as long as there is your place

"Why do these paparazzi just refuse to let Yu'er go..."

""Lam's girlfriend accompanies her ex-boyfriend's mother, showing her filial piety"... What a bad title!"

Lam opened the title calmly, and saw many framed photos of Zhang Yuer and a middle-aged aunt. The two walked on the road arm in arm, talking happily.

Lam turned off the screen, remembering Zhang Yu'er's refusal to go to Switzerland together on New Year's Eve, saying she wanted to go to Beijing with her family, and remembering that during the New Year's Day holiday, she finally chose not to go back to Singapore with him...

This feeling of worrying about gain and loss disturbed him.

In the evening, Zhang Yu'er received a video call from Lam within the appointed time.

"Miss me?" Lam's signature smile appeared on the screen.

Zhang Yu'er also responded with a smile: "Think about it!" At the end, she said again: "I saw the media following me today... Did you see it?"

"I see, our Yu'er looks good no matter how we shoot," Lam said.

"..." Zhang Yu'er paused, "I came to Beijing with my aunt, not as what was said in the report, but because my aunt's company needed some clinical medical advice, so I was asked to help."

"Yu'er." Lam said after a few seconds of silence, "If it weren't for these reports, wouldn't you have told me these things..."

Seeing the loneliness in Lam's eyes, Zhang Yu'er pursed her lips, and said in a low voice, "It's not worth mentioning at all, I'm afraid you'll think too much if I talk about it..."

Lam on the other side of the screen sighed softly: "Beijing is cold, you have to keep warm...I might go there too soon, see you then, be good."

"Hmm... good." Zhang Yu'er nodded.

After hanging up the video, Zhang Yu'er felt a heavy weight in her chest, like a boulder was pressing on her, and she couldn't push it away.

She didn't explain it to Lam in advance. On the one hand, it was because she didn't really want to come here. On the other hand, she just helped out because of her aunt's company, so she didn't elaborate...

I've been with Lam for half a year, it seems like they haven't had any disagreements over anything yet.She clicked on her profile picture, typed "Don't be angry," but her thumb hovered over the send button, hesitating.In the end, she deleted that line and turned off the phone screen.

"Let's meet and talk..." She sighed and said to herself.

She is deeply touched by such things: if you can meet and talk, you must not talk through the phone screen.Because many times, across the screen, you can't help but guess the other party's emotions, tone, and even expressions.Some subconscious thoughts tend to backfire.

These days in Beijing, Zhang Yuer was almost caught cold by the cold air.However, the good news is that today's order is the last one she signed with Aunt Wen.

"Yu'er, this work has been successfully concluded. Auntie will meet with a client in the afternoon. Auntie will treat you to a big meal in the evening!" Aunt Mei hugged her and smiled happily.

"No need, Aunt Wen, I want to go back to City S in the afternoon." As she spoke, the exclusive ringtone she set for Lam rang at this moment.She opened WeChat and saw that he said that he would arrive in Beijing soon.So she inadvertently smiled.

"Aunt Wen, then I'll go back to the hotel first, go get busy!"

After saying goodbye to Aunt Min, she dialed Lam's number.

"Wayne, when are you coming?"

"I'm in Hebei now, and I'll be there in a few hours."

"When do you plan to return to Taipei?"

"Tomorrow...Alex's birthday is today, and I have an appointment to go to his house. Let Alex's driver pick you up then."

Cheng Jiahao's family is in Beijing CVD, which is not very close to the hotel where Zhang Yuer stayed.By the time the driver took Zhang Yu'er to his destination, it was already after seven o'clock in the evening.

The birthday party was already in full swing, Zhang Yu'er walked in, dizzy from the dazzling lights.

"Yu'er?" Jiahao saw Zhang Yu'er walking in from the gate, and walked forward with a smile.

"Brother Jiahao, happy birthday!" Zhang Yu'er smiled brightly, picked up the prepared gift and handed it to him, "I don't know what you like, so I prepared it according to what I hope you like!"

"Thank you Yu'er, I like whatever you give me." Jiahao put down the wine glass in his hand and took the gift with a smile.

Seeing that Jiahao seemed to be drinking a lot, she looked around and asked, "Where's Wayne?"

"He...was still here just now, he might be tired, let's go upstairs." Jiahao pointed to the lit room on the third floor.

She hasn't seen Lam for nearly half a month, and Zhang Yu'er has long missed his doting embrace, and really wants to run into his arms as soon as possible...

However, when she opened the door, the sound of Lam chatting and laughing with a woman floated into her ears.

The figure of Amber leaning close to Lam's ear immediately stabbed her heart.

"Yu'er." Lam waved his hand, beckoning her to go over.

Seeing the gloomy Zhang Yuer suddenly appearing at the door, Amber said to Lam beside her, "Your little girlfriend is here, don't bother me."

With that said, Amber picked up the wine glass on the table with her slender fingers, stepped on stiletto heels and walked towards the door.When Zhang Yuer passed by, her delicate red lips curled up in disdain, and she said in a volume that only the two of them could hear: "Goodbye."

The sound of Amber's stiletto heels clinking on the marble stairs got farther and farther away, and Zhang Yu'er asked in a deep voice, "You guys, what's the situation?"

