"... There are symptoms of anxiety, long-term depression, and possibly mild delusions. Next, I will take him for these examinations..."

"Depression is a kind of mental illness, and it also reflects some physiological changes, such as abnormal hormone secretion, which needs to be controlled by taking medicine."

"Yes, yes, come back to me after these tests, I leave work at six o'clock."

……

The amiable female doctor took the test result, took a look at it, and while typing on the computer, she still smiled in unison: "Xiaoyi, do you know that you are sick?"

Seeing her actions, Qi Yi felt that she was forcibly taken to the hospital again today, and a mess of fear welled up in her heart.

"Don't be afraid, Xiao Yi, you are just sick. If any bad thoughts arise in your heart, it is brought to you by this disease, and we can overcome it." The doctor seemed to see what Qi Yi was thinking, and his tone was calm Not Xu, making people trustworthy, "I know you are very strong, I will prescribe some Qulin for you first, and come see me in a week, okay?"

Unknowingly, he changed into a coaxing tone.

"What kind of medicine is that?" Qi Yi was at a loss.

The drug list he made for himself included aspirin, fluloxacin, ibuprofen, potassium iodide, Prussian blue...but this was the first time he heard the name of this drug.

--

At the same time, a low-pitched dispute broke out in the corner of the waiting room lobby of the hospital.

"What did you do to him?" Jiang Yun stared at Shen Mingen with defensive eyes.

Before he was recognized, Xiaoyi was fine, but now she has been linked to depression, her poor child... In fact, she had long suspected that there was something hidden about Qiyi's hand injury, it was just cutting a vegetable, how could it be Cut your hand that deep?

"What did you ask him for? Don't you have any responsibility?" Qi Yonghe glanced at her wearily, with a cigarette in his hand.

Shen Mingen looked at them seriously, and did not avoid Jiang Yun's gaze: "I didn't do anything to him." It's not his turn to do it, but it's the "treasure" that your whole family holds in your hands, and it's not your turn He is a scourge of outsiders.

"We'd better go now," he added.

However, Jiang Yun was driven mad by Qi Yonghe's words: "What do you mean by that? Are you going to blame me? It's not that you insist on recognizing him, I simply—" She pointed at Shen Mingen excitedly, and at this moment she finally Blunt what's on your mind.

Maternity is not a woman's vocation, and it is more obvious in women like Jiang Yun.She doesn't have any special feelings for Shen Mingen who hasn't been raised for a day, only Qi Yi, a child she has personally taken care of.

"That's right, you can have children with anyone." Qi Yonghe spoke bluntly in front of Shen Mingen, without hiding his expression.

The corner of Shen Mingen's mouth twitched, and he repeated what he said just now: "Let's go there." He didn't mind how Qi Yonghe and Jiang Yun looked at him at all, but let Qi Ji stay with the current Qi Yi, which was really very interesting.

The two stopped talking and looked at him together.

……

Qi Ji was outside the clinic, holding a few test sheets, leaning his back against the wall, stretching out his hand to pinch the space between his eyebrows.

He is tall, with fair skin exposed outside his clothes, and leaning against the corner with a serious face, he can't help but attract many eyes.

Qi Ji didn't care, he seemed to be preoccupied with something, he only raised his head when the three of them walked in the corridor, and said, "Mom, you can stay with Xiaoyi for a while."

While talking, the door of the consulting room opened, and a kind-faced female doctor came out holding Qi Yi's hand. When she saw Qi Ji, she walked towards him, handed him the prescription, and explained some precautions in a soft voice.

"Xiaoyi." Jiang Yun hugged Qiyi.

Mother's body was still fragrant and warm, but Qi Yi was very uncomfortable, as if he felt at a loss for the first time when he was in the heat of someone else.

He had no choice but to look into Jiang Yun's eyes and silently express his rejection.

Jiang Yun saw his black and white pupils, so he gradually understood——Qi Yi didn't say "no" to her, but he just didn't want it, but he couldn't refuse——she turned pale gradually, and let go of Qi Yi, but she still held her hand. Wrist, can't let go.

Qi Ji's fingers twitched for a moment, but he finally didn't stretch out his hand.

Unexpectedly, Qi Yi took the initiative to call him: "Brother."

Therefore, Qi Ji went to Qi Yi's side and took him over from Jiang Yun's hand.He thought that Qiyi didn't need him, but at the moment Qiyi is the most trustworthy person.

