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The phone was hung up, and Jiang Ying looked down at the phone screen, feeling light and empty in his heart.

Zhan Xingyu came over and said, "The personal trainer is calling you, do you still want to fight?"

On the boxing ring not far away, Coach Chen was wearing protective gear, jumping up and down excitedly on the boxing ring, shouting: "Jiang Ying! Come!"

Jiang Ying originally planned to stop playing after this round, to do business earlier, and to go to Ye Chuyang earlier, but Ye Chuyang told him not to go to him, so he was not in a hurry.

He threw the phone into Zhan Xingyu's arms, put on his gloves and walked towards the ring, saying, "Let's fight for a while."

Zhan Xingyu moved a chair and sat under the boxing ring, crossing his legs and watching Jiang Ying and his coach practice lock skills.

Jiang Ying is not a professional boxer, but he has always regarded himself as a professional boxer and is a very qualified amateur boxer.Coach Chen's character is a bit crazy, which suits Jiang Ying's temper. These two people get together, one dares to teach, and the other dares to learn. Coach Chen is about to teach Jiang Ying all the housekeeping skills he has learned in the first half of his career.Coach Chen was very satisfied with his students, and once persuaded Jiang Ying to participate in a formal boxing match. Jiang Ying had seriously considered the feasibility of this, but Zhan Xingyu killed the idea when discussing it with Zhan Xingyu.Jiang Ying gave up the idea of ​​fighting professionally, and settled down to be an amateur boxer.

Zhan Xingyu looked at it for a while, only saw the ruthless fight between two barbarians, and felt that it was bloody and boring, so the phone rang, so he went to the side to answer the phone. He took a long time to answer the phone After talking on the phone, I came back to see that Coach Chen was gone, and Jiang Ying was standing alone on the boxing ring kicking sandbags.

Jiang Ying took off the protective gear on his head and panted while kicking his legs towards the sandbag: "Wait for me for another 10 minutes, I will dry my sweat."

Zhan Xingyu folded his legs, sat down on the chair again, and said, "Don't worry, I'm skipping work today anyway."

Jiang Ying stopped suddenly, grabbed the shaking sandbag, and said, "Aren't you going back to the company?"

Zhan Xingyu crossed his legs and looked at his phone. Hearing this, he glanced at him and said calmly, "I won't be back. I'll follow you all day today."

Jiang Ying walked towards the fence of the boxing ring, put his arms on the rope, and said with a smile, "What are you doing with me?"

Zhan Xingyu said: "Aren't you going to see Song Youhai? I'm worried."

Jiang Yingdao: "I'll go with Bai Sinian, you don't have to worry about me."

Zhan Xingyu's eyes darkened, and he said, "I don't worry about who you're going with." His cell phone rang again, and he picked it up impatiently, "What's the matter?"

The assistant said that a certain wedding planner wanted to see him, and asked him if he needed an appointment for a meeting; their grandfather put Jiang Ying's marriage on the agenda, and specially sent an old man who was with him back to Fenghai to supervise the progress of the marriage. Xingyu has dealt with several wedding company representatives in the past two days, and today he also avoided the company to avoid this business, but the trouble still came to him.

He was very annoyed and said: "I don't have time today, I will talk about it later."

Zhan Xingyu hung up the assistant's phone, looked at Jiang Ying with a sneer, and said, "You're married, why do you want me to work for you?"

Jiang Ying unbuttoned his gloves with lowered eyes, smiled calmly, and said, "Grandpa knows I can't handle this kind of thing."

Zhan Xingyu said bluntly: "He is afraid that you will run away."

Jiang Ying understood very well, but pretended to be confused: "Really."

Zhan Xingyu said: "Otherwise, why did he ask Lao Guan to come back? Just to monitor you."

Jiang Ying was indifferent and said, "Yes, that's it."

Zhan Xingyu looked at his indifferent appearance, and felt a little annoyed in his heart: "Are you willing to live a lifetime under the eyes of grandpa?"

Jiang Ying was still very calm: "Otherwise?"

