[But I like your colleague] Long love

?The weather on the second day was fine and cloudless, which was a rare good weather.But such fine weather did not bring Xiang Hao a good mood at all. He took Qian Baobao all the way to the demining area specially set up by the school for demining courses.

From the moment he stepped into this place, Xiang Hao's complexion was not very good. There are too many memories here that he doesn't want to recall.Xiang Haoyi stopped at the outskirts of the demining area and stopped going in. He looked at this place that made him resist. The scenery here was the same as he remembered, without any change.Xiang Hao was in a daze for a moment, he suddenly realized that he had never walked out of this place, he had been wandering and crying in this place all the time.

Qian Baobao quietly followed behind Xiang Hao. She looked at the back of Xiang Hao who fell into silence suddenly. At this moment, Xiang Hao no longer had the coercion that made people tremble last night, but only embarrassing grief.She no longer believed Xue Shaoqi's statement that Xiang Hao was a murderer, no murderer would have such heavy grief and despair for the victim.

"A year ago..." Xiang Hao stopped, and he suddenly realized that he didn't know how to describe this matter.

Qian Baobao patiently waited for Xiang Hao to continue talking, she did not think of urging Xiang Hao in the past, not everyone has the courage to uncover their own scars, especially this scar may never heal at all.

"A year ago, the school had an actual demining exercise of the Jiying team," Xiang Hao swallowed the astringency that rushed up his throat, his voice was very low and hoarse, but he spoke very fast, as if he was afraid that he would not have the courage to speak again Going down, "We were not allowed to participate. I forced Shen Wentao, Xue Shaohua, and Gu Xiaobai to come to this place..." Xiang Hao's eyes were fixed on a place, which was where Shaohua stood last. position, "Demining." After uttering the last two words, Xiang Hao seemed to have lost all his strength, and his brows and eyes were full of exhaustion.

The wind whimpered, like the cry of a heroic spirit who died here in vain.

"Shaohua and I stepped on two mines respectively," Xiang Hao was in a daze, "He stepped on Songfa Thunder, and I stepped on Jumping Thunder..."

——What kind of thunder are you?

——I'm so angry, what about you?

——Throwing a thunderbolt will surely kill you.

"Did you know? The school's actual demining drills used fake mines, but that drill didn't know why all the mines were real." Xiang Hao's tone became more and more urgent, "Shaohua wanted to save me... he To save me..."

——I will die if I let go, but yours may be saved.

——I am this?How to save?

——I will push you and let Wen Tao pull you. If your thunder jumps up, I will hug you. Maybe you will be fine.

——Wen Tao, hurry up and pull Xiang Hao away, hurry up!

Hearing this, Qian Baobao put his hand on Xiang Hao's arm, "Don't think about it, Xiang Hao. It's all over..."

"If it wasn't for me..." Xiang Hao's voice was choked with sobs, "If it wasn't for me... Shaohua wouldn't have died..."

Qian Baobao suddenly felt that Xiang Hao was very pitiful. Xiang Hao must have never told anyone about his guilt, because he didn't think he was worthy of forgiveness at all...Of course, Xiang Hao always seemed so heartless and high-spirited , Are they all pretending...?She patted Xiang Hao and said comfortingly, "It's not your fault, it's the school that's at fault."

——It's not your fault, Ah Hao.At least not entirely your fault.It was the school that was at fault. They planted real mines in the demining area, which led to Shaohua's death.

Qian Baobao inadvertently uttered exactly the same words as when Shen Wentao comforted him back then. It was like a fuse that suddenly ignited Xiang Hao. He suddenly broke away from Qian Baobao's arm and turned to face Qian Baobao and roared: " What do you know? You don't know anything!"

Without saying a word, Qian Baobao raised her hand and gave Xiang Hao a slap in the face. She looked at Xiang Hao's sudden stillness and asked calmly, "Are you calm?" Although she didn't know why Xiang Hao suddenly erupted, Qian Baobao probably related to what she said earlier.

After being slapped, Xiang Hao stood still quietly. The sudden pain made him break away from his resentment towards Shen Wentao. He closed his eyes forcefully, "I'm sorry." He apologized.

