instead of chasing me

I was running aimlessly, and all I could think about was that picture in my mind. Now I just want to escape, escape to a place where there is no one, but where can I stay!

I ran all the way to the park, holding on to a tree and gasping for breath, I had a severe headache, maybe the injury was not healed, and my mood fluctuated too much!The severe pain in the heart is far greater than the physical damage!

Beads of sweat rolled down like soybeans on his forehead.My eyes were swollen, and finally I couldn't help squatting on the ground, burying my head in my arms and crying loudly!

Suddenly, there seemed to be a person stuck on the back!

"Sweet!"

The person who came suddenly made a sound, which made me stop crying!I stared blankly into the distance, the tears in my eyes had already blurred my eyes!

I didn't make a sound, just kept a still posture, feeling the body temperature of the person behind me!It's still the smell I'm familiar with, but now it's mixed with a strong smell of smoke!

Neither of us talked, just enjoying our own time!

In the western sky, only the glowing red sunset is left!The surrounding things that are reflected have changed their colors!

"Sweet!" Zixian straightened up and stood in front of me, I lowered my head subconsciously, I don't want him to see the tears in my eyes?

Zixian squatted down, helped me up, held my face in his hands, and forced me to look into his eyes!

He looks so haggard, with dark circles under his eyes, and his rosy lips, which are now a little pale, make me feel bad for him, has this guy not eaten?Or didn't sleep at all, was that how he took care of his body?

"Tiantian, why did you turn around and run away when you saw me!" Zi Xian asked slowly?

Do I want to say that I ran away because your fiancée kissed you on the cheek and I couldn't stand it?

"I'm sorry!" I held back for a long time before I said this!

"Why do you apologize?" Zi Xian asked!

"I want to take your time, just for a while!"

"I will accompany you tonight!"

"It doesn't take that long, I just let you have a drink with me! Celebrate that we are back on track, and even more so that you have a fiancee!" I admit that I am selfish, in order to stay with him for a while, what is it? I can think of a reason!

"Sweet!" Zi Xian squeezed my shoulder slightly!

I frowned: "Are you unwilling? Forget it!" I pulled Zixian's hands away, turned around and prepared to leave!

Zixian suddenly hugged me tightly from the back!His chin rested on my neck, and his arms embraced my waist!I suddenly felt hot drops of water falling from my neck. I didn't want to know whether it was tears or tears. I just wanted to enjoy the moment!

The sky was getting dark, Zixian dragged me to a bar, the deafening sound made my head hurt even more, but I don't care, I'm leaving the day after tomorrow!May never see him again!

On the bar counter, we drank one cup on the left and one cup on the right, and gradually two Zixians appeared in front of our eyes, and the depressed mood turned into sadness again!I took Zixian's hand: "Xian, why did you leave me, why?"

"Tiantian, stop drinking! Are you drunk?"

"I'm drunk, it's good to be drunk, so that I don't have to think about you!"

"Why? Why did I meet you, why did I fall in love with you!" I tightly grasped the collar of Zixian's chest!I grabbed his hand and put it over my heart! : "Xian, this hurts! It hurts!"

"I'm sorry! Tiantian, I'm doing it for your own good too!" Zixian said this to me aloud, but I couldn't hear what Zixian said!I just vaguely saw Zixian's lips moving!

I was fascinated, swallowed, leaned forward and kissed the lips that seemed to be occupying me, the alcohol-stained lust suddenly swelled up, we frantically asked for the lingering fragrance in each other's mouths!