[Entertainment circle] The starlight in the pen is not as good as you

The first time Wang Fuwei met Cao Jiaxuan was at the freshman ceremony.

She is an outstanding freshman representative, and Cao Jiaxuan is the chairman of the student union.

After she finished her speech on the stage, she walked past the student union presidium in a dignified and graceful manner with a smile, and heard Cao Jiaxuan say to Du Ying beside her, "What's the matter, this person's name is Wang Fugui?"

Before Du Ying came, she covered her mouth and laughed outright.

Wang Fuwei: "..."

Fighting to be admired since childhood and cultivated in a big way, Wang Fuwei didn't point at the other party's nose and scold him on the spot.

Fugui your sister!Your whole family is called Fugui!

Wang Fuwei later learned from her seniors that the name of the student council president is Cao Jiaxuan, and her best friend is also one of the vice presidents, named Du Ying.

When she inquired about the news of the two, she smiled and was full of admiration, but she thought in her heart: You just wait for me.

After Wang Fuwei joined the student union as she wished, when faced with the tasks assigned by Cao Jiaxuan, she began to make brainless mistakes, which made Cao Jiaxuan have to apologize everywhere.

In the first semester of freshman year, Wang Fuwei deliberately sent the wrong text message sent by Cao Jiaxuan, which caused the graduation party to go wrong. She stood beside Cao Jiaxuan at the entrance of the theater and kept bowing and apologizing to the college leaders, and she was very happy.

See if you call me Fugui again!

When Wang Fuwei suppressed his smile, Cao Jiaxuan came out from the door after being scolded.

Many years later, Wang Fuwei still remembered that the other party's short straight hair covered half of his face, and the slender and narrow phoenix eyes shone with a lazy cold light.

The other party came out of the automatic door, walked straight towards her, and then patted her on the head with his palm.

"What are you laughing at. Daredevil."

Wang Fuwei was taken aback.

While she was frightened that Cao Jiaxuan saw her smiling, she was angry that Cao Jiaxuan just casually slapped her on the head like this, but at the same time she held her breath because of the sudden beating heart and surging blood.

Cao Jiaxuan rubbed Wang Fuwei's hair vigorously with his palm.

Her height is an eternal pain in her heart, she is smaller than the average line, let alone compared with Cao Jiaxuan who is taller than the average line.

Many years later, Cao Jiaxuan described how he felt towards Wang Fuwei at that time, saying: "Didn't you have medium-length curly hair at that time, fluffy and small, rubbing it was like rubbing a teddy dog."

Wang Fuwei was furious again, and felt that the emotion he had lingered for a long time suddenly shattered into dregs.

But at that time, she didn't know that Cao Jiaxuan described her as a teddy dog ​​in her heart.

When she kept getting close to Cao Jiaxuan, when she was trembling because of everything about Cao Jiaxuan, the act of Cao Jiaxuan gently rubbing her hair became a kind of private tacit understanding and secret.

Cao Jiaxuan only touched her hair, and Cao Jiaxuan could only touch her hair.

In the year of graduation, Cao Jiaxuan suddenly became indifferent.

In the past, although she did not pretend to speak, she still had a warm smile occasionally. However, after a certain holiday, she suddenly turned into an invulnerable ice sculpture, and only Du Ying was allowed to approach.

Rumors say that Cao Jiaxuan and Du Ying are together.

Wang Fuwei didn't believe it.

She laughed thoughtlessly in front of the communicator, indicating that the joke was too outrageous.

But she tossed and turned every night, constantly asking someone in the void if this could be true.

Occasionally, she thought about why she cared so much about this matter. If she lost something, she only felt an empty piece in her heart.

On the day of the graduation party, the former students will gather for a drink.

Wang Fuwei had already practiced invulnerability at the family banquet, but for some reason that day, looking at Cao Jiaxuan's face, he got slightly drunk.

After drinking for three rounds, she saw Cao Jiaxuan and Du Ying going out one after the other.

She followed them out of nowhere, walking far behind them.

Walking out of the restaurant street, Cao Jiaxuan and Du Ying sat on a bench by the river bank.

On a moonless night, their figures blurred into silhouettes under the dim street lights. Wang Fuwei watched intently, watching Cao Jiaxuan light a cigarette and hold it between his fingertips.

They seemed to be talking, but they didn't seem to. Wang Fuwei watched for a long time in a daze. When he saw the last scene, his heart beat violently.

At that time, Cao Jiaxuan was sitting on the bench, and Du Ying was standing aside.

Cao Jiaxuan reached out and handed the cigarette to Du Ying's mouth. Du Ying couldn't resist and took a puff. Cao Jiaxuan suddenly stopped Du Ying's neck and pulled it down. The two black silhouettes were so close together.

