[Star Volunteer] Spare tire love

——But, the person who loves me is not you.

"Ji Xiang?"

Shen Weizhen's voice interrupted someone's thoughts, and it took a while to come back to his senses. Apart from Du Yunqian's figure, other things gradually appeared in his field of vision - the script on his lap, the staff coming and going, the camera, the lighting Lights, reflectors, and the dry wind that characterizes the location.

Yes, this is the shooting scene of "Sunset". Ji Xiang, who was waiting for the scene, found that he lost his mind at some point, and at some point, the protagonist who had been wandering in his mind also came to the scene——Du Yunqian changed Putting on the costumes, he was communicating with the assistant director not far away, with a serious expression on his face, and the main event was about to begin.

"Ah, sorry, I was distracted." After staring at her like this for a while, Ji Xiang remembered that Shen Weizhen was by his side again, so he quickly apologized. "Senior, what did you just say?"

The senior just shook his head slightly and smiled, looking elsewhere.

"She seems to have lost a lot of weight."

Needless to say, Ji Xiang also understands who this "she" is.So the eyes of the two men focused on one person again.

"Ah."

More than thin, it should be said to be thin.Sometimes it is hard to believe that such a thin body contains infinite power.

"The year I met Yunqian, she was 16 years old."

leisurely tone.

In an instant, Ji Xiang was a little jealous. He was jealous that someone had known her for so long. As for him, it was only a few months.

"A high-achieving student who skipped a grade, he aroused heated discussions from everyone as soon as he entered school." The smile on the corner of Shen Weizhen's mouth made Ji Xiang turn his eyes away, propping his chin with his hands, and the endless stream of people passed in front of the two male protagonists. In the distance is the legendary girl.

"I always remember her appearance when she first called me senior, she was polite, but her eyes were full of alienation, and she was cold and unwilling to get close to others."

Really, the indifferent Du Yunqian couldn't connect with that chic and easy-going manager.

"Things later proved that my first impression was correct. Although she was the focus of the whole school and the object of all boys' pursuit, she was always a loner with an extremely simple life. Home, classroom, library, no friends, no Socialize, do not participate in any activities, do not accept invitations from anyone. So some people began to nickname her Ice Beauty. There are also boys whose confession was directly rejected and said with a wry smile that even if she is Ice Beauty, she is also made of Antarctic ice. "

No, Ji Xiang doesn't believe it.He doesn't believe that Du Yunqian, who is full of energy and treats people with enthusiasm, also has such a side, the girl who set up a complaint wall and quarreled with her artists?

"Actually, I only served as her senior for half a year. After one semester, she transferred to another school. Later, I heard rumors that she returned to China just to accompany her sick family members. When she recovered, she went abroad to study again. At this time, everyone sighed. , Sure enough, we don't live in the same world as her."

Shen Weizhen smiled at him,

"After I graduated, I was in the entertainment industry with ups and downs and no improvement. When I was about to quit, Yunqian came to me and said that he had established the age of innocence, and wanted me to help him. You can support a brokerage company at a young age, yes So, I'm not surprised. She's a girl, but she's stronger than a lot of men."

Well, he knows.

"I once hinted, or tactfully expressed my love to her."

This sentence made Ji Xiang couldn't help but look at him.

"I think everyone should know how I treat Yunqian all the time, and there is nothing to hide." Shen Weizhen smiled gently, and that smile made Ji Xiang suddenly feel that he seemed to have lived in his own world for too long , I have never had a good look at the world and the people around me.

"Then, Yunqian told me about her college days, she told me about her family, she told me that she was only accompanied by a nanny when she was a child, and she studied all over the world. I have known for a long time that her marriage can only be arranged at home. Even if she resists, the possibility of success is unlikely. She also told me that she is used to being alone because she does not want to hurt her friends. She was almost kidnapped twice, since kindergarten. Almost every time I make friends, my brother investigates the background and warns me explicitly or implicitly."

—I know what kind of life you live.

I vaguely remember that she once said something similar to him.

"She told me that she cherishes me as the only senior." Shen Weizhen raised her head and smiled self-deprecatingly, "This is Yunqian, who never procrastinates, who is loved by thousands of people, but who has learned to think about others since childhood. Even if she is not a lover It also makes people want to care about her girls."

Ji Xiang closed his eyes.

"You know how she treats you, and so do I, but I don't know how you treat him, and I don't think you know it either."

He pursed his lips and did not answer.

