Rebirth does not follow the script

He choked for a moment, and then said impatiently: "Fuck you! Didn't you tell me to make more friends and not hang around you? Didn't I accept your wish? I don't care if I'm at home when I'm free. , why not spend more time with your girlfriend."

"I broke up with her."

"..." Yang Chengjun tried his best to avoid Feng Zhengrao during this time, and he didn't know this. After a pause, he found his voice, "Oh, so? I don't care about your relationship. "

Feng Zhengrao frowned, "That's not what I said before."

Yang Chengjun snorted coldly, "Before? What are you talking about? Why can't I understand." Before Feng Zhengrao could explain anything more, he waved his hand, "It's late, I'm very tired today, I'm going to sleep first. After finishing speaking, he made the bed and lay down, leaving only his back facing Feng Zhengrao.

Feng Zhengrao stared at his back for a long time before turning back to his side.Hearing the rustling sound behind him, Yang Chengjun relaxed. After relaxing, he realized that his body had been stiff just now, and he secretly scolded himself in his heart.

Yang Chengjun and Zhong Haoyan did not know each other, and the relationship between the two was getting better and better. They always got together to whisper in class, and they even smiled when they were punished by the teacher to stand together.Yang Chengjun felt that Feng Zhengrao's suggestion of asking him to make more friends was a great idea. After getting to know Zhong Haoyan, the focus of life would not always revolve around Feng Zhengrao. Even seeing Feng Zhengrao's face now is not as annoying as before. .

As a friend, Zhong Haoyan is really good, but as a friend who forgets righteousness and values ​​sex over friends, Yang Chengjun is annoyed to death.

Ever since I knew that Zhong Haoyan liked Ji Letian, he seemed to have opened the door to a new world. Although he didn't have any special feelings about men liking men, and he didn't know why he didn't dislike him at all, but his friends always disliked him because of his sweetheart, which made him give birth to A glimmer of thought - I really want someone to love me so much.

As soon as this thought surfaced, Yang Chengjun shuddered immediately, but the more he stopped himself from thinking about it, the more he couldn't stop thinking.In his mind, he went through all the men who appeared around him, and finally fixed on Feng Zhengrao. Yang Chengjun was so scared that he got goosebumps, slapped himself a few times, and lay on the bed angrily, forcing himself to forget. This bloody idea.

However, that night, Feng Zhengrao's face popped into his mind again involuntarily, and Jiang Jiang Niangniang tossed Yang Chengjun in his dream all night. Yang Chengjun woke up in a daze the next day, and belatedly discovered A certain place got wet, and his face turned livid.

From that day on, Yang Chengjun hid Feng Zhengrao even more vigorously. At first, he wandered around the campus until the lights were turned off at night before going back. Now that he has a close friend Zhong Haoyan, he took advantage of the opportunity to hide in his dormitory, and did not return to his dormitory until the dormitory inspector checked .

Feng Zhengrao thought that Yang Chengjun was not as hostile to him as before. Although that guy is always around Zhong Haoyan now, compared to the previous period, the relationship between the two is indeed not so tense.However, in recent days, he found that the situation had worsened. Seeing that the total time he spent seeing Yang Chengjun was less than two hours a day, he felt irritable all over for no reason. Seeing him being kicked out by Zhong Haoyan again, Feng Zhengrao I couldn't bear it anymore.

He was waiting in the dormitory that day, after turning off all the lights in the room, that guy really sneaked back into the room, except for the opening of the door mixed with some noise from outside, he didn't make the slightest sound.

Feng Zhengrao turned on the desk lamp with a "snap", and Yang Chengjun, holding his shoes in a daze by the door, was immediately exposed to the light.Yang Chengjun turned around and opened the door with a sense of desperation, but just as his hand touched the doorknob, Feng Zhengrao's arm appeared next to his ear, and it slammed on the door with a "bang", trapping Yang Chengjun between him and the door.

Yang Chengjun shrugged his shoulders in fright, and the two of them remained silent for a while before he suddenly found his voice.Yang Chengjun lowered his shoulders, exhaled secretly, turned around pretending to be calm, and said with an expression of "what's your business?"

Enraged by his indifferent appearance, Feng Zhengrao asked in a bad tone, "Why do you hide from me?"

Yang Chengjun pretended to be surprised and said "huh?", as if I don't know what you are talking about.Feng Zhengrao frowned and asked again: "Are you going to Zhong Haoyan's place so late?"

