Marry First, Love Later

Lu Yinong didn't take any of the 50 yuan that Qiu Zhanxiong left to Lu Yinong, and it was neatly placed in the closet of his bedroom.

He only took away the moldy or hardened food he hid under the bed, a few pieces of the old man's clothes, a photo of him and Qiu Zhanxiong, the old man's mobile phone, I gave Zhen Dongbei 1000 yuan in cash and left a letter.

Lu Yinong left directly after Zhen Dongbei went to work in the morning, and Zhen Dongbei found him gone after arriving home at seven o'clock in the evening.

For a whole day, there was no trace.Because a big living person deliberately wants to avoid you, I'm afraid you won't be able to find it so easily, and this person has been gone for a whole day.

The letter left was written with sincerity. I am afraid that it is the first time that Lu Shao, the emperor, has lived to be 28 years old. It is the first time to show his true feelings, and he is not trying to save face and suffer.

If it was different from normal times, Zhen Dongbei would usually return to the Qiu Mansion around four in the afternoon. Today he went to Da Chunzi's house to pick up Pipilu for Lu Yinong.

Who is Pipiru?

It was the big pancake-faced Garfield that Lu Yinong and the little internet anchor bought back from Pet Street on the day before last year when the accident happened. Later, Zhen Dongbei temporarily put him in Da Chunzi's house to raise him. He named him Pipilu, and his nickname was Xiao Lulu .

Since then, the case has been busy, and Pipilu has been raised at Dachunzi's house, and Jiaojiao likes it very much, so she never made time to take it back.

Now that everything is basically settled, Zhen Dongbei wants to bring Pipilu back as a surprise for Lu Yinong, and is also afraid that he will be lonely at home alone, so he asks Pipilu to accompany him as a companion.

Zhen Dongbei found the big cat in his arms after leaving the book and went straight to the outside of the courtyard. Without thinking, he started the car and went straight to Qiu Zhanxiong's cemetery in the cemetery.

What he expected was right, Lu Yinong had indeed been to Qiu Zhanxiong's cemetery, cigarettes, wine, tribute fruit, and a mobile phone, which was specially left by Lu Yinong to Zhen Dongbei, and it was his original mobile phone .

Zhen Dongbei picked up his phone and swiped open the screen. The screensaver had been replaced by Lu Yinong with a bleak group photo of him sitting alone in front of the old man's tombstone. All he wanted to say was that I'm leaving...

All the photos on the mobile phone have been cleared, and Lu Yinong only left Zhen Dongdong a photo of him taking a photo with the tombstone.

Zhen Dongbei returned to the Qiu mansion again, looking a little physically and mentally exhausted.Seeing him coming back, Pipiru came out from the corner, raised his big tail and came to rub against his master's feet, meowing.

Zhen Dongbei took out the left letter and read it again attentively. Lu Yinong's handwriting was flying like a phoenix. Who said he was useless?He has good handwriting.

Zhen Dongbei, when you read this letter, I have already left.Don't come to me, I just want to start all over again, from scratch, if one day I can be alone, I will come back again, back to you.

I will live a good life, not for others, only for myself.

I took your 1000 yuan, believe me, when I come back, I will return it to you a hundred times with my own hands.

I don't need anyone to pity me, I don't want to be a useless rice bug, I want to be my dad's pride, I think one day I can stand shoulder to shoulder with you with my own hands.

Zhen Dongbei, I owe you six words...

I am sorry.

I love you.

Zhen Dongbei's hands holding the letter trembled, hot tears swirled in the man's eyes, scalding him so much that he shivered.

Looking back, looking at the cake box that he casually left on the coffee table under the window when he came back and entered the door, Zhen Dongbei murmured: Ah Nong, I wish you a happy 28th birthday...

Today is his birthday.

fool, fool...

twelve hours ago.

Lu Yinong walked out of the Qiu Mansion with a simple bag. The glare of the glare made him unable to open his eyes for a moment. He stood in front of the door and looked at the old house covered with ivy for a long time without regaining consciousness.

After a long time, he said hoarsely:

Dad, I'm leaving.

Zhen Dongbei, wait for me to come back.

With heavy steps, step by step, he left the home where he had been living, where he was born and raised.

