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The dark life began to be filled with anticipation. He remembered the look of joy in He Zhizhou's eyes when he took the prickly pear ball, and guessed that He Zhizhou probably liked this little thing very much.

So the efficiency of labor is higher, so I can take the time to prepare for the next prickly pear.But in this place, it can't be completed in a day or two. By the time it is almost busy, it will already be the next summer.

He Zhizhou came to visit him, to be precise, to visit everyone.

The weather was very hot, and the room was very stuffy. Everyone got a few extra pieces of cold watermelon, and they also had extra meals at noon.

The eldest brother ate hungrily, and he still gave a thumbs up: "This He Zhizhou is really a kind person. Every time he comes to our place, he gives us a lot of things. When I go out, I must thank him."

Hearing others praise He Zhizhou, Jian Linghuai hooked the corners of his mouth, took a mouthful of watermelon, and the juice dripped onto his chin.

"Jian Linghuai, come out." The prison guard shouted outside the cafeteria.

He turned his head and saw that it was He Zhizhou standing in the courtyard, he put down his things and ran out, but he saw that the other party was standing in the sun with his clothes neatly dressed, but he was covered in dirt, like a stinky piece of dirt that couldn't be shaken off. Leather Tang couldn't help but feel a little ashamed, and couldn't move at the door.

"Why are you still standing still, you only have 10 minutes." The prison guard urged.

10 minutes……

Jian Linghuai lifted her foot and ran out, took out a dirty cloth strip from her trousers pocket, opened it, and inside was a small prickly prickly pear ball, which she hurriedly stuffed into He Zhizhou's palm.

The prison guard next to him first took it over and inspected it, and after making sure there was nothing suspicious, he returned it to He Zhizhou, turning a blind eye.

He Zhizhou looked at the little thing, the corners of his mouth moved slightly, he put it in his pocket silently, and said, "Grandma asked me to tell you, she is recovering well now, I hope you can commute your sentence earlier so that you can go back and see her."

"I will." Jian Linghuai nodded vigorously.

The two were silent for a while, Jian Linghuai smiled, and took the initiative to talk about his life here, as if it was very interesting, and kept talking about it in a funny way.

He Zhizhou only smiled slightly after listening to him.

Knowing each other for so many years, this is the first time that He Zhizhou smiled at him, just like today's sunshine, which can melt the frost on the frozen watermelon and turn it into sweet juice to nourish the heart.

Thinking of this, the corners of his mouth raised, showing a sincere and bright smile.

He Zhizhou froze for a moment, couldn't help but look twice more, and then pointed to his chin helplessly.

"?"

"There's something." He Zhizhou said, reaching out to wipe the watermelon seeds off his chin.

Jian Linghuai lost an adult, covered her chin with her hands, and looked down at the ground in embarrassment, revealing a pair of red ears.

He Zhizhou thought it was funny, and somehow wanted to pinch the ears, but reason stopped him.

The time was up soon, and when He Zhizhou left, Jian Linghuai looked at his back and called out, "He Zhizhou, will you still come?"

He Zhizhou didn't answer.

Jian Linghuai said again: "Next time you come, I'll give you back the prickly pear!"

There was still no answer this time, but Jian Linghuai saw his shoulders shrug slightly.

possible!

When he returned to the cafeteria, the whole cafeteria was buzzing, excitedly shouting He Zhizhou's name at him, and the other two directly exaggerated the scene just now, Jian Linghuai looked at them with a smile.

In winter, He Zhizhou came to deliver warm clothes again.

As soon as Jian Linghuai walked out of the room, everyone in the prison shouted.

"Jian Linghuai, take He Zhizhou down! Let us have meat to eat and clothes to wear every day!"

"Jian Linghuai, hurry up, I might look down on you any longer."

"Let's directly bring He Zhizhou in as our son-in-law!"

Since then, the frequency of He Zhizhou's visits seems to be a bit higher, no longer just when winter and summer change seasons, when passing by occasionally, or when something bothering him at work, he will come here to see Jian Linghuai.

The two didn't talk much, but one time he took the initiative to confess that he likes furry things.

"It's strange, I actually like these things." He Zhizhou shrugged helplessly.

"It's not surprising, everyone has different hobbies." Jian Linghuai said with a smile, "I also like... pink nail polish, okay, this is a lie. Oh, I also like knitting sweaters, I really like it. It's not just me, everyone in our room likes it, you don't know how cute big brother's two thick arms full of tattoos look when he pulls up a sweater."

He Zhizhou laughed out loud.

Apart from He Zhizhou, it was Chi Shu who came the most frequently, and would come to see him on every visiting day to find out what had happened with him recently.

She said that the He family arranged a job for her, and she liked it very much. She also said that she finally understood why Jian Linghuai was so infatuated with He Zhizhou, this person is worth it.

Jian Linghuai wanted to say no, his previous crazy obsession could be said to be completely unreasonable, could he dedicate his life to it with just one face?

No, only the silent love lurking in my heart now is more heart-stirring, everlasting and new.

He still didn't give up on confessing what he had done, the more time passed, the greater his remorse, and he gradually realized that some things had somehow gone on a strange track.

