Becoming a Supporting Actor in Paranoid Literature

Zhuang Baihua went to the nursing home to bring Chi Yue back.

Chi Yue was very obedient, she didn't resist or react too much, like a puppet.

Zhuang Baihua led him back to the apartment. The apartment had been vacant for three months while Zhuang Baihua was in a coma. Someone kept coming to clean it, but it was still clean.

After Zhuang Baihua was discharged from the hospital, he rearranged, and it was exactly the same as before.

Chi Yue himself has the fingerprint key of the apartment, but he has never been here.

Chi Yue didn't have much luggage, so Zhuang Baihua didn't call for help, she did it all by herself, and it was sorted in a while.

He rolled up his sleeves, poured a glass of juice for Chi Yue, put it on the table, and said, "I'll cook first, you rest for a while."

Chi Yue stared at the juice and didn't speak.

Zhuang Baihua smiled apologetically: "My cooking is not as good as yours, so let's just make it."

Chi Yue obediently sat at the table without any objection.

Zhuang Baihua walked into the kitchen, worked for a while, brought out two bowls of noodles, put them in front of Chi Yue, and said helplessly, "I'm at this level."

Chi Yue looked at the noodles.

Zhuang Baihua tentatively asked, "If you don't like it, why don't you cook by yourself? There's everything in the kitchen."

Chi Yue still didn't move.

Zhuang Baihua could only pick up a few noodles with chopsticks and hand them to his mouth: "At least eat some."

Chi Yue opened her mouth and took a bite of the noodles.

Zhuang Baihua breathed a sigh of relief, as long as he is willing to eat, he handed the chopsticks to Chi Yue, and said softly, "Do it yourself? I'm hungry too."

Chi Yue took the chopsticks, lowered her head, and slowly picked up the noodles to eat.

Zhuang Baihua smiled, and also picked up the chopsticks to eat.

After eating the noodles, Zhuang Baihua smiled and said to Chi Yue: "I want to take a bath, can you wash the dishes for me?" He turned his head and showed Chi Yue the scar on the back of his head, "When washing my hair, I always The subconscious is very careful, so it takes a long time."

Chi Yue paused, and silently began to clean up the dishes.

Zhuang Baihua couldn't help teasing him: "I'm very worried about that piece of hair. If I become bald in the future, will you despise me?"

Chi Yue finally couldn't help raising her eyes, and glanced at Zhuang Baihua's thick black hair. Although it was cut shorter than before, there was no sign of baldness at all.

Seeing his reaction, Zhuang Baihua smiled and touched his forehead.

It will be very happy to be with Chi Yue.

As soon as the slender fingers touched the skin, Chi Yue quickly retracted, and Zhuang Baihua's hand was hanging in the air, neither advancing nor retreating.

"You've grown taller, and it's become very difficult to touch your head." Zhuang Baihua pretended to withdraw her hand casually, "I'm taking a shower."

After finishing speaking, he walked to the bathroom.

Chi Yue lowered her eyes.

The happier you are, the more scared you are.

After Zhuang Baihua finished washing, Chi Yue had already cleaned up the dining room and the kitchen. He sat quietly on the sofa in a daze. Zhuang Baihua said casually, "Go to bed early."

Chi Yue turned her head and looked at him silently.

Zhuang Baihua pointed to the master bedroom behind him: "I changed the sheets."

This sentence is tantamount to a straightforward invitation.

Chi Yue lowered her head.

Zhuang Baihua didn't force him, but said, "Come here when you want to sleep."

Then he turned and went back to the room alone.

In the past, Chi Yue would go directly to his room without saying much, and there was no need to prepare a guest room at all.

Zhuang Baihua leaned sideways on the bed, the quilt was covered up to his waist, all the lights were turned off, but he didn't close his eyes.

How could he be able to sleep, he was waiting for Chi Yue to enter the room.

It's all about that, if Chi Yue still pretends not to understand, it will be too embarrassing for him.

But Zhuang Baihua waited and waited, but there was still no movement at the door.

Chi Yue won't go to sleep in the guest room, will he?

Zhuang Baihua felt bitter, and turned over, not daring to make a sound, for fear of shocking Chi Yue outside, Chi Yue couldn't help herself, and was even more unwilling to come in.

He held his breath and waited quietly, seeing the sky outside getting darker and darker, it was already the quietest moment in this city.

As the night grew darker, Zhuang Baihua's heart became colder and colder little by little.

It took them a long time to connect, but now everything is back to square one.

