as long as there is your place

On this day, Zhang Yu'er studied in the library until very late, and only when she started to feel sleepy did she hurriedly pack her things and prepare to leave.She always remembered that someone once told her not to drive when she was tired...

Looking at the hour hand that had already pointed to eleven o'clock, Zhang Yu'er quickly found the car in the parking lot and planned to drive home within half an hour.

At this time, in the dark car, the mobile phone on the passenger seat suddenly lit up, and Zhang Yuer saw Lam's name out of the corner of his eye.

She slammed on the brakes, put her hands on the steering wheel, and couldn't believe her eyes.So my heart beat faster and I picked up my phone...

It was a voice.Open it and listen to it, full of incoherent speech.She frowned, knowing in her heart that he was drunk again.

After hesitating again and again, she turned off the screen, and wanted to continue stepping on the accelerator to go home, but Xiao Mu's call suddenly came.

"Little Brother Mu? It's so late, what's the matter?"

"Yuer! Wayne, did he contact you? He went to the airport suddenly today. We couldn't find him everywhere, and we couldn't get through the phone. After checking, we found out that he flew to Hong Kong!"

At this time, Zhang Yu'er realized the seriousness of the matter, so he said, "Don't worry, he just sent me a message, I will go to him immediately, and I will tell you when I find it."

After dialing his number, Zhang Yu'er heard that the phone was turned off, so she opened the dialog with him again and dialed the video call.

No one connected for a long time, but when Zhang Yuer thought she had guessed wrong, the screen flashed and the connection was made.

"Where are you?" Zhang Yuer asked immediately.

"Yu'er..." The other side just called her name lightly, and didn't want to answer her question.

"Nonsense..." Zhang Yu'er frowned, and asked again, "Where are you?!"

"I... I'm downstairs at your house. I miss you. Come see me, okay?" His pleading voice came out, and Zhang Yu'er's eyes turned red instantly.

"You wait for me, don't move around, just wait for me there, do you hear me..." She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, stepped on the accelerator and walked towards him.

10 minutes.Zhang Yu'er broke through her fastest speed and rushed home from school in just 10 minutes.

The street lights were dim, and Zhang Yu'er frantically searched for that figure... In the darkness, she suddenly felt her arms being pulled by a force, and then she was hugged into a warm embrace.

The familiar fragrance instantly surrounded her, and she finally couldn't help crying.

"Why are you running around?! It caused everyone to worry about you!... They all agreed to break up, why do you still come downstairs to my house... You are a complete bastard..."

Before she could finish cursing, he pulled him into his arms again.

She became more and more sad and didn't understand him, so she raised her hand and pushed him away: "Why did you come to me when you were unconscious?"

Lam just gasped for breath, under the dim light, Zhang Yu'er could only see the redness of his eyes.The next moment, his wrist was grabbed by him, and the whole person was hugged by him and walked straight to the door of the house.

Even if she kicked around, he didn't want to let go.

It wasn't until entering the house that Zhang Yu'er finally broke free, but broke the vase in the porch in the dark...

"Enough!" Zhang Yu'er said in a deep voice.The light was turned on, and the eyes were stung by the light for a moment, Zhang Yu'er finally saw his face.

Looking at the face she missed so much, her heart seemed to be hit hard, and she had already forgotten what she wanted to say.Then, I saw his dark eyes looking straight over, and there was sadness in his hoarse voice: "Have you ever loved me?"

"Wayne..." Zhang Yu'er sighed softly, "We'll talk tomorrow..." As she said that, she turned around and was about to go upstairs, but he grabbed her wrist and asked again: "Answer me."

"I said, let's talk tomorrow, it's very late."

She resolutely rejected his pressing step by step, because she knew that now he was a little confused or even unconscious, even if he talked about it, he couldn't talk about why.What's more, at this time, she had already lost the ability to think.So, all she can do now is to push him away.

It's just that she was too idealistic about everything. She never expected that under the influence of alcohol, she would actually meet Lam, who was completely different in peace...

His strength was so great that she couldn't resist even the slightest bit, her wrist was so painful from his grip, and before she could say a word, his aggressive kiss was airtightly suppressed.

"Wayne, don't do this..." she begged, but her voice seemed to be automatically blocked by him who had already lost his mind.