Zhan Xingyu said: "You are in prison living in Jiang's old house, you are not free."

Jiang Ying lifted the rope, bent down and got out, sat on the edge of the boxing ring again, untied the bandages wrapped around his ankles, and said, "It doesn't matter where I live, I'm not free."

Zhan Xingyu has been rejected by him many times, but he still strives tirelessly to fight for himself: "You can live with me, and I can give you freedom."

Jiang Ying turned to look at him, his eyes were very flat, and he said with a smile, "Xing Yu, I feel like I'm in prison when I'm with you."

Zhan Xingyu thought that he had been rejected many times by him, and his heart was already indestructible, but after hearing what Jiang Ying said, he still couldn't help feeling cold and frustrated: "Why did you say that?"

Jiang Ying changed the topic, and said, "Did Bai Sinian tell you? What I did in the back alley of the hospital."

Zhan Xingyu: "Well, he said you almost killed a boy."

Jiang Ying: "Don't you know who the person I almost killed was?"

Zhan Xingyu was speechless, suddenly feeling a little guilty.

Jiang Ying smiled coldly: "That's the reason. I have something I want to hide from you, but I can't hide it from you. Even if I don't want you to know, you know everything. I have no secrets in front of you, even privacy No. You know all the bad things I did, so I can't hold my head up in front of you, I feel guilty, I feel I'm in jail."

Zhan Xingyu was stunned for a long time: "So you keep rejecting me?"

Jiang Ying gave him the answer in silence.

Zhan Xingyu frowned, looked up at Jiang Ying suddenly, and said, "No, you're just arguing."

Jiang Ying calmly straightened the bandages that had been removed from his ankles, and said, "What am I arguing about?"

Zhan Xingyu said: "You said that I know too much about you, so you can't accept me. What about Ye Chuyang? He also knows a lot about you. Ye Chuyang also knows the bad things you did. Why do you Would you like to stay with Ye Chuyang? Wouldn't he give you the feeling of going to jail?"

Jiang Ying smiled silently for a long time before saying, "Yes. It's unbelievable, isn't it? I also find it unbelievable."

Zhan Xingyu stared at him coldly, and said, "Jiang Ying, I'm starting to hate you now, this is the first time you've made me feel like I'm nothing. I've been with you for so many years, but you said you're not with me Being together is like going to jail, and I'm not as good as the old man you just met for two months."

Jiang Yingdao: "Ye Chuyang is my friend, and so are you."

Zhan Xingyu smiled and said, "Fuck your mother's friend."

He slammed Jiang Ying's cell phone to the ground, and with a snap, the cell phone fell to pieces.He fastened the buttons of his suit and walked out. The hard soles of his leather shoes stepped on the display screen. After taking two steps, he stopped suddenly. Words; people can die of grief. I didn’t believe it at first, I didn’t believe that a person could die of grief, but now I believe it, if one day I die, I will die of grief for you.”

After finishing speaking, Zhan Xingyu looked back at Jiang Ying, showing a thin, bitter smile: "Jiang Ying, you are too selfish, and you are too hurtful. You will make everyone who loves you sad and die."

Zhan Xingyu wanted to curse him, curse him to be lonely until death, and to live in prison all his life, but Zhan Xingyu still loved him more, so he just condemned him, even though he was in pain.Before today, he didn't know that a person could bear so much sadness and so much pain.

When Zhan Xingyu left, his back was very resolute and cold, as if there was no trace of nostalgia.

Jiang Ying picked up the wreckage of the mobile phone and assembled it. The mobile phone can still be turned on, but the inner and outer screens are all broken.He took out the phone card, threw the loose parts into the trash can, took a shower in the boxing gym, changed his clothes, left the boxing gym and drove to Bai Sinian's law firm.

Jiang Ying arrived at Bai Sinian's office downstairs ten minutes later than the agreed time. Bai Sinian and a lawyer surnamed Lu walked out of the building. Bai Sinian got into Jiang Ying's car, and the lawyer surnamed Lu He drove behind Jiang Ying's car.

