Atobe was speechless, "You heard everything, right? Since when?"

"It's rare to have such a sincere confession, how dare I interrupt it!"

"You!" Atobe stood up awkwardly. Today, he was so embarrassed that he said such words in front of his rival, "Fuer! You!"

"Fuji!" Tezuka heard Atobe's call from the yard and pushed the door open.Atobe felt even more ashamed when he saw Tezuka at this moment, his eyes were fixed on him, and his face was full of pleading.If Fuji said what he just said, wouldn't he become the laughing stock of everyone, and even more worrying, if Tezuka rejected him face to face, then they might not even have the chance to meet in the future.

"No two, are you awake?"

Fuji smiled and nodded at Tezuka, "Tezuka, Atobe..."

"I still have something to do, let me take my leave first!" Atobe walked out of the room quickly, he didn't want to make a fool of himself in front of Fuji, he didn't want Fuji to see his jokes! "What am I running away from?" Atobe couldn't help thinking, "Is liking someone so shameful? It's such a beautiful relationship!"

"Tezuka, Atobe has been apologizing to me and everyone just now, please forgive him, he didn't mean to frame us. There may be something wrong in this matter!"

Atobe couldn't help being startled when he heard what Buer behind him said, and then quickened his pace, letting his rival in love intercede, which was even more embarrassing!

"Atobe!" Hearing Tezuka's voice coming from behind, his eyes seemed to suddenly become moist.Atobe stopped in his tracks but didn't dare to turn around, for fear of having the urge to cry when he saw him, he really wanted to hug him and say loudly to him, "I like you! Tezuka!"

"Atobe! I already know the truth about that!" Tezuka said, although he was very angry before, he still believed that Atobe would not do such a thing, but the Atobe cannot escape responsibility for such a deed.After hearing Atobe's confession, I can't hate him no matter what. That person's heart must be hurting now?But your feelings like that are something I can't accept anyway. "Atobe, I just want to tell you that the path I chose was not because of you, it was my own will."

"yes?"

"Yes, I will not change my original intention because of the actions of the shogunate."

"Are you drawing a line with me?" Atobe smiled wryly.

"No, I just want to tell you that other people's opinions don't matter, and history's reputation doesn't matter. I'm just doing what I should do. Even if Matsudaira Rongbao is not you, I will make this choice, because this is My justice."

"That's it!" Tears still fell, Atobe believed that Tezuka must have heard something just now, this is the answer to him, right?The implicit refusal made people even more unbearable.

"The trace department..."

"Don't come over!" Atobe heard the footsteps behind him and said loudly, "Just stand there, don't come over." He didn't want Tezuka to see him crying!How could the king of the Ice Emperor do such an unglamorous thing?Shouldn't you say something cool and unrestrained, don't care at all?Why can't the tears stop?Why does my heart hurt so much?Didn't you already know that it is a hopeless relationship, what are you still looking forward to?

"Tezuka, you can go on your own way. If there is anything, we will contact you!" Atobe said in a choked voice.After finishing speaking, without waiting for Tezuka's answer, he walked out of the garrison quickly.That's fine, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, but why is it so sad.Although I couldn't get it before, I still hoped, yearned, and loved it, but now there is only loss and emptiness in my heart, my body is hollowed out in an instant, and the rest is a walking dead, and there is no complete soul anymore!

After walking out for a long time, he realized that someone was following behind him. Looking back, Echizen was leading a group of people to follow him from a distance. Atobe knew that he was protecting himself, and he was still grateful for Tezuka's arrangement. I also feel that it is embarrassing to ask someone to protect me.So he beckoned to Echizen, and Echizen pretended to look left and right. Finally, he seemed to realize that the other party was looking for him, and walked forward without answering. If he didn't want to get in the way of his identity, he wouldn't bother to talk to him. .

"Hey, did you patrol the wrong route?" Atobe said angrily, he didn't want his weakness to be seen by Echizen.

"If you don't want to be decapitated, just shut up and go obediently!" Echizen yawned lazily. He hates giving bodyguards the most!

"You want to provoke me!"

"Hmph, do you think that I will have the desire to provoke you after seeing your skill!"

"You bastard! Let's have a competition tonight!" Atobe was still angry.

"Sorry, I'm very busy!" A successful smile flashed across Echizen's face, irritating him, it's better to let him vent than to endure it like this.Although he said so, he escorted Atobu back to the mansion, and after ordering the team members to go back, he stayed.

"Why would I do such a thing to comfort children?" Echizen murmured to himself, "Senior Fuji, you really know how to give orders! I lie at home and rest, but leave this kind of cleaning up to others to do! snort!"

"Come over here, my uncle, I will teach you a lesson today!" Atobe went back to his room and changed into the Hyotei uniform, and took a second racket to the court.

Echizen sat on the chair Atobe used to sit on, looking very relaxed.

"Hurry up!" Seeing his appearance, Atobe became more angry, threw the racket at him, turned and walked towards the court.

Echizen stretched out his hand to catch the beat, took off the haori gracefully, and came to the court, "I said, is the light a little dark?" Tonight's moonlight is very good, the sky is blue, and the solitary wheel is shining alone, but playing The words are still a little insufficient.