Wang Fuwei grasped his collar tightly and unconsciously uttered a low mournful cry.

She felt that she was about to suffocate, and she wanted to jump into the river on the side immediately.

However, the next second, the situation took a turn for the worse. Cao Jiaxuan was slapped and fell back on the bench, while Du Ying quickly ran away.

Du Ying ran towards Wang Fuwei, Wang Fuwei stood against the wall, Du Ying passed her by, but did not notice her existence.

Wang Fuwei blinked, unable to hold back the tears that fell down.

At this moment, Wang Fuwei finally realized that he might have fallen in love with someone of the same sex.

So the scene in front of her was heart-wrenching, like falling into hell.

She stood at the base of the wall and wept silently until the tears finally dried up, and she couldn't see how she had cried before.

She stepped out of the shadow of the wall and found Cao Jiaxuan sitting on a bench smoking a cigarette.

When she realized it, she was already standing in front of Cao Jiaxuan.

Cao Jiaxuan was wearing a long black dress, raised her neck and spit smoke rings into the air. She saw Wang Fuwei and said, "What can I say?"

When Cao Jiaxuan was sitting, Wang Fuwei realized that she could look at Cao Jiaxuan at the same level.

Cao Jiaxuan seemed to be different from a different perspective. He lowered his head a little, and seemed to be able to kiss the dry lips of the other party.

If only I had been more drunk.

Wang Fuwei thought so.

If I had been a little more drunk, I wouldn't have looked back and forth like this, and would have gone straight to what I wanted to do, so I wouldn't have hesitated here, whether I should bow my head and kiss Cao Jiaxuan's lips.

She didn't do that in the end.

If I do this, will I even lose the qualification to have a secret love?

Wang Fuwei sat beside Cao Jiaxuan.

She felt Cao Jiaxuan's body temperature and the smell of Cao Jiaxuan's cigarettes brought by the night wind.

Wang Fuwei took a breath, and then coughed violently.

Cao Jiaxuan: "..."

Cao Jiaxuan sighed, put out the cigarette, and threw it into the trash can.

She stood up and threw the cigarette, and instead of sitting back on the bench, she turned around and prepared to leave.

"Sister!"

Wang Fuwei called out.

Cao Jiaxuan turned his head.

Wang Fuwei trotted to Cao Jiaxuan.

The heart is beating violently, as if it will jump out of the throat in the next second.

Amidst the sea-like tinnitus, even the sound of the wind became blurred.

Only Cao Jiaxuan was left in front of her eyes.

Cao Jiaxuan's short hair, Cao Jiaxuan's eyes, Cao Jiaxuan's slender pale neck, and dry, bloodless lips.

She took Cao Jiaxuan's hand and placed it on top of her head.

"Can you rub my hair again?"

She spoke like this, but it seemed that she had exhausted all her strength.

What the hell am I talking about?

Wang Fuwei asked himself.

The tears that had just stopped seemed to flow down again, bringing numb and itchy pain.

She heard Cao Jiaxuan laugh softly.

Passing the fingertips through the fluffy hair, Cao Jiaxuan rubbed her hair.

The finger pressure seemed to be left on the scalp, Cao Jiaxuan had already left.

If the story ended here, the secret love would probably have ended without a problem. However, during the summer vacation a month later, she met Cao Jiaxuan again.

The venue is a family reunion.

Since it was a family gathering, the members were all relatives no matter how close they were by blood. Wang Fuwei went to inquire about some gossip before going up to say hello, so she finally knew that Cao Jiaxuan had really become her distant cousin.

For a while, she was embarrassed to go up to say hello, but after Cao Jiaxuan left, she secretly asked her little cousin: "Tongtong, is that your sister?"

Her little cousin named Mo Tongtong was still a little girl, but she already had a face as serious as her father's. Hearing her question, she said solemnly: "Step-sister."

Oh, that's it.

It turned out that Cao Jiaxuan experienced the reorganization of his mother's marriage a few months ago.

So is this the reason for her drastic change in temperament?

Feeling that he had found the reason, Wang Fuwei suddenly felt that he had found an opportunity to keep in touch with Cao Jiaxuan.

When she learned that Cao Jiaxuan lived away from home for some reason, she searched along the address.

Her car was blocked by a narrow alley, so she had no choice but to get out of the car and walk through the narrow high walls, and climbed up the stairs of the old homestay. Looking at the scenery that she had never seen since growing up, she was a little flustered They searched for Cao Jiaxuan's residence.

She walked along the aisle, heard someone arguing in the room, and someone opened the door, so the scene in the room was also unobstructed.

In a narrow looking room, three or four people flashed by in a glance.