Jiang Ying smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry, Mr. Bai, there is a little traffic jam on the road."

Bai Sinian said: "It's okay." He fastened his belt and asked, "Where's Xing Yu? I chatted with him just now, and he said he would go to the detention center with us."

Jiang Ying smiled faintly: "Xing Yu has returned to the company, he is much busier than me."

Bai Sinian glanced sideways at Jiang Ying, saw the slightly gloomy look on Jiang Ying's face, and knew in his heart that something must have happened between Jiang Ying and Zhan Xingyu just now, and it was not a good thing.

He didn't ask Zhan Xingyu again, but contacted Zhan Xingyu on WeChat, and talked to Jiang Ying about Xue Wenqiao, who has not been whereabouts so far.Hai Hongcheng did not find Xue Wenqiao, but he did find out Xue Wenqiao's identity, so he had to delay the confrontation between Xue Wenqiao and Jiang Ying. Bai Sinian did what he said and did not tell Jiang Ying's grandfather about it.

Jiang Yingdao: "Teacher Bai, I still have to thank you."

Bai Sinian smiled and said, "Thank you for not telling your grandpa?"

Jiang Ying smiled and nodded.

Bai Sinian said: "Although I work for your grandfather, I know very well that his way of doing things is too radical. If your grandfather knows about it, it will not be good for you."

Jiang Ying said, "Thank you."

Bai Sinian sent a few messages to Zhan Xingyu, put away his phone, smiled broadly and elegantly and said: "Jiang Ying, you were my student once anyway, I have a few words to tell you, I hope you can listen."

Jiang Ying: "Teacher Bai, please tell me."

There was a gentle smile on Bai Sinian's lips, but his eyes hidden behind the lenses were as cold as a layer of ice water, and he said: "You are different from ordinary people, I don't think this is your shortcoming, on the contrary, I think that's to your advantage."

There is a kind of magical power in Bai Sinian, people around him will involuntarily calm down and listen attentively to every word he says.He has a very penetrating influence, this kind of influence is not friendly, like the most eye-catching and powerful existence in the crowd, so he can always become the focus of the crowd.Jiang Ying does not reject him, and even has a good impression of him, because he is somewhat similar to Ye Chuyang. They both have a broad and refined temperament, but he is different from Ye Chuyang. Ye Chuyang is not as good as him. Strong, not as penetrating as him.

Although Jiang Ying does not reject Bai Sinian, he is also unwilling to get close to Bai Sinian. Jiang Ying's affection for him only stays at the same level as Bai Sinian, keeping a distance from each other, and Bai Sinian has always made people look up to him. , also used to be looked up to.Jiang Ying didn't want to look up to him, so he kept a distance from him.

When Jiang Ying heard Bai Sinian's words, he felt very indifferent, and didn't want to bother thinking about any word Bai Sinian said, because he knew that Bai Sinian was always good at debating, and Bai Sinian would eventually convince him.

Jiang Ying smiled perfunctorily and said, "Really."

Bai Sinian smiled and said, "Don't you want to know why I said that?"

Jiang Ying: "Teacher Bai, please tell me."

Bai Sinian said: "There are only two types of people in this world, rational people and irrational people. Most people are rational, like your friend Dr. Ye and Xingyu. But there are also some irrational people , such as you, and... me."

Jiang Ying glanced sideways at him and said with a smile, "Is Teacher Bai irrational? I can't even tell."

Bai Sinian took off his glasses, took out a tissue from the pocket of his suit jacket and wiped the lenses lightly, nodded and said with a smile, "Actually, I'm far less rational than you look, but I'm not crazy either, I'm just more rational than a rational person." A little more freedom."

Jiang Ying heard the words he was interested in: "Freedom?"

Bai Sinian said: "Yes, freedom. Freedom is very ethereal and precious. When you don't have it, you don't feel that you are pursuing it. When you really have it, you realize that you have been losing it. Too much A rational person has no freedom, freedom is the soul of a person, and when a person has no soul, he is just a slave to his body."