One day a few years later, when He Zhizhou came to visit him, his eyelids were swollen and bloodshot.

"What happened?" He panicked.

He Zhizhou silently handed him a photo, which was the photo of grandma's death: "Her old man asked me to give it to you."

He suddenly understood what had happened, and tears welled up in his eyes.

Suddenly, he realized that he was just yearning for a fantasy, dreaming that one day the He family would accept him again, and that He Zhizhou might even fall in love with him.

But the damage he caused to these people has been irreparable.

He looked at He Zhizhou's bent back, and shouted hoarsely: "He Zhizhou, will there be a day when you will fall in love with me?"

He Zhizhou looked back at him, then shook his head firmly: "No."

On the contrary, Jian Linghuai felt relieved: "I understand."

You're a good person, you just won't fall in love with me.

Since then, He Zhizhou has never been here again.

Jian Linghuai thought that he had finally abandoned her, but she didn't expect that the person who came to visit him a few months later was Ye Jinyu.

The other party didn't insult him as a murderer, but just came to inform him of one thing.

"Mr. He passed away in a car accident. According to his will, half of his property will be used for charity."

At that moment, Jian Linghuai froze in place, and said with a smile, "You're lying to me, aren't you? This is how you get revenge on me?"

"Believe it or not."

Jian Linghuai suddenly slapped the glass like crazy: "You are fucking lying to me! You are a big liar!"

Believe it or not, the news of He Zhizhou's death in a car accident became the headlines of all major news, and the latest news was broadcast on the TV in the cafeteria.

The entire cafeteria was silent, and everyone looked at Jian Linghuai.

"What bullshit news." Jian Linghuai picked up the bench and threw it at the TV.

He was locked in a confinement room with no light at all.

He hugged his legs and curled up in the corner, the light in his heart seemed to have disappeared.

Is this retribution?He nearly killed Fu Heng in a car accident, and He Zhizhou died in the car accident.

Not long after, Jian Linghuai died in prison due to excessive regret and hunger strike.

……

But Jian Linghuai did not die.

He is alive again.

He became a cheerful and sunny boy again, repeating all the previous things until the heavy rainy night, when he knocked Fu Heng to the ground again, a scene of white light suddenly flashed in front of him——

His throat was broken, and he lay dying in a dark room, writing He Zhizhou's name stroke by stroke on the wall with his fingers.

After entering the prison, he fell into the same regret as last time, but this time during the process of confession, some specious images kept flashing up, as if it had happened before, but it was just a dream.

Soon he discovered that these dreams that appeared from time to time were all prophetic dreams, and they were all real, happening before his eyes again.

The news reported the news of He Zhizhou's death, and he smashed the TV to pieces in anger.

In the confinement place, he didn't shrink in the corner, but vented all his anger, smashing the wall with his bare hands, and finally leaned against the wall angrily.

Maybe it was the reflection of the light, he closed his eyes and saw himself in the previous life, and he also died here, but the way of death was different.

So it was not a dream, but I really experienced the same two worlds?

This is how the same thing?

At the moment when he was about to die, his mind suddenly became clearer, as if he had comprehended the true meaning of this world.

He is not a complete and truly free man, someone is manipulating his body and consciousness.

And his consciousness is slowly awakening.

"He Zhizhou... just wait, wait for me."

……

Jian Linghuai died in prison, but he came back to life and continued to repeat what happened before.

Until the rainy night and going to prison, the accumulated regret and doubts over the past few times broke through an inestimable threshold.

One night, he dreamed that He Zhizhou died in a car accident. He woke up from the dream, sweating profusely, yelling and threatening to see someone.

He remembered!

The experience of the previous two lives came to his mind, the scene was so far away, but the feeling was so real.

He Zhizhou came over after a few days, looked at his watch, and seemed to be in a hurry: "What's the matter?"

"Don't take the car!"

After saying such a sentence without thinking, it is obviously impossible for He Zhizhou to agree. If you don't travel by car, do you rely on walking?

"Then don't take a car on April 28th! I beg you!" Jian Linghuai coaxed, "Don't drive on that day, don't take a car! Oh yes, you still have to Pay attention to grandma's body, and take her to have a good check-up!"

Although He Zhizhou thought it was unreasonable, a few days later, he found another illness from his grandma's physical examination results, and rushed to treat it, only to save one life.

"Thank you for your reminder." When He Zhizhou went to visit again, he sent a lot of things to the prison.

"It's good that grandma is fine." Jian Linghuai smiled with relief, standing in the open space outside the cafeteria, just finished eating watermelon, with a watermelon seed on her face.

He Zhizhou reached out and took it down for him.

In the blink of an eye, Jian Linghuai felt that this scene was very familiar again, grabbed his hand, and looked at him affectionately.

"..." He Zhizhou withdrew his hand in embarrassment, "Don't get me wrong."

"Oh." Jian Linghuai let go of her hand in frustration, and stared at the ground with her head down.

Looking extremely depressed, He Zhizhou softened his heart a little, pointed to the bulge in his trouser pocket and asked, "What's in it?"