"So what's the matter, what are you doing." After finishing speaking, he impatiently waved his hand on the door, and walked sideways from his side.

Feng Zhengrao followed behind him step by step, and said as he walked, "Do you really know what you are doing? You can just hide from me, why are you always rubbing against Zhong Haoyan, can't you see it?"

"What do you see?" Yang Chengjun asked lazily, not paying much attention.

"He likes Ji Letian!"

As soon as these words came out, both of them fell silent.

Yang Chengjun turned around with difficulty, and stared blankly at Feng Zhengrao, never expecting that such an upright and "straight" person as Feng Zhengrao would be able to detect this.

But in Feng Zhengrao's view, Yang Chengjun's reaction was that he didn't know about it at all, and he looked like he had been hit hard.Feng Zhengrao felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, and before he could discern the cause, he was brought back to reality by Yang Chengjun's words.

"I know, so what?"

Feng Zhengrao stared at him with wide eyes, "You know you're still close? Why are you so mean!"

Yang Chengjun's face turned completely white when he heard this sentence, and Feng Zhengrao realized what he had said as soon as he said it.Looking at Yang Chengjun's reddish eye sockets and slightly trembling lips, he panicked.

"I...I'm not..." Feng Zhengrao wanted to explain, but Yang Chengjun turned his head and pointed the back of his head at him, his knuckles turned white with the hand still holding his shoe.

The unwillingness and stinging pain in his heart made him suffocate, and after taking a breath, he said in a deep voice: "Yes, I am a bitch, and I have been a bitch since I was a child." He paused, and made up his mind to say: "You leave me Stay away, don't disgust you."

After saying this, Yang Chengjun took his things to wash.After that day, Yang Chengjun no longer avoided Feng Zhengrao, but Feng Zhengrao didn't feel any better. He would rather hide from him now than now, as if he didn't see him at all, he seemed to be nothing.

The time in junior high school seemed to pass in the blink of an eye. Thanks to Zhong Haoyan and Ji Letian, Yang Chengjun felt that the past three years were not as difficult as he imagined. When you almost fall into the vortex of longing, you can separate your mind, so as not to lose everything and lose everything.

No matter how much he didn't want to admit it, Yang Chengjun finally found out what he wanted, but if all this was destined to fail, he didn't even want to start it.

Feng Zhengrao said something serious that day in a hurry, and afterwards he was flustered and regretful. A few days ago, he tried every means to coax Yang Chengjun back, but Yang Chengjun thought he was transparent.Afterwards, he calmed down and slowly pondered over his attitude these days, only to suddenly realize that he had been unable to give up Yang Chengjun's life without knowing it.

Knowing his own thoughts, Feng Zhengrao resorted to all conceivable methods, but he talked about being in love before, and it was others who chased after him. Now he is doing it by himself, but he doesn't know what to do at all.

So he can think of the best way, which is the one he used when he was a child - automatically pour water for Yang Chengjun, wait aside after class and go back to the dormitory with him, go home together on weekends, and visit Yang's house as a guest.

However, the idea is beautiful, but the other protagonist does not cooperate.

In this way, you pushed and dragged to complete the transition to the first grade. The two were admitted to the best high school in the city together. Knowing that there was no boarding in this high school, they were both grateful and disappointed.

One is glad that he no longer has to face each other day and night, and can't help but pounce on him at any time, while the other is glad that he has no accommodation, and doesn't have to worry about when the other party will be snatched away by others.

It's a pity that good luck tricked people, without accommodation, they actually sat together.

Yang Chengjun looked at Feng Zhengrao who was sitting next door, his face turned green. Cooperating with Feng Zhengrao's shameless behavior, it felt like he was back in elementary school. Time seemed to have never changed, and the two were still so friendly close.

Yang Chengjun curled his lips, and after asking the teacher to change the seat to no avail, he accepted the arrangement with great entanglement in his heart.

The high school courses are much more difficult than the previous ones. Yang Chengjun doesn't think he is a top student, and he is exhausted doing the questions every day, and many pens are bitten to pieces.The best grade in the class is undoubtedly Ji Letian, after Yang Chengjun thought twice, he approached him with a shy face and asked him to help him make up lessons.

