Cloudy Hue [Black Basket]

Writing an afterword before the end of the full text is really... it makes people feel indescribably subtle. ,laugh

However, since I have a lot of things I want to say in the epilogue before the end, but I don’t know what to say when I get to some epilogues, I think this configuration,,, is still pretty good,

When it comes to the original intention of writing this article, we have to talk about a very serious question, what is it like to love someone,

Appearance, figure, voice, temperament, mind, style of doing things, even family background, money, background... We may love someone for many reasons.But I think we shouldn't love a person because of their gender, because a person is a "man" or a "woman."

So, if the person you fall in love with falls in love with someone else, will the way you look at that "other" change because of the gender of that "other",

When there is only one person in your eyes, but that person does not look back at you, have you ever thought that maybe you are the same as the person who you think is ruthless and selfish, or there may be a person behind you who thinks you will not look back too ruthless Too selfish.If such a person really existed, would you look back at that person, accept that person, and respond to that person's feelings?If you accept and respond, is your acceptance and response out of pure "like", or is it because you don't want to run after someone who can't look at you, and are afraid of getting hurt again?

Conversely, if the person you are chasing is willing to look back at you.Willing to understand you, accept you, and respond to you, what is the consideration of that person?Do those considerations of that person change how much you like that person?Or the moment that person looks back, that person is no longer the "that person" you are desperately chasing.The person who looks back at you makes you feel unexpectedly ordinary, that person's feelings for you make you feel cheap, and that person is no longer the "special" in your heart.

Tsangyang Gyatso once wrote, "Dependent arising is extinguished, and dependent birth is empty." The meaning of this poem is the same as the meaning that we are born to die sooner or later.

The relationship between people has come to an end from the beginning.Some people may be lucky enough to extend this deadline to the last moment of their lives.But how many people are like this?

Don't say that among the 70-[-] people on the earth, there may not be more than a hundred people who can stay together until the end.How many people can never be separated for thousands of years?

How can you be sure that you can break the circle of misfortune that hundreds of millions or a billion people cannot break?Why do you think that you and the person you like are "special"?

How much does it take to love someone?How much do you need to pay?What are these acceptances and sacrifices for?Obviously no matter what we do, what awaits us in the end is "extinction" and "emptiness".

Why do we love someone?

What are we in love for?

It is true that liking someone can be easy, simple and happy.But loving someone is definitely not an easy and happy thing.If it's love, it's not a light-hearted, happy, sweet story.There must be tears and pain behind every love affair.

People who blindly pursue relaxation and happiness are suitable to be friends, but they are definitely not suitable to be lovers.The person you fall in love with will always have some of the things you like and hate the most.The people you are most attracted to always have characteristics that you long for but don't.

The person who earnestly follows you can give you a sense of reliance and security, but you will feel that there is always something missing from that person that makes you "feel".

People who can easily understand you in many ways may not be able to understand your sincerity at the most critical moment.

People who come naturally to you may one day alienate you for reasons beyond your comprehension, without you understanding what's going on.

Sometimes you can never tell if a person really cares about you, really likes you, really cares about you, or is playing "everyone knows it's not serious".

People can only see what they want to see or what they don't want to see from their own perspective.

The "feeling" is too illusory.Even if we dig out each other's hearts, we can't see each other's hearts.

Everyone has flaws.Perhaps this shortcoming cannot be corrected or repaired.

You clearly see the other party's shortcomings, and you are sure that the other party's shortcomings or the part that makes you intolerable will not change.Will you still love this person?Are you still willing to love this person?

We choose every day.It's as small as what to eat for breakfast, as big as what school and certificate I'm going to take this year and next year.

But you are not the only one choosing in the world.Everyone is constantly choosing, and the choices are endless.

"If at that time—" Everyone will have this kind of thought.

But even if "at that time" you made the choices you feel are right now, would things really unfold the way you imagined?

Well, these are unimportant questions ww (← Hey!

To state my point of view concisely and succinctly: If you like whoever you like, just do your best to like it! ! (point hard

It doesn't matter if TA is a man or a woman, an alien or a monster! ! ! (←You are enough...

Don't care about any gains and losses, just like it!Desperately like it! !I like it so much that I have everything from greed, anger, and ignorance, I like to scratch it in the coffin and don't know how to live or die (← Isn't this how it is used...), I like it so much that I even forget to like myself.

Then--

If one day you severely exhaust that liking.You feel like you can never like anyone again, never give your heart to anyone.Look back at the people around you.Then, love yourself a little bit.

Because you have to know that you can't grasp other people's hearts, and other people's "likes" for you may disappear at any time.But you know yourself, and you will not betray yourself.Even if you have nothing, even your parents, the last safe haven, are gone.There will always be one person in this world who likes you, and that is yourself.Your existence is not meaningless.Your contribution is not meaningless.It's not meaningless that you loved someone.

All to teach you one thing: you can still love yourself.

It seems too pessimistic to say such a thingwwBut, well~... This is the so-called last "killer".Bless all the girls who see this, and bless you never need to use this trump card.I hope that the people you like can love you and stay by your side.

Also~

Men can’t do it, try to see girls too~ Three-dimensional can’t do it, just turn to Two-dimensional~ ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Even if you don't care about the next one or the better one, you should still treat yourself better~ At least don't be like the stupid Shuangyue who only knows how to torture yourself.

——Your contribution may not be noticed by the other party.Even if the other party is aware of it, they may not necessarily respond to you and give you the same amount in return.

Always remember, falling in love with someone is your business alone.No matter how much you pay, the other party has no obligation to repay your dedication.

If you get something in return, it must be because you are lucky, not because you deserve it.

So here's the nonsense, a little spoiler after the content~

The first thing to announce is the "difficult decision" of Straw Mushroom. (puff……

Everyone must have seen the content of "Difficult Decision" ~ It is the route of Murasakihara × Shimotsuki × Akashi added ww The specific content is not disclosed~ The entire route is parallel to the route of Kise × Shimotsuki (← Kuroko) × Aomine~ Please note The difference between the two routes~╭(╯3╰)╮

It should be noted that in this route of strawberry and blueberry sandwich pie, Aomine and Kuroko will become a moving background (hey!!!), and then the little model Kise-kun... a branch (ending?) will be inserted... → _→Okay... I admit that I am partial to the little model hum...

And because ** has started a new round of big river crabs ~ Seeing the content of "so they got the big river crabs of life", girls, please don't make a nest... (cover your face and run

You have to believe that I just (temporarily) put my integrity back on my body......

Of course, if the content that has already been published is deleted by the river crab, I will fill it with other content (such as the front and rear texts), and the correct complete chapter will be placed on the V disk~ Please make good use of the tag search function of Weibo in Straw Mushroom Find the release address of the V disk resource in Weibo~

Finally, let’s promote the customization a little bit~ After the full text of Hue is finished, it will be divided into two volumes of customization.Because there is no need to worry about being locked, there will be no "big river crab of life" (噗ww)~You guys understand the meaning of this~(Blow kisses

As for whether there will be a new episode...um~...is it there or not~?Let’s read it~(←You...

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