Even Zhuang Baihua was a little discouraged, he could be patient with anyone, but he was so anxious when facing Chi Yue.

If it were someone else, it would be fine to wait a day or two, or even a year, but he couldn't wait as long as Chi Yue.

Because he cares about Chi Yue, human beings are selfish, he gave his feelings, and he is impatiently looking forward to Chi Yue's response.

Zhuang Baihua sighed in the darkness.

Chi Yue's mental state is not good now, just when he needs to be cared for, why did he start to be self-willed instead.

Zhuang Baihua sat up resignedly, looking at the dark door, he didn't even close the door, so warmly and eagerly invited Chi Yue, but Chi Yue turned a blind eye, it seems that he really has no charm.

Zhuang Baihua got off the bed lightly, and groped out of the bedroom with the dim light outside the window, trying to make sure if Chi Yue had gone to sleep in the guest room.

As a result, as soon as he stepped out of the room, he saw a black shadow curled up by the door.

A dark figure, without a trace of light at all, just curled up there quietly, lifeless, lifeless, like a black hole.

Zhuang Baihua: "..."

He calmed down his heartbeat, and asked softly, "Why are you here?"

Chi Yue sat on the ground next to the door frame and stayed quietly.

Zhuang Baihua didn't expect him to reply, but was startled when he suddenly saw such a big figure.He scratched his hair, and simply squatted down beside Chi Yue.

"Why are you bothering?" Zhuang Baihua said helplessly, "You don't want to enter the room, and you can't let me go, so you just stand guard at the door. It looks very pitiful, you know?"

He thought for a while, and then changed his words: "Maybe I'm just being sentimental, you didn't care about me, you stayed at my door in the middle of the night, just simply insomnia?"

"I'm getting used to talking to myself." Zhuang Baihua whispered, "Do you really want me to keep talking like this? I want to hear your voice."

He turned his head and tried to raise his hand to stroke Chi Yue's hair. This time Chi Yue didn't dodge and let him pluck her hair.

Zhuang Baihua touched it happily.

"Even if you don't talk, as long as I'm with you, I feel happy." Zhuang Baihua rarely said such straightforward words. Didn't it catch you?"

Zhuang Baihua felt his body shaking slightly.

He struck while the iron was hot, and continued: "I know that you have suffered these three months, and now that I have recovered, you trust me one more time, and I will never leave you again."

Unexpectedly, after hearing these words, Chi Yue cooled down instead, the flowers that had just bloomed quickly withered, and her whole body lost temperature again.

Zhuang Baihua sighed in his heart.

Her promise backfired. Could it be that Chi Yue would never be able to trust him?

It can't go on like this, Zhuang Baihua's last bit of patience is exhausted, and now it seems that there is only one trick.

He stood up straight, dragged Chi Yue up from the ground by the way, and dragged him into the bedroom forcefully.

Zhuang Baihua directly pushed Chi Yue onto the bed, then touched the head of the bed and turned on the light, and the bedroom was instantly bright.

Chi Yue squinted her eyes because of the sudden light, and Zhuang Baihua took this opportunity to step on the bed and straddle him.

"Are we really going to waste time like this?" Zhuang Baihua's breath was a little unsteady, and his cheeks were flushed.

"It took me a lot of effort to wake up. I thought you would be by my side when I opened my eyes, but it turned out not at all. I am very disappointed."

"I was the one who got hurt, why should I take care of you instead." Zhuang Baihua complained about taking care of others for the first time.

"It was supposed to be a happy time, but you didn't say a word." Zhuang Baihua became more and more wronged as he spoke. He didn't want to do this, but he couldn't control himself, "It's not at all what I imagined."

People say that falling in love will lower the IQ of a person, so it is assumed that he has been lowered.

Chi Yue lay flat on the bed, looking at Zhuang Baihua from bottom to top.

Seeing that he was still silent, Zhuang Baihua gritted her teeth, raised her hands tremblingly and began to unbutton her pajamas.

"I don't believe that you are still indifferent."

The silky pajamas slowly slipped off as the buttons were unbuttoned, revealing round shoulders and well-shaped collarbones.The tight chest rose and fell with the rapid breathing, and the ambiguous red spread from the neck all the way down, blending into one piece on the delicate skin.

Even Zhuang Baihua was frightened by his actions. He must have taken the wrong medicine to undress in front of Chi Yue.

What's even more frustrating is that Chi Yue still seems to have no fluctuations.

Zhuang Baihua was as red as a steamed shrimp, wishing to turn back time, Chi Yue was still lying down, looking at him with deep black eyes.

