Unbearable

During thunderstorms, Ji Zhonghan can't sleep well, and today is no exception, Ji Zhonghan is so painful that he can't sleep.

He had a medical examination and came out in perfect health.

The doctor said that the faint discomfort and pain in the body during rainy days may be due to mental factors.

Ji Zhonghan didn't follow the advice to see a psychiatrist. He knew why he was in pain, and he also knew that it was only because he wasn't strong enough, so he didn't heal for a long time.

Ji Zhonghan took a sip of wine, trying to get himself drunk.Alcohol can numb the nerves and block the pain, but it can't stop the nightmare from coming.

Surprisingly, tonight was not a nightmare, but a good time in the unbearable past.

In the dream, he saw his young self, who was about to spend his 15th birthday alone because his parents were not around.

He also saw that person, his body was dirty, but his smile was clean.Panting, he came to Ji Zhonghan and took out a glass bottle.

Ji Zhonghan was sitting in a tent set up in the back garden of the two's "secret base", and the man gave him a bottle of "Star".

Fireflies were flying all over the sky, and the man said in a hoarse voice, "Zhong Han, every year from now on, I will accompany you on your birthday."

Ji Zhonghan opened his eyes, and he lay expressionless for a while, until the phone vibrated, and then he picked up the phone unhurriedly.

It was a female voice: "Haven't woken up yet? Do you remember the filming at twelve o'clock today?"

"Remember." Ji Zhonghan replied.

The woman was surprised: "Why does the voice sound a little low, have you stayed up late?"

"No, it was just a boring dream." Ji Zhonghan said.

The caller was his manager, Xu Wei, a former high school classmate.

The other party mainly arranges work for him in daily life, and helps him deal with trivial matters in life by the way.

Someone said that there is no pure friendship between men and women, so his relationship with Xu Wei is enough to refute this statement.

He didn't know Xu Wei well in high school. After he came back from studying abroad, Xu Wei accidentally saw his photography works through a friend and asked him if he wanted to accept the project.

After going back and forth, Ji Zhonghan became a photographer, and after Xu Wei became his manager, his relationship with him gradually became closer, and he became his friend who talked about everything.

Xu Wei drank too much, and once uttered nonsense in front of Ji Zhonghan. She said that the reason why she had no affection for Ji Zhonghan was because she found that Ji Zhonghan was a tenth-level handicap in life.

No matter how good-looking Ji Zhonghan's face is, what's the use of looking for a man? It's too tiring to take a good-looking one home and put it on display.

He almost didn't say bluntly that Ji Zhonghan is a vase, and Ji Zhonghan really has nothing to do with her.

In front of his friends, he always has a good temper.Because there are not many friends, he cherishes each one very much.

Xu Wei said on the phone: "Now at 10:30, you get up and put on makeup, and Xiao Zhao will pick you up at eleven o'clock. If she thinks your makeup is not good enough, you have to wake up three hours earlier next time. I Let the makeup artist go to your home to do it for you."

Ji Zhonghan said helplessly: "Xu Wei, I'm a photographer, not a model."

Xu Wei quickly said: "I don't want to either, but today I will upload a video for you. You also know that many of our business orders are finalized through the platform. The more famous you are on the platform, the more jobs you will have."

Originally, Ji Zhonghan was just an ordinary photographer, but when he received an order from an internet celebrity, the other party took a vlog of work and uploaded it to Weibo to share.

As a photographer, Ji Zhonghan, his short-lived scene aroused heated discussions among netizens, so that the Weibo post was directly forwarded over ten thousand times, which brought a lot of heat to Ji Zhonghan.

Xu Wei acted decisively, created a Weibo account for Ji Zhonghan to attract fans, and took advantage of the situation to market a beautiful photographer for Ji Zhonghan.

Although there were not many serious business orders during that time, this network effect still upgraded Ji Zhonghan's business resources.

Later, Xu Wei asked Ji Zhonghan to keep her hair long, and occasionally asked Ji Zhonghan to take some selfies, which she then put on the platform for business.

Even though he doesn't know what Xu Wei is tossing about on weekdays, Ji Zhonghan feels that he can take orders, make money, and buy his favorite lenses and equipment. He can do whatever Xu Wei wants him to do, and she will never harm him.

Ji Zhonghan got up and took a shower, his hair was hard to dry, so he simply dressed it wet, then put on the shirt Xu Wei bought for him, and put on glasses.

It was a pair of vintage round-rimmed glasses, decorated with silver glasses chains on the sides.

Ji Zhonghan is not short-sighted, the glasses are just for Xu Wei to wear because he thinks they look good.

