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Ziyu checked his mailbox with his mobile phone, and slowly began to look through the detailed information about Bai Luo.After abandoning subjective consciousness and looking at these materials again, many things will become different.

Because Bai Luo was good-looking since he was a child, he looked cute and well-behaved, his parents liked him very much, and he was pampered until he was 12 years old.It was just a watershed after the age of 12. His parents died in a car accident, leaving him alone. His parents left him a house and tens of thousands of dollars.

That money is not too little for a child, but it is not too much for a child who is going to school.Huaguo's education system determines that it is not difficult to attend elementary and junior high schools.But the book money and tuition fees that should be paid are not small, and there are various expenses such as living expenses, which are not small.Although Bai Luo applied for a subsidy, it didn't get much better.Because he was still young and underage, and his aunt was kind-hearted, he was picked up by his aunt's family to be brought up temporarily.It's just that it's a little strange that Bai Luo lived in junior high school, but went to day school after high school, but it's not a big problem.The relationship with his cousin has always been bad, but it seems to have improved in the second semester of the third year of junior high school. He started talking and laughing, often going in and out together, and his behavior is relatively close. I think the relationship has been mended.

Although his parents had friends, none of them took the initiative to visit him.However, the elders in the parents' family resented Bai Luo because they disapproved of their marriage, and never cared about him.

Ziyu looked at it, and felt that it was really not easy for Bai Luo. He felt a little bit sorry for his situation, but then he came to his senses and realized that he was abnormal. It turned out that he was not that sympathetic.Ziyu settled down, and then read on:

After Bai Luo's parents passed away, he lived by himself for two months, and then was brought up by his aunt. Because he lived in school, he went home once a week, and at least half of the pocket money given by his aunt would be spent on On his cousin, uh, buy something for his cousin.

Bai Luo didn't have many friends at school, but because of his handsome looks, there were also girls who pursued him, but more boys pursued him.Some boys secretly wrote love letters to him, but, perhaps because of the death of his parents, Bai Luo didn't agree to any of them, but his relationship with the basketball captain was somewhat ambiguous.Specifically about Bai Luo and the basketball captain, Zi Yu casually flipped through it, slid it aside, and ignored it.

And the information on the phone showed Bai Luo's work status.Bai Luo has been working part-time since freshman year of high school, hey, maybe it's because of the part-time job that he went to day school? !He seems to have done quite a lot of part-time jobs, such as an order clerk, cashier, restaurant waiter, and also a milk delivery man, etc., and the working hours each time are not short.It's just because I'm still a student and I don't get much money.But at any rate, it was better than when I was in junior high school.Now that Bai Luo has grown up, her aunt's family has fulfilled their responsibility of raising her, so they don't give any more money.Bai Luo works part-time as a waiter in a shop under Zi Yu's name. His income is not low, and his expenses are not large, which is more than enough to support himself.

Seeing this, Ziyu has a certain understanding of Bai Luo, plus he has already been in contact with him, and has a subjective opinion. He really thinks that Bai Luo is not bad, capable, willing to endure hardships, and strong.Just see the subtitle of the text summary below: emotional experience.Ziyu feels that he is not good all over, and it is really not good to see his emotional experience.However, Ziyu pursed his lips and continued to read, but gradually frowned:

According to the information, after entering university, Bai Luo seemed to have discovered that he was gay. He occasionally went out to eat with boys he liked, and he seemed to have dated boys before. Now he had a close relationship with a boy from the English department, but it didn't seem like he was gay. It's not like a lover relationship.Moreover, he also seems to have a good relationship with a boy in his dormitory [the information suggests that it may be a physical relationship].

Ziyu really felt that the information had stained his eyes, but he didn't know it, because Ziyu didn't explain it clearly, and the person who checked the information only focused on other aspects, not on emotional experience.Otherwise, the information that Ziyu got would definitely be more than this length.

Ziyu is a little tangled, should he continue to chase after seeing the situation or let it go?According to Ziyu's original situation, it would be fine if Ziyu didn't directly fire Bai Luo, so why would he consider whether to continue pursuing this matter.Rationality and emotion seem to be urging Ziyu to continue, but somehow Ziyu just doesn't want to continue the pursuit, and if he really pursues it, he will be disgusted with himself.

Ziyu felt that he was not so indecisive at ordinary times, and this kind of situation is really rare for him now.Worrying about a person, feeling sorry for him, etc., it turns out that no one has such treatment.It's just that every time this kind of mood appears, there will always be a feeling of seeing flowers in the fog, blurred and indistinguishable, with a strange and absurd sense of unreality, Ziyu feels , I became not like myself.