She didn't understand why Cao Jiaxuan lived in such a place, even if she didn't want to use her stepfather's money, her mother was definitely not from a poor background according to the rumors.

Holding her bag, she looked at the house number and passed through the same rooms, and finally saw the number in her impression.

She knocked on the door.

At that moment, she was a little nervous.

She wanted to take out the mirror to see if she had done her hair neatly, or if the makeup on her face had lost its color, but she knew that there might not be enough time, because the poor sound insulation made her hear The sound of footsteps inside, just a few seconds later, the door lock clicked softly, and the door was opened.

Her smile froze on her face.

While wiping skin care products on her face, Du Ying said, "Oh, it's not wealth."

Because Wang Fuwei was too shocked, his mind went blank, and he subconsciously retorted: "Don't call me rich."

Du Ying has already entered.

She hastily put on the skin care products, combed her hair with a comb, and walked out again grabbing the black suit jacket: "Come to find Jiaxuan, she's inside, come in."

Saying so, she wiped Wang Fuwei's body and walked out sideways.

Wang Fuwei smelled the same perfume on her body as that on Cao Jiaxuan.

Wang Fuwei couldn't even remember what she said that day.

She thought she was talking nonsense, so Cao Jiaxuan just smiled silently all the time. She was inexplicably flustered and confused by this smile as if she was being lured.

The more this happened, the more she couldn't ask.

Because she was taught since she was a child, the more she wants to say, the more she has to think about it, and the more she wants to do, the more she has to think about it.

However, after deep consideration, she began to suspect that maybe she couldn't say or do it.

She just asked friendly and kindly like a school girl who yearns for a senior: "I have a spare house, you don't need to live here."

She said "you", as if she meant it, said it naturally.

But she didn't dare to just invite Cao Jiaxuan, the bubble of secret love would burst immediately, and what would be left after bursting would be only a pile of water foam.

Her heart was beating like a drum, and she felt that Cao Jiaxuan might refuse, but Cao Jiaxuan laughed, looking relieved, and she said, "That's really great."

If your sweetheart lives in the house you prepared, you can't help but visit her all the time.

But there are obvious traces of another person in the house, which seems depressing and decadent.

Wang Fuwei wanted to ask Cao Jiaxuan about her relationship with Du Ying several times, but she couldn't ask Cao Jiaxuan.

She put herself in another place, thinking that if someone asked her about her relationship with another girl, she would probably find it funny.

So she changed this sentence into: "You and Senior Sister Du have a really good relationship."

Cao Jiaxuan just smiled and said nothing, just glanced at her, there seemed to be a demagogic power in the eyes.

——But maybe it's just a fantasy from a crush.

If the feelings in this world will always reach a state of fluctuation and balance, then maybe one pretends not to know and the other keeps silent, which is also an appropriate state.

Wang Fuwei indulged in this state, and felt that she would turn into a frog in warm water for a few seconds. She felt that she and Cao Jiaxuan already had a definite relationship. Their eyes met, as if the next time would last forever gaze.

Time flies, and Wang Fuwei ushered in his graduation party.

At that time, she already knew that the reason for Cao Jiaxuan's poor life was because of Gu Zhanqiao, the daughter of the dead mentor.

But the days of poverty and hardship did not pass long. Du Ying continued to take the postgraduate entrance examination, Cao Jiaxuan moved into the company, Gu Zhanqiao began to appear frequently on the TV screen, and Wang Fuwei listened to the advice of his family and began to prepare to go abroad.

On the day of the graduation party, she asked Cao Jiaxuan out with a hint of alcohol.

She insisted on meeting on the riverside two years ago. At the place where she realized her vague feelings, she decided to ignore it and must express the thoughts and feelings that had blocked her heart.

However, she started crying when Cao Jiaxuan didn't come, and after Cao Jiaxuan arrived, she started crying loudly.

She didn't know why she was crying, maybe she felt that everything would end with her words, or she violated the code of being a crush, then this crush could only end.

It was so cold that it seemed as if the tears had just flowed out and turned into ice.

She pressed her cold, tear-stained face to the scarf, hoping she wouldn't look any worse.

However, Cao Jiaxuan's hand covered the top of her head, and the warmth made her raise her head.

She saw Cao Jiaxuan's slender eyes, her pale lips, and her black hair hanging down her shoulders.

Now, she's about to speak out.

But before she could say it, someone interrupted her.

"let's be together."

Wang Fuwei's eyes widened.

It took her a long time to confirm that it was indeed Cao Jiaxuan's words.

She opened her mouth wide, unable to speak.

"As long as you don't leave, we'll be together."

Under the cold moonlight, Cao Jiaxuan said so.

At that time, everyone thought that this was the final ending of this secret love.