After he perfunctorily put on some makeup on himself, he waited for Xiao Zhao at home.

Xiao Zhao came quickly and brought him sandwiches and milk tea for breakfast.

Ji Zhonghan didn't like hard things, but he seldom said anything. Usually, he would eat what others gave him. It was Xu Wei who was careful, and after getting along for a while, he realized that he should exchange milk tea for him.

For some reason, probably because he didn't have a good rest, Ji Zhonghan was a little restless, and almost spilled the milk tea when he got in the car.

Ji Zhonghan held down his twitching eyelids, and looked sideways at the weather outside the window.

It had only rained overnight and the sky was very gloomy. Among the congested roads, the lights of bustling cars splashed on the water all over the ground, and the various light pollution made people feel headaches.

Ji Zhonghan casually picked up the latest magazine and opened a page.

Suddenly, there was a tingling pain in his hand. In the weather that was neither cold nor dry, his hand was cut open by the paper, and blood gushed out.

Ji Zhonghan closed his hands, tasted the smell of iron, and frowned in displeasure.

When they arrived at the shooting location, Xu Wei happened to be nearby. She came to see him, saw his half-wet hair, and raised her hand to hit him: "What if you have a cold! And do you know that you are wearing a white shirt, wet? It's easy to see through the flesh!"

When Ji Zhonghan saw Xu Wei's movements, he subconsciously wanted to hide. He didn't like to have physical contact with people, which also caused him a lot of inconvenience socially.

Seeing this, Xu Wei quickly put down her hand, glared at him and said, "Next time you do this again, I will really do it!"

Ji Zhonghan agreed obediently, and he followed Xu Wei into the shooting base. In the elevator, he looked at the jumping red numbers on the elevator, and his sense of ominousness grew stronger.

Ding, the elevator stopped on the middle floor, the elevator doors slowly opened to both sides, and the voices of men and women talking and laughing came in.Ji Zhonghan stood behind Xu Wei and Xiao Zhao, and didn't see the appearance of the person coming.

It just felt that after two people came in, the space was much cramped for no reason.

Ji Zhonghan looked up, only seeing the back of a man.

As a photographer's instinct, he scanned the basic body shape of this person in an instant.

Broad shoulders, honey-colored skin, and looming blood vessels on the neck, she should be a model, but a very imposing and wild model.

He lowered his eyes and stayed quietly in the corner, looking at the wound on his finger.

There was another ding, Xu Wei turned her head and said to him, "Zhong Han, the floor is here."

Ji Zhonghan nodded, lowered his head and followed Xu Wei out.He tried his best to keep his hands and feet away, so as not to touch other people, especially the big man who just came in.

When he passed the man, he saw the man's hand hanging beside the jeans in his lowered vision, and a snake tail was tattooed on the back of the hand, which was rarely painted with white paint, which was vividly displayed on his dark skin.

There is a ray of red at the root of the snake's tail, which has no reason for color.

Ji Zhonghan felt an inexplicable itch in his heart, and felt that this hand was very suitable for being photographed.

In the next second, his wrist was firmly grabbed by this hand.Before Ji Zhonghan could react, the discomfort of being touched came intensely. He heard Xu Wei's scream and the sound of the elevator door closing.

The elevator wobbled and went up again.

Because of his posture, Ji Zhonghan's nose touched the man's wet leather jacket.

The smell that enters the nasal cavity is very complex. Tobacco and leather are mixed with the tide of the rainy day. When it comes over, it forms a unique smell, like a beast wet by rain.

There is also a taste that he has experienced countless times in these years of nightmare reincarnation. He used to like it, but later he was afraid of it.

A smell that only that person has.

The man's hand was on his back, sticking to his half-dried long hair.In the next second, the man's fingers entangled with his wet hair and pulled it down fiercely.

Ji Zhonghan suffered from pain and was forced to raise his face, and what caught his eyes was a pair of deep and rough eyes.

He has seen these eyes from childish to mature, and he has also seen them from love to loathing.

He has even seen eyes intertwined with hatred and lust.

The man smiled maliciously at him, showing his white teeth.

To Ji Zhonghan, it was more like the sharp teeth of a ferocious beast, forcing them into his throat with a chilling murderous aura.

"Long time no see, Ji Zhonghan." The man whispered like a lover, but the mocking smile on that face burned Ji Zhonghan's eyes so clearly.

Ji Zhonghan blinked slowly, feeling that the goosebumps on his body that were touched by others disappeared strangely, and gradually calmed down.

He opened his mouth: "Long time no see, Feng Qi."