Jiang Ying didn't want to listen to Bai Sinian's discussion at first, but now he listened to it. Not only did he listen, but he also began to think: "Am I a slave to my body?"

Bai Sinian raised the corner of his eyes, squinted at him, a sharp cold light flowed from the corner of his eyes, and said with a smile: "You are, and you are not. Although you are not the most rational, I can see that you have been suppressing yourself. Force yourself to be sane."

Jiang Ying smiled and said, "Isn't it wrong to keep rational?"

Bai Sinian: "At the beginning of human beings, sex is the desire. A person is what he is when he is born. What kind of soul is in your body is not up to you, but fate. If Destiny makes you pursue your own free soul, but if you are afraid to pursue it, it violates the original meaning of life.”

Jiang Ying shook his head and smiled, "Teacher Bai, what you said is too profound, I can't understand it."

Bai Sinian cleaned his glasses, put them on, and said, "I believe you can understand what I'm saying, just like I can understand you."

Jiang Ying: "Do you understand me?"

Bai Sinian turned to look at him, and smiled: "Yes, I understand you, you and I are both irrational aliens who pursue freedom."

Jiang Ying had to control himself not to look at Bai Sinian, because he could feel that Bai Sinian's eyes were like dark whirlpools, which could drag him into the boundless black abyss... He suddenly noticed that The danger of Bai Sinian is that he is using his willpower to resist Bai Sinian. He feels that Bai Sinian is like a doctor holding a scalpel in the operating room, and he is like a fish lying on the operating table. Bai Sinian is willing, Bai Sinian can easily peel off his head, dig out his brain, go through it carefully, and put it back in his cavity...

Jiang Ying felt uncomfortable just being stared at by him.

Bai Sinian said again: "I heard from Xing Yu that your psychiatrist is coming to Fenghai, will you meet him?"

Jiang Ying: "Yes."

Bai Sinian said with a smile: "Actually, what you need is not a doctor, what you need is a friend."

Jiang Yingdao: "I have friends."

Bai Sinian: "You mean Ye Chuyang?"

Jiang Ying was silent.

Bai Sinian said: "You should not continue to be friends with Ye Chuyang, you are not the same kind. If you continue to be with Ye Chuyang, there are only two outcomes, either he will be killed by you, or you will be tamed by him. You Which result can you accept?"

Either Ye Chuyang will be killed by him, or he will be tamed by Ye Chuyang...Jiang Ying cannot accept either of these two outcomes, because Bai Sinian is right, he is indeed pursuing his own free soul.

Bai Sinian didn't force him to answer, and gave him enough room to think. He didn't talk to Jiang Ying again on the way to the detention center, but he knew very well that Jiang Ying's mind had been disturbed by him.

When they arrived at the detention center, Bai Sinian stayed in the lobby on the first floor, saying that he was a little tired, and asked the lawyer surnamed Lu to take Jiang Ying to see Song Youhai.Bai Sinian's disguise was so natural that Jiang Ying still didn't realize that he was avoiding Song Youhai.

Jiang Ying and Lawyer Lu were brought into an interview room by the police. The police went to pick up Song Youhai. A few minutes later, Song Youhai was brought in and sat directly opposite Jiang Ying and Lawyer Lu.

Jiang Ying looked at Song Youhai, and felt that Song Youhai was much thinner than when he met in the nursing home last time. His flesh and blood were all shriveled, and his gray eyes were empty and lifeless, like a thin layer attached to a bony peach pit. The thin flesh clothes are also like a skeleton covered with tattered clothes.

Song Youhai didn't look at anyone, just lowered his head dumbly, like a walking dead.

Because the case turned around, Lawyer Lu, as Song Youhai's attorney, wanted to communicate with Song Youhai, inform him of Song Youhai's latest progress, and then get strong clues about the defendant from Song Youhai.

But Song Youhai just sat stiffly like a puppet, as if he had lost his language function, and didn't say a word.

