Unbearable

At that time, it was approaching autumn and the weather was not so hot.

The wind blowing from the river is slightly cool, and there is a sweet scent of osmanthus.But when Feng Qi held his hand, the temperature was very high. At his age, his energy was the most vigorous and his mind was the most restless.

Ji Zhonghan heard every word of Feng Qi clearly, and also understood the meaning of his words.

It turns out that holding hands next to the couple stone to watch the sunset, the fireflies all over the sky, and the affectionate gaze are all rehearsals in advance.

It was because of the girl on the heavy locomotive that day, the girl named Wen Yuan, she was so beautiful, she was the prettiest woman Ji Zhonghan had ever seen except Feng Qi's mother when he grew up.

That kind of beauty is heartbreaking and easy to fall in love with at first sight.

Ji Zhonghan didn't feel relieved or thankful, it turned out that Feng Qi didn't want to confess his love to him.

Isn't this a good thing, why can't he be happy.

His absent-minded appearance made Feng Qi couldn't help exerting strength to hold his arm.

Feng Qi didn't retreat, nor did he plan to retreat to a safe social distance. He still wanted to kiss Ji Zhonghan just by bowing his head: "Well, what do you think? Will she like it?"

His voice was a little nasal and a little lazy.

If Ji Zhonghan was a few years older and experienced some things, he would know that Feng Qi at this time already had the charm that a man should have.

It's a trait that can make people shy and make people feel flushed.

In this youthful period, things that boys don't know, Feng Qi has already mastered them with proficiency.

But the same Ji Zhonghan, he couldn't feel that strange attraction.

Maybe there was, but he subconsciously ignored it.

In his eyes, it was the same as every time Feng Qi acted like a baby with him.

Feng Qi would speak in this tone when he didn't want to do so much homework, or when he wanted Ji Zhonghan to accompany him.

When Feng Qi took care of him and protected him, he looked like a brother.

When playing rogue, he is like a child again.

Ji Zhonghan pursed his lips. In his messy mind, there were many things he wanted to ask, but the only thing he didn't have was to wish his good brother the happiness of getting out of the order.

Even he himself didn't know why, he just managed to sort out a line from the mess of thoughts, and following that line, he finally asked a question: "Does she like you too?"

Ji Zhonghan turned to Feng Qi, with unconscious anticipation in his eyes, Feng Qi looked at him for a long time, and suddenly laughed: "Why, you like her too, so you are afraid that she likes me?"

Like being hit with a sap head-on, Ji Zhonghan looked away in a panic.He shrank his body back as if hiding, it was a posture of resistance.

Little did he know that his body language and his attitude of not rebutting immediately seemed to be answering, yes, he liked her, so he couldn't accept it.

The silence was like a net compressing the air, Feng Qi retreated a little bit in the suffocating silence.

He returned to a safe distance and returned the space to Ji Zhonghan.

Ji Zhonghan took a big breath, licked his dry lips, mustered up his courage, and wanted to see Feng Qi and say something.

What he wanted to deny was that his heart beat really quickened the moment he saw Wen Yuan take off his helmet.Even for a few nights, he dreamed of Wen Yuan.

They are the most tempted at their age, and he also liked Hong Kong stars who were popular in Asia when he was young.

Paste those charming actress stickers on your desk.

What's more... Wen Yuan is so beautiful, how could he not like it.

But this liking, compared with the friendship between him and Feng Qi, he thinks Feng Qi is more important.

The wind on the river suddenly became more violent, and the gorgeous dusk was blown away by the wind, covered with dust, and the wind and rain were about to come.

Enduring the discomfort of the wind blowing through his eyelashes, Ji Zhonghan faced Feng Qi, and then he froze.

There was no expression on Feng Qi's face.The lip line was drawn into a straight arc, and the dark sky was reflected in the eyes, as if there was a shocking chill secretly.

Ji Zhonghan only had one thought at the moment, and that was that Feng Qi was going to be angry with him.

Just like last time, he just glanced at Wen Yuan, and Feng Qi became angry.

Maybe he guessed right, Feng Qi deliberately didn't come to pick him up.

Feng Qi likes Wen Yuan, Wen Yuan is more important than him.

As soon as this thought came out, it made him more uncomfortable than knowing that the girl he had a crush on was about to be with his brother.

Chest tightness, throat seemed to be torn and unable to make a sound, and did not want to explain.

He stubbornly looked at Feng Qi, like a silent rivalry.

Tick, the rain fell, just hitting Ji Zhonghan's eyelashes.

He groaned, subconsciously covering his eyes.

He was covered with warm clothes. It was the leather jacket that Feng Qi wore today to pretend to be cool.He even smelled the perfume, no matter what age boys courted, they were all gorgeous.

Feng Qi pulled him, and wanted to take him back before the rain started to fall heavily.

Ji Zhonghan's feet were just right, and he couldn't run at all. Before he could stop, Feng Qi wrapped him in a leather jacket, wrapped his arms around his waist, and carried him roughly onto his shoulders.

Through the leather jacket, he heard Feng Qi laughing while panting: "Wen Yuan likes me, you give up, Zhong Han. Brother, can I find you a better girl?"

Ji Zhonghan struggled to get a hand out of the leather jacket, and slammed on Feng Qi's shoulder blades: "Do you think I will snatch it from you! Why do you look at me like this, brother for so many years, you still don't know that I am what kind of person?"

Feeling his body leaning over the bumps, his buttocks were touching the familiar seat, Feng Qi had already put him on the heavy motorcycle.

Feng Qi separated his hands and pressed them to his side, no longer gloomy, but helplessly smiled at him indulgently: "I know, my Zhonghan is the most obedient."

The rain was too heavy. Even though the helmet blocked most of the rain, it still hit the person's body at the speed of the car.

The riverside was a little far away from home, so Feng Qi gave him the leather jacket, and he only had a thin black T-shirt on.

Now the thin clothes were soaked, and Feng Qi's skin was so cold that Ji Zhonghan could clearly feel it.

When a traffic light stopped, Ji Zhonghan pulled away the helmet visor, leaned into Feng Qi's ear and said loudly, find a place to wait, don't drive.

Feng Qi tilted his head, wondering if he heard it.

But it didn't take long for Ji Zhonghan to know that Feng Qi must have heard it, because Feng Qi parked his car in front of a hotel.

This hotel is located very close to the riverside. After all, there is a famous couple's attraction nearby, so someone must open a hotel here.

Getting off the car wet, hugging her trembling arms tightly, watching Feng Qi go to the front desk to open a room.

Ji Zhonghan didn't bring his ID card, but Feng Qi happened to have it.

After the room was opened, Ji Zhonghan quickly rushed into the room, took off his clothes until only a pair of underwear remained, and rushed into the bathroom.

Hot water was poured on his head, and the chill was finally relieved, only then did he remember that Feng Qi was still wet.

Ji Zhonghan poked his head out with his wet hair, and saw Feng Qi leaning against the window, smoking a cigarette.

Feng Qi exhaled a puff of smoke, the smoke obscured his side face, his eyelashes drooped slightly, and he looked out of focus at an unknown corner.

At that moment, Ji Zhonghan felt that Feng Qi was like a puppy soaked by rain.

It looked so sad and so vulnerable.