The dream is beautiful, but the reality is very skinny. Zhong Haoyan and Ji Letian seem to have endless things to do. Every time they can’t talk to them, they are sent away. Seeing his score getting worse and worse, Yang Chengjun bowed his head to reality .

"..." Looking at the test paper that was just handed out, Yang Chengjun hesitated again and again, and finally mustered up the courage to whisper, as if muttering to himself, "...Why did you choose C?"

"Huh?" Feng Zhengrao was looking at his test paper when he suddenly heard the voice of the next door whispering, turned his head curiously, and was pleasantly surprised to find that Yang Chengjun was really talking to him.

Yang Chengjun's ears were red, and he repeated it uncomfortably.

Feng Zhengrao has been courting him for so many days, and finally greeted Yang Chengjun for the first time in a few years to take the initiative to talk to him. He was so excited that his tongue was tied up for a moment, and he smoothed his tongue after saying a few words. Yang Chengjun couldn't help laughing beside him. .

Yang Chengjun smiled, as if something had changed between the two of them.

Since that day, the relationship between the two is no longer as rigid as it used to be. Feng Zhengrao is still doing flattering work, and it seems that there is a tendency to intensify it. In order to please the other party, occasionally seeing Feng Zhengrao's clumsy behavior, he did not hesitate to give a smile.

The college entrance examination came as scheduled, and after three years of hard work, most of the people in the class were admitted to the ideal university. Whether it was intentional or not, Yang Chengjun and Feng Zhengrao were admitted to the same university, the same department, and the same class... ...same bedroom.

Looking at the familiar faces on the bed, the two of them are no longer as domineering as they were in junior high school this time. After three years of precipitation, Yang Chengjun is now able to face Feng Zhengrao calmly.

However, after three years of bitter love, Feng Zhengrao understood that this was the last chance God gave him, and if he didn't grasp it well, Cupid would be angry.

Just like this, facing each other day and night, without Zhong Haoyan, the biggest imaginary enemy, Feng Zhengrao cut off Yang Chengjun's circle of friends, so that his college life can only depend on himself.

Yang Chengjun felt that something was wrong many times, but Feng Zhengrao did it so tightly that Yang Chengjun couldn't catch any faults, and he couldn't get angry even if he wanted to.

Feng Zhengrao doesn't think that what he is doing now has any contradiction with what he said to Yang Chengjun many years ago. The first and last person he sees from opening to closing his eyes every day is Yang Chengjun. He feels that this kind of life is quite OK

After two years in this way, when I entered the junior year, the basic courses were cut by half in an instant. With more time, Yang Chengjun plunged into work, and the old days of seeing each other late at night no longer existed, and Yang Chengjun's circle of friends also expanded. Quite a few, Feng Zhengrao panicked, and Yang Chengjun finally realized what was going wrong in the past two years.

Too lazy to delve into the reason why he did this, Yang Chengjun lived at two o'clock and one line at Yang's school every day, and for a long time did not stay at the school, applied for the qualification to live out, and occasionally went to Zhong Haoyan's school to discuss work matters.

Feng Zhengrao spent less and less time seeing Yang Chengjun at school. Sometimes Yang Chengjun was busy looking for Zhong Haoyan after class, and only at this time he could follow him, saying that he "just happened" to find him for something.

Every time at this time, Yang Chengjun glanced at him suspiciously, but didn't say much, but he hadn't seen much about Feng Zhengrao looking for Zhong Haoyan.

By chance, Feng Zhengrao didn't come with Yang Chengjun, and after he settled the matter with Zhong Haoyan, he expressed his doubts, but he didn't expect that Zhong Haoyan would roll his eyes.

"You're not pretending?"

"What are you pretending to do?" Yang Chengjun was puzzled, "Does that guy have any cooperation with you? What are you talking about in private?"

Zhong Haoyan: "..." I knew this guy was slow, I knew he used to be a light bulb, but I never thought that he would be so slow.Zhong Haoyan helped his forehead, and looked at him with an expression of "no matter how hard you teach a child, he can't teach you well", "He likes you."

"Ah?" Yang Chengjun was really stunned.

"Ah what, you really don't know, do you?" Seeing Yang Chengjun shaking his head stupidly, Zhong Haoyan mourned for Feng Zhengrao, "It was obvious when I was in junior high school, I thought you knew it all the time, but It's just hanging on people."