Song Youhai's correctional policeman said: "Looking at him like this, I'm afraid he will be sent to compulsory medical treatment before he can go to court."

Lawyer Lu asked a few questions, but Song Youhai didn't answer, just sat in a daze.Lawyer Lu shook his head helplessly, and raised his hand to Jiang Ying, indicating that Jiang Ying could talk to Song Youhai.

Jiang Ying leaned on the back of the chair, looked at Song Youhai coldly, and said, "Song Youhai, do you still recognize me?"

Song Youhai was indifferent.

Jiang Ying provoked him on purpose, and said with a smile, "You said I was a murderer last time we met, are you forgetting about me now?"

Song Youhai shuddered when he heard the word murderer, but he still didn't look up.

Jiang Yingdao: "You said that I was a murderer. This is a very serious problem, so you must tell me, who did I kill?"

Song Youhai read in a low voice: "Xiaoqian...Xiaoqian..."

Jiang Ying: "Xiaoqian? You mean that I killed your daughter Song Xiaoqian?" Jiang Ying said with a cool smile, "No, didn't your daughter burn to death? How could I kill it?"

Song Youhai raised his head abruptly, and stared at Jiang Ying viciously: "Murderer! Murderer!"

Jiang Ying leaned forward, narrowed the distance with Song Youhai, and said with a smile on his lips: "Go on, tell me the whole story, who did I kill? Where did I kill it? How do you know I'm the murderer?"

Song Youhai trembled violently, panting heavily, and roared: "Dead man, black hole, before dawn, he can't be allowed to appear alive!"

Jiang Ying's face turned cold: "What are you talking about?"

Song Youhai: "Dead man! Black hole! We can't let him appear alive before dawn!"

Jiang Ying gritted his teeth: "What are you talking about!"

Song Youhai: "Dead man! Black hole! We can't let him appear alive before dawn!"

Jiang Ying: "Who is the dead man! Who is he!"

Song Youhai: "Dead man! Black hole! We can't let him appear alive before dawn!"

Jiang Ying was suddenly furious, grabbed Song Youhai by the collar, and shouted, "Damn it, make it clear! Who are you talking about!"

Song Youhai: "Tomorrow! Tomorrow!"

Jiang Ying: "What day is tomorrow!"

Song Youhai: "23rd, May 23rd!"

May 23rd...

A thunderbolt fell from Jiang Ying's head, half of his spine collapsed, and he almost collapsed. He supported the table with his left hand and asked, "Is it May 23, [-]?"

Song Youhai's withered and sharp fingers like eagle claws grabbed the back of Jiang Ying's hand suddenly, and the nails hidden in the dirt would dig into Jiang Ying's flesh. He stared at Jiang Ying and said, "The murderer...not..."

Two policemen rushed over and pulled Song Youhai away, and put handcuffs on Song Youhai.

Jiang Ying was stunned for a moment, and shouted loudly: "Please make it clear, the murderer is not who!"

When the meeting time came, Song Youhai had no chance to speak and was taken out of the meeting room by the police.

Jiang Ying walked out of the meeting room, his feet were soft, as if he was stepping on clouds.

His complexion was really ugly. Attorney Lu who was with him asked him if he was uncomfortable. Jiang Ying waved his hand tired of perfunctory.He walked a few steps forward in the corridor, and saw himself in an appearance mirror at the end of the corridor. In the mirror, his face was indeed gray, as if he had just suffered a serious illness and looked like he would collapse at any time.

The grooming mirror was not facing the corridor, but turned a dozen degrees to the lobby on the first floor. From Jiang Ying's perspective, he could only see his own reflection and Song Youhai behind him...

It turned out that Song Youhai was not taken away by the police. Two police officers twisted Song Youhai's arms and stood in the corridor, waiting for Jiang Ying and Lawyer Lu to pass through the lobby first. People, so avoid Jiang Ying and Lawyer Lu.