"I've read such a story in a book," Qian Baobao looked at Xiang Hao, and suddenly remembered a story she read in a psychology book, "Its name is 'Trolley Problem', and its content is roughly : A lunatic has tied five innocent people to the tram tracks. A runaway tram is heading towards them and will run over them in moments. Luckily, you can pull a lever and the trolley will go the other way. One track. But there is one more problem, that madman also tied a person on that other track. Considering the above situation, should you pull the lever?"

Looking at Xiang Hao's indifferent appearance, Qian Baobao continued: "Some people say that this issue is a moral paradox, because it is both moral and immoral - no matter what you need to sacrifice other people's lives to save others. But That's actually the real problem, because in this case, you only have two choices, the first is to pull the lever, and the second is not to pull it. In fact, when you have to choose one of the two, this It is absolutely impossible for both actions to be immoral, because moral immorality arises from the free choice of man."

"Why do you say that morality emerges from the free choice of people? Because people have to be responsible for their own actions. Behavior is the only choice that people make in all possibilities. Behavior is not action, you have nothing Doing is also a choice, and therefore an act."

"If both of these choices are immoral, it means that no matter what you choose is immoral, it means that this immorality is not caused by your free choice, but imposed on you by the outside world. .It has nothing to do with your own choice. When you have no choice, there is no morality or immorality at all.”

"Then let's go back to this matter. Shaohua's choice to save you is not under your control. You can't choose from the beginning to the end. Why do you think that you are the one who is wrong?"

If Shen Wentao were here, he might retort that this question itself has nothing to do with morality, because the boundary of morality is too broad, and "father, father, son" and "righteousness and extinction of relatives" are completely repulsive, but they are also respected. .But here is Xiang Hao, he was completely bypassed by Qian Baobao's words, "Because I forced Shaohua to go."

"Okay, about this, do you know that the landmine is real?" Qian Baobao didn't wait for Xiang Hao to answer, and then continued: "No, you don't know. The accident that the landmine will explode is the dragon. City Military Academy, not you. You brought them here without knowing it, and then you were rescued by Xue Shaohua without a choice. I don’t think you violated any moral issues, so I say it’s not your fault. "

The last sentence caught Xiang Hao out of Qian Baobao's big reasoning. He turned around and looked at the wild grass, "Instructor Xiao, isn't this your sophistry?" Xiang Hao's tone was firm, "If it wasn't for me If you start at the beginning, there will be no such ending. I accept your kindness, but if this is the case, please don’t say any more. "

Qian Baobao was a little frustrated. If reasoning alone is not enough, then you can try to play the emotional card, "Xiang Hao, if you died to save Xue Shaohua at that time, would you like to see Xue Shaohua feel guilty for the rest of your life?"

"..."

"Xue Shaohua is your good brother," Qian Baobao said cautiously, "his thoughts must be the same as yours."

"..."

"..." Qian Baobao felt a little helpless, and she sighed. When a person is brainless, there is no way to persuade the other party, "The correct term for Gu Xiaobai's disease in psychology is PTSD, post‐traumatic stress disorder, translated into Chinese is post-traumatic stress disorder. This mental illness simply cannot be cured in a few days."

Xiang Hao was startled, he turned to look at Qian Baobao, "Instructor Xiao, what do you mean?"

"What I mean is that treating Gu Xiaobai's PTSD is a long-term process. You'd better give Gu Xiaobai a cognitive-behavioral therapy every week to alleviate his PTSD symptoms." Qian Baobao explained.

"Cognitive behavioral therapy?" Xiang Hao frowned slightly, "What is that?"

"The simple explanation is that the scene reappears." Qian Baobao tried hard to think about the words in the book, "Gu Xiaobai is afraid of the sound of shells because he subconsciously associates these sounds with death in his heart. You need to re-establish Gu Xiaobai's cognition , let him realize once again that this idea was wrong."

"So..." Xiang Hao looked at Qian Baobao and slowly expressed his understanding, "I need to drag Gu Xiaobai back to this place to clear the mines?"

Qian Baobao nodded, "The three of you back then, plus one person took Xue Shaohua's place."

Xiang Hao opened his mouth, and wanted to ask if there could be only three people, he, Du Feng, and Gu Xiaobai, but since he wanted to replay the scene from that year, he tightened his lips, "Okay, I get it."?