Unbearable

Ji Zhonghan got up early in the morning, he checked the time on his phone, it was three hours before the shooting started.

Jing He told him last night that he can just go directly to the shooting location today, and he will take care of the rest.

After Ji Zhonghan bid farewell to Jing He, he returned to the room.

He didn't knock on Feng Qi's door hastily, mainly because even if he knocked, he didn't know what to say.

But no matter what Lin Rui told him or what Jing He told him, they all gave him a new feeling about Feng Qi.

Less fear, more compassion.

If Feng Qi knew that Ji Zhonghan was sympathizing with him, he might be angry again.

Ji Zhonghan thought, Feng Qi knew that he was in charge of filming today, could it be him?

While thinking wildly, Ji Zhonghan changed several sets of clothes in a row.When he realized that he was actually dressing up, Ji Zhonghan sat down on the sofa, grabbed his hair and fell into deep thought.

He suddenly needed someone to help him analyze the current situation. Friends around him were hard to speak, so maybe he could ask Lin Yu for help.

Ji Zhonghan picked up his mobile phone, edited WeChat and asked Lin Yu if he was advised to undergo desensitization therapy last time, is this the best treatment method.

Lin Yu responded quickly. He and Ji Zhonghan explained that desensitization does not mean facing the trauma directly, but desensitization among other symptoms manifested after the trauma.

The most obvious symptom of Ji Zhonghan is his aversion to physical contact with others, so he needs to find someone he trusts for desensitization.

If Ji Zhonghan doesn't resist the other party's touch, he can try to touch the other party actively.

Ji Zhonghan expressed that he understood, and Lin Yu said that next time the two of them meet for medical treatment, Ji Zhonghan might be able to tell him where the desensitization has progressed.

It was clearly just a normal treatment behavior, but Ji Zhonghan felt that Lin Yu's question was like asking him and Feng Qi how far he was going in a different direction.

This is probably because people with a guilty conscience are more sensitive.

When Lin Rui sent him a message asking him to go to the underground parking lot, Ji Zhonghan had already cleaned up all his lenses, and even picked the parameters of the SLR for a long time.

When he went out, he glanced at the opposite door, the door was closed tightly, it was quiet, no one came out.

Ji Zhonghan squatted down and tied his shoelaces. After waiting for a while, he still didn't hear footsteps coming out.

He himself felt that this behavior was stupid, so he got up and walked towards the elevator door.

When he arrived at the underground parking lot, Lin Rui parked the car in a conspicuous place, and lowered the window to greet him.

Ji Zhonghan trotted over, opened the car door, and found that Feng Qi was already inside.

Feng Qi was wearing a tracksuit, with his hands clasped obediently in front of him, an eye mask and earplugs.

Lin Rui handed him a cup of soy milk and a sandwich from the front, and whispered to him, "It takes two hours to go to the studio, you can sleep for a while."

"Thank you." After Ji Zhonghan took the breakfast, he put on his seat belt honestly.

This feeling is very strange, I didn't expect that he and Feng Qi would have the opportunity to coexist peacefully in a private space.

Of course, it was also because Feng Qi was sleeping now.

If Feng Qi woke up, he might not be able to be so calm.

The road was a little congested in the morning, and when Ji Zhonghan woke up, there was still a lot of traffic outside.

He turned his head to look at Feng Qi, just as Feng Qi also lifted his blindfold at this moment.

Due to the light, Feng Qi's eyes opened for a while before gradually focusing.

When his eyes turned to Ji Zhonghan's direction, they stopped.

Ji Zhonghan's body stiffened, not knowing whether to say hello or not.

He was sitting next to Feng Qi, not far from each other.

Feng Qi looked at him without blinking, and slowly raised her hand.

Under Ji Zhonghan's gaze, Feng Qi's hand lightly brushed his cheek, and his fingertips passed through the hair, as if he wanted to hold his face, or just wanted to touch his hair.

Everything was so gentle, in the golden morning light, Ji Zhonghan bowed his head meekly, asking Feng Qi to hold a strand of hair.

Then, Feng Qi smiled.

It wasn't until the car whistle sounded that Feng Qi woke up like a dream, looked at the hair in his hand, and then at Ji Zhonghan in front of him.He let go of his hand abruptly, sat up straight, and looked around, as if to confirm whether he got on the wrong car or went to the wrong place.

After confirming that the person in the driver's seat was Lin Rui, not Xu Wei, Feng Qi looked at Ji Zhonghan in disbelief.

Before Feng Qi could ask, Lin Rui, who had been watching secretly for a long time, said at the right time: "Brother Jing arranged it. Teacher Ji is in charge of filming this episode for you. He asked me to tell you, be polite to Teacher Ji." , don’t keep moving your hands and feet.”

Feng Qi's face turned dark: "Why does he arrange it like this, and I am your boss! You don't listen to me, listen to him?"

"Brother Jing is the one who pays me my salary, not you." Lin Rui replied.

Feng Qi was anxious: "I can fire you!"

"You can't, Big Brother Jing won't let you make such unreasonable troubles." Lin Rui retorted Feng Qi as if he had won a gold medal for avoiding death.