At this time, Jiang Ying hadn't gone far, Song Youhai stopped in place, Song Youhai looked in Jiang Ying's direction, and Jiang Ying's gaze met in the mirror—Jiang Ying looked at Song Youhai, Song Youhai's eyes didn't seem excited just now, nor Just now he was insane, not as sluggish as before, Song Youhai seemed to heal instantly, the depression in his mind was gone, his eyes were clear and calm, only revealing a strong, floating, bitter sadness...

Jiang Ying felt that Song Youhai seemed to have something to say to him, so he turned back and looked directly at Song Youhai.

But the moment he turned around, Song Youhai suddenly went crazy again. Song Youhai's hands were cuffed behind his back, and his arms were twisted by the police. He buried his head and rushed forward, like a tiger descending a mountain, roaring in the direction of Jiang Ying: "Don't go! I'm going to kill you! You killed my daughter, you made me like this! I'm going to kill you!"

Song Youhai broke free from the drag of the police and ran towards Jiang Ying.

Jiang Ying stopped where he was, and looked at him indifferently, with tired brows.

"stop!"

The police caught up with Song Youhai, pulled out their batons and stabbed Song Youhai in the waist.

Song Youhai stopped in an instant, trembling violently, as if being whipped by hundreds of thousands of whips at the same time, and fell to the ground with a thud, white foam dripped from the corners of his mouth, he turned his head towards Jiang Ying, and there were still spewing tears in his eyes murderous look.

In order to prevent Song Youhai from injuring others, the police shocked him with electric shocks, and then sent Song Youhai to the hospital. Because Song Youhai had a heart attack, the electric shock caused Song Youhai to have a heart attack.

Jiang Ying went to the hospital with the police, but he didn't realize when Bai Sinian left.

Song Youhai was pushed into the emergency room. Two policemen stood guard at the door. Jiang Ying sat alone on a bench beside the hospital corridor. The corridor was very quiet, except for the occasional footsteps of two policemen not far away.

When Bian Xiaocheng heard the news, he hurried over. He walked so fast that he almost couldn't stop the car in front of Jiang Ying. He turned back in time and squatted in front of Jiang Ying: "Mr. Jiang? Are you all right? You look so bad, let me accompany you for a checkup. "

Jiang Ying lowered his head, put his hands on his lap, and slowly kneaded the fingers of his left hand with his right hand. The five fingers were already red from his pinching. He said in a hoarse and dull voice, "What are you doing here?"

Bian Xiaocheng said, "Lawyer Bai called Mr. Zhan. Mr. Zhan is worried about you, so let me come and have a look."

Jiang Ying sat quietly, indifferent.

Bian Xiaocheng stood up, observed his words for a while, and smiled cautiously: "Mr. Jiang, I just ran into Dr. Ye downstairs."

Jiang Ying had some reaction, he raised his head slowly and asked, "Ye Chuyang?"

Bian Xiaocheng: "Yes, yes, it is Dr. Ye."

Jiang Ying: "Why did he come?"

Bian Xiaocheng said: "Mr. Zhan called Dr. Ye and said that you are in the hospital and the situation is not very good. Dr. Ye came over."

Jiang Ying: "What about the others?"

Bian Xiaocheng said: "Dr. Ye came here by car, he is probably still looking for a parking space, it took a while."

As soon as the words were finished, footsteps sounded at the end of the corridor. Jiang Ying turned his head to look over and saw Ye Chuyang walking towards him at a speed he had never seen before.

Ye Chuyang was in a hurry, with a bunch of car keys hooked in his hand, two streams of thin sweat dripping from his temples, he walked up to Jiang Ying like the wind, first looked at Jiang Ying, and then asked coldly: "Why not?" Take my call?"

Jiang Ying's mobile phone was dropped by Zhan Xingyu, leaving only a calling card in his pocket.

Jiang Ying raised his head to look at Ye Chuyang, then lowered his head in silence, and stretched out his hand to grab Ye Chuyang's clothes, trying to get Ye Chuyang closer to him.

