Unbearable

Ji Zhonghan felt that he was lying on someone's back. He rubbed the other person's clothes, and heard the person smile and say: "Are you awake? Come down and walk a few steps by yourself."

"No." Ji Zhonghan said lazily.

He remembered the words he heard before falling asleep, and curiously pulled the man's clothes: "Did you just tell me something?"

"What?" the other party replied.

Inexplicably, Ji Zhonghan suddenly felt nervous, he pressed his beating heart: "You said..."

You say I am your life.

The man finally turned his head and looked at him tenderly: "Yes, you are my life."

It was Feng Qi, but Feng Qi's face looked so sad.

He put Ji Zhonghan down, and faced Ji's house not far away: "Go back."

Ji Zhonghan grabbed Feng Qi's arm helplessly: "Why should I go back by myself, can't you continue to carry me?"

He found himself wearing a school uniform, with a youthful voice, just like himself.

Feng Qi is already an adult Feng Qi.

Feng Qi looked at him and shook his head: "I can only accompany you here, you can only go home by yourself."

"Don't!" Ji Zhonghan didn't even know what he was afraid of. He was never a person who cried easily, but at that moment, tears welled up. He held onto Feng Qi tightly: "I can't go back by myself."

"You come with me, or I won't go."

Feng Qi didn't speak, but turned around and walked in another direction. Ji Zhonghan chased after him instinctively in his dream.

No matter what, he couldn't catch up with Feng Qi.

Wait for him, don't go!

Ji Zhonghan suddenly opened his eyes!

It hurts... Severe pain came from every corner of the body.

Ji Zhonghan only felt that his eyes were dark, and the smell of burnt and blood filled his nostrils.

Blood froze half of his face, and he could barely keep his right eye open.

Ji Zhonghan felt Feng Qi on his body pressing heavily on him, without any movement.

He tremblingly raised his hand to touch Feng Qi's body.

Then he touched a piece of dead wood thick as a wrist on the opponent's back, and it sank deeply into Feng Qi's body, his hands were covered with wet and sticky blood.

He pressed his hands there in vain, as if the blood would not continue to gush out and take away Feng Qi's vitality.

In fact, he only felt the blood gushing into his fingers and sliding down to his wrist.

At that moment, the tears in the dream seemed to be brought into reality, and the tears stinged around his eyes. Ji Zhonghan was calling Feng Qi's name, but he found that his voice was so weak, inaudible.

And the person on his body was like in a dream, no longer giving him any response.

"Feng Qi...you wake up."

He doesn't want to go back alone...

Enduring the severe pain, Ji Zhonghan reached out to touch the mobile phone on his body with difficulty, but found that the mobile phone had disappeared.He turned his head to look for it with difficulty, but found that the mobile phone was stained with blood and slipped on the co-pilot.

He reached out with difficulty, only a little... just a little bit.

There was a tearing pain in his shoulder, and no matter how hard he tried, he still couldn't reach the phone.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard someone else's voice.

"Here!" someone yelled.

This was the most beautiful voice Ji Zhonghan had ever heard. He hugged Feng Qi tightly and said hoarsely: "Here! Yes, someone is injured!"

Everything was like a dream, the fire brigade and the ambulance came.

He saw Xu Wei and Jing He.He couldn't notice their expressions, he could only see Feng Qi's pale, lifeless face under the firefighters' lighting.

Ji Zhonghan's tears kept falling as if they had no end.

In the fallen tree, a branch as thick as a bowl was completely submerged in Feng Qi's body.

And Ji Zhonghan was also stabbed by that thick branch.

It passed through Feng Qi's body and stabbed Ji Zhonghan.

When Xu Wei heard the description of the firefighters, her legs were weak and she could hardly stand still.

Jing He supported her with a pale face: "It's okay, it will be fine." I don't know whether to convince her or myself.

Xu Wei covered her mouth and her eye makeup was dazzled by crying: "What to do! Why did this happen, what should they do!"

The rescue took a full hour and a half before the two people were rescued from the car.

Xu Wei jumped forward and almost twisted her foot.What caught her eyes was Ji Zhonghan's face covered with coagulated blood.

She held onto Ji Zhonghan tightly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I should...I should be with you."

Ji Zhonghan's eyes didn't look like the rejoicing of the rest of his life, only a kind of panic to the extreme, his eyes fell on Xu Wei dully, and he opened his mouth to speak with difficulty.

Xu Wei moved closer to his mouth, and it was difficult to hear what he was saying.

He didn't actually say anything, he was just calling someone's name.

Feng Qi, Feng Qi, Feng Qi.

Xu Wei cried uncontrollably: "It will be fine! Don't be afraid, Zhong Han, it will be fine."

Not long after Ji Zhonghan was carried into the car, Feng Qi was also carried up together.

Difficult, he turned his face and watched those people put oxygen masks and various medical equipment on Feng Qi.

Those thick branches were still inside Feng Qi's body, staining his dark clothes mottled.

Ji Zhonghan suddenly remembered that at the airport that day, Feng Qi said that there was more blood flow that day, but he didn't notice.

what about now?

The blood also stained his white shirt dark.

