Becoming a Supporting Actor in Paranoid Literature

After Zhuang Baihua figured this out, his heart was beating very fast.

If he knew this was the case, he would have made it clear to Chi Yue.

But such things as feelings, who can predict the foresight.

Zhuang Baihua stood up, picked up the lost book, and carefully stroked the portrait on the cover.

When he read the novel for the first time, he could never have imagined that he would be with the person on the cover.

When Zhuang Baihua thought of this, he was suddenly taken aback.

It seems that he has never established a relationship with Chi Yue. Chi Yue expressed his heart to him with a kiss on his birthday, and he also used a kiss when he responded to Chi Yue.

Neither of them expressed their feelings clearly in words.

In fact, Zhuang Baihua was a little awkward before.

Chi Yue was several years younger than him, and was the son of his good friend. He couldn't let go of his reserve, and kept procrastinating, refusing to respond to Chi Yue's enthusiasm directly.

At the same time, he was uncontrollably attracted to Chi Yue.

He can no longer convince himself that he only sympathizes with Chi Yue.You will be very happy when you get along with Chi Yue, and you will start to miss Chi Yue when you don't see Chi Yue.

If you want to be together, even if you don't do anything, stay quietly, touch each other silently, your heartbeat will speed up, but your body is very comfortable.

Zhuang Baihua couldn't deceive himself, he had a desire for Chi Yue.

Emotional and physical desires.

Zhuang Baihua was very annoyed, if only he could recognize himself earlier.He is older than Chi Yue, so he should be the one to break the ambiguity and ambiguity between them.

Zhuang Baihua wanted to beat himself up when he thought about what he couldn't say on the day of the flight.

Fortunately, I am eight years older than Chi Yue, and still so timid, not brave at all, far worse than Chi Yue.

The more Zhuang Baihua thought about it, her face became redder. Looking at the cover of the novel, her mood was agitated, and she wished to see Chi Yue immediately.

He recalled what happened before the time travel. That night he got the original book, went to bed before finishing it, and time travel when he woke up.

So Zhuang Baihua put the novel on his bedside table, lay down on the bed, and closed his eyes.

I fell asleep in the dream, and when I woke up, I should have returned to the world where Chi Yue was.

Zhuang Baihua really fell asleep after thinking about it.

When he woke up the next day, the first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to turn his head, and then he saw the book on the bedside table, and his heart sank.

He is still in his room.

The biological clock for a long time has allowed Zhuang Baihua to maintain a good wake-up time. According to his previous habits, after packing himself up, he went to the breakfast shop at the entrance of the community to have breakfast.

The owner of the breakfast shop still remembered him, greeted him with a smile, and gave him half an extra fried dough stick.

After Zhuang Baihua finished his breakfast, he walked into his office. His colleagues greeted him energetically, and Zhuang Baihua joked casually.

Looks like a peaceful morning.

Then, Zhuang Baihua started to work.

Meet the tasks assigned by the superiors, pay close attention to various constructions in the jurisdiction, and deal with large and small disputes. The work content is exactly the same as before he crossed.

Zhuang Baihua remembered that before he crossed over, he happened to have an advanced model to report. Now in his dream, this matter was still in progress, and he urged the staff to submit the materials as soon as possible.

It was unbelievable that this dream was connected with his reality.

Zhuang Baihua spent a busy and ordinary day, and nothing strange happened.

Zhuang Baihua thought he had hit his head, so this time the dream was longer.

It turned out that he came home at night, went to bed early, and a day later he was still in his own home.

He went on to work and went on with his life.

Whenever Zhuang Baihua thought that he had made a mistake and that he was not dreaming, maybe he had really put it back on, he would pinch his thigh, but there was still no pain.

Now Zhuang Baihua was confused.

What exactly is going on.

After a few more days, the days went on as usual, and Zhuang Baihua began to panic.

He misses Chi Yue.

He misses Chi Yue's smile, misses Chi Yue's hug, and wants to see Chi Yue's beautiful dark eyes.

Every time Zhuang Baihua thought that it was time to wake up from the dream, and when he opened his eyes, he could see Chi Yue guarding him, but day after day, he did not wake up.

"Director, do you have something on your mind recently?" Seeing that Zhuang Baihua was in a daze, the colleague poked his head and asked him.

Zhuang Baihua turned around and stared at his colleague who had worked with him for many years, and suddenly felt that he was very strange.

Are these familiar people and things real or illusory?

Seeing that Zhuang Baihua didn't say a word, the colleague showed a worried expression: "Director, are you tired, do you want to see a doctor?"

Zhuang Baihua shook his head mechanically, took a deep breath, and said, "It's okay, let's continue working."

No matter what, Zhuang Baihua will not lose his professionalism.

Day by day, the dream still showed no sign of waking up.

Zhuang Baihua's heart became heavier and heavier, and he began to fear that he would never see Chi Yue again.

During these days, his parents called from time to time, urging him to bring his lover home, both openly and secretly. At first, Zhuang Baihua tried to find reasons to shirk him, but the more times he shirked, his parents began to doubt him.

"You didn't find a wife at all, you deliberately fooled us."

Zhuang Baihua said swearingly: "I'm absolutely not lying to you, I really have someone I want to bring home."

"Then you should take it."

Zhuang Baihua said helplessly, "It's a bit inconvenient now."

"Then show us the photo head office?"

Zhuang Baihua still couldn't do it, he couldn't take a picture of the cover of the original novel for his parents, could he?

His words were unsubstantiated, his parents began to disbelieve him, and Zhuang Baihua couldn't do anything about it.

After all, even he himself began to doubt the world.

What is true, what is false, where is the future, where is the way out, it is obviously an ordinary life, it is obviously a familiar colleague, a familiar neighbor, but it makes him feel afraid.