"Ji Xiang, it is cruel to give hope that cannot be fulfilled. Everything in this world can be forced, but only love can't. How Yunqian treats you is Yunqian, but for you, what is the best way?" If you are responsible for her, you should think about it. If you are not her real son, please don't block her eyes, you don't have to open your arms for her, please let her go, after all, you and I don't know what will happen in the future A certain fork in the road, is there someone who really belongs to Yunqian waiting for her?"

Shen Weizhen turned his head away, deliberately not looking at Ji Xiang's reaction.In the distance, Yunqian has already started to walk and determine the position.

"I know I'm not qualified to say that, but I still say it. I'm sorry if I offend you. After all, I am very happy to know you and work with you. Ji Xiang, I always think that emotional things are not right Wrong, but everyone should be brave enough to take their share of responsibility—”

Before he finished speaking, he stood up and stared fixedly at the front where some personnel in charge of props and fireworks began to pay attention to the bombing point, and they would create an explosion effect in a while.

"Shouldn't there be a substitute..."

There was an explosive part in this scene, but when the camera was about to start shooting, the actor who had been acting as Yun Qian's stand-in before was nowhere to be seen.

Shen Weizhen wanted to say something, but found that Ji Xiang had already walked over.

"Yes, I know, there are four explosion points in total, I just need to withdraw when the second explosion occurs, right?" Yunqian confirmed with the assistant director while asking someone to put on a protective clothing for herself.

"Yes, the bombing points are very far away, with an interval of 30 seconds. As long as you are flexible enough, there should be no danger—but Miss Du, are you sure you don't need a double?" Apparently the assistant director was also worried.

"Don't worry, I've been exercising all the time, and my skills are fairly flexible. Besides, isn't this shot a close-up, using a double will affect the effect, right, director." She turned to look at the director next to her.

"Well, it's better if you do it yourself..." Apparently the director was also hesitant, looking at the assistant director, "Is there really no danger?"

"There is definitely a danger, but not to a great extent." The assistant director rubbed his hands together, "If—"

"I object."

Someone interrupted, Yunqian stared in astonishment at Ji Xiang who didn't know when he came over.

"It goes without saying the reason for the objection," he looked at the director with a serious face, "it's not wise to put the heroine at risk."

"It's even more unwise to affect the shooting effect." Before the directors could speak, Yunqian immediately retorted.

"It's just one shot, how much influence can it have." He didn't budge.

"Movies are accumulated one shot at a time. If you don't pay attention to it, can you still watch the things you shoot?" She said every sentence on the point.

Then, this dispute immediately attracted the attention of most of the people present, and the director also watched the two leading actors bickering and staring blankly.

"Uh, Yunqian, why don't we use a substitute..."

What to do, there is only mud and mud.After all, Miss Du is still a producer.Keep your word.

"Yunqian, I also think a substitute should be used." Shen Weizhen joined the ranks of persuasion.

"If I say no, I don't need it!" The eldest lady was angry, "The assistant director has already explained the degree of danger, and it is absolutely fine for me to deal with it myself. I am the producer, and I am 100% sure of the quality of this movie. If I can't Lead by example, how can you ask others?!" Then, he turned around and stared at the assistant director, "Why, aren't you ready yet? When you are ready, start shooting."

"Wait a moment!"

The familiar voice stopped speaking again.Yunqian gritted her teeth.

"What's the matter. I said it, no discussion—"

Turning his head, he found that Ji Xiang was dragging his clothes. He motioned to the props staff to bring the protective clothing and put it on. He looked at her while putting it on,

"I don't need a substitute either."

At that time, the director and the seniors looked at each other in blank dismay.

"You!" Yun Qian was also taken aback.

"The heroine leads by example, and the male lead should not lag behind, for the sake of the quality of the movie. Besides, isn't the risk level low, isn't it, the assistant director." Ji Xiang asked calmly, and the assistant director who asked was sweating .Oops, these two leading actors are so difficult to serve.

"Yes, as long as I ask, it's fine," he wiped his forehead.

"Okay, please continue to prepare, I can start anytime." Ji Xiang got dressed.His eyes never leave Yunqian.

"Me too." Yunqian replied with firm eyes

I really don't know how these two people are fighting——Shen Weizhen smiled and shook his head and backed away.Maybe it was my own words that played a role?

