The man rescued from Kabukicho

After hanging up his suit jacket, Yijiin walked towards Cilang, stood still, leaning slightly on the back of the sofa.

Cilang raised his head and looked at Yijiyuan.

Yijuin's right hand stroked down Jirou's beautiful jawline, and finally gently grasped Jirou's neck.

"What's wrong?" Ichigo asked.

Jirou likes to be in contact with Yijuin, although due to his over-sensitivity, the tips of his ears turn red just being held by Yijuin's neck like this.As soon as the skin touched the palm, the spine seemed to be crawled by a micro-current for a moment.

He tilted his head to the right, rubbed against Yijuin's right forearm, and kept his eyes on Yijuin, and replied softly: "There are some things that I really can't understand."

"Tell me."

I didn’t want to talk about it at first, but after returning from that trip to [Shiyan Go], Jirou has been working hard to recover, he wants to become a lover that Yijuin can rely on at ease, and change the state of relying on Yijuin for everything.

Objectively speaking, so far, his recovery plan is progressing quite smoothly - no matter how impatient he is, Cilang still has this ability to judge.

But what troubled him tonight was not the doubt that appeared out of thin air, but the question that he couldn't figure out when he was imprisoned four years ago.

He needs to rely on Yijuin tonight.

Yijiin, who didn't wait for Cilang's answer, rubbed the pulp of his index finger on Cilang's side neck twice, like a kind of gentle urging.

Ci Lang expressed his confusion: "Why are people like them sought after by the public?"

After listening to the story, Yijuin knew that Jiro probably saw the program on Makoto Kishio or Mirei Kasuga.

Cilang, who was immersed in memories, continued: "Four years ago, while waiting to be transferred to the prison, there was a female criminal opposite the iron fence. I didn't know who she was at that time, but I found out later , she is the leader of the 'Wugou God'.

"But she knew who I was, and when she recognized me, she laughed and said 'so you're that incompetent man who got scammed by a politician's mistress' and boasted that she had capital protection and would be out of jail soon , and after I get out of prison, within a few days, I can make more money than the huge loan I can't afford.

"After I was released from prison, it was not until last winter when I found a job in a convenience store that I found out from the chats of the young clerk that the female prisoner was the leader of the Communist Party. What she said that day was true. Fundraising and other crimes should be punished for many years according to the law, but there were pious rich believers who were involved in various activities, and they found church finance to cover her for the crime. In the end, she only stayed in prison for more than a year. When she was released from prison, there were More than a dozen believers prostrated themselves outside the gate of the prison to welcome them. Now, the leader still spreads racism and lives a luxurious life by controlling believers.

"She is obviously a criminal, a person who has been clearly convicted of a crime by the law, why can she still attract so many believers and continue to develop?

"And myself, whether I think I am or not, in the eyes of others, I am a criminal. Some people write love letters and send them to the prison because of seeing related reports on TV and the Internet... There are half filled marriage applications. What the hell are these people thinking? How much do they think they know about a criminal in prison? What do they 'like' about a criminal?

"Everyone obviously hates ex-criminals so much, doesn't it? Why is she such a boss, but is sought after by some people? Why is someone like Mirei Kasuga, who deliberately cheats money, also sought after by some people? How do you treat criminals? What do you see? I can't even figure it out.

"Although my situation is not much better, I really hate criminals. In the past four years, every time I heard them communicate with that kind of numbness, 'what did they do?'" Sentenced for several years ’ And other crime topics, every time I watch them envy those economic criminals who are greedy for money, and implicitly approve of the murderer who killed the cheating wife, I think so more and more.

"Whether it is working in prison, or being vigilant after being released from prison, or even affecting the experience and employment of oneself and future generations, it is the price that criminals should pay-maybe it is extreme, but I think this is the right way to protect the weak. order.

"You see, in this society, from childhood to adulthood, people who don't fit in and think differently from others will be regarded as 'abnormal' and will be ruthlessly excluded by the collective. Therefore, in order not to be excluded, most people Since I was a child, I have carefully followed the steps of the group, let myself become gregarious, and did not dare to expose my own unique ideas. I even joined the group to exclude the "un gregarious" for the sake of "fitting in the gregarious", even if it is possible that I actually agree that the other party is not gregarious. of ideas.

"However, when it comes to people like the racist leader, Mirei Kasuga, and criminals who get a lot of press coverage, this suffocating general social norm seems to suddenly break down, and the distaste for ex-convicts suddenly disappears. These people are obviously more abnormal, but some people follow them, even like them, and become fans... How can there be such a ridiculous society?"

Having said so many words in one breath, Cirou was obviously emotional at the end.