Zhuang Baihua's emotions gradually calmed down, he turned his head in embarrassment, and looked around for the pajamas he had thrown away in his panic.

"What am I doing..."

He whispered self-deprecatingly, hiding his embarrassment.

At this moment, Chi Yue straightened her body suddenly, reached out and pressed the button on the bedside, the light disappeared, and the bedroom fell into darkness again.

Zhuang Baihua's eyes didn't adapt to the darkness, his vision was completely dark, and then he felt Chi Yue rushing up, the two of them reversed their positions, and he was pressed hard on the bed.

Chi Yue hugged him tightly, buried her head in his arms, and asked sullenly: "Are you real?"

This is the first sentence that Chi Yue said in so many days.

Zhuang Baihua almost laughed angrily: "Am I not real or fake?"

Soon Zhuang Baihua felt moisture on his skin.

He calmed down, and slowly stroked Chi Yue's shoulders and arms.

Chi Yue hugged Zhuang Baihua, trembling all over, but exerted so much force that she wanted to break Zhuang Baihua's ribs.

"I thought you didn't want me anymore."

The usually cold voice became hoarse and unpleasant, Chi Yue ignored other things and tried her best to vent her emotions.

"Fool, how could I not want you." Zhuang Baihua said softly.

"But no matter how I call you, you just won't wake up. I thought you left. You don't belong here, and you don't belong to me. Sooner or later, you will return to the place where you were born."

Chi Yue said all the words in her heart in one breath: "You are so good, I don't deserve it, I only deserve to be alone forever, because I want to be with you because I want to be with you, so I will be punished and you will be hurt .”

Oh my god, Zhuang Baihua closed his eyes and murmured, "Why do you think that?"

He pulled Chi Yue up, met the young man's red eyes in the dim light, and said seriously: "You don't mean to be so cold on purpose for me, do you?"

Chi Yue remained silent, as a default.

Look at what forced this child, the original Chi Yue was domineering and possessive in his paranoia, but now he is so worried about gains and losses because of him, and is willing to shut himself up.

Zhuang Baihua almost wanted to knock Chi Yue on the head, and said angrily: "Can't you feel it? How happy I am when I'm with you, it's my life to separate me from you."

When Chi Yue heard this, tears flowed down her face, like crystal gems in the dark night.

"Very scared, afraid that you will never wake up again, afraid of losing you."

Chi Yue talked about her feelings at that time, and now she still trembles when she thinks about it.

Zhuang Baihua hugged Chi Yue, and the two stuck together again, embracing each other tightly without any gap.

Zhuang Baihua patted Chi Yue's back gently, comforting him gently: "I'm here, I'm real."

Chi Yue was next to Zhuang Baihua, feeling that it was not enough, she couldn't help opening her mouth and biting his shoulder.

Zhuang Baihua felt the pain, but didn't make a sound, letting the restless young man gnaw and gnaw.

After a long time, Chi Yue calmed down, and Zhuang Baihua asked, "Do you believe me?"

Chi Yue responded softly: "Yes."

Zhuang Baihua said sourly: "Before, he refused to talk to me."

Chi Yue moved, adjusted her posture, hugged Zhuang Baihua even tighter, felt a little embarrassed, and whispered: "I thought it was an illusion, and I'm afraid everything will be fake after I take it seriously."

Zhuang Baihua pinched his arm and tugged: "Does it hurt? If you know it hurts, it's not a dream."

Unexpectedly, Chi Yue said: "It doesn't hurt, it's very comfortable."

Zhuang Baihua: "..."

The level of shamelessness has picked up a bit, and it seems that it is indeed getting better.

Chi Yue raised her head, and found that her own tooth marks were printed on the smooth skin in front of her, and the skin was broken, so she asked in turn, distressed: "Do you hurt?"

Zhuang Baihua deliberately said: "It hurts, what do you think?"

Chi Yue kissed the tooth mark devoutly, and licked it gently, as if doing so would heal the wound.

Zhuang Baihua's whole body was itchy, and an electric current flowed from his shoulders to his lower back, making him limp and weak.

Neither of them made a sound, only the thin sound of the cloth sliding over the skin, which made people blush.

The temperature in the bedroom rose slowly, and Zhuang Baihua's mind began to lose consciousness. In a daze, Chi Yue leaned against his ear, and said a short sentence to him in a soft voice that could drip water.

"I love you."

Zhuang Baihua suddenly recovered his clarity.