Lam was taken aback, got up and walked to her: "You misunderstood, she just..."

"She's so close to you, why don't you avoid it?" Zhang Yu'er's head was buzzing, feeling the pain in her chest had nowhere to vent.

When Lam was asked by her, he didn't know how to explain it. He shook his head slightly and smiled: "Amber came in a few minutes earlier than you... Be good, don't make trouble." Lam stretched out his arms to hug her On his shoulders, a strong smell of alcohol hit his face.Only then did Zhang Yu'er realize that he drank a lot.

But when Zhang Yu'er thought of the scene just now, she couldn't restrain her anger: "You know she likes you!"

Lam let go of her, and he stood there with downcast eyes, making it difficult to see the emotion in his eyes. It took him a long time to hear him say, "Then... what about Lin Heng? You know...he likes you Go." He said in a low voice.

"What do you mean..." Zhang Yu'er looked at him in disbelief.

Zhang Yu'er never imagined that he would mention Lin Heng's name, and she also never imagined that he had already started to mind Lin Heng's existence.

Lam lowered his eyes and stood up from the sofa: "Yu'er, did I ask you to accompany me back to Singapore... to make you unhappy."

"It's not what you think." She wanted to explain, but was confused by his pressing step by step, "I just think it's too fast."

After hearing this, Lam smiled and shook his head: "Was it me that was the first person you thought of at the bar?..."

"I..." Looking at Lam with red eyes, Zhang Yu'er felt that he was so strange.She clenched her hands tightly and turned her head away: "At that time, I had no chance to choose at all, you know."

He looked up into her eyes, "you're tired when you're with me."

"What are you talking about?" She frowned.At that moment, for some reason, she thought of the abuse from fans these days because the media distorted the facts.

Had he selectively forgotten all the pressure she had endured in order to stand by his side?

With red eyes, she gently pushed him away, "You're drunk, it's not suitable for us to meet today." After saying that, she turned around and was about to leave.

But before Zhang Yu'er opened the door, he pushed her against the door, and then pressed her down with his hot kiss.

There was a strong smell of alcohol in his mouth, Zhang Yuer froze for a moment because of his unexpected action, and wanted to raise his hand to push him away, but found that he hugged her even tighter, and the airtight kiss made her almost To suffocate.

As if feeling the resistance of the person in his arms, Lam let go of his hand, panting heavily: "I'm sorry, I may... I did drink too much."

Zhang Yu'er didn't say anything else, just darkened her eyes, turned and left again.

The flashing neon lights on the street were dazzling, but Zhang Yu'er had been staring blankly for a long time.

She never imagined that the moment of Xiaobie's reunion would become like this.Maybe, she and Lam had problems early on, but he was too calm and rational, and she was too nervous, so those problems never broke out.

Until tonight, she finally knew that there is no problem in this world that will disappear without being solved.If the problems between two people are not raised and resolved in time, they will only become a quarrel.

It's just that my heart is aching.She thought that she and Lam fit perfectly; she even thought that he was the other half of her created by God.Now it seems... He and she are not so special.

On the second day after the quarrel, Zhang Yu'er flew back to City S early in the morning, and Lam also chased after learning about it.The two met downstairs at her house.

Seeing Zhang Yu'er standing half a meter away, Lam sighed, "Last night, I was too drunk and said something I shouldn't have said."

Zhang Yu'er just shook her head: "I can't blame you. In the past six months, there have indeed been problems between us, but they haven't been resolved in time."

"Yu'er, don't be angry." Like a child who has done something wrong, he stepped forward and took her hand and said.

In fact, he knew that the reason she sent the location to Lin Heng that day was because of an emergency.However, under the influence of alcohol last night, he himself did not expect that he would say such words...

"Besides, Amber and I really have nothing." He explained word by word, "At that time, she was only in the room 5 minutes earlier than you. I do know that she likes me...but, you believe me, I haven't, and I won't, and I won't do anything to make you sad."

After the little quarrel last time, both of them seem to have become a little sensitive and cautious.Even the daily video is interrupted every now and then.

Li Lingsha, who hadn't seen her for a long time, saw Zhang Yuer who was dazed by the window from outside the coffee shop, and jumped over to make a face at her, scaring her so much that she almost knocked over the cup in her hand.

"So, you and Lam have reached the bottleneck period of love so soon?" Li Lingsha said incredulously, and then counted the dates, "It must be a little too soon!"

Zhang Yu'er sighed: "Xiao Sha, I'm so scared."

"afraid of what?"

"We have been together for less than half a year, and there is such a gap..." She held her chin weakly, "Could it be that we are really... not so suitable."

After hearing this, Li Lingsha laughed and said, "Aren't you stupid? Which couple in the world doesn't quarrel? You just got discouraged after arguing this time? It's not like you..."

"But I just feel uneasy." Zhang Yu'er retorted her.

Li Lingsha thought for a while, and then said, "I think it might be because you care too much about it, that's why you feel this way."

"Care too much?" she murmured.

"If you want me to say, distance creates beauty. The two of you are in a good state." Li Lingsha continued to comfort her.

"hope so……"

Zhang Yu'er stirred the coffee that had been cold for a long time, and continued to stare out the window blankly.