Unbearable

At that time, Ji Zhonghan didn't understand why Feng Qi had such an expression when he said this.

Sighing and lonely, as if they were brothers, but less than strangers.

If there was another person in the room at that time, that person should be able to see at a glance Feng Qi's young love that cannot be hidden.

But Ji Zhonghan, who is also young, is in the middle of the game, he will not understand, and it is impossible to understand.

Eight years later, Ji Zhonghan understood. He thought that Feng Qi probably had a good impression of him at that time.

Feng Qi is bisexual. When he was young and ignorant, he had feelings for his closest friend of the same sex.

This doesn't mean anything, the temptation to be a normal person is deeper than that, isn't it okay for Feng Qi to treat women?

What's more, Feng Qi's feelings for him were completely destroyed in the later events.

The current Feng Qi probably only hates him.

That's fine, he hates him too.

I hate so much that every time I think of Feng Qi, it's like thinking of an unhealed scar that is about to be forgotten, and it hurts just to touch it.

Ji Zhonghan lay on the railing with a cigarette in his hand, quietly waiting for it to burn.

The smoke rose slowly, covering the dark sky, and the faint stars flickered with difficulty, Ji Zhonghan looked at the sky absently.

It seems that since then, he has never seen such a beautiful sunset.

He had seen many sunsets, but none of them would be the same one that day.

It would be great if he had already started to touch photography at that time. He wanted to keep the scenery he saw by the river that day.

While thinking wildly, the glass door opened behind her. Xu Wei opened the door and scolded Lin Xiaoyan with a smile: "Instant noodles are not enough, do I have to eat bullfrogs?! Go back and ask your boyfriend to invite you."

Lin Xiaoyan muttered: "Yang Xian went on a business trip and hasn't come back yet, otherwise why do you think I come to Xiaohan's place to eat and drink at night?"

Xu Wei turned her head to Ji Zhonghan and said, "Don't be depressed, let's go out for supper."

Lin Xiaoyan raised her hands high: "Okay! Xu Wei pays the bill!"

Xu Wei put her arms around Lin Xiaoyan's neck: "Do you want to die, who promised you a treat?"

Ji Zhonghan put out his cigarette, he has no habit of letting others smoke second-hand smoke.In the end, I still haven't smoked for half a puff, and I don't know if it will be possible to quit smoking if this continues.

He looked at the two noisy women and said, "I'm treating guests, Xu Wei is driving, Lin Xiaoyan, you go back to your house to sleep, don't sleep on my sofa with a face."

Lin Xiaoyan put her hands on her hips: "I've known you for so many years, yet you still don't let me into your bedroom!"

Ji Zhonghan ignored her, and just said: "I'll go in and change clothes, please wait for me."

He pushed open the bedroom door and closed it without locking it.No matter where he goes, he has no habit of locking the door.In this way, he will feel insecure. He doesn't like being locked in a space, which is close to obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Just like in his room, there is only a sofa and no bed.

He didn't let Lin Xiaoyan in because there was no bed in the room, and he didn't want Lin Xiaoyan to think he was strange.

Xu Wei only knew that every time he went on a business trip, he would ask for a suite with a sofa.

If Party A is unwilling to upgrade the room, he can pay for it at his own expense.

This point is often complained by people, saying that he is not very popular, but still acts like a monster.

Ji Zhonghan just couldn't sleep in bed, he would suffer from insomnia all night in bed.

At first, he thought he was just suffering from insomnia, and went to the psychiatry department of the hospital to prescribe sleeping pills. After the other party introduced him to see a psychiatrist, Ji Zhonghan understood.

It's not because of insomnia, it's just that he can't continue to sleep in bed.

The decoration of Ji Zhonghan's bedroom is also pursuing the ultimate all-white, even if he sleeps at night, he will not turn off the lights.

But these unusual requests are only reflected in the bedroom, and his weirdness doesn't need to be known to everyone.

The bedroom is like his safe house, and when he is stressed out or uninspired, he chooses to stay out of it.

So each of his friends will have the door lock code of his house, just because he is afraid that he will torture himself to death at home one day.

After changing his clothes, Ji Zhonghan followed Xu Wei and Lin Xiaoyan to a nearby bullfrog shop.

City b is so big, they all chose to stay and work here after graduation.

This bullfrog restaurant is near the former high school, and they have eaten there for many years, so much so that as long as they come in, the proprietress knows what they want to order.

The proprietress skillfully brought up three bowls of ice powder, and specially added a lot of brown sugar to Ji Zhonghan's portion.

