[Star Volunteer] Spare tire love

"Hao Xun, you are here."

Ji Xiang's voice was so steady and flat, so quiet that for a moment Yun Qian felt that it was just her illusion that the two of them looked at each other so meaningfully just now.

"Well, I'm free today, so I'll bring you a gift." In comparison, Jin Haoxun's expression was not so natural. Although he felt that he was trying hard to control his emotions, his pale face still revealed something. cloud

Qian felt a pain in her heart for no reason, and what came to her mind was the autumn night when Jin Haoxun invited her to a food stall to teach her work experience when the era of innocence was just established. white,

However, everyone was smiling at that time.

"Excuse me." Seeing Ji Xiang's smile in return, Jin Haoxun also smiled shyly, "Then I'll go back first—" That posture seemed to be running away, and he didn't want to stay for a moment.

"Brother Jin!" But Yun Qian stopped him, "You came here on purpose, so I have to send you off anyway."

After she pulled Ji Xiang's hand, Ji Xiang was taken aback, looked at her, Yunqian bit her lip, and took off his scarf with a smile, "I still have to wait for the express delivery, my brother said there are still gifts to arrive today ,Go ahead."

As he spoke, he pushed him again, Ji Xiang didn't object any more, and shook her hand,

"Alright, but remember to unpack it when I get back, otherwise I don't care if some idiot cuts his hand again." He jokingly instructed once, and reached out his hand to wipe off the little paper sticking to her ear. crumbs.

"Yes, I'm an idiot, let's go." Yunqian instinctively avoided his hand and dodged into the door. When she looked up again, they had already walked into the elevator. She waved to Jin Haoxun symbolically until the elevator When the door closed, she felt that she was a little stiff from laughing.

Back in the house, looking at the things and various decoration materials on the floor, they are all solid proofs of the upcoming married life, but when someone comes and then leaves, it becomes illusory without a trace.

Du Yunqian stood for a while, and then slowly sat down in a space in the middle of the box.

When Ji Xiang came back, he saw such a scene - sunlight came in through the window, covering his fiancée, with her head down, as if in a silent trance.

"Send Haoxun away. He seems to be very busy recently." Ji Xiang took the turban and put it on again, ready to continue working. "Did you take it apart to see what he sent? Really listen to me—"

Halfway through the conversation, he finally discovered her anomaly. Usually she was the one who talked and he listened, but today he said three words but she didn't say a word.

"Yunqian?"

He walked over to move a box and squatted halfway in front of her. His smiling face suddenly changed color when he noticed the water marks on the ground and his deliberately suppressed breathing.

"Yunqian, what's wrong?!"

Ji Xiang suddenly realized that his fiancée was crying, and his shock and ignorance of the reason immediately made him flustered.

"What's the matter, what's the matter? Tell me, don't cry..." He could only instinctively wipe her tears with his hands first, but in the end, she grabbed his hand and pressed it to his face, shaking his head desperately.

"I'm fine, fine." Yun Qian raised her head and sucked her nose forcefully, Ji Xiang's heart throbbed in pain as she watched with tears all over her face.

"What's the matter?" He frowned, forcing himself to calm down and think - everything was fine before, except... Jin Haoxun?

"It's really fine." Yunqian said while shaking her head, with a strong nasal voice, "I'm ugly like this." She pulled his sleeve and wiped his face, Ji Xiang couldn't help but be dumbfounded by this action, and stretched out his hand to caress her s hair,

"Fortunately, the crying skills of Best Actress at the Academy Award also stand the test."

Yunqian slapped his arm, so Ji Xiang knew that she had gradually calmed down, he let out a breath, and made a few neat triple jumps to get the tissue box in the corner of the room, watching Yunqian take care of it quickly and swiftly Looking up at my own face, red rabbit eyes, red little nose, I feel pity for that look, but he couldn't help laughing and quickly kissed her forehead,

"Don't tell me you suddenly got premarital phobia."

But I thought in my heart that if I told my seniors and Ziqi that their manager, who has always been vigorous and heroic, would suddenly cry inexplicably sadly, I don't know how everyone would react.

Yunqian just shook her head.

"Actually, I regretted it as soon as you went out."

Seeing her lower her head again, the smile on Ji Xiang's face gradually faded - he knew what she was talking about, and sure enough, it was because of Jin Haoxun.

"I'm going too far, am I? I shouldn't let you send Brother Jin off at all. This will make him feel even more uncomfortable... and you will also feel uncomfortable..." The more he said, the lower his voice became, and the lower his head lowered, Ji Xiang wanted to see Her face could not be seen.

"Fool." He had no choice but to gently hug her shoulders, "I know you just want us to be alone for a while, after all, we haven't seen each other for a long time, right?"

"I don't want to cry, at least I don't want you to see me cry." She grabbed his clothes and whispered.Ji Xiang took a deep breath. Indeed, ever since she met him, when did she show weakness in front of him, remembering that the first time she shed tears was accompanied by a slap in the face.

"It's okay, I want you to cry in front of me." After finishing speaking, I felt that this sentence seemed a bit ambiguous, "Uh, I mean..."

Hearing Yunqian in his arms laugh through tears, he knew she understood, so he didn't explain anymore.then laughed again,

"I don't know if you will dislike me if I cry in front of you in the future."

Yunqian closed her eyes, and felt that apart from the warmth from him, there was also something from the bottom of her heart——Ji Xiang was never a talkative person, let alone a joking person, but today he kept talking to her to make her happy. Just kidding, many times, his tenderness is like this bit by bit, many times, she almost believes that he loves her...

"I just feel sad, for Brother Jin, for you, maybe for myself...I don't know...It always feels like I snatched you away from him, I stole your happiness..."

This bitterness is inexplicable.

It's like a TV series, if Jin Haoxun was the scheming supporting actor, if Ji Xiang was the top actor, if Du Yunqian was the vicious second lead, this drama would not be so entangled.

But everyone is so ordinary and kind, everyone is loyal to their own choices, and they can't find a partner if they hate it or blame it.

Hearing Ji Xiang let out a long sigh, until his chest heaved, then his arms tightened, and his head was buried on her shoulder.

"If I can really stay by his side, there won't be you; if I really have happiness with him, you can't take it away even if you want..."

This sentence is so sad, sad like Hamlet's monologue, this sentence is so sharp, like Plato's maxim.

"Happiness and life are all chosen by ourselves. It has nothing to do with anyone else." He pulled away and looked into her eyes, "So you can't be responsible for my past life, and you can't be responsible for my past life. Hao Xun, he and I should be responsible."

His eyes were so deep, yet so bright.

"Do you love him?"

This is a doubt that I have wanted to ask knowingly since I met him.She asked now, but still omitted one of the most critical time adverbials: now.

Do you love him now? After all, she still dare not ask such words.

"I loved him."

Ji Xiang answered in the affirmative, followed by another sentence,

"Now, I want to live with you."

He stood up, took her hand, looked at the boxes all over the floor,

"That's my choice."

Half a month later, when the first trailer of "Sunset" and its release date were officially released, it won the limelight and occupied the headlines of a major newspaper's entertainment section.And on a small page in the corner, it was quietly reported that Jin Yong, the former famous director and the father of Jin Haoxun, the gold medal manager of Soaring Sky, passed away due to illness.

(It's the end of the year... I'm still alive, and the next update will end this story...)