A string in Yang Chengjun's head broke with a "dang", and he looked at Zhong Haoyan with a wooden expression of disbelief, many fragments of the past flashed in his mind, and when he put everything together, he suddenly "chuckled" Standing up at once, looking down at Zhong Haoyan, he quickly turned around and ran out.

Yang Chengjun ran all the way, recalling various scenes in his mind all the way, his face was hot or ashamed, and when he ran back to the door of his dormitory in one breath, he had already turned red.

Can't wait to take out the key to open the door, looking at the empty dormitory, Yang Chengjun's mood was like riding a roller coaster, he paused, turned around and ran out again.

The campus is so big that it is impossible to find someone. Yang Chengjun originally thought he knew nothing about Feng Zhengrao, but every time he passed by a place, the clips of the two of them getting along in every corner of the campus over the years would pop into his head, hooked It made his heart more restless.

Yang Chengjun ran aimlessly for a long time, and when he reached the playground in front of the library, he stopped, scolded himself for being stupid, and took out his mobile phone to call Feng Zhengrao.

"Hello? Xiaojun? What's the matter?" Feng Zhengrao's slightly surprised voice came from the microphone, warming Yang Chengjun's ears.

"Where are you?" Yang Chengjun panted slightly.

"Library, what's wrong?"

"I'm at the entrance of the library. Come out for a moment. I have something to ask you." After speaking, he hung up the phone, fearing that if he listened for a second longer, his ears would be burned.

The sound of "Deng Deng Deng" came quickly, and Feng Zhengrao trotted out, his face full of doubts and surprises.

Standing still in front of Yang Chengjun, Feng Zhengrao still said, "What's wrong?"

Yang Chengjun looked up at him, his beautiful peach eyes were full of firmness and a trace of imperceptible tension.He used interrogative sentences, but his tone was affirmative: "Do you like me?"

Feng Zhengrao's eyes were big, and he didn't know why Yang Chengjun would bring this up suddenly, but he knew that this was a rare opportunity for him, so he nodded heavily without hesitation, "Yes."

Yang Chengjun let out a forced breath following the "yes", his eyes were reddish, his lips trembled slightly, but he didn't look away, just staring at Feng Zhengrao's eyes.

Feng Zhengrao couldn't figure out what Yang Chengjun was thinking now. Seeing him like this, he just wanted to hug him tightly in his arms, but he didn't dare to move a centimeter, as if he was afraid that if he moved casually, he would kill the person in front of him. Scared off.

Yang Chengjun swallowed his nose sour, pretending to be calm and asked: "When did it start?"

"When I was in junior high school." Feng Zhengrao answered every question.

Sure enough, it was as Zhong Haoyan expected.

Yang Chengjun couldn't bear it anymore, and plunged into his arms to hide the tears that had already filled his eyes.Feng Zhengrao was stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, he wrapped his hands around the person in his arms as he wished, as if he wanted to embed Yang Chengjun into his body.

The two hugged each other in silence for a long time, feeling that the person in their arms was not as stiff as before, Feng Zhengrao asked softly: "Xiao Jun, do you like me?"

Yang Chengjun didn't answer right away, he paused, gently pushed Feng Zhengrao away, and said under Feng Zhengrao's expectant gaze, "I don't like it." Then he turned and left without turning his head, leaving Feng Zhengrao alone. Face=mouth=ground froze in place.

After that day, Feng Zhengrao launched a more violent offensive than before, and the layer of paper between the two was torn apart. Although Yang Chengjun had not officially agreed to Feng Zhengrao's pursuit, both of them knew each other's feelings. Life is like honey.

Zhong Haoyan proposed to Ji Letian at the graduation ceremony. As a good brother, Yang Chengjun knew his arrangement a long time ago. Cooperating with Zhong Haoyan's time, Yang Chengjun arrived at the last moment. When everyone was busy grabbing flowers, he witnessed the whole scene from beginning to end. process.

When I first met Zhong Haoyan and saw him and Ji Letian being together, the envy came to my heart again. Yang Chengjun smiled and watched his best friend gain happiness under the blessing of everyone, and a corner of his heart softened.

Feng Zhengrao silently walked to his side, touched his hand, and held it tightly again.Looking at Yang Chengjun's crooked eyebrows and smiling lips, Feng Zhengrao asked in a low voice, "How about...you marry me too?"

"No." Yang Chengjun replied in seconds, hooking the corners of his lips before Feng Zhengrao's eyes dimmed, "I'll marry you."