Although Yijiyuan comforted him, his expression was calm, as if he couldn't empathize with him.

Yijuin said flatly: "Following the group, trying to fit in with the group, and pushing out the ones who don't fit in are the survival strategies of the weak; pursuing the strong and pursuing those who can dominate others, wealth and power in their own eyes is also the survival strategy of the weak.

"In the eyes of some people, the criminals are the strong ones who 'dominate others', the ones who cheat money are the strong ones who 'dominate wealth', and so on. This is caused by the cognitive level of these people limited by their own genes. They are still in Muqiang.

"What you said are not contradictory social phenomena, they appear for the same reason."

Thinking about it carefully, perhaps it is indeed what Yijuin said.

What Yijuin said was not difficult to understand. What made Cilang puzzled was the natural attitude in Yijuin's words. He was puzzled and said: "You are right. But, do you think these are normal?"

"It doesn't matter whether it's normal or not," Yijiyuan said disapprovingly, "Why bother with a social problem with complicated causes? We must thoroughly clarify this problem. It not only involves the current social system, but also involves the national character and History and culture. Perhaps it would be simpler to say: this society is what it is, and those who run it want it to be that way.”

After a pause, Yijuyuan added: "I don't think your sense of justice and morality is bad, but unless you decide to devote yourself to politics, or plan to escape into Buddhism, otherwise, you should not think too deeply about this kind of question. good."

Jiro always knew that Ijuin was a rational and calm person.

But since the reunion, Yijiyuan has always treated him with hidden tenderness, including the answer just now. However, perhaps because it touched on the stagnation of four years of prison life, it seems that this is the first time he feels this kind of feeling. A place of overly intellectual indifference.

No, it shouldn't be called indifference. Although there are no emotional fluctuations, Yijiyuan is obviously thinking of him when he says these words. It is an explanation. How can he feel that Yijiyuan is indifferent?

Cilang blamed himself in his heart.

"Assistant Takeya said that you don't like the food at that restaurant tonight. Granny Fengzao made sashimi for you. It's just fresh to eat now, and it hasn't been refrigerated for too long." Cilang remembered the important matter of feeding the cat, grabbed Yijuin's hand, Stand up and walk around the sofa, dragging Ijuin to the restaurant, "Do you want to drink?"

"beer."

The sashimi was so thin that it was transparent, and it was already beautifully arranged when it was placed in the fresh-locking layer of the refrigerator. Cirou took out the bamboo raft porcelain plate according to the instructions of his mother-in-law Fengzao, and stacked it on a round ceramic plate covered with square ice.

Cilang, who was full of dinner and didn't want to eat supper, sat on the dining chair next to Yijiyuan, propped his head on his hands, and looked sideways at the young master eating gracefully.

He had never seen sashimi sliced ​​so thin. Fengzao's mother-in-law was very skilled with a knife and she was very patient. It took all this effort because Yijiin didn't like thick cuts.

He also knows a lot about Yijiyuan’s preferences now, not only food, but also drink preferences. In the kitchen of the villa, there are all kinds of electrical appliances from small to large, but there is no coffee machine, because Yijiyuan always sleeps before. No, so don't like the smell of coffee in the house.

Usually at home, except for drinking black tea for breakfast, I don’t touch Yijiyuan at other times, even the bottled raw tea in the refrigerator is unavailable.

Ijuin chooses to drink pure water most of the time.

Drinking is occasional, because I have to drink more or less when socializing, so I don’t drink often when I get home.If Ijuin is drinking, then either he is in a good mood or he is not in a good mood.

He was reviewing the habits of big cats in his mind when he was suddenly fed a piece of fish.

The sweet and sweet flavor of fresh sea fish in season, because it is sliced ​​very thinly, it will be in place of fresh and salty as soon as it is dipped in soy sauce, no other seasoning is needed, just like this, it is already full of deliciousness.

"It's delicious," Cirou praised.

Cirou ate the same fish for dinner, but it was the sashimi sliced ​​by Fengzao's mother-in-law according to the normal thickness under Cirou's insistence. Now eating the extremely thin version that the big cat prefers, it really tastes better. little bit.

Although this subtle difference is completely negligible to Cilang.

So, this big cat is really picky to a certain extent.

Watching Yijuin drink alone, seems a bit lonely.But after [Shi Yan went] watched the video of that program, Ci Lang hated that drunk state very much in his heart, and he never drank again, so he couldn't accompany him.Yijiyuan understood that he had a grudge, so of course he would not persuade him to drink.

I can't drink with you, so I have to find something to talk about.

Cilang thought of it and said: "By the way, your niece came to our dessert shop today."