Becoming a Supporting Actor in Paranoid Literature

To be honest, Zhuang Baihua was in a daze from the beginning to the end.

From the moment he heard Luo Zhenduo's confession, his whole soul began to wander away.

Chi Yue dragged him out of the sun room, he only knew to follow, his legs moved forward involuntarily, his mind went blank, and he couldn't think at all.

Luo Mansion is very big, Chi Yue took Zhuang Baihua's hand and went around, re-entered the house from the back door of the house, walked through the long stairs, and came to a small room on the top floor.

The room was not lit and it was very dark. Just when Zhuang Baihua thought that Chi Yue was going to discuss life in the small dark room again, Chi Yue pulled him out of the room.

Although the room is small, it has an independent balcony with moonlight and lights on the balcony, which is very bright.

Chi Yue pushed Zhuang Baihua on the fence, bent down, supported the fence with both hands, and wrapped Zhuang Baihua in her arms.

He lowered his head slightly, looked straight into Zhuang Baihua's eyes, and breathed rapidly.

Zhuang Baihua looked into Chi Yue's deep eyes blankly, not knowing what to say.

Today was too shocking for him, first he was stopped by Tang Feng and said he liked him, and then he was confessed by his best friend at night, all this made Zhuang Baihua at a loss what to do.

He didn't feel happy, but thought that he was so virtuous and able to be cared by so many people.

What made him even more frustrated was that he had no way to respond to them.

Chi Yue suddenly appeared and pulled him out from Luo Zhenduo, but he felt a little relieved.

Chi Yue looked at Zhuang Baihua, her expression was still gloomy and indifferent, but behind the ice-like gaze, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes.

He slowly lowered his head, brushed his forehead against Zhuang Baihua's cheek, and whispered softly in Zhuang Baihua's ear: "Today is my birthday."

Only then did Zhuang Baihua come back to his senses, and said what he wanted to say a long time ago: "Happy birthday."

Chi Yue was silent for a long while before saying, "This is the first time I celebrate my 21st birthday."

Zhuang Baihua didn't understand the meaning of this sentence. Everyone can only celebrate their birthday once a year. Is there anyone who can celebrate several times in the same year?

Chi Yue maintained a posture that was almost cheek-to-cheek with Zhuang Baihua, tightened her arms, and moved closer.

"I'm really happy."

Others may not understand, but to him, this is a long-awaited miracle.

He once fell into endless despair, thinking that his pain would never end, but he didn't expect that he could celebrate his birthday.

And this birthday party is so grand, there are so many people celebrating for him.

"It's all because of you." Chi Yue said.

Zhuang Baihua was immediately at a loss, he didn't do anything at all, but no matter whether it was Tang Feng, Luo Zhenduo or Chi Yue, they all liked to give credit to him.

Zhuang Baihua was a little confused, and said to Chi Yue: "It's not just me, many people have asked me to say happy birthday to you."

"For example, Tang Feng and Xiyin."

Zhuang Baihua moved, wanting Chi Yue to let go, but Chi Yue kept his original movements, unwilling to leave for a moment.

Zhuang Baihua could only take out a box from his pocket with difficulty, and handed it to Chi Yue: "I met Xiyin abroad, and he asked me to give you this pen as a birthday present."

Only then did Chi Yue stand up and take the pen from Zhuang Baihua.

The pen was placed on Zhuang Baihua's body like a hot potato, which troubled him.

He actually doesn't like this pen, but he promised Xiyin that he would definitely bring it to Chi Yue. He is a man of his word.

Now that Chi Yue took the pen away, he should have breathed a sigh of relief, but he felt more and more uncomfortable.

Xiyin hopes to awaken Chi Yue's memory through the pen, and now Chi Yue accepts it.

Zhuang Baihua pursed her lips with that familiar soreness welling up in her heart.

The next moment, Zhuang Baihua saw Chi Yue raise her hand and throw the pen down the stairs.

"Wait..." Zhuang Baihua watched in amazement as the box drew a perfect arc in the night and fell downstairs, not knowing where it rolled.

"I don't want other people's things." Chi Yue tightened her arms, forcing Zhuang Baihua to bend back. The dress on Zhuang Baihua's body was stretched tight, drawing out slender lines, making people's eyes red.

Chi Yue hates, hates that Zhuang Baihua listens to Xi Yin so much, hates that he attaches so much importance to other people's gifts.

"I just want what you... send."

Chi Yue's sentence made Zhuang Baihua's face slightly hot. In fact, he still wanted to show Chi Yue the original owner's ring, but now Chi Yue was very unhappy, and Zhuang Baihua dismissed that idea.

"I sent it." Zhuang Baihua told Chi Yue, "A plane."

Chi Yue lowered her head, shrugged her shoulders, and clenched her fists tightly to hide her disappointment.

Someone gave him a car, someone gave him a sailboat, someone gave him a shop, he was indifferent, what he wanted was not these.

