as long as there is your place

The second hand of the watch was ticking, and Zhang Yuer stared blankly at the dark ceiling, feeling as if a century had passed.

I can't count how many sleepless nights this is.She turned on the bedside lamp at hand, looked at the scattered pills on the table, and hesitated again and again.

During this time, her insomnia became more and more serious. She finally found her teacher for help a few days ago, only to learn that she was suffering from an anxiety disorder.The teacher said, focus on psychotherapy first, and if there is no effect, you must start taking medicine, and at least ensure the daily sleep time.So, she cooperated with the teacher's treatment during the day and drowsiness early in the evening, but found that the effect was not good.

She hated herself for being weak.She clearly told herself not to pay attention to cyber violence, and she was confident that she could handle it, but she still failed.In order to improve her sleep and avoid causing more trouble to Pei Le and Yao Nan, she even moved back home.

Feeling her abnormal heart rate, she watched the time pass by anxiously... When the needle pointed to three o'clock again, she finally couldn't stand it anymore, threw the tablet on the table into her mouth, and took it with cold water.

The peaceful sleep brought by the sedative medicine made Zhang Yu'er feel like she hadn't seen it for a long time.Perhaps it was because she hadn't had enough sleep for a long time, but she slept until the afternoon.

After stretching and getting up, Zhang Yuer immediately felt refreshed.Just as she was about to get out of bed to wash up, she heard a strange movement coming from the door downstairs.At this moment, all the movies and news she had seen in the past flooded her mind... She swallowed, and hurriedly locked the bedroom door, and quickly found a pair of sharp scissors, as if she had already decided that there were bad guys who wanted to... Break in.

Hearing the footsteps going up the stairs getting closer, and hearing the sound of the bedroom door lock being turned, Zhang Yuer almost cried, but could only hold the "weapon" in her hand tightly and curled up in the corner...

"Yuer?"

Outside the door, Lam's voice suddenly appeared. Zhang Yu'er was both surprised and happy. She ran to open the door as fast as she could, and threw herself into his arms.

The crying man in his arms had no time to listen to what he had to say, Lam could only coax her all the time.The next second, when he saw the scissors tightly clenched in her hand, he realized how tense her spirit was during this time... Feeling pain in his heart, he hugged the person in his arms tightly.

"Hey, it's my fault that scared you."

After a long time, when Zhang Yu'er calmed down, Lam finally wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, frowned slightly and said, "Okay... I'm here."

Only then did Zhang Yu'er ask, "You...why did you come here suddenly?"

Lam pinched her face: "You first check how many missed calls you have."

Zhang Yu'er, who understood in an instant, hurriedly found out the phone that had fallen on the carpet, and sure enough, she saw countless missed calls.

It all started when Zhang Yu'er turned on the mute button. Lam called her in the morning to say good morning to her, but no one answered. In the morning, seeing that she hadn't called back, Lam called again, but it still didn't work, so he couldn't help but start to worry.Because Bai Nana had already saved her roommate's number for emergencies, Bai Nana and Lam were able to know that she was staying at home recently.I also know all the abnormalities of her during this time.

Lam glanced at the scattered pills on the table, and couldn't help frowning: "Why didn't you tell me this earlier."

"It's just insomnia, it's not a big deal." She smiled lightly.

"Yu'er..." He hugged her distressedly, "I said, you must tell me when you are tired, why are you so stubborn?"

The person in his arms just raised his head, looked at him with a pair of clear eyes, and said softly: "For you, it's worth it."

Zhang Yu'er never expected that just these six words would ignite the fire in his body.Zhang Yu'er, who was picked up by him and put on the bed, didn't even have time to make a sound, what he wanted to say was drowned in his hot kiss.

His sweat slowly fell down his chiseled jaw, and disappeared in Zhang Yuer's loose hair... How many grievances accumulated day and night also disappeared at this moment; her lost sense of security was also lost by his magnanimity Finding the palms one by one...

As night fell, Lam's gentle eyes dimmed as he watched Zhang Yu'er sleeping soundly in his arms.

He didn't expect that the situation would develop like this after the relationship with her was made public.His people have been working hard to find that cunning paparazzi team, but they will be slipped away by the other party every time there is a clue... And what he didn't expect was that the phenomenon of online violence is so serious now, those dirty paparazzi Even a big man like him couldn't bear to read dirty words, let alone dirty words...

Thinking of this, he couldn't help hugging the person in his arms tightly again.

When Zhang Yu'er woke up again, it was already the next morning.She looked at the scattered clothes on the ground, and couldn't help but blush and wrap herself tightly in the quilt.

"Are you awake? It's only less than six o'clock, let's sleep a little longer." Said Lam, who was busy working at the desk.

"I've slept for a long time." Indeed, Zhang Yu'er thought that she had made up for the sleep she lacked some time ago.

"Are you hungry?" he asked again.

Zhang Yu'er didn't care whether she was hungry or not, but cared: "Didn't you say that the work in Hong Kong will be arranged in the next two months?"

"It's ahead of time." After typing twice on the keyboard, Lam closed the notebook, turned around and hugged her beside her, "Actually, I just missed you."

"But..." Zhang Yu'er grabbed the quilt tightly on her body, sat up and was about to ask something, but was grabbed by him and hugged again.

"I will be with you during this time, as long as I have free time, I will be by your side." He whispered softly in her ear, his breath in her ear, making her blush again.

At this time, Lam leaned over and whispered something in her ear again, Zhang Yuer was stunned for a moment, then shyly got under the quilt and refused to come out.

Unexpectedly, with a slight smile, he uncovered one side of the quilt, groped for her hands, and clasped them on the pillow with one hand.With blushing cheeks, she has long been touched by the warm touch so that her limbs are weak, but she doesn't know that what awaits her next is a more intense experience than last night...

Since Lam's arrival, as expected, Zhang Yu'er has never suffered from insomnia again.

During the day, Lam is busy with work, and she goes to class; at night, the two cook together or share their favorite movies; whenever she has homework to be done at home, he will squeeze the juice and put it in her hand, and touch her head Cheer for her; every time he had a video conference, she would obediently sit by the side, watching him commit a nympho...

Before he knew it, half a month was about to pass, and Zhang Yu'er became more and more reluctant to leave him.

"How long can you stay in Hong Kong?" she asked, taking his arm.

"Three days." He smiled slightly, and after seeing the loneliness in her eyes, he said again: "You will have a holiday on New Year's Day, and I will pick you up then."

"Where are you going?" she asked expectantly.

He thought for a while and replied: "I'm not sure yet, it may be Singapore or Taipei." Having said that, he looked at her again: "It just so happens that my mother keeps thinking about you."

"Me?" she asked with wide eyes.

"Otherwise?" he asked with a smile.

"Uncle and aunt knew we were together, how did they react?" She asked curiously.

Who knows, he actually smiled to himself: "You'll know when you meet them."