"I'm an adult," Cilang reasoned with the big cat who had just returned home in order to prevent Gongxian from being shot lying down, "I have the legitimate right to swear."

Although to be honest, he was indeed influenced by the bowstring, originally Cilang didn't swear.

Gongxian is proficient in the swear words of various countries. He doesn't say a word outside, but he uses fxxx as a mantra when he gets home, and occasionally switches to French and Spanish to adjust his mood.

Although in front of Yijiyuan Kazumi, she still dare not use it.

Cilang once thought she was being bullied at school, so he went to the school to have a look.

I found that all the teachers and classmates didn't like her, and even the seniors respected her, she was like the queen of the campus.

Later, he thought, probably the girl was too demanding of herself, so she vented her pressure by swearing, so Cilang just reminded her and didn't forcefully interfere with her.

Unexpectedly, he was taken away without knowing it.

"really."

Ijuin does not deny this, he puts on his indoor shoes,

He took off his suit jacket on the return journey, and casually held it in his hand. He walked slowly towards Ci Lang and said lazily: "When women grow up, they generally feel the influence of society and culture on them at the beginning of puberty. 'shaping', whether or not they are self-aware enough to be aware of it. Whether it's labeling discussions in society,

It is still the perception of the opposite sex's eyes in life, and even the default common sense taught by the elders such as 'what should a woman/girl do', will make them increasingly aware of their female identity and the subsequent oppression.Therefore, many women will like to swear during adolescence. Swearing can bring a sense of control and power, even if it is just an illusory spiritual comfort.Men's situation is different and milder, but the same is true.Mr. Mochizuki Jiro, are you an adolescent who needs a sense of illusory power? "

Cilang looked at the big cat walking in front of him with "==" speechless eyes.

It's not because Yijuin's words are unreasonable.

As long as Yijiyuan thinks, Yijiyuan can tell the truth that is more righteous and considerate than anyone else.

Cirou discovered this very early on.

Because Yijiyuan has no position, and indifference means no bias. A person who is cold-eyed but extremely smart, of course, can see more clearly than ordinary people.

but!Cilang understands better that the big cat said such a long passage of truth that Cilang was a little touched, not because the big cat really cares about it, but because the big cat has a certain degree of mental cleanliness and doesn't like to listen to it. People swear.

He made such a big circle just to make him admit his mistake.

Ci Lang looked up at him, and said helplessly, "You... I was wrong, so I won't say anything."

Yijiyuan raised his brows slightly in satisfaction, but he was still acting obediently: "Why admit your mistake? Isn't this your legitimate right?"

"Enough is enough, you!" Ci Lang couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch Hechen's face, pretending to be angry, "Is this the mouth that is pretending to be obedient? Hmm? Is it this mouth?"

Yijiyuan grabbed his hand, bowed his head and kissed him.

"Sweet, did you steal the pudding first?"

"You, you don't have it...in the refrigerator..."

Very comfortable, gentle, intermittent kisses, just rubbing against the wall.

Suddenly, the whole villa rang loudly.

It is the highest alarm of the security system!

There are gangsters invading!

Cilang was taken aback, Yijiyuan had already picked up the phone: "What's going on?"

What is being reported over there one after another.

Yijuin finally nodded: "Wait for me to deal with it."

Then he hung up the system communication, and operated twice on the mobile phone. Unlike the alarm bell that screamed just now, this time it rang through the villa: du—du—du——, after three heavy and heavy reminders , Cilang heard the sound of mechanical operation, and it was the bulletproof panels outside the French windows on each floor that were retracting.

"Caught it? Is it a thief?" Cilang judged based on what he heard.

"Probably," Ijuin said calmly, he picked up the suit jacket that fell on the floor, and threw it to the sofa, "I'll go out and have a look."

"I'll go as well."

Cilang worried about following.

Coming out of the villa, there were bodyguards every short distance in the courtyard. They all nodded to Yijiin and Jiro, and the sound of wailing and dog barking came from the backyard garden.

