Unbearable

For about a moment, Ji Zhonghan failed to control his expression.

He neither believed what the text message said, nor did he know who sent it to him and what purpose it had.

In his heart, he subconsciously resisted and feared that the text message was true.

But maybe it was because the expression on his face was too obvious, and his state was out of this surprise, Feng Qi couldn't help but frowned and said, "What's wrong?"

Ji Zhonghan hurriedly came back to his senses, took his eyes away from the phone, and looked at the cake.

What Yao Ye and Lin Jin said, and Xu Wei's hoarse voice got into his mind at an inappropriate time, making him flustered.

He asked Feng Qi: "Did you do this?"

Feng Qi looked at the cake: "Yes, I have studied for a few days, but unfortunately I didn't do very well."

Ji Zhonghan originally wanted to pass the text message to Feng Qi to read, but felt that such behavior was not advisable.

Asking the person concerned with a slanderous text message of unknown origin is a kind of distrust in itself.

Ji Zhonghan forced himself to turn his attention back to the person in front of him, but unfortunately his acting skills were so poor that Feng Qi immediately found out that something was wrong.

Feng Qi sideways gestured to the surprise after the waiter stopped, and after calling someone out, he asked Ji Zhonghan: "What's wrong with you?"

Ji Zhonghan looked at the riverside pretendingly, and answered the irrelevant question: "Did you let someone put those lights by the riverside? They look good."

"Is there something wrong? When you just looked at your phone, your expression was wrong." Feng Qi refused to let him go.

Feng Qi softened his voice: "What's the matter, I can help you if you tell me, right?"

"It's just a boring text message." Ji Zhonghan said.

Feng Qi didn't believe it. Ji Zhonghan rubbed his forehead and sighed. Before he could speak, Feng Qi reached out and snatched his phone.

"Wait!" Ji Zhonghan didn't even have time to stop him.

The text message reminder clearly displays the first line of the content on the message bar, and Feng Qi knows the content of the text message with just one glance.

People react most authentically when they are frightened.

Ji Zhonghan clearly saw Feng Qi's pupils shrank slightly, and an unnatural stiffness flashed across his face.

His heart sank suddenly, and the blood in his whole body seemed to freeze.

Nervousness and panic made his hands on the dining table tremble slightly.

"What this text message says is not true." Ji Zhonghan's tone was very light, with a hint of hope.

Concealment and deception are the most ineffective means, even if you can hide it for a while, you can't hide it for a lifetime.

Ji Zhonghan only needs to ask others to know the truth of the matter.

He didn't believe the content of the text message, but he believed in everything Feng Qi showed before him.

Getting along with each other since childhood, he was familiar with every expression on each other's faces.

He noticed Dao Feng Qi's hands holding the phone that were turning blue due to exertion, and his lips were tightly pursed due to nervousness. The hesitation on his face was not because he was sorry, but because he was thinking about how to solve the current problem.

Feng Qi put down the phone and remained silent.

Ji Zhonghan grabbed the tablecloth tightly and asked again, but this time his voice was much lower: "Is this text message real?"

His questioning was mixed with gradually rising anger.

Feng Qi can do anything to him, but not to his friends.

Xu Wei is so innocent that she has to suffer this!

Before doing such a thing, did Feng Qi consider how much harm this kind of thing would cause to others?

Feng Qi put down the phone: "I..."

Ji Zhonghan closed his eyes fiercely: "You just need to tell me whether Jinghe deliberately approached Xu Wei because of your order."

It took almost a century before Feng Qi replied softly: "Yes."

During the waiting process, it was like cutting flesh with a blunt knife. The moment the boots landed, instead of relief, the pain made people dizzy.

Ji Zhonghan felt Feng Qi grabbing his hand and talking about something, he suddenly withdrew his hand, his arm knocked off the wine glass on the table, the wine stained the snow-white carpet, which was shocking.

Ji Zhonghan stood up suddenly and wanted to get out of the box.

Feng Qi grabbed his arm: "Where are you going?!"

Ji Zhonghan's face was pale, and he looked at Feng Qi coldly: "Go and find Xu Wei."

Feng Qi is most afraid of Ji Zhonghan's expression, even back then, when he did the worst thing to Ji Zhonghan, Ji Zhonghan never looked at him like this.

It seemed extremely disappointed and indifferent.

"Didn't you tell me that you don't like her? Do you love Xu Wei? Then what the hell am I!" Feng Qi was completely panicked.

Ji Zhonghan looked at him in disbelief: "Do you know what you did to Xu Wei!"

"I don't know! What's wrong with Jinghe? How can he not be good enough for Xu Wei!" Feng Qi said in a panic, "Even if it was just at the beginning, Jinghe deliberately got close to Xu Wei because of me, but they are doing well now. of!"

Ji Zhonghan gave Feng Qi a hard punch, this time he didn't hit Feng Qi in the face, but swung it to Feng Qi's stomach.