Neither Jiang Yun nor Qi Yonghe suspected him, because Qi Yi had been closest to Qi Ji since he was a child, and his brother took him most of the time.

Qi Ji reached out and touched the back of Qi Yi's hand: "Let's go."

……

I only got a week's worth of medicine at the pharmacy.

Qi Yi returned to the long-lost Qi family villa, sat down in front of the desk in his room, with a glass of water and a tablet of medicine in front of him, and Qi Ji sat beside him and watched.

He hesitated for a while, raised his head and swallowed the medicine.

Qi Ji watched him finish taking the medicine, got up and searched the room again calmly, making sure there was nothing dangerous, came back and touched Qi Yi's forehead, saying: "Good night."

Qi Yi also said softly to him: "Good night, brother."

Qi Ji's eyelashes trembled, and he turned off the light when he went out.

The first time I took this medicine, it seemed that the effect of the medicine came up after a while.

Qi Yi felt a strange peace.

It’s not that I was not emotionally calm before, but that even the white noise disappeared, the kind of “quiet night” that only exists in the deep night. The group is disorderly and messy.

He began to think wildly.

It has been more than half a year since he was reborn, and he seems to seldom think about the original things, especially after buying that villa, it seems that the shadow of the past has bid farewell to him.

Only now realize it's not.

Qi Yi felt that he was quite afraid of death—how could a person without a strong desire to survive last five years in the apocalypse?

But when he was about to feed the zombies, what was he in the mood for?

Qi Yi finally remembered that he did it voluntarily.

He... is not a waste, he will go with others to find supplies outside the base, and kill zombies without blinking an eye. Although he is not that outstanding, he is just like most ordinary people in the base.

My sister-in-law has always been very hostile to him, especially after her daughter died, her eyes were fixed on him, but she couldn't find any fault.

But that time when Qi Xian made trouble again, he no longer had the energy to argue, so he let her easily decide his fate.

But it wasn't my sister-in-law who decided his fate, it was himself who chose death on his own initiative.

When did it start?It began before the end of the world.

He's desperately proving that no one loves him.

When he was kidnapped, his mood was so low that the kidnapper was even more panicked than he was when he accidentally saw his face.

He had no choice but to take the initiative to comfort the kidnapper: "Don't be nervous, I'm worthless, don't waste your energy."

The kidnappers were very vigilant and refused to let him go.

But Qi Yi is sincere, so what's the use of tying him up?After the fact that he drugged Shen Mingen was revealed, Qi Yonghe's disgust towards him reached its peak. He was not the biological child of the Qi family, so why did they save him.

In exchange for Qi Yi himself, he also chose not to save him.

He also didn't want to save the adopted son who was stupid when he was young, willful when he grew up, and vicious by nature.

He is stupid, so he is not worthy of love; he is wayward, but unfortunately he is only like a buffoon, attracting momentary attention, and eventually everyone loses interest.

Such a person eventually loses his mind, so that he does something irreparable, and naturally it is not worth saving.

But Qi Yi has always kept something in his heart that he dare not ask.

You have always spoiled me and spoiled me, and then how could you suddenly not want me?

It's a pity that he doesn't have the confidence to ask for favors. He is not the Qi family's own child.

There are answers to everything: why is he so stupid and can't learn the piano as quickly as his brother; why he only cries when he is bullied, unlike Shen Mingen who can fight back one by one; why he is so bad, it is simply unreasonable... …

He'll be fine, if anyone else wants him.

Qi Ji still found him and rescued him from the kidnappers.

Qi Yi seemed to have found a life-saving straw.

Therefore, he could live on for Qi Ji, but Qi Ji finally abandoned him after five years.

He doesn't want to do this anymore, he doesn't want his brother to die for him anymore.

Try hard together.

He is willing to leave the Qi family, not to get involved with Shen Mingen and Fu Zhiji, not to make little sister Qi Xian jealous, not to find Qi Yonghe unhappy, and not to rely on Qi Ji.

But he couldn't do it... He couldn't help relying on Qi Ji, he couldn't help but yearn for Jiang Yun and Qi Yonghe's gentle gaze.

If it's sick, that's great.

The author has something to say: I am so hesitant to publish this chapter... I don’t know much about depression, please bear with me, it’s just that emotions have entered here

In addition, I want to say that the apocalypse of the previous life is real, not a fantasy _(:з」∠)_ but there will indeed be no apocalypse in this life.Although I don't know if anyone has asked...

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