Is Feng Qi still alive?Could it be that during his coma, Feng Qi left as if in his dream.

Fear, nervousness, and extreme fear seized him instantly, causing his body to produce a strong stress response.

He tried to sit up and grabbed Feng Qi's hand.

Nurses held him, and he was sedated during his fierce resistance.

The heaviness of his body and the loss of consciousness made him fall back on the hospital bed.

Gradually, Bing Leng, who had lost too much blood, found her.

It's so cold, he is so cold, is Feng Qi even colder?

He was dreaming again, dreaming that he had jumped through a window.He saw Feng Qi sitting on the ground with his back facing him, quietly, not a young Feng Qi, but a grown Feng Qi.

Ji Zhonghan walked over, put his hands on Feng Qi's shoulders, and turned him around.

After Feng Qi was turned around by him, his face was full of surprise: "What's wrong?"

Ji Zhonghan reached out and hugged him tightly: "You scared me to death!"

"The next time something like this happens to you, you'll know if you run!"

Feng Qi ignored him all the time, instead raised his hands to hold his face, the smell of blood permeated again, and the sticky blood dripped down on his face.

The scene twisted and rotated, but this time, he found that he couldn't see anything, it was a trance vision, and he was still in the dark and destroyed carriage.

He heard Feng Qi's muffled snort, and the other's hand touching his face.

Cold, trembling, but gentle.

"Zhonghan, don't sleep, wake up."

Ji Zhonghan couldn't move, he seemed to be trapped in his own body, his consciousness jumped from one dream after another, and he couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream reflecting reality.

He saw Feng Qi struggling, forcefully tearing open his wound, and felt that his chest was soaked by Feng Qi's blood pouring out profusely.

He heard Feng Qi call for help, and endured the pain to report their location word by word.

When the phone fell to the ground, Feng Qi seemed to have lost all his strength, and lightly pressed it on him.

He heard Feng Qi apologizing to him, but his voice became weaker and weaker.

"Actually, I apologized to you last night, and I haven't regretted much."

"Now I really regret it."

Ji Zhonghan struggled in his dream, trying to respond to Feng Qi, but he couldn't do anything, he could only watch as Feng Qi's breathing became weaker and weaker.

He felt Feng Qi's lips on his lips, it was a bloody kiss, but it was gentler than ever.

He heard Feng Qi say: "As long as you're fine, I'll let you go, okay?"

"I really knew I was wrong."

"Cold."

With a sigh, Ji Zhonghan was completely awakened.

He panted heavily, looking at the snow-white ceiling in front of him, and the pungent smell of disinfectant.

This is a hospital, so it's not a dream... The big tree fell down, Feng Qi asked for help, these are not dreams.

Everything happened for real. He turned his face and saw Xu Wei's tired face and surprised eyes.

Xu Wei said in a hoarse voice: "You're awake! Don't move around, the operation is done!"

Ji Zhonghan moved his fingers with difficulty, his chest seemed to be pressed by a big rock, and he couldn't speak at all.

He looked at Xu Wei with urgent eyes, and he knew that Xu Wei would understand his eyes.

But Xu Wei avoided him and tucked his quilt as if he didn't see him.

"Take a good rest first, do you want to drink water? Or is it still painful, I will ask the doctor to come and give you pain relief?"

Ji Zhonghan grabbed Xu Wei's hand violently and stared at her stubbornly.

Xu Wei froze, and it took a long time before she slowly sat back on the chair.

She looked at Ji Zhonghan and pursed her lips in embarrassment.

Ji Zhonghan's eyes turned red instantly: "Where is he...?"

Xu Wei said in a panic, "Still...still in the rescue."

How long has passed, why rescue?

Xu Wei said solemnly: "Yesterday, I have been rescued for a round, and in the middle of the night because of postoperative infection, I went in again."

"This is the third time now."

What Xu Wei didn't dare to say was that the doctor had already been critically ill twice, and I'm afraid this time could be more or less auspicious.

Ji Zhonghan closed his eyes tiredly, but when he opened them again, he demanded to get up.

Xu Wei was surprised and said, "What are you doing up! You just had surgery not long ago."

In fact, Ji Zhonghan has already been transferred to the general ward.Xu Wei was afraid that he would be too emotional, so she ran out to ask the doctor, and finally sent Ji Zhonghan to the door of Feng Qi's operating room in a wheelchair.

Outside Feng Qi's operating room, he unexpectedly saw someone waiting there.

Wen Yuan, who was wearing sunglasses and a mask, and Lin Jin, who was on the phone.

He thought that neither of these two people would come.

If they all come, does it mean that Feng Qi's situation is more critical?

Wen Yuan faced him, although he couldn't see the eyes behind the sunglasses clearly, but his complexion would never be good.

She stood up and walked in front of Ji Zhonghan, Xu Wei blocked her defensively.

Wen Yuan stopped and said in a hoarse voice, "They all said that he became like this because he protected you."

Ji Zhonghan's face turned pale.

Wen Yuan: "He is really stupid. If he dies because of this, I will definitely hold a celebration party!"

"Wen Yuan!" Lin Jin snapped behind him.

Wen Yuan passed them without looking back, and walked out quickly.