This scene was originally a rivalry between the male and female protagonists. After the explosion, the male protagonist threw himself on the female protagonist. It was very simple, but with a close-up shot, it became more troublesome because the male and female protagonists refused to use doubles.

Standing in a good position, the two of them faced each other, waiting for the assistant director's command - twenty numbers counting down, a total of four explosion points, and after the second explosion point exploded, they jumped backwards.

"You are too stubborn." He said a second before the shooting started.

"It's the same as you." She responded.

"Attention all departments, the countdown starts now!!" The assistant director shouted in the distance. "Twenty, nineteen, eighteen..."

As the number approached, everyone couldn't help but raise their hearts.

For some reason, Shen Weizhen felt that his palms were sweating.

When it happened, almost no one reacted.

Because it was so sudden.

When the countdown reached twelve, the assistant director's voice was drowned out by the explosions, and the interval between the explosions was not half a minute, at most ten seconds, followed by three bangs,

Yunqian already felt the air waves rolling the dust towards her, and in that blank moment, she had time to do anything.

Then, she felt a force pushing herself out, and then, there was a deafening sound, and she fell to the ground, as if the whole ground was shaking, she instinctively lay down and covered her head, it was too late to be afraid or frightened, because the instant , she felt it was the end of the world.

I don't know if it was a few seconds, or a few minutes, or a few years, besides the buzzing after the loud noise, other noises began to appear in my ears, who was shouting, who was shouting, she didn't know, she couldn't tell When she opened her eyes, there was soil pouring into her eyes. She wanted to raise her hand to wipe it, but someone had already hugged her arms and waist, and she was lying on something, dangling.

"Yunqian! Yunqian!"

Familiar voice.

"...Senior?"

Someone was wiping her, and she was finally able to open her eyes.It was Shen Weizhen's panicked face, she saw the tears.

"Don't move, I'll take you to the hospital right away." He followed her, and it was only then that Yunqian realized that she was on a stretcher.

"I'm fine..." Apart from the headache, there was no other pain on her body... Someone pushed her away... Pushed her away...

"Where is Ji Xiang!!"

right!The one who pushed her away at the last moment! !It was him, it must be him, because he was the only one closest to him at that time, because they were facing each other, and because the bombing point was behind him!

"Yunqian, don't get up!!" Shen Weizhen held her by the shoulders, trying to press her to lie down, but it was too late, her eyes passed through the layers of figures, and she saw the person who was also lying on the stretcher with blood on his forehead ,

dead, dead,

he died!

The person she loved is dead! !

In those few seconds, in Du Yunqian's world, there were only these words left,

"Ji Xiang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

With that sound, it broke through the sky and went straight to the sky.

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Ji Xiang felt as if he had returned to his childhood, walking through the streets of France alone.There is no purpose, just go, wherever you go.

Someone would hug him and say he was such a sweet boy, except for his mother.

Those hugs were cold because no one was his mother.

Not to mention father.

Then, when he grew up, he was still walking on the streets of France, alone, with no purpose, just walking, wherever he went.

Holland, Belgium, England, Sweden, Italy... go, go.

——Welcome to Soaring Sky.

who is talking.He looked back, yes, someone on the side of the road was smiling at him, so familiar, so warm, for a time he wanted to stop and stay by his side, but the smile just flashed by, that person disappeared, and the surrounding was still empty Empty streets.

Walking, walking, walking with pain,

I no longer expect anyone to smile at him on the side of the road, because it will disappear after all,

Who will wait for him at the end, or this road will never have an end.

while walking.

... afraid that you will be lonely.

He heard someone's voice vaguely,

He stopped,

Ask yourself for the first time,

Why do you want to go, why do you have to pursue an end point,

If the end is death,

Will he walk over like this without regrets?

Or, I regret that I didn't do some things,

Some things are too attached to the result,

while ignoring the process.

when you open your eyes,

In addition to the white ceiling, what greets the eye is the sunset glow outside the window.

fiery red,

So beautiful that he couldn't take his eyes off,

I don't know if it's a dream, or

He is really dead.

The sound of Didi on the monitor reminds me,

Still in the world, not heaven or hell.

There was a tingling pain on his forehead, and he couldn't help reaching out to touch it.

bandage.

Move the legs and feet, no obvious pain.

...still alive.

Tried to get up, found it not very difficult, pulled the arm, saw the trace of the injection.

Memory begins to come back,

Explosion... Dust... Yunqian...

Yunqian! !

