[Attack on Titan] Being a soldier is annoying

There was still nothing to gain from going out of the wall this time, the giants were not caught, and several strongholds were not set up, and more than half of the losses were lost. It can be described in four words-a waste of people and money.

Erwin was afraid that he was going to be under great pressure and criticism again, and he silently endured the repeated talk from those pigs who stood and talked without back pain.Although I once expressed whether I wanted to secretly beat up those fat-headed idiots, Erwin didn't let me, and just told me not to cause trouble.

In order to make Erwin's image of suffering from humiliation more prominent, I didn't bother with it anymore.

After returning to the wall, I have been recovering from my injuries. This is the only time I got out of the wall in spring, and I am afraid that I will have to wait until autumn to get out of the wall again.The reason why summer is not considered is that apart from the hot weather, there is another important factor is that there is not enough funds, and the cost of getting out of the wall is very high. The pension for the deceased, the repair of weapons, and the preparation of food and horses are all a lot of money. expenditure.

So some people always think that the Survey Corps is a gold-absorbing cave. It is conceivable what kind of pressure the previous regiment leaders lived under. No wonder Erwin's hairline is getting higher and higher.

The matter of my transformation has never been mentioned, whether it is Levi or Erwin, I think these two soap picking friends must have discussed it in private.I just don't know when to talk to me face to face.

The wound on the back has scabbed over, and I reckon that even if it heals in the future, there will be a scar. This is the badge of a successful person.Maybe I can draw a map on my body in the future.

After looking in the mirror for a while, I put on my shirt and planned to go outside.Coincidentally, I ran into Little Haba within a few steps of going out. These days, he is helping Erwin with the documents. I rarely meet him, let alone meet him. I haven’t even seen Erwin a lot. Second-rate.When he was recuperating in the hospital, he just gave his condolences and left, just like the president of the country.

The injury on Levi's hand also looks much better, at least it's not wrapped in a large bandage, I raised my eyebrows at him, "Could it be that he came to my place for a walk?"

"Erwin is looking for you."

"Finally, I'm going to discuss with me about the transformation. If we discuss it, will you be there?"

"..." Levi's expression seemed to say: Aren't you fucking talking nonsense.

"Okay." I showed disgust on my face.

Is there a place where Erwin is destined to have Levi?A little sad.

Erwin is the only one in his office. Speaking of which, I haven't been to my office for a long time, maybe there are spider webs growing.

"You look better." Erwin stared at me for a few seconds and said with some relief.

I nodded: "It's indeed much better. You haven't had much rest during this time, so you can sustain it? I think you fainted at the time, and it wasn't because I fainted from fright."

I don't know if my words touched his smile, the blond man smiled and said: "It's caused by exhaustion, I'm fine now. It's just that I was still shocked when I saw you and thought it was a new one. Odd species."

"I think no matter who sees her in that state, she won't think she's just an ordinary giant." Levi, who was sitting sideways, said coolly, and I said, wouldn't his lumbar disc herniation happen in this sitting posture? A man in his 30s, can he not toss his waist?

"It was me, this new strange species, who saved you."

"Okay, just kidding. When you told me this, I just thought you were talking nonsense. This is my fault. I didn't give you full trust. Ouluya, your ability can now be given to you in detail. Let me tell you something, so I have hope to defeat the giant. Levi said that you rushed in alone at that time, and no giant in the town caught up with us on our return trip, so the giant in the town must have been caught by you All wiped out. How powerful is this?"

There was a burning and urgent emotion in Erwin's deep blue eyes. I felt a little overwhelmed by such eyes, not shy or anything.It's that Irwin like this seems to be able to tear me apart.This was even more fanatical than his expression when he saw my debut. I twitched the corners of my mouth slightly. Although I enjoyed the adoring eyes of elementary school students, this seemed to be developing towards a pervert.

The sound of two soft knuckles tapping on the desk sounded, pulling Erwin back from the frenzy. Levi kept tapping the table and said, "I think you should control your emotions."

"You're right, I'm really too excited." Repressing his emotions, Erwin rubbed his forehead.

"Since you can't wait to know about my transformation, why didn't you ask before, and endure until now."

"Levi said that you are seriously injured and need a good rest. I want to give you time to recover your body and collect information for a while."

I glanced sideways at Little Haba, he still looked dead, and finally turned my gaze back to Erwin, and I began to explain my ability.I don't have any reservations about him. If you have to have reservations when facing the person you trust the most, well, I have nothing to say.After all, everyone is different, but I choose to trust Erwin so much.

As for Levi who was listening, although he has always regarded him as a thorn in his side, he actually still has some very subtle emotions towards him.For example, he feels uncomfortable if he doesn’t complain, and it’s strange to see him being unclean one day. The most important thing is that I think other people are not bad, although the dead fish eyes are 1.6 meters.

After listening to my own self-analysis, both Erwin and Levi were silent. These two people were out of breath when they were listening, and they were still out of breath after I finished speaking.

"Let me give you an opinion, what kind of trouble is it if you don't say anything. Erwin, as long as you say a word, I can try to destroy all the giants."

"Don't be stupid, except that there are no giants in the walls, now there are giants crawling all over the ground, no matter how strong you are, you can't do it. You said it yourself, after coming here, your own strength will be restricted. Transformation It can't be done at any time, and even if it is done, only one-tenth of the energy can be mobilized, and the body size will become smaller. Finally, there is a time limit. After 3 minutes to release the giant status, you will be no different. "

Levi has always been very positive about pouring cold water on me, but I admit that what he said is right, this guy has taken all the shortcomings of my transformation.

Obviously, Erwin is also thinking about these questions, the hot light in his eyes has been almost extinguished by Levi's cold water, and finally he looked at me fixedly, and asked: "What is the use of your ability here?" Whether your body is burdened or not, I want to listen to the truth."

I really planned to lie with my mouth, but when Erwin said this, I couldn't lie, "There is a burden, and there was no side effect at all when using this power in my world before. Now the body is under heavy load. After recovering the body It was almost useless for a while."

Erwin stared at me for a long time, until the frenzy in his eyes faded, and it made me sick to see that hope shattered.

"Ouluya, I hope you can become the strongest weapon for human beings. But this is just my previous thought. I can't let your body be overloaded. The progress and counterattack of human beings can't just let you make sacrifices alone , you've done enough."

"That's not like what you would say, Erwin, war, who can't be sacrificed." I laughed.

"As you said, there is no one who cannot be sacrificed. Then why did you violate discipline and come back to save me? You did it impulsively and blindly."

The blond man who suddenly became serious had a sullen expression on his face. I thought he would never mention this matter again.I scratched my hair, looked away, and said firmly: "At least I rescued you."

"What if you can't save it, what if you couldn't transform at that time!"

I was finally a little unhappy, why did one or two say that, Levi said it last time, and this time Erwin came to make up the knife.I didn't think I was wrong, I slapped the table with a slap, got up and raised my voice: "But the fact is that I have already rescued you, so there are so many ifs! I can't do it anyway! Throw it there, even if you become a corpse, I have to carry it back! I will do it again next time!"

"..." Erwin was blocked by my stubbornness and was speechless.

"Let her go. You can't ask everyone to be the same as you. Although I don't agree with her approach, we obviously can't change her mind. Unless she realizes it herself."

Little Haba finally said something human, instead of always thinking about changing my thoughts and bottom line, it is better to give up treating me.

"I didn't expect you to know her better than me."

Levi didn't respond to Erwin's words, but just glanced at me.Eyes met, he averted his eyes without a trace, and I also averted my eyes.

In the end, Erwin's decision was very simple, that is, to conceal my transformation and not report it to the higher authorities.