The wailing was so miserable that Ci Lang was startled.

what happened?

They walked towards the garden, and Mr. Longyi trotted over and reported to Hechen: "The intruder is a young man with a knife. The purpose seems to be to rob the house. It is not yet possible to determine his real intention. After being discovered, he ran away in a panic and climbed up the garden. At the fence, he was bitten by a guard dog on his trouser leg, slipped and fell, and his jaw was pierced by the tip of the fence, and he has already called the police to explain the situation...Mr. Mochizuki may still not have to go there?"

Yijuin stopped and looked at Jiro.

Cilang shook his head: "I'm with you."

So Ijuin continued to walk forward, with one hand in his suit trouser pocket, and he walked slowly, as if he was deaf to the wailing, like wandering in a garden.

In the northeast corner of the garden is the cherry blossom tree. It is on the fence not far from the cherry blossom tree. Shuntaro, who wanted to tear the gangster off with his head, pulled the pierced flesh with every blow, so the gangster kept crying.

But Shuntaro couldn't subdue the gangster to the ground, and kept threatening roars from his throat.

This is the first time Jiro has truly realized the power of guard dogs.

The bodyguards who surrounded the gangsters didn't want to see this bloody scene, so they turned their backs from a distance.

Cilang who stood still couldn't bear to look away.

Mr. Long Yi explained to him: "The gangster has a knife in his hand and tried to attack the guard dog when he was discovered, so the guard dog is now in a state of facing the enemy. We are not the master, and it will not listen to our orders. However, the boss taught it very well. Well, the guard dog didn’t bite anyone, and it wasn’t out of control, it was just performing its duties, Mr. Mochizuki, don’t be afraid, we are on guard, that’s . . .

Following Mr. Ryuichi's instructions, Cirou saw the hiding place and pointed his gun at Shuntaro's bodyguard.

Only He Chen can stop it.

Shuntaro has to be stopped quickly.

Cilang went to see Yijuin, and found that Yijuin was looking at the fence with dark eyes.

Yijuin seemed to be thinking, but it didn't look like Jiro's familiar thinking expression. After a while, Yijuin asked calmly, "What knife did he bring?"

Cilang thought, did Yijiyuan see something unusual?Looking for evidence from the knife?

Mr. Long Yi pointed to the ground not far from the fence: "There, waiting for the police to deal with it, is a household knife."

Yijiyuan nodded to show his understanding, he didn't even go to look at it, thought for a while, and asked again: "Is the identity still not confirmed?"

Mr. Longyi turned around and asked his subordinates. After a while, he regretfully reported: "The subordinates are incompetent, and there are still no clues."

"Don't blame yourself," Yijiyuan looked at the fence, but didn't blame Mr. Longyi, "Maybe it's really just an ordinary thief."

Cilang suddenly understood.

Hechen didn't see the abnormality, nor did he really care about those problems.

This big cat just finally saw something interesting and was just delaying time on purpose.

No matter how correct the words Yijuin can say with certainty, no matter how correct the three views Yijuin can pretend on the surface, this will not change an unchangeable fact: Yijuin does not regard other human beings as the same kind or as equals , he is a cat that instinctively longs to play with its prey, and a beast that is bored because its instincts are restrained all the time.

But the big cat loves Jiro.

Cilang thought almost in a trance, he loves me, only me, and I only love him, I am his cage, because he loves me.

"Kazumi," Jirou heard himself begging calmly, as if it was a daily gossip, no one could see that his whole heart was burning, "tell Shuntaro to stop."

Yijiyuan raised his eyebrows slightly, and walked forward.

Yijiyuan raised his hand, clapped his palms twice, and applauded decisively twice. He was calm, calm, and not sloppy at all, like a professional animal trainer.

Shuntaro stopped roaring and pricked up his ears.

Yijuin didn't raise his voice, he just ordered: "steady."

Shuntaro didn't move at once, it stopped biting the gangster and pulling it down, but kept the state when it heard the order.

Yijuin then ordered: "let go."

Shuntaro let go of his mouth.

"come here."