A burst of anxiety welling up in my heart made my headache sharper,

Then, sitting up, he saw the sleeping figure lying beside the bed, and his heart sank back into his stomach.

Her hair was disheveled, her clothes were wrinkled, and she breathed evenly, as if she was extremely tired.

But in any case, she is still alive.

Both he and she are still alive.

This thought made him calm like never before.

Just looking at her quietly.

The light of the sunset fell on her body, like a layer of light-covered clothes.

He couldn't help stretching out his hand, letting his fingers gently sink into her hair, soft and smooth, playing with it, it seemed that even his heart softened.

For a long time, when his emotions seemed to melt like ice in spring,

As if sensing something, the sleeping man moved his shoulders, then straightened up and rubbed his eyes.

"Ji Xiang?! Are you awake?!"

Seeing him sitting there, her first reaction was shock, then joy, and then tears.Such a rapid change of mood made him throb.

"Yeah." So he nodded with a smile.

"Thank goodness, you're awake, do you know how long you've been sleeping, day and night, it's already night, the doctor said you just had some bruises and a concussion, but you haven't woken up, I thought, I thought— She stood up and wiped her eyes, "Wait, I'll go to the doctor—"

"Yunqian!"

Seeing her talking a bunch of things indiscriminately, and then turning around to go out in a hurry, but accidentally bumped into the chair by the door, it sounded very painful.

"It hurts." Ji Xiang frowned, forgot his headache for a while, and stretched out his hand towards her,

"Don't move, lie down, lie down!!" Seeing that he was about to get off the ground, Yunqian quickly turned back to stop him.

"I'm fine." Seeing her anxious look, he comforted her and took her arm. "Let me see you first. Are you injured? Didn't you check it?"

Looking carefully, except for his complexion and dark circles, he didn't see any trauma. Maybe he himself didn't realize how gentle his eyes were at this time, but he was relieved happily.

"You'll be fine..."

His words were interrupted by a hug,

She hugged him as if hugging the most precious treasure in the world.

A faint fragrance lingered around him, knowing that it belonged to her, so he raised his arms around her body, which was thinner and softer than he thought before.

she is trembling,

So he gently stroked her hair, gently sticking to her hairline,

This is the embrace of someone who deeply loves him,

At this moment, there is nothing in the world that is more real than this feeling.

Nothing matters anymore.

Just this hug.

"Ji Xiang, let's get married."

heard her say,

There was no crying, no trembling, just steady, as if talking about the most ordinary things.

"Okay? Care about each other, take care of each other, give you and me a chance to protect and love each other with our lives, even if it's not love, it doesn't matter..."

Her words paused because someone gently told her to pull her away and fix her in front of her. That kind of gaze was as bright as today's sunset, so bright and warm, warm enough to move, so touching that she wanted to cry .

She wanted to say something, but his fingers touched her lips, and she shook her head mischievously. Then, under her gaze, he reached out and untied a thin platinum chain from his neck, which was so thin that it was not normal. Knowing that he still carries such accessories with him, at the end of the chain hangs a very small silver ring without any decoration,

He untied it, held her hand, ring finger, put it on, there was no gap, neither big nor small, perfect.

As if it was custom made for her,

Ji Xiang stared at her fingers, smiling with relief and complacency, and then held her fingers crossed.

She was taken into an embrace,

Feeling hugged tightly by him.

The ring still carried his body temperature, ironing her heart.

What, more important than this,

It's more important than we're all living together.

They hug like this,

I don't know whether to be happy or sad,

Like having a dance party on a cliff,

Masked prince and princess holding hands,

Hold each other's heart.

No one noticed the hurried running sound from outside the corridor,

The door was left open, so,

"Ji Xiang, how are you? When I received the news-"

A voice full of anxiety and worry,

But it stopped abruptly,

At the same time, there is an abrupt end to each other's hugs,

The princess left the prince quickly,

Looking at the intruder, for some reason, she hid her hand with the ring behind her back,

Yes,

She holds the prince's heart,

But he forgot that another person has his soul.

Jin Haoxun stood at the door in a daze,

Yunqian with the same blank face,

And Ji Xiang who was sitting there calmly.

That dream is not over,

Because when the dream is about to wake up, there is always a part that is vague, and you will not be able to remember it when you wake up.

At this moment, Ji Xiang suddenly remembered.

Yes, he said, if the end is death,

The last thing he wants to miss is something,

what was that thing

he knows.

He held Yunqian's hand,

The hand she wanted to hide.