I have thought about it more than once, but that feeling is really not deceiving, maybe it is really heart-wrenching.Although I have never had the experience of liking someone before, I can still know how to behave when I like someone:

When you like someone, when you see him, you will feel excited, you will care about everything about him, and you will feel sad because of his bad situation... Doesn't this all mean that Ziyu has fallen in love with Bai Luo? ?

I like Bai Luo, I care about Bai Luo, I want to treat Bai Luo well, protect him from the wind and rain, make money for him to support his family, change myself for him, do whatever I can for him, even if I can't do it, I will try my best to do it, Even if you give your all.As long as he thinks of Bai Luo's smiling face, a pink cloud on his cheeks, and the shy clear eyes looking at him tenderly, Ziyu will feel... ψ(╰_╯) cheating, right? !How could he do that? !He may not be willing to accept others doing this for him, let alone if he does it for others?It's not that the brain is flooded, just doing so much for a thing that can't be put on the table?Thinking about Ziyu's temperament, even if he bends his waist for love, he can't bend his knees, let alone for Bai Luo?

Let's not talk about whether you like it or not, but what will you do after you like it?Ziyu can tell you clearly:

Liking doesn't explain anything, anyway, he won't change himself for someone just because he likes him, temper his temper for him, bow his knees and be submissive for him, and do something wrong just to please the person he likes.So even if he really likes someone, it is impossible for Ziyu to become humble.

Although it is often said that whoever falls in love first loses first.This sentence is applicable to most people, even if it is as strong as Qin Yi, Qin Yi will be worried about gains and losses when facing the person he likes, will also be distressed and frustrated, and like an ordinary person will be happy because of a compliment, and because of a blame But sad, love makes him strong but humble.But Ziyu was not among them.First of all, he knows but has never experienced the horror of love, which may destroy a person.Secondly, what lives in his heart is not his lover, but his relatives and friends.

Although Ziyu hopes to find someone he likes to live with, a plain and warm life.But he has never been able to look for it, because he has been prepared to live with a person he doesn't love for many years, and he will show dignity, care and love to that person.And that person is as gentle, virtuous, noble and elegant as Ziyu's mother.Although there is no love between the two, they can get family affection in getting along, and Ziyu is ready for this.That woman may not be very beautiful, but she must be very noble, with everyone's unique dignity, with a soft face and hand in hand with Ziyu.

It's just that Ziyu has never encountered this situation before.Suspected of falling in love with a waiter who is not on the stage, and this waiter is gay, has a boyfriend, I don't know if he is in a relationship with someone now.For a moment, Ziyu just wanted to plunge his head into the cold water to calm down, so as to freeze the unreasonable feeling.Then it doesn't matter even if he returns to that playboy in the game world again.As long as you don't get so hot-blooded, so excited, you can't tell your true feelings.

In fact, just looking at it from the standpoint of a bystander, Ziyu knew that he absolutely did not like Bai Luo, but just because he was the person involved, the different feelings brought about by the complicated senses were mixed together, and the complicated thoughts seemed to be overwhelmed. There are many knots, but I can't sort them out. Instead, because of Bai Luo's experience in the materials, I have new feelings and become more complicated.

As for what seems to be a choice disorder at this time, I am entangled.In the end, Ziyu decided to get straight to the point and ask Bai Luo if he had a date before deciding on his follow-up actions.Then he rang the bell to call the manager, and asked the manager to bring Bai Luo over, expressing that he had something to ask Bai Luo.

The manager acted very quickly. After leaving the door, he went out with a slumped face and asked a waiter to explain. Soon Bai Luo knocked on the door of the private room.

"Dong dong dong" knocked on the door, interrupting Bai Luo who was still struggling.

"Hello, sir. May I help you?" Bai Luo opened the door with his room card and walked in.

Ziyu looked at Qin Yi who came in, feeling a little speechless.I didn't see anyone else around, and Bai Luo didn't come over.Ziyu looked up at Qin Yi who was walking step by step, and took a sip of water, "Why are you here?" He didn't have the heart to tease Qin Yi, so he just asked in a flat tone.

Qin Yi may have changed his strategy, and looked at Ziyu with burning eyes, "Naturally, I came here for you." Qin Yi was wearing a casual suit with a tie still firmly between his necks, which fully showed that Qin Yi was busy. , Knowing that Ziyu is here, I rushed over.As for being a little helpless, he called someone to bring up some food, and after hearing Qin Yi's words, he just let out an inexplicable "Oh".

But here, Bai Luo opened the door, looked up, and said in surprise, "Why is it you?" The person sitting on the sofa facing the door in the private room was someone Bai Luo knew and had a good relationship with.

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