"Oh, I almost forgot." Jian Linghuai took out a hidden prickly prickly pear from his pocket, "I want to thank you for your care these days, and there is nothing here to give away. This is my work from the last craft competition. For you."

"Thank you." He Zhizhou liked it very much, reaching out to grab it, "I will keep it well."

But Jian Linghuai didn't let go immediately, she smiled briefly, then raised her head and rubbed his lips affectionately: "There is no reason to take it for nothing."

After he finished speaking, he ran back to the cafeteria. He Zhizhou was stunned, the prison guards were dumbfounded, and the inmates cheered.

When He Zhizhou came back later, he always chose the visiting room with railings and glass.

Jian Linghuai was even more excited than before, and invited him to participate in the basketball game held in the prison.He also participated in this competition in the previous two lives, but because he knew that the other party would refuse, he didn't dare to take the initiative to invite him.

But now he has figured it out, anyway, He Zhizhou is still a lonely family in the end, why not take the initiative to express his feelings while both of them are still in good condition.

It's not the kind of brainless love that is time-controlled, but a sincere, free, and completely own love.

He found that only after the incident on that rainy night, could he fully control his body and will, as if that night was the end of all incidents, but for him, it was the beginning of freedom.

He Zhizhou agreed to watch the game, and even brought his grandma along.Of course, this must be what grandma asked for.

Several philanthropists also came to visit, and the prison guards stepped up their guards to protect the safety of these people.

Jian Linghuai became a star-like existence in prison. Everyone liked to chat with him, and no one played tricks during the competition. He really showed his level and style in the game.

To put it simply, it was probably a group of elders who hadn't touched the ball for a long time, and they were unwilling to let go while holding the ball. The scene once became a movement of domineering prisoners holding the ball and running.

Fortunately, Jian Linghuai and the others still knew the rules, so they grabbed the ball and made a very beautiful three-pointer.

The young people are in high spirits on the field, and they are still half the way they were before.

The grandma who was watching the game smiled, frowned imperceptibly, and rubbed her eyes, suspecting that she was delusional: "Little Jane...what do you think?"

He Zhizhou has been paying attention to the game on the field, and replied casually: "Today is very good."

"..." Grandma giggled.

Only then did He Zhizhou come to his senses, and quickly added: "I'm talking about their very good-looking uniforms today."

As the winning team, Jian Linghuai's team won a meal reward and some daily necessities.

Jian Linghuai took a look at these prizes, cups, toothbrushes, towels... Finally, he picked up an ordinary and inferior scarf, ran to the viewing area, and handed it to grandma through the prison guards: "Grandma, this is for you."

"Oh, thank you, Jane." Grandma took it with a smile.

Because it was a prize prepared in the prison, there was no danger, so they were allowed to give and receive it in private.

He Zhizhou waited for a while, and found that there was no one of his own, so he couldn't help looking at Jian Linghuai.

But he saw that the other party was looking at him with a smile, and then took off his uniform, and asked: "Can I store it with you? When I come out someday, I will go to you and get it back."

The inmates were all excited, and patted his white and slender back: "Yes, little brother!"

The prison guard in charge of him was already very familiar with him, so he gave him a new prison uniform to put on.

He Zhizhou glanced at the basketball uniform, and before saying anything, it was accepted by his grandma.

"I won, can I have a reward?" Jian Linghuai looked at him again with that kind and pure eyes.

"What?" He Zhizhou said, "Aren't these things enough?"

"I want a hug."

"..."

The audience started booing, shouting, "Hold each other."

Jian Linghuai smiled and gestured to them to stop, and said to them, "Forget it, I'm just teasing him."

As soon as the words fell, He Zhizhou hugged him very stiffly, and said in a low voice, "Thank you for saving grandma, and she is very happy today."

Jian Linghuai was stunned for a moment, and his eyes became hot: "I am the only one thanking you."

"Eat more." He Zhizhou said so when he let go of his hand, and helped his grandma to leave.

A few years later, on a certain April NO.18, Jian Linghuai was fidgeting all the time. When it was time for dinner, he carefully sat in front of the TV and stared at it.

There is no news about He Zhizhou's death!

That evening, He Zhizhou came and happened to pass by on a business trip, so he came to have a look.

Jian Linghuai asked him how he came here.

He said he came by car, which was driven by Ye Jinyu.

After speaking, he saw Jian Linghuai frowned, and explained inexplicably: "We are on a business trip together, and Ye Jinyu is already married."

"I know." Jian Linghuai was just surprised. He was also riding in a car, so why was Ye Jinyu's car fine?

"I heard that your sentence was commuted?"

"Yes, the sentence will be changed to 20 years." Jian Linghuai said, "I will try to reduce it even less!"

"Yes, that's good."

When the visiting time came, He Zhizhou was about to get up.

Jian Linghuai suddenly called out again: "He Zhizhou, will there ever be a day when you will fall in love with me?"

He Zhizhou paused slightly, looked straight into his eyes, bent his eyes abruptly, and said calmly, "Maybe."

At that moment, Jian Linghuai felt like he had found a treasure.

Last time, He Zhizhou's answer was no.

This time, the answer is maybe.

He discovered that the ending of this story can be changed!