The sound of shirt buttons falling apart, she finally couldn't bear it and began to resist.She doesn't like him like this, he like this It even makes her a little scared.

"Zhang Yu'er, have you ever loved me..." With red eyes, he asked her again.

At this time, Zhang Yu'er was already furious, and blurted out: "No! Not before, not now!"

I thought that he would stop after hearing this, but he didn't expect that it was this sentence that completely destroyed his remaining rationality.

The kiss just now was suddenly pressed down with a sense of punishment, which made her suffocate several times.The clothes were casually thrown aside by him, completely ignoring the scraped wounds on her body, and immediately pinched her hands above her head.The scalding temperature wandered around and teased... Finally, it finally stopped.She was shocked: "No! Not yet..."

Before she could finish speaking, the pain swept over her one after another, she couldn't help crying out in pain, her fingers clenched the quilt tightly, but unexpectedly, it made him even worse.And where his hot palms went, there were patches of redness, swelling and bruises...

At this time, his chin was pinched and lifted by him, and she couldn't resist, and finally met his red eyes.I saw that those eyes were full of reluctance, distress and desire, and at the end, tears fell from them, hitting her heart directly.Finally, the wall in her heart collapsed in an instant, she shed tears, and stretched out her arms to hug the person in front of her tightly...

Sweat was steaming, accompanied by heavy breathing, the atmosphere in the room had long been extremely ambiguous.Under his guidance, she bent down... The loose hair rope was pulled away by him, and the soft hair slid down and fell on his neck... She only felt the swelling pain became more obvious, and murmured The sound made the people's eyes even redder.

"Yu'er, say you love me..." The tone of his request was so domineering that she couldn't refuse.

"I love you."

"How much love?"

She remained silent, just catering to his gap, and lowered her head to catch his lips.

The longing for so long turned into big tears, falling on his arm drop by drop.She didn't know how they would end up tomorrow, she only knew that his eyes told her that he loved her very much.

Being pinned by him again, she frowned and hugged him tightly...

In the early morning of the next day, Zhang Yu'er, who was sore all over, was awakened by the nightmare. When she opened her eyes, she saw the back figure sitting quietly by the bed.

"Are you awake?" he said hoarsely.

"...Hmm." Zhang Yu'er sat up wrapped in a quilt, and couldn't help noticing the torn clothes on the floor and the messy bed... Her face immediately burned like a fire.

At this time, he turned around and said, "Last night, I'm sorry... I hurt you."

She nodded hesitantly, then shook her head, and finally nodded again...

Seeing her silly look, he couldn't help but bow his head and smile wryly: "Yu'er, I'm sorry, I really can't let you go."

Zhang Yu'er raised her head and met his gaze: "It's... wrong for us to do this." After she finished speaking, she buried her face in her knees, feeling the urge to cry again.

"I love you, Yu'er." He said lightly.

"Wayne...we've already..." She felt a convulsive pain in her heart and hesitated to speak.

"We've already broken up...I know..." There was a trace of loneliness in his eyes, "You have been hurt too much because of me, so I want to push you away and force you to break up. I thought that at least you would be happy."

After listening, Zhang Yu'er looked at him in disbelief: "Why do you make decisions for me? Why do you think I will be happy?... And..." She continued in a questioning tone: "Up to now, you Do you even question me if you love me or not?"

Lam lowered his head, and finally explained the reason of the incident. Zhang Yu'er felt that crying was neither laughing nor laughing: "So, you think we just broke up, and I was with someone else..."

"I'm just, very afraid of losing you. Yu'er, when I think of not being able to be with you, it becomes difficult for me to breathe. When I see you with other men, I almost go crazy. This feeling, It's too hard... Do you think I'm naive? I... let you down..."

Zhang Yu'er lowered her head, desperately trying to calm herself down.The room returned to silence, but Zhang Yu'er's head became more and more messy.The two of them seem to have lost trust, which is a terrible thing.

However, he gently took her into his arms again.Zhang Yu'er found out spinelessly that she was so used to and yearning for his embrace... She also realized that there seemed to be no clear relationship between her and him.

"Let's not separate, okay..." she whispered.

Lam frowned slightly, his eyes were warm again: "Okay."