Looking at Chi Yue's appearance, Zhuang Baihua suddenly whispered, "Actually, I have prepared another gift."

Chi Yue raised her head.

Zhuang Baihua was a little embarrassed, and took out another small box from his pocket, then took Chi Yue's hand, and put the things into his palm.

"It's not something valuable." Zhuang Baihua blushed slightly and murmured, "I can't get it out."

Chi Yue's dark eyes slowly lit up, he carefully unpacked the box, and saw a small seal lying inside.

The four characters "天涯明月" are engraved on the seal.

Zhuang Baihua was even more embarrassed, and said: "This is my handwriting. I haven't practiced my pen for a long time, and my handwriting is not very good."

Zhuang Baihua is good at writing calligraphy. In the past, the civil service system held calligraphy competitions, and he was at a level that could win prizes.

After the crossing, because he was too busy, he hadn't practiced for a long time, and his level had dropped, and he was not satisfied with it.

He wrote these characters, found the best stone materials, and asked a craftsman to carve this seal for him.

He felt that Chi Yue's name was very artistic a long time ago, and he wrote these words with a beautiful meaning.

Giving a seal is a very intimate and solemn thing. Zhuang Baihua was worried that Chi Yue would not like such an old-fashioned gift, so after engraving the seal and carrying it with her, she has been hesitating whether to take it out.

"Maybe you still prefer airplanes..." Seeing that Chi Yue hadn't spoken, Zhuang Baihua rescued herself in embarrassment.

"I like it very much." Chi Yue lowered her head and said, "I like this."

He held the seal tightly in his palm, raised his head, his black hair fluttered gently in the night wind, and fell on his deep eyes.

Chi Yue still didn't smile, her whole body was deserted. For some reason, Zhuang Baihua saw hatred in his eyes.

Zhuang Baihua raised her hand in panic, covering his eyes, her long eyelashes swept across her palm, causing waves of trembling.

Zhuang Baihua was very distressed, why did this child always keep warm.

Chi Yue pinched the seal, and the words "天涯明月" were imprinted into his flesh, his eyes were covered by Zhuang Baihua, and he said hoarsely: "I like your handwriting, I like this word, don't respond to my father. "

He made a pleading voice: "You wait for me."

He has worked hard to catch up. On this birthday, he wanted to show Zhuang Baihua his mature side, but he still lost to his father.

The age gap is an insurmountable gap. He just cheered up and wanted to start a new life from now on, Luo Zhenduo expressed his feelings to Zhuang Baihua before he did.

He and Luo Zhenduo's experiences are very different, how could he not hate him.

He wanted to be brighter, like Luo Zhenduo, standing shoulder to shoulder with Zhuang Baihua and supporting Zhuang Baihua, but he couldn't do it.

He is black.

It's dark and cold, it's already broken, how can I love Zhuang Baihua.

He is not worthy of the beautiful vocabulary of "the end of the world and the bright moon".

Zhuang Baihua felt the skin under his palm was icy cold, he hardly thought about it, and stretched out his arms to hug Chi Yue.

Then Chi Yue hugged him with her backhand, buried her head into the side of his neck, and whispered: "Give me time, I will change."

Zhuang Baihua told him: "It's very good that you are like this, I have never seen such a good person like you."

Zhuang Baihua thought he was telling the truth.

Only he knows what Chi Yue has gone through. Chi Yue struggled in the paranoid and dark world, and she can still keep her heart, which is stronger than 90.00% of the people in the world.

Chi Yue suddenly smiled and said, "Only you can say that I am kind and that I am a good person."

He can take obscene photos of Tang Feng, let Xiyin have a heart attack and ignore it, or poke Wei Congsen's shoulder so that he can no longer raise his hand.

Chi Yue embraced Zhuang Baihua's waist, embedded her body in Zhuang Baihua's legs, and lifted him up, using only the fence at the back waist as a support point.

Zhuang Baihua was frightened by Chi Yue's strength again, because he was worried that he would fall backwards, so he could only wrap his arms around Chi Yue's neck forward.

Of course Chi Yue wouldn't let Zhuang Baihua fall, she clamped his waist tightly, hugged him, and pressed her cheek against his.

"Do you know how I treated that man?"

Zhuang Baihua's attention was still on his posture, and for a moment he didn't understand who Chi Yue was referring to by "that person".

"I locked him in a dark room."

Only then did Zhuang Baihua realize that he was talking about the original owner.

Zhuang Baihua circled Chi Yue's neck, struggled to maintain his balance, and gasped, "It's understandable."

If there is revenge, if there is grievance, revenge, the original owner locked Chi Yue in a small black room, and Chi Yue gave the same means, which is very fair.

"Not only that." Chi Yue told Zhuang Baihua, "I asked him to swallow everything he used on me one by one."

Zhuang Baihua: "..."