Ye Chuyang looked at him with low eyes, shook off his hand, and said, "Give me the phone, I want to see if your phone is turned off, or if you have blacklisted me, I made dozens of calls You didn't answer the phone."

Jiang Ying said, "The phone is broken."

Ye Chuyang: "Broken?"

"It's really broken." He tugged at the corner of Ye Chuyang's clothes again, and said softly, "Don't be angry, I didn't mean not to answer your call."

Ye Chuyang was really angry that he couldn't contact Jiang Ying just now, but now that Jiang Ying was showing softness and acting like a baby, his heart was rotten and soft, and he lost his temper at all.

He took a step forward, stood in front of Jiang Ying, put his arms on Jiang Ying's shoulders, gently dragged Jiang Ying's back neck with his fingers, handed the car keys to Bian Xiaocheng, and said, "Secretary Bian, I parked the car at the In the garden at the gate, please find a place to park the car for me."

Bian Xiaocheng felt that the atmosphere between the two could not tolerate him, so he took the car keys and hurried away.

The corridor was quiet, only Ye Chuyang and Jiang Ying were left. Ye Chuyang looked down at Jiang Ying's black hair and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Jiang Ying: "I went to see Song Youhai in the detention center just now, and Song Youhai said a few words to me."

Ye Chuyang: "What are you talking about?"

Jiang Ying smiled wryly, and said, "It's still the same sentence, saying that I am a murderer, and I want to kill and pay for my life."

Ye Chuyang looked down at him, somehow saw that Jiang Ying's sad heart was not because of Song Youhai, and said, "Are you sad because of Song Youhai?"

Jiang Ying paused for a moment, then shook his head slightly.

Ye Chuyang: "Who is that for?"

Jiang Ying whispered, "Xing Yu."

Ye Chuyang understood, and asked calmly, "Why?"

Jiang Yingdao: "Xing Yu asked me to move out of my house to live with him, but I refused...I can't remember how many times I have refused him." He gave a low laugh, and then said, "Xing Yu said I was too Selfish, I feel the same way, a selfish person like me doesn't deserve to be with anyone."

Ye Chuyang stood still for a while with no expression on his face, and said, "Does he blame you?"

Jiang Yingdao: "He hates me, there is another person in this world who hates me."

He looked up at Ye Chuyang and said, "Dr. Ye, will you hate me?"

Ye Chuyang didn't lower his head, nor did he look at Jiang Ying. He looked at the snow-white and cold wall opposite, with a faint smile on his face, and said, "You haven't hurt me so far, so I don't hate you."

Jiang Ying seemed puzzled: "Why does Xingyu hate me?"

Ye Chuyang sighed in his heart, and said weakly: "Because he loves you."

Jiang Ying lowered his head, tightly pinched the corner of Ye Chuyang's clothes with both hands, as if he wanted to hide into Ye Chuyang's arms, and said, "Dr. Ye, are you different from Xingyu? You don't love me, so you won't hate me."

Ye Chuyang: "You hope I don't love you?"

Jiang Ying: "I hope you don't hate me."

Ye Chuyang smiled: "I understand, you don't need me to love you."

Jiang Ying hid in his arms, choked up slightly and said: "Xing Yu said that I am selfish, I will make all those who love me sad, I will make those who love me sad to death... But I don't know who loves me, I don't I know... If the person who loves me is really sad for me, is it still my fault?"

Ye Chuyang was very distressed, both for Jiang Ying and himself, and said, "It's not your fault, and I don't know whose fault it is."

Jiang Ying tightly grasped the corner of Ye Chuyang's clothes, hid in Ye Chuyang's arms, choked up and said: "People who love me will hate me in the end, so I don't need anyone to love me, and I don't care how many people hate me Dr. Ye, as long as you don't hate me, I still have the courage to live."

Ye Chuyang was moved by his words. Although these words have always been Jiang Ying's coldness and selfishness, he still fell in love with Jiang Ying as if he was insane...

He gently stroked Jiang Ying's back neck, and said with a gentle smile, "Don't worry, I won't love you, nor hate you."