Shuntaro trotted over, and Ijuin rubbed its huge head and praised: "good."

Shuntaro let out a joyful sound from his throat, and flicked his tail wildly.

Then Shuntaro came to Jiro's side again, and Jiro touched it, apologizing that his hands were sweaty.

It didn't take long for the police to arrive, as did the ambulance.

Ijuin was the head of the household, and was respectfully invited aside by the police for questioning. Jirou stood next to Shuntaro, looking at the chaotic garden.

After a lot of effort, the emergency personnel finally got the criminal off the fence. When the stretcher hurried past Cilang, Cilang saw his face and his breath stopped.

That face, Cirou seemed to have seen it in prison, was a prisoner in another cell.

Cilang didn't really know him, but he was also very domineering in prison, and he was a thorn in the side that Cilang dared not provoke. In order to avoid him, Cilang remembered his face.

So, this person is released from prison, has not improved, and is still committing crimes.

When the ambulance and the police had left and the night returned to calm, they returned to the villa.

Yijuin was at the bar, pouring himself a glass of wine.

"Hold me," Cilang asked bluntly as he touched Yijiin's hand across the table.

Yijiin gently slid the wine glass to Cilang's side, the ball of ice hit the glass wall, making a nice shattering sound, and he circled around, hugged Cilang from behind according to his words, and put his face against Cilang's side, Yijiin lowered his voice Ask: "What's wrong? Are you scared?"

Encircled by his warm body, Cirou leaned against Yijuin's side face, took a deep breath, leaned back into Yijiin's arms, and when he spoke, he talked about what happened half a month ago: "Before, it was the one who shot the documentary Director, I declined because I think you are right."

The director found Cilang's contact information through the court relationship, and wanted to invite Cilang to participate in the shooting of an interview documentary about innocent being imprisoned because of a huge loan from his partner.

It is not uncommon for a partner to be imprisoned for huge debts, and female victims are the majority.There have been social activists speaking out for this, but because it involves the protection of the property of creditors, the law has not been revised for a long time.

The director seemed to be very honest, and said straight to the point that because Cilang was the only case that received widespread attention from the society, he wanted to use this attention to speak out for more wronged women. The director even believed that Cilang was the only one who received attention among the victims. The facts themselves should arouse people's reflection.

At the beginning, Cilang was very moved by the director's sentimental speech, and thought that the director was right, so although he didn't want to be exposed again, he didn't refuse immediately, so the director made a more generous statement. The more he talked, the more he felt that he should do it for others Female victims make this documentary.

Then Ciro asked Yijuin for his opinion, and Yijuin asked Cilang to ask the director directly: How many cases have you filmed?Were the cases selected for this legal loophole and were they representative?

In the end, the director hesitated and only dared to answer: he wanted to focus on Mochizuki-kun, so he hadn't contacted other victims yet.

Jiro was very disappointed, but Yijuin was not surprised at all, and his analysis was so straightforward that it was a bit blatant:

He said that Cilang's case received attention because of Cilang's face and his relationship with politicians in pornographic news.These attentions did not bring any benefit to Cilang in the court trial, but also caused Cilang to be humiliated by the whole society, because the media's attention to this matter was not to vindicate Cilang, but simply to hype up vulgar gossip, so Cilang owed nothing at all. As for the other victims, from this point alone, it can be seen that the director deliberately led Cilang to feel guilty and had bad intentions.

He also said that it was even more untenable for the director to set the main feature of this documentary as Cilang. Cilang's case involved gossip news, which indeed attracted much attention, but the case itself was not representative enough. Cilang said from his heart He is very innocent, but although Jirou didn't know that it was a huge loan contract and was cheated by Mirei Kasuga and Makoto Kishio, Jirou signed it with the intention of helping his girlfriend with a loan.This law is to protect the interests of creditors. The biggest controversy lies in how the ignorant/threatened defendant can prove that he did not know about the loan/being threatened + the loan was not for his own use. Cilang does not belong to the "perfect victim" here, so let Cilang be pushed out , just using his face as a selling point to let him face another round of humiliation. This kind of false attention that deviates from the tone will not help other victims much.

