as long as there is your place

"Yu'er, I'm here."

The voice of thinking day and night came, and Lam's tear-soaked eyes emerged from the darkness.

It's just that he kept approaching, Zhang Yu'er waved desperately: "No, don't approach me!"

But he didn't intend to stop at all, and opened his hands to her again: "It's okay, come to my arms, you don't have to be afraid anymore..."

"Don't come over!" she cried, stepping back.The biting cold wind hit her back, she turned her head and saw the endless abyss that could swallow everything.

And his eyes seemed to be filled with vast galaxies, lighting up everything around him, his bony fingers slowly lifted towards her, the warmth like a life-saving straw was getting closer to Zhang Yu'er...

However, she can't.

"Wayne...I love you."

She smiled at him, tears welled up after sliding down.Finally, she fell into the abyss behind without hesitation, and his figure was gradually blurred in tears...

Zhang Yu'er opened her eyes suddenly, and saw the snow-white ceiling... The pain and dizziness made cold sweat soak through layers of clothes, she slowly frowned, and coughed twice: So the bone-eating pain was not a dream .

The clock pointed to three o'clock. She looked at the dark sky outside the window, and couldn't help raising her hand to pull up the thin quilt.Now in the second week of her diagnosis, she unsurprisingly developed a severe lung infection.

As she breathed, the paroxysmal dull pain in her chest made her close her eyes helplessly, and then there was another burst of unstoppable coughing.Coughing and coughing, she coughed up tears.

In the dream just now, she saw Lam again.Recently, because she often fell asleep, Lam was afraid of disturbing her rest, so she didn't call so frequently. Most of the time, it was Xiaosha who received the video, telling him about her current illness.According to Xiaosha, Lam barely spoke every time he made a video call, his eyes were red as hell, and he just watched her lying on the hospital bed so quietly.

After waking up, she couldn't bear to call back the video or call, and she didn't even take the initiative to reply to the message.

"You... Now that you're awake, call him back." Li Lingsha couldn't stand it anymore, so she asked Zhang Yu'er tentatively.

Zhang Yu'er, who was pale, shook his head slowly, flung the phone weakly at the end of the bed, lay down again, and wrapped himself in the quilt.

"Hey...he is very worried about you. You have to say it yourself so that he can rest assured." Li Lingsha continued.

Zhang Yuer said in a hoarse voice, "Xiaosha, I can feel it... My condition is really not optimistic... It's better to just stop it like this instead of not seeing the results two days away from him."

"We are doing our best to treat you, and there is hope for the control of the epidemic... Can you stop saying such things!" Li Lingsha was a little angry.

Tears slid down the pillow again, and Zhang Yu'er continued: "I never thought that my condition would develop to this point after being treated so promptly... I can finally understand why those patients would have two It's an extreme. I can't be absolutely optimistic, because there are really too many things I can't let go of... I don't want to see him sad."

Li Lingsha couldn't help sighing, picked up her mobile phone again, opened all the messages Lam had sent asking about her condition during this period, and handed them over: "He's completely focused on you now, you're going to separate suddenly, Do you think it's fair to him?"

Seeing the countless "Is Yu'er better?" in the message dialog box, she frowned and turned her head away.Maybe she never thought that her illness would be so serious before, and her confidence at that time also gradually disintegrated over time...

"Lam also said that he is already trying to get out of the country, let me tell you."

"The infection rate in the mainland is much higher than in Singapore... Tell him for me not to come." As he spoke, another wave of dizziness struck, and Zhang Yuer waved his hand to interrupt Li Lingsha's ready to speak.

Under the screen and mask, Li Lingsha, who was hesitant to speak, was still obviously sad: "We will not give up on you, you should calm down..."

The door was gently closed, Li Lingsha's leaving figure flashed past the huge glass window, Zhang Yu'er coughed lightly, and fell into a deep sleep again.

But this time, the dream became more lengthy and deep.