Feng Qi was so angry that he threw the blindfold in his hand: "You guys are going too far!"

The blindfold just fell on Ji Zhonghan's feet, Ji Zhonghan bent down to pick it up, and just about to put it on the bracket next to Feng Qi's armrest, he found that Feng Qi was already staring at him.

He clenched the blindfold in his hand, thinking that Feng Qi would ridicule him.

For example, he was kept far away yesterday, why is it delivered to the door now.

Another example is to question his purpose and doubt whether he has ulterior motives.

But Feng Qi didn't say anything, he just pulled up his sports hood and covered his head, with a childish appearance of refusing to communicate with anyone after losing his temper.

Ji Zhonghan wiped the eye mask with a tissue, and gently put it back in Feng Qi's hand.

When he got to the studio, Feng Qi opened the door and strode away.Lin Rui got off the driver's seat and said to Ji Zhonghan, "Don't pay attention to him, it's not normal early in the morning."

Ji Zhonghan didn't say anything, but just followed Lin Rui into the photography base.

Feng Qi's team is much more professional than the contestants in the program group. The plan was made early on, and Ji Zhonghan, as the photographer, was only in charge of one of the shoots.

The other groups were Zhang Te, a well-known photographer in the industry that Jinghe had found. According to the age of entering the industry, Zhang Te was Ji Zhonghan's senior.

It seems that Jing He simply wanted to use him to appease Feng Qi, and didn't intend to believe in his strength.

Ji Zhonghan also doesn't think he can shoot works that surpass Zhang Te's, so he can only say that he will try his best to complete it.

Whether it is Wen Yuan or Jing He, they did not choose him because they believed in his skills.

He is like a toy for competition, or a prize of competition.

He knew this last night, but after hearing what Jing He said, he became emotional, and agreed to Jing He without reason.

If you want to say how much you regret it, it's not enough.

When Ji Zhonghan greeted politely with the staff and visited Zhang Te's preparation work, he was even a little happy, because there are not many opportunities to observe and study at such a close distance.

Just as the staff was busy, Lin Rui walked in and began to clear the venue.

At first, Ji Zhonghan didn't understand why the scene was cleared, but soon he knew why.

This was the first time he felt regretful.

Feng Qi was lying naked on a large area of ​​dark red fur.

He is covered in jewels, a decorative cloak strung with many diamonds, and a belt made of several gemstones of different colors.There are ornaments of the same color on the ankles and wrists.

Except for some occlusion of private parts, Feng Qi almost showed his entire body in front of the camera.

Feng Qi undignifiedly wore a crown and priceless jewels, and became the only light source in this dimly lit studio, just like the embodiment of the most instinctive and longed-for desire of human beings.

Ji Zhonghan hardly dared to look at the scene in front of him.

But Zhang Te said to Ji Zhonghan at this time: "Didn't you ask me how to shoot just now? What can be more touching than doing it yourself."

"While I'm shooting, you can help me by the side."

Ji Zhonghan understood that Zhang Te wanted to take him with him.

Now he can't leave even if he wants to, I'm sorry for Zhang Te's guidance, if he doesn't leave... Ji Zhonghan glanced at Feng Qi, his eyes moved away as quickly as if they were scalded, and he didn't dare to stay any longer.

As a senior model, Feng Qi should be able to handle it with ease, but for some reason, his movements today are somewhat stiff.

Zhang Te has cooperated with Feng Qi many times. He saw what was wrong with Feng Qi at a glance, and asked him: "Should I give you some time, or let some staff go out?"

After Feng Qi nodded, Zhang Te let another group of staff go out.

In the end, there are not many people who can help.

At this time, Zhang Te didn't care too much, he ordered Ji Zhonghan to do things as if he was really a little apprentice.

He asked Ji Zhonghan to hold a bouquet of roses and scattered them around Feng Qi.

After Ji Zhonghan heard this, he couldn't refuse, so he had to follow suit.

But when he approached Feng Qi holding the rose, Ji Zhonghan stared at the ground the whole time, not daring to look at Feng Qi.

When the toe of the shoe was close to the red fur, Ji Zhonghan heard the crisp sound of gemstones colliding.

The diamond refracted the light and landed on his face, forming colorful light spots in front of his pure white clothes.

Ji Zhonghan knelt down on one knee and spread those roses in front of Feng Qi.

Inevitably, he still saw Feng Qi's body.

Full of wildness, but also healthy and lustrous, the special design of the cloak and belt inevitably dyes this masculine body with a sense of sex that attracts daydreams.

At that moment, Ji Zhonghan looked up along the gemstone as if possessed by a demon, until he met Feng Qi's eyes.

Feng Qi discovered his gaffe earlier than Ji Zhonghan, but Feng Qi didn't say anything.

He just picked up a rose from the ground, bit it in his mouth, relaxed his limbs, and lay down on the fur.

He pressed the flower branch with the tip of his tongue, letting the flower tremble gently in his mouth.

After discovering that Ji Zhonghan was not as afraid of dodging as usual, Feng Qi raised his eyes with flowers in his mouth.

He glanced at Ji Zhonghan with desire.

(Psychotherapy is all made up, the plot needs it)