This happened half a month ago, it's not that Yijuin has no memory, but I don't know how Cilang would think of it at this moment: "And then?"

Jiro continued: "The director is a liar full of lies, but the concept of 'documentary' and 'what I want to do' inspired me. I have been hesitating, because the previous picture books are suitable for everyone, children. It doesn't look like much effort. But this time, I want to draw a more adult-oriented picture book. I want to tell the story of those lonely, feeling out of place moments, but finally grasping the silver lining. I hesitate , because I feel that I have a lot of questions, but I can't give an answer.

"For example, because I don't admit that I committed a crime, and I hate the inmates who don't take the crime seriously, so I exclude ex-cons. I don't think they deserve forgiveness. I know this is discrimination and it is wrong. But the gangster just now seems to be a fellow prisoner serving a sentence in the same prison as me. When I saw him, I still couldn’t help thinking that he really didn’t change his mind and committed a crime again. Knowing what is right, but still Inevitably thinking the wrong things and doing the wrong things, I was at a loss. Then I thought, is it just me, or does everyone feel this way at one time or another?"

If you let Yijuin say that this is not a mistake, it's just not so correct human nature. A truly kind person is easy to be harsh on himself, but he didn't bother Jirou, just let Jiro continue talking.

At this point, Cilang's tone became firm: "Then I suddenly realized that what I wanted to paint was not the problem itself, because it was my experience and my own problem, and most people have not been drawn to it. It is difficult for them to resonate with this issue when designing the experience of being in prison. It seems that you said last time that it is not representative. It is still inevitable to have wrong ideas' confusion, or is it the confusion of 'is it just me, or everyone has felt this kind of confusion'."

Cilang turned his head and looked at Kazumi, his eyes were full of love: "When I was in junior high school, I often felt out of place and thought collectivism was terrible. I suspected that I was a strange person. At that time, you told me that these It's normal to be confused, you say I'm just kind. Without you, I'm always scared in my heart, and I'll always doubt myself. So, I want to draw all my lonely confusion, maybe it can tell other people who are lonely , tell them that their confusion is normal and they are not that lonely. However, in this way, maybe this picture book is not commercialized enough, maybe I can’t draw it well at all, maybe I can’t make as much money as Cat & Dog for you……"

This is the look, Yijiin thought, this is the look Cirou used to look at him when he was in junior high school.If he hadn't been looked at by Mochizuki Jirou with such eyes, he might not be the Kazumi Ijuin he is today.

"It doesn't matter, I'm already looking forward to it," Yijiin interrupted Cirou's hesitant voice, he caressed the side of Cirou's face, and rubbed his thumb lovingly on his cheekbones, "Draw it, I want to see it."

Cirou turned around, couldn't help hugging Yijuin's neck, buried his face in it, rubbed the tip of his nose against Yijuin like a dog.

Yijuin hinted in that indifferent voice: "However, if you want to make it up to me anyway, you can use pudding, just like last time."

Cirou raised his hand and thumped him.

The last time they ate pudding, Yijiin asked Cilang to feed the cat by himself. This "feed the cat by yourself" means to let Ciro apply the pudding on his body, and it is not allowed to apply the pudding on the same place repeatedly, and then the big cat will lick the pudding off .

It's more than a shame, when Yijiyuan finished eating the pudding, Cilang's whole body would be smoking.

However, Cilang still fed the big cat and ate up the four cups of pudding in the refrigerator like last time.

Because it is not allowed to apply on the same place repeatedly, Cilang hopes to lose his memory immediately and not recall the parts that were painted last, for the rest of his life.

But the next morning, when Cilang woke up, he still instantly remembered the pudding from last night.

He felt that he would have no face to go out and meet people in the future.

However, to add to this sense of shame, today is the autumnal equinox, and they will wear formal kimonos to honor their grandparents at Ijuin.

The author has something to say: * Is Cilang pudding delicious? He Chensang ww

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