Zhuang Baihua didn't know what to say, Chi Yue gently rubbed her face against Zhuang Baihua, and said softly, "I can do this too."

May I desire your favor like a father.

This is the first time Chi Yue confessed his malicious side to Zhuang Baihua, and he felt stupid.

Luo Zhenduo had just confessed his love to Zhuang Baihua, and then he rushed to expose his shortcomings, wouldn't it be the same as pushing Zhuang Baihua to his father?

Chi Yue and Zhuang Baihua were face to face, today his mind was too chaotic, sometimes he wanted to be more mature, sometimes he wanted to ask Zhuang Baihua to pay attention to him, and sometimes he gave up on himself.

But he was very clear about one thing, he would not let go of Zhuang Baihua.

Maybe a mature man will be a gentleman and calm, and he will never learn this kind of generosity.

People in the abyss, once they see a life-saving rope, they will try their best to hold on to it, and it is impossible to let him go.

Zhuang Baihua hugged Chi Yue, feeling that he was full of gloom, and the high spirits at the birthday party just now seemed to be just an illusion.

But no matter what kind of Chi Yue it is, it is very charming and affects people's emotions.

Zhuang Baihua said: "You are reflecting on yourself, as long as you can reflect, it is not really evil."

Chi Yue didn't let herself sink, but walked forward step by step, but he didn't realize it himself, thinking that he was still in the abyss, but in fact he had already come out.

"You always excuse me and find excuses for me." Chi Yue said sullenly.

Zhuang Baihua smiled and said, "Because you are worth it."

He doesn't treat everyone like this. Some people really can't be saved. He said he can't do anything, but he just can't give up Chi Yue.

The birthday party was still held downstairs, but the main character disappeared. The moonlight was beautiful tonight, but it was taken away by the bright lights in the yard.

At this time, they were on the balcony at the back of the mansion, very close to the moon, the moonlight was shining down gently, like water, flooding the skin, bringing a refreshing and pleasant feeling.

There are endless moonlit nights in the sky.

The lights over there were not willing to be lonely, and they tried their best to emit dazzling light, highlighting the excitement and hustle and bustle in the banquet hall.

"Don't go, respond to me." Chi Yue hugged Zhuang Baihua and said forcefully.

The more gentle Zhuang Baihua is, the more Chi Yue doesn't want to let go, fair competition?impossible.

Sometimes he feels that he is no different from those people, paranoid longing for things that do not belong to him.

But he is willing to restrain himself for Zhuang Baihua, restrain himself not to take by force.

It's a pity that Zhuang Baihua didn't understand yet, and asked innocently: "What do you respond to, no matter what you need, I will respond."

Chi Yue is crazy.

Invisible teasing is the deadliest. It is crazy to insist on answering him even though you don't understand anything.

Chi Yue began to hate again, hating why Zhuang Baihua was so slow, Luo Zhenduo had confessed his love just now, and he hadn't woken up yet.The two of them hugged each other on the balcony and whispered. After such a long time, Zhuang Baihua still felt that they were simply chatting.

How upright Zhuang Baihua's previous living environment was to cultivate such a character who can't bend his mind at all.

The body in her arms was firm but soft, and Chi Yue couldn't control it anymore. He could restrain himself from plundering, but he couldn't restrain himself from taking it.He turned his head, slid his lips past Zhuang Baihua's side face, turned directly to the front, and gnawed on the sweet lips that Xiao had been thinking about for a long time.

Zhuang Baihua was stunned and opened her eyes wide, unable to believe that she was kissed.

The slightly cool breath took the opportunity to attack the city and conquer the territory, creating a hot atmosphere. Zhuang Baihua wanted to speak, but opened his lips, but it gave the enemy more opportunities.

At this time, there was a sound in the sky, and with a bang, colorful fireworks scattered in all directions, falling from the sky like colorful light rain.

The light rain is like a dream, leaving brilliant traces in the night sky, falling from the highest point, and then disappearing.

Then came the blooming of another firework, grand and beautiful.

Zhuang Baihua thought that Luo's family had arranged fireworks for Chi Yue's birthday, but Chi Yue knew that this show was not arranged tonight, but the fireworks were so bright that the people on the balcony didn't care to appreciate them.

It wasn't until the sound of fireworks stopped that Chi Yue left Zhuang Baihua's lips. They looked at each other, breathing intertwinedly, and their faces were flushed abnormally.

Neither of them spoke, the silence spread, and the atmosphere was ambiguous.

Just when Zhuang Baihua thought that he was old and should take the initiative to break the deadlock, snow-white things suddenly floated down from above.

Zhuang Baihua looked up in astonishment, and saw that the sky that had just finished burning fireworks was covered with white paper.

One after another, like large flakes of snowflakes, they scattered to various places in Luofu.

Zhuang Baihua stretched out his hand and took a piece of paper, only to see two lines of exquisite and elegant characters printed on the white cardboard.

"To Chiyue: Happy birthday to you."