"Listen to the ball, don't you know it? Or are you afraid?" Atobe threw the cork tennis back and forth in his hand, "This kind of ball hurts enough to hit the body."

"Hmph! I'm afraid you won't be able to see people because of the slap on your face!" He said a right-handed serve and went straight to Atobe's face, but the ball was still lenient.The castration looks fierce, but it has left some strength!

"You kid, you know how to talk big!" Atobe dodged to let the ball pass, and swung his racket towards the dead corner of Echi's front! "There are flaws all around you, and you still dare to speak big words!"

"I said, let's make a bet, it's fun to fight like this!"

"Okay, I won't lose!"

"If I lose, I'll shave my hair off." Echizen shook his long hair. Although it's cool, it often hinders eyesight!

"If my uncle loses, he will also shave his hair off!"

Echizen couldn't help laughing, "If you shave it off, the minister might change his mind!"

"what?"

"If the minister knows that you are going to become a monk because of his refusal, he might be soft-hearted for a while!"

"Fart! What are you talking about?"

"Talk about someone falling out of love!"

"How do you know?" Atobe thought, "Could it be that guy Fuji who spread his story as a laughing stock all over the village?"

"I've already seen it!"

"Ah? Is it that obvious?"

"It's not that obvious, it's just to the extent that everyone knows it, ah, of course, except that the minister is relatively slow."

I'm furious!How embarrassing!Atobe hit the ball harder and harder one by one, venting his depression, but unfortunately his heart was too lost, his body was weak, and he couldn't threaten Echizen even after hitting back and forth.Echizen just casually said what he said just now, and didn't really calculate the score, just accompanied Atobe Shu to relieve the depression in his heart.

After fighting for more than two hours, Atobe finally ran out of strength and lay down on the ground, unable to get up again.

"Hey, don't pretend to be dead! It's not decided yet!" Echizen joked.

Atobe turned over and lay on his back, looked at the bright moon in the sky, and sighed, the current Tezuka is as far away as the moon, a distance that can never be reached, an existence that cannot be chased in a lifetime! "Echizen, let's have a drink!" Once you get drunk, you will relieve your worries. If you are drunk, forget it, right?

"I'm not an adult yet!" Echizen also sat down beside him. Those things of love and love have never entered his heart. His desire has always been direct and simple. In the past, he was on the road of tennis, but now He put all his enthusiasm on the sword.

"Nonsense!" Atobe ordered, and someone had already brought the wine for him.Atobe handed Echizen a bottle, opened the cap himself, and poured it with his head raised.The spicy wine flowed down his thirsty throat, and Atobu choked and coughed!The inside of her abdomen was burning hotly, and the fire of her own love had burned like this before, and now there was only a piece of ashes left.Let's indulge tonight, forget that you are the king of the ice emperor, forget that you are the lord of the Aizu domain, forget that you are the pillar of the shogunate, just for yourself, get drunk for a while!

"Echizen, how old are you this year!"

"Well, it seems to be born in 1844, this body!"

"20 years old, how wonderful! Youth!"

"What about you?"

"1836." Atobe said weakly, once time travelling, he changed from a teenager to a middle-aged man overnight.

"Hey~, twenty-eight years, it's time to be young and young!"

"Cut!, I have already stepped on the tail of youth!"

"Uncle, how old is the minister?"

"One year older than me!"

"I see!"

"what?"

"I'm not interested in uncle!"

"Cut! So what if you're interested? Can you still beat me!"

"Hehe, it doesn't matter if I can't grab you, the important thing is that the minister may not like uncle either!"

"...That's right!" The chief executive was upright and young, yet so beautiful! "Drink, let's drink!"

Echizen looked at Atobe's dejected appearance, and sighed in his heart, love is such a disaster, that it made the always gorgeous king of the Ice Empire so self-destructive, "I said Atobe, getting old is a terrible thing, right?"

"Of course! Especially for people like me who are about to enter their thirties! What is the age of that guy, 2122? Sure enough, being young is attractive! No one will want you when you are old!" Cut!What am I talking about!Atobe scolded himself for being a resentful woman, but the worries hidden in his heart flowed out like uncontrollable.

"Hehehe!" Echizen felt that Atobe was cuter now.

"I know you look down on me, but I don't need you to look down on me!"

"Actually, I think Atobe used to be a person who never gave up until he reached his goal. I didn't expect that he would shrink back when he got old!"

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"It's literally!" Echizen murmured, looking at the distant starry sky, "When I was playing tennis, I heard that whoever was better than me had to surpass him. In my opinion, the harder it is to get Things are worth conquering!"

yes!Echizen's words awakened the dreamer!Atobe made a clever move, turned over and sat up, it was just a small setback, there is no need to be so depressed, right?What kind of impression will Tezuka have when he sees such self-consciousness? What is there to love about a terrible man?So never give up easily, even if you spend your whole life chasing your dreams, you are still happy!Painful and sweet, it is better than such endless loss!Pull yourself up and prove to Tezuka that you are a man worthy of his love.

☆, bloodthirsty desire

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