If he stayed like this any longer, he might go crazy.

Zhuang Baihua and Chi Yue felt the same way.

Chi Yue had repeated her 20-year-old time countless times before, how desperate it must have been.

When Zhuang Baihua thought of Chi Yue, his heart ached.

Chi Yue's situation is thousands of times more difficult than his, and Chi Yue has persisted, so he has no excuse to collapse.

So Zhuang Baihua cheered up and continued to look for a solution and a way out.

He had studied the novel. In this dream, the book was just an ordinary book, even the paper and printing were not very good. He tried to return the book to the elder sister, but nothing changed.

Sleeping too much is not enough, no matter how he sleeps, he will still be in his own bed when he wakes up the next day.

He even took a leave of absence and went to other provinces for a circle, unimpeded, so starting from the space would not work.

No method will work, Zhuang Baihua can only try the last trick.

He found a relatively high staircase, stood at the top of the stairs, and looked down.

The scene in front of him reminded him of the day when he was pushed down by Song Yu on the Zhuang's building.

It was not a very good memory, the dark stairs looked like monster's teeth, it was eerie, Zhuang Baihua still remembered the severe pain at that time.

But he had no other choice, he made up his mind, closed his eyes, and jumped directly down the stairs.

Still no pain, but he was injured and taken to the hospital.

Even if he reproduced the scene of him falling from the building, he could not wake up from this long dream.

Zhuang Baihua expected that after being pushed down by Song Yu, he would wake up in the hospital, but he didn't expect not only not to wake up, but to be hospitalized in a dream.

What an irony.

Zhuang Baihua was lying on the hospital bed with nothing to love. His colleagues and friends came to see him one after another. They all thought that Zhuang Baihua had fallen down by accident. No one would believe that Zhuang Baihua had committed suicide.

Zhuang Baihua thanked his relatives and friends for their concern, and tactfully expressed that he needed to rest.

After finally being quiet, his mother went to the hospital to take care of him, sat by his bed and began to chatter.

"Tell me, you are so big and so careless. I have never seen a person in his late thirties roll down the stairs."

Zhuang Baihua remained silent.

My mother glanced at the fruit basket and flowers in front of the hospital bed, and said, "You are very popular, so many people come to see you."

Zhuang Baihua said: "That's right, there are many people who like your son."

This sentence is true, he still maintains the record of being confessed by three people in one day.

The mother whispered: "Then why didn't your partner come to see you?" She was a little dissatisfied, "You are hurt like this, and she still doesn't come, does she take you to heart?"

Zhuang Baihua turned her head, tried to straighten her body from the hospital bed, and said seriously: "Don't talk about him like that, he doesn't know that I'm injured, if he knew..."

Zhuang Baihua was startled and fell silent.

He was pushed down the stairs by Song Yu, and Chi Yue was beside him at the time. Chi Yue watched him fall, not knowing what he would think.

When Zhuang Baihua thought that Chi Yue might be very sad, he felt uncomfortable all over.

"It's better not to let him know." Zhuang Baihua leaned on the hospital bed and murmured, "He will definitely be very sad."

"I promised him that I would always be by his side, but now I can't even see him." Would Chi Yue think that she had broken her promise?

Zhuang Baihua frowned slightly, speaking in a soliloquy tone.

The mother was by the side but listened to everything. Looking at her son's thin face, she knew that his son had something on his mind recently, and there was an unconcealable loss on his face.

"I really like her so much."

Zhuang Baihua sighed and nodded.

"Although I don't know what's going on between you, but if you like it, go after it." Mother stretched out her hand, straightened Zhuang Baihua's hair at the temples, and said seriously.

Looking at the wrinkles in the corners of his mother's eyes, Zhuang Baihua asked hoarsely, "Can I really go?"

Mother nodded: "Of course, we are not an ignorant family. We can accept whatever you like."

She said, hesitated for a moment, and immediately changed her words: "Of course you must have a good character."

Zhuang Baihua laughed, and promised: "When you see him, you will definitely like him."

Mother stroked his hair, and it was rare that she didn't nag, but said in a kind tone: "Go to her, your parents will always support you."

Zhuang Baihua looked deeply at his mother and smiled, but his smile was a bit ugly because of sadness and emotion: "Mom, thank you."

His mother tapped his forehead: "You are my son, why are you being polite to me." She pulled the quilt on the hospital bed for Zhuang Baihua, and said, "Heal well and get out of the hospital as soon as possible before you can go after someone."

Zhuang Baihua laid her body flat on the hospital bed, closed her eyes according to her mother's instructions, took a good rest, and recharged her energy.

He fell asleep with a strong desire.

No matter what forces are holding him back, he won't back down.

He wants to see Chi Yue.

This belief is extremely firm.

He promised Chi Yue that no matter what happens, he will guard Chi Yue, and he will definitely do what he says.

Maybe it was because he thought about it day by day and dreamed about it at night, but this time he heard some voices after falling asleep.

It seemed that many different people were whispering something in his ear.

"Bai Hua, you have to hold on. You don't like to drink, so you are worse than me in physical fitness. Get up quickly and don't sleep."

"Mr. Zhuang, if you don't wake up again, the company's shareholders will cause trouble. Don't you care if the company becomes someone else's?"

"How did you make yourself look like this? If I knew that I took you back to Russia forcefully, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened."

"Mr. Zhuang, you are too much. You promised to watch my work, but now you are asleep. I have made a lot of short films, so wake up and take a look."

……very noisy.

But so many people were talking in his mind, but there was no voice that he was most looking forward to.

Where is Chi Yue?

Zhuang Baihua opened his eyes.