He beat Feng Qi until he bent down, but even so, he still held Ji Zhonghan tightly with one hand, and refused to let go no matter how painful it was.

Ji Zhonghan gritted his teeth and said, "Jinghe is no match for Xu Wei!"

"And your worst mistake is that you haven't made any apologies after you willfully hurt innocent people. Xu Wei is my friend. Before you do such a thing, have you considered my feelings?!"

Feng Qi was so painful that he almost vomited, he retched a few times, and looked at Ji Zhonghan with red eyes: "So, because of Xu Wei, you are going to hate me now, hate me?"

Ji Zhonghan's anger was aggravated by Feng Qi's repeated ignorance of repentance.

This matter could no longer be resolved with a simple apology. He refuted Lin Jin and Yao Ye's words, and it was like a slap in the face that was slapped back on his own face.

"How could you be such a person?" Ji Zhonghan said disappointedly.

Feng Qi's eyes were moistened slightly, and he said softly: "Calm down, I was indeed impulsive and asked Jing He to chase Xu Wei, I was jealous of her, jealous of her being with you, jealous of her being your closest friend people. But..."

"But what! Just because you're jealous, you can do whatever you want, and next time there are other people, don't you have to clean up one by one and use all the dirty tricks!" Ji Zhonghan can't wait to give Feng Qi another Punch him soberly.

Feng Qi: "Idiot? I love you, and I have tried my best to get you. What's wrong with that!"

Ji Zhonghan pulled his hand back forcefully, his temples throbbed hummingly.

"Yes, there's nothing wrong with you, it's me who is wrong." Ji Zhonghan felt that if he continued to stay in this box, he would almost be unable to breathe.

He turned to walk towards the door, but Feng Qi stopped him: "You can scold me, but you can't leave."

Ji Zhonghan looked at him angrily.

Feng Qi begged for mercy: "I apologize to Xu Wei, you can apologize to her however you want, can you calm down first?"

Ji Zhonghan found that Feng Qi didn't know the point of this matter at all.

Feng Qi didn't think it was wrong for him to do this.

The reason why he apologized was based on the premise that Ji Zhonghan would be angry.He has no guilt towards Xu Wei, let alone basic empathy.

Just from this matter, one can feel that Feng Qi has a big problem.

And, it's no small thing.

Yao Ye is right, there is no difference between Feng Qi and Wen Yuan.

After realizing this, Ji Zhonghan suddenly felt that the strength supporting his anger dissipated in an instant.

Seeing that Ji Zhonghan was not as angry as before, Feng Qi even took a few steps back, as if he had calmed down and wanted to listen to him carefully.

He couldn't help but stepped forward, trying to catch Ji Zhonghan and say something.

Ji Zhonghan avoided him.

Ji Zhonghan looked out the window, his eyes reflected the dim light of the lights by the river.

"Feng Qi, aren't you curious why I can't touch other people?"

"Because I have traumatic stress, and the reason why I have this disease is because of you."

What I couldn't say to Feng Qi in the past, fearing that the other party would be sad when he heard about it, turned out to be so easy to say.

It doesn't matter, he doesn't care whether Feng Qi is sad or not.

Maybe Feng Qi won't feel sad after hearing this.

Feng Qi treats him more like an obsession, as he said, the way he loves someone is to try his best to get him, so he doesn't care what state Ji Zhonghan is in to get him.

This made Ji Zhonghan feel startled and cold.

He told all the disgusting things that Feng Xinglu and Mei Yuling did on his bed, and when Feng Qi did the same thing to him on the same bed, he told them all.

Feng Qi's complexion gradually changed from shock to gray in his words.

"You are indeed special, and indeed only you can touch me."

Ji Zhonghan slowly turned his face back: "So what, it's just Stockholm."

"It's an illusion I created to protect myself."

It seems to want to convince myself, and it seems to want to tell Feng Qi that this is just a disease.

He has no feelings for him at all.

Feng Qi was crying, Ji Zhonghan looked at the tears, his heart still felt unwell, and it was slightly constricted, as if accompanied by beating, the pain spread.

He forced himself to ignore the discomfort, but Feng Qi took a step forward at this moment: "I don't know what Stockholm is, I only know that you care about me."

Feng Qi held his face, but Ji Zhonghan raised his hand to open it.

Sparing no effort to force, the back of Feng Qi's hand was red and swollen.

Feng Qi was still crying, he was crying in a bit of embarrassment, but Ji Zhonghan didn't want to coax him like before.

Not everyone who has done something wrong can be forgiven by crying.

What's more, the person Feng Qi should ask for forgiveness is not him.

It's like somewhere, they haven't confirmed their relationship, but what happened today shows that he and Feng Qi are not suitable, and they shouldn't be together.

"I'm sorry." Ji Zhonghan said, "I made a mistake."

What he apologized for was his kiss to Feng Qi, and that kiss started everything that followed.

"It's not love, it's just a disease."

"As long as it is cured, everything will disappear."