Xu Wei took a sip with a spoon, and was so sweet that her facial features deformed.

Lin Xiaoyan said next to her: "Why does Xiaohan eat so much sugar every day, but still doesn't gain weight?"

Following Lin Xiaoyan's gaze, Xu Wei glanced at Ji Zhonghan's waist: "That's right, I only have a small waist, which is thinner than mine, damn it!"

Ji Zhonghan turned a deaf ear and concentrated on waiting for the meal, as if he couldn't hear their teasing.

The bullfrog was served quickly, and the spicy red oil was poured on each piece of plump leg meat. Lin Xiaoyan specially ordered the whole leg meat. She doesn't like to eat the back.

The proprietress also gave them a plate of rice cakes. The rice cakes were boiled in the bullfrog sauce and tasted great.

Xu Wei thanked the proprietress sweetly. The shop was not so busy yet, so the proprietress chatted with them a few words.

Looking at Ji Zhonghan who was working hard, the proprietress said: "This classmate's former friends have also come here recently."

Ji Zhonghan raised his face and licked off the sauce from his mouth, showing a little confusion.

The proprietress clapped her hands and said, "The one who is very handsome and tall is always alone when I come here. I said to introduce him to a girlfriend, but he said that he already has a fiancée." It also showed a bit of pity.

"But he is so handsome, he must have been ordered early in the morning." The proprietress said.

Lin Xiaoyan seemed to know who the proprietress was talking about, she subconsciously looked at Ji Zhonghan.

Ji Zhonghan buried his face again, as if there was nothing more important than eating.

Seeing Ji Zhonghan's response, the proprietress was somewhat embarrassed, so she swallowed the sentence that the handsome guy just came.

After Ji Zhonghan was eighty percent full, he stopped chopsticks.

Xu Wei and Lin Xiaoyan wanted to add more food, Ji Zhonghan felt that women are really strange creatures.

Obviously every time I talk about losing weight, but when I eat, it's like I have selective amnesia, and I can't remember the self who kept saying that I gained weight and had meat.

He was bored looking out the window. The uncle who made egg-filled pancakes was still there, the shop for fried rice noodles had not changed, and the children doing homework in the sugar water shop had grown up, and their school uniforms were replaced by high school uniforms.

Nothing changed, everything changed again.

In the past, he and Feng Qi often came here after school. At that time, there were many people filling eggs with pancakes. Feng Qi always got out of the car to buy first, and asked Ji Zhonghan to sit in the car with his helmet on.

At this time, someone walked over, just a silhouette, a frame, as if walking out of Ji Zhonghan's memory.

Feng Qi was wearing a black sweater and earphones, walking on the street with a special sense of rhythm in his steps.

In the past, this person didn't walk like this. Maybe it's because he has been a model for a long time, and the specialness of his profession has been engraved in his bones, which has changed his living habits.

In the crowd, Feng Qi is always the most conspicuous one.

And he made Ji Zhonghan so unforgettable.

What is Feng Qi doing here?How can we always meet?This person is probably following him, so haunted.

At this moment, he saw a man behind Feng Qi, wearing a mask, looking furtive, with his hands in his pockets all the time, and he didn't know what he was holding.

Ji Zhonghan lowered his eyes indifferently. It seemed that Feng Qi might be being followed, but it had nothing to do with him.

Xu Wei and Lin Xiaoyan were still talking, and the drunk uncle at the next table was laughing loudly. The noise in the restaurant made Ji Zhonghan unbearable, and the noise went straight into his ears.

Lin Xiaoyan was arguing with Xu Wei about which of the recent newcomers was handsome, and just turned around to find Ji Zhonghan as a comrade-in-arms. He is a photographer, and his answer has more weight.

Before she could ask, Ji Zhonghan stood up with a bang.

Ji Zhonghan said: "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette." After finishing speaking, he strode away from the restaurant.

Lin Xiaoyan and Xu Wei looked at each other, Lin Xiaoyan said, "When did he become so addicted to smoking?"

Xu Wei said thoughtfully, "Maybe it's because of men."

Lin Xiaoyan: "Huh?"

Xu Wei said perfunctorily: "Okay, don't mention the stinky man anymore, bad luck." She raised her glass high: "I hope we will never meet a stinky man again."

Lin Xiaoyan raised her glass ignorantly, and the two glasses collided with each other, making a ding.

Unfortunately, this is a wish that is destined not to be fulfilled.