[But I like your colleague] Long love

? Xiang Hao went to the cemetery alone.He went to see Shaohua.

The cemetery is not an ordinary cemetery, but a cemetery for martyrs.

This cemetery was established by the command of the general. The "martyrs' spirits are immortal" on the monument at the entrance of the cemetery was inscribed by the general himself. After that, there is a monument of heroes, engraved with the names of every martyr who died in the battle.The innermost part is the tombstone of each martyr. Ordinary people are not allowed to enter here at will. Only the immediate family members of the deceased can come to mourn.

Every Tomb-sweeping Day, the marshal will come to visit the grave in person.In order to make the cemetery look more lively, the marshal also ordered people to transplant evergreen trees from other places and plant them around.In order to achieve flowers in spring, shade in summer, fruits in autumn, green in winter, flowers covered by cypresses, and green grass covered by pines.

Xue Shaohua was originally not qualified to be buried in this cemetery - only heroes who sacrificed their lives for the country can be buried here.In the end, Xue Shaohua was buried here, just because of their regress that time, Li Jizhou specially asked the general to give Xue Shaohua an amnesty.

Xiang Hao walked to Xue Shaohua's tomb with a white chrysanthemum in his hands. There were still fresh melons and fruits in front of Shaohua's tombstone. It could be seen that people often came to visit him, "It seems that you have not been lonely this year, Shaohua," Xiang Hao Hao thought.

Xiang Hao bent down and placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone. He looked at the black and white photo of Shaohua on the tombstone. Although the photo was a little blurry, he could still see that Shaohua was a very gentle and handsome person.

Heaven is jealous of talents, Xiang Hao thought of this sentence inexplicably, he touched the top edge of the tombstone and whispered, "Shaohua, I'm back."

"I didn't dare to come back for more than a year, and I didn't dare to come to see you... But what happened today made me face you no matter what." Xiang Hao had a self-deprecating smile on his face, and he stared at Looking at Shaohua's photo, he said softly: "I used to think that I was omnipotent, but in the end I found that there is only a little bit that I can do."

"I saw a lot of things outside... a battlefield, too many things were destroyed. No one likes war, at least the common people don't like it at all."

"I stayed in Huaibei for five months. There were a lot of displaced people there, half because of the war, half because of floods. Natural disasters and man-made disasters, how do you say that all the people who encountered them survived?"

"I didn't think about why I wanted to be a soldier before, but I didn't feel disgusted by my father's request. But now I feel confused. Why should I be a soldier?"

The sun shines on the ground and is covered by the leaves. Only a little sunlight can shine on the ground through the dense leaves.

Xiang Hao's body was covered with mottled tree shadows. He sat cross-legged in front of Shaohua's tombstone, not caring about the soil underground. He seemed to have the idea of ​​nagging, "Xiaobai is sick, it's gunshot phobia, Xiao Han said The correct name for this disease is PTSD, and people who read too much really can’t understand what they say. By the way, Xiao Han is the new psychology instructor at the military academy.”

"But you don't need to worry about Xiaobai, we just gave Xiaobai the first cognitive behavioral therapy today, Xiao Han said once a week, a course of three months, Xiaobai should be fine after three months. "

"Xiaobai has always been very guilty. I told him that you would not blame him. He didn't seem to believe it. If it wasn't because he was sick, I would definitely fix him up. I didn't even believe my words."

"...Shen...Wentao, it seems that he is also very guilty. Shaohua, now, I feel that I don't know him a little bit."

Xiang Hao paused hesitantly, and looked at the silent tombstones around him with some trouble, "It's not that he has changed, maybe I have changed..." The more he spoke, his voice became softer, and he became more and more confused.

The wind whistled across the cemetery like an elegy.Xiang Hao lowered his forehead, and he tapped his knees rhythmically with his fingers, as if he was in deep thought. After a long time, he spoke again, "Xiao Han asked me, if I were to die to save you at that time, would I be willing?" Seeing that you feel guilty for me all your life?" He slightly hooked the corner of his mouth, and there was a hint of sarcasm in his tone, "Whether I feel guilty or not, and whether you blame me, these are two issues, how can they be compared?"

"You died to save me, but I can't even avenge you," Xiang Hao's tone suddenly became fierce, his eyes were full of murderous intent, as if standing in front of him was his enemy who wanted to eat his flesh and drink his blood, " Li Jizhou blocked all the news about the actual battle, he must know something. If it wasn't for the agreement..." He clenched his fists tightly, if it wasn't for the agreement, even if he fought to the death, he would definitely do it for the young man Hua kills the enemy with his hands!But the fact is that he can only bury this matter in his heart day and night, allowing the powerlessness to spread, "I'm sorry, Shaohua, I'm sorry..." Tears fell on the back of his clenched hands, along the bulging veins slipped into the dirt.

The sun sets, the moon rises, the moon sinks, and the sun hangs in the sky.Everyone is changing in such a day and night, no more minutes, no less seconds.Therefore, time is the fairest, and it will not change because of identity, status, money and other foreign objects.

In Xiang Hao's impression, apart from the thing that happened to the young and frivolous, only today's sunrise made him a little uneasy - today Gu Xiaobai needs to participate in the assessment of all the instructors.Although he trusted his brother very much in his heart, he still couldn't help worrying! !In the end, Gu Xiaobai actually looked calmer than him, it was unbearable.

"Brother Hao..." Gu Xiaobai hesitated to speak, he stared at Brother Hao for a long time, Brother Hao gave him a feeling that he wanted to walk around but was tied in place by a rope.

"Why?" Xiang Hao said angrily, the time had not yet come, and none of the instructors came, only him, Gu Xiaobai, and Shen Wentao came.As time passed, he became more and more anxious, he stared into Gu Xiaobai's eyes, "I tell you Gu Xiaobai, don't tell me you are afraid!"

Before Gu Xiaobai had time to say anything, Xiang Hao had already put his hands on his shoulders, and he said earnestly, "Xiaobai, don't worry, brother Hao is your backing, don't be afraid, just let go and do it. Isn't it just a gun—"

"Brother Hao, I'm not afraid." Looking at Xiang Hao's long-winded speech, Gu Xiaobai hurriedly assured, "Really!" He also nodded deliberately to increase his persuasiveness.

Xiang Hao glared at him, Gu Xiaobai is really getting better at choking his words.He turned his head to look at the entrance of the school field behind Gu Xiaobai. Li Jizhou, Xie Tianjiao, Li Tianyu, and Xiao Han came. He couldn't say anything more, so he patted Gu Xiaobai's shoulder, "Come on."