Touching the 1000 yuan in his pocket, Lu Yinong was reluctant to spend it carelessly. He walked all the way from the door of Qiu Mansion to the bus platform below under the scorching sun above his head.

Lu Yinong, who was riding a bus for the first time, had no sense of preparing change for the ride. He took out a piece of 100 yuan and stuffed it into the coin box. His movements were faster than the driver’s mouth. After following the driver around and around for three laps, I finally met some passengers who did not use the bus card and got the money that should be returned to him.

Lu Yinong was very happy, and carefully put a handful of change into his pocket. He didn't want to take the special bus to the cemetery, and walked down the mountain with his backpack on his back. He was very tired and satisfied. He was not there. It's a dude, he can suffer!

It took about four to ten minutes for Lu Yinong to reach the top of the mountain, then found Qiu Zhanxiong's tomb and squatted down, unloaded the backpack, took out tobacco, alcohol, and tribute fruits and placed them one by one.

"Dad, I'm here to see you..."

"Are you still used to being alone down here?"

"Did you see my mother?"

"I miss your dad..."

"Look——" The smiling face suddenly stopped, and Lu Yinong, who couldn't bear it anymore, couldn't help crying, and cried again, "I found a treasure chest in your room. ..." Lu Yinong's voice was choked up, and he couldn't control his excitement for a while, "You still have this wooden gun... Woo..."

"Dad, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong!!!" Lu Yinong cried bitterly, knelt and kowtowed in front of Qiu Zhanxiong's tombstone, banging his head on the wooden gun, as if he felt no pain.

The treasure chest is very big, and inside it is his toys and clothes from childhood to adulthood, all of which are kept by Qiu Zhanxiong like a treasure. Whenever Lu Yinong sees those toys from his childhood, Lu Yinong can't wait to give himself a few slaps Slap, he is not human!He is really not human!I was so mad at my father who loved him so much and depended on him...

"Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me...I will never let you down again...Dad, you just look at me in the sky, supervise me, and I will definitely become your pride."

Lu Yinong knelt in front of Qiu Zhanxiong's grave and confessed for two hours, crying and laughing.When parting, he took out his mobile phone and held it high above his head, including Qiu Zhanxiong's tombstone and grave bag in the camera: "Dad, let's take a group photo."

"Dad, today is my 28th birthday..."

"Dad, let me sing you a birthday song..."

"I know being sad doesn't change anything

so let me be honest

Honesty inevitably has uncontrollable catharsis

Only close the door and don't care about anyone

Sitting alone in an empty box

phone let it rest overnight

Difficult to cut songs and cut memories

Tears can't flow past twelve o'clock

happy Birthday

I told myself

candle lit

Lonely lights up

happy Birthday

tears melted

I want to thank you for everything you take

still love you with a little hate

still need time

ability to balance

love scars

disillusioned

happy birthday to me"

Click, press the shutter, the screen of the phone shows Lu Yinong's crying and smiling face, the tombstone beside him and the grave bag behind him.

Lu Yinong gently put the mobile phone in his hand beside Gong Guo, wiped away his tears and stood up, and walked down the mountain in three steps.

"Dad, I'm going to break in..."

"Maybe I won't be able to see you for a while... I will miss you, and I will miss you a hundred times every day."

"Dad, I regret that I never said those three words in front of you when I grew up..."

"I love you. I love your dad, I love you so much..."

"I love you."

After Lu Yinong said "I love you" for the last time, he stumbled down the mountain.Before he left the imperial capital, he used the coin-operated telephone booth to call He Fangyuan and Jia San'er respectively.

When Jia San'er picked up the phone, Lu Yinong only said five words to him sincerely: "Jia San'er, I'm sorry."

The phone was disconnected, Ren Jia San'er kept calling him frantically, the line on his side was always busy, and no one answered when he called again later.

The second call was to He Fangyuan, with the same five words: "Yuanzi, I'm leaving."

"Yinong? Is it you? Hello? Hello? Hello? Yinong!!!"

"Beep beep..." The phone disconnected.

Lu Yinong left, with a simple bag on his back, disappeared at the bustling station, quickly disappeared into the crowd, and disappeared without a trace.

And the public phone in that phone booth rang until He Fangyuan and Jia San'er unexpectedly met at the foot of the cemetery.