In the dream, everything returned to the original peace and harmony, no epidemic, no illness.She and Lam walked arm in arm to every corner of the world, talking the simplest love words, holding the most heart-warming coffee, spending day after day.She also attended the grand wedding of her elder brother and sister Nana. The hem of sister Nana's wedding dress, as white as jade, skimmed over the green grass, like a blooming lily of the valley.The parents sat aside and watched the couple shed tears of emotion...

Just like this, wandering repeatedly in the place where it is hard to distinguish whether it is a dream or reality, Zhang Yuer firmly remembered the time spent with everyone, as if she would leave in the next second.

At this time, Lam, who was plucking the strings, smiled at her: "Little lazy cat, wake up, it's getting late, get up."

"Don't get up... Finally, I have a rest time." She lazily said to him coquettishly.

"Hey, be obedient, you can see me when you wake up..."

Zhang Yu'er hugged the pillow and smiled, "Aren't you right here?..."

As she spoke, the "didi" sound of the ECG monitor slowly emerged in her ears, and it became more and more clear. She moved her fingers and heard the voices of her parents appearing beside her.

She turned her head in doubt, and just about to ask Lam something, she saw a dazzling light spread behind Lam's back, and his faint smile and gentle eyes were all drowned out...

"Wake up...my sister is awake!" Bai Nana's excited voice was close at hand, Zhang Yu'er slowly opened her eyes, and unexpectedly saw the familiar ward in her blurred vision, and many people standing around .

"I..." She wanted to speak, but found that her throat was weak and she couldn't make a sound.

Professor Shen walked forward with a smile: "Yu'er, you just woke up, you have to get used to it slowly. Look, your family has come to Beijing to visit you. Besides, your test report just came out yesterday... ...Congratulations, Yu'er, you are cured!"

get well?

Although all the curtains in the ward have been covered, Zhang Yuer's newly opened eyes are still not quite used to the light. She half-closed her eyes and looked around... I saw my parents wiping away tears and watching with smiles. Her brother and sister Nana were also smiling happily beside the hospital bed; looking back, Lam with red eyes was standing silently, but his eyes were firmly attached to her...

"You have been in a coma for a whole month." Li Lingsha, who had already taken off her protective clothing, explained to Zhang Yu'er, and did not forget to show her the latest hospital discharge data, "You suddenly fell into a coma after our conversation that day State, everyone was terrified. But a week after you passed out, we did a virus test for you, and the result was negative. At that time, big data showed that the epidemic was under control, and the world was unblocking , Our protection level has gradually dropped."

Zhang Xianran took the words: "Anyway, it's a false alarm, we can go home in two days."

The mother sitting by the bed was emotional, talking to her non-stop, crying and laughing, her father stepped forward to comfort her: "Okay, wife, let's go out first, let Xiaolin and Yu'er have a few words In other words, he has been guarding here for a few days..."

"Oh yes!" Zhang's mother pulled Lam gratefully, and smiled at Zhang Yu'er: "Yu'er, Lam came earlier than me and your father, and has been here to guard you! You must have a lot to talk about." Let’s just say, let’s go outside first.”

Zhang Xianran patted Lam on the shoulder, and followed everyone out of the ward.

"Sleeping for so long, miss me?"

Lam slowly sat down beside her, took her hand and held it in his palm, the smile on the corner of his mouth was as gentle as in a dream.

Zhang Yu'er smiled and shook her head, but tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes.

"Didn't miss me...why did you call my name?" He leaned closer.

Are you talking in your sleep?

Zhang Yu'er shook her head dumbfounded, but he gently hugged her into his arms: "Baby, promise me, no matter what happens in the future, don't push me away again. You ignore me, I'm panicked, I don't know what to do Just do it."

This familiar fragrance, as if from a lifetime ago, made her unable to help raising her weak hands to hug the person in front of her tightly.

"I love you." She said hoarsely, burying her face in his chest.