Rebirth of Chen An

Chen An is actually not heavy. Although this old man always complains about gaining weight when he has nothing to do, for Ivanov, picking up this man is simply an easy thing.

What's worse, this time Chen An was drunk, not as obediently sleeping in his arms as before and being loved by others, but more like a big angry wild cat, waving its paws and biting wildly angrily.

"I just want to renege on eating and wiping!" A windy slap hit Ivanov's handsome left cheek.

"Old fox, don't slap me in the face! If you hit me again, I'll throw you down!" Holding Chen An and leaving the bar, Ivanov strode towards the place where he parked. Whistling at them made Ivanov want to punch someone.

"How dare you fucking kill me!" Another windy slap hit Ivanov on the right side of the face. Maybe it was because of his drunkenness. After only two slaps, Chen An died. Tired and out of breath.

Just a moment ago, the tiger was beating Ivanov aggressively, but now he gasped obediently and buried his head in Ivanov's arms. The husband was at a loss.

Carefully put Chen An on the back seat of the car, Ivanov closed the car door and sat beside him: "Hey, baby, are you okay?"

Seeing Chen An's quiet appearance, Ivanov's heart throbbed inexplicably.

This kind of Chen An reminded him of their time at sea. It was short and beautiful, but it reminded Ivanov all the time that there was an overly sensitive and fragile heart under this man's hard shell, which needed his care.

He loves Chen An's perseverance, loves this man's bravery, cunning, cleverness, and deep hidden fragility that is not noticed by others. He can't resist this man, all he needs is a wronged look from Chen An, Ivanov swears He would wish to kill himself on the spot.

Bowing his head and gently kissing the man's forehead, Ivanov stroked Chen An's hair affectionately: "Thank you for coming to the bar to find me, do you still care about me? As long as you care about me, that's enough, Ann."

"Ivan..." The man read his name in a daze.

"I'm here, dear." Ivanov quickly took Chen An's hands, squatted halfway beside the man, and looked closely at Chen An's drunken eyes, which seemed to be covered by a layer of drunkenness. The hazy water mist broke Ivanov's heart.

Chen An murmured, "Will you leave me?"

"No, I will never leave you, remember what I said on the sea? I, Ivanov, will never leave Chen An, and I will always be by your side." I bowed my head and kissed On the back of the man's hand, Ivanov admitted that Chen An had successfully aroused his guilt. This guy always had a way to make him feel bad.

As if he had got the answer he wanted, Chen An was no match for the hypnosis of alcohol, and quickly closed his eyes with peace of mind, but his hands were still tight, I, Ivanov, did not let go.

This made Ivanov a little dumbfounded and at the same time distressed to death. He obviously cared about him and didn't want him to leave, but he was always habitually pretending not to care, pretending to be strong.

If Chen An really didn't care about him, he wouldn't come to him alone at night.

Ivanov didn't expect that Chen An would come to him, he was just a little depressed and angry, thinking that he would go back to find Chen An by himself after drinking enough alcohol, but he didn't expect that this man would run over by himself.

"Damn old fox, do you know that I love you beyond redemption? A selfish man like me would have the terrible idea of ​​'as long as you're happy, I'll do whatever you want'." Deep Sighing deeply, Ivanov sat on the back seat and held the man in his arms.

Muttered: "Okay, I won't leave you."

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This feeling of watching the man he loves slowly waking up in his arms on a sunny morning is really great. Satisfied, Ivanov kissed the sleepy-eyed Chen An hard on the forehead, This is the first time they have been alone since they parted in the sea.

Sometimes Ivanov is really afraid that he will be dumped by Chen An, but after last night, he is now so happy that he is about to bubble.

Ivanov is happy, Chen An feels that his old waist is really about to break, coupled with the hangover, now Chen An doesn't want to go anywhere, just wants to lie in bed all day long and pretend to be dead .

After Ivanov left, Chen An stretched out his limbs to occupy the big bed by himself, half-closed his eyes to see Ivanov busily fetching water for him to scrub, and then ran outside to give him his breakfast. When Ivanov put the sumptuous breakfast on his bed, Chen An finally couldn't help laughing.

"Aren't you leaving?" Slowly sat up, Chen An put a pillow on his waist and leaned against the head of the bed, he glanced at the dining table, yes, it was all his favorite food.

Seeing the steaming soy milk and steamed dumplings in front of him, Chen An's heart immediately warmed up. It is difficult to eat authentic Chinese food outside the house. In order to let him eat better, Lu Feng and the others came out this time and brought him a bunch of Chinese food ingredients, including flour, rice and soybeans for making soy milk.

"You can call it cheap and act good!" Muttering a few words, Ivanov blew the soy milk for Ivanov, then put the steamed buns in a bowl and poked them open with chopsticks, carefully exhorting, "It's cold. Eat it at once, be careful not to burn it."

Lifting his lips and smiling, Chen An picked up the chopsticks and started eating slowly.

"Take a good rest at home today, and leave other things to us." Reaching out his hand to gently smooth the man's hair, Ivanov looked at Chen An, who was bathed in the morning light, in a daze.

"Us?" Chewing the delicious buns, Chen An's cheeks were still a little bulging, and he glanced at Ivanov with his old fox-like sly eyes.

"You old fox, can you stop pretending to be cute early in the morning!" No, he can't stay with Chen An anymore, or he can't help but rush over and chew Chen An, how can anyone live more and more? Young man, this old fox has learned to pretend to be cute now, how will he live in the future?

Ivanov threw away his armor and fled. Chen An narrowed his eyes with a smile, looked at the back of Ivanov leaving, and vaguely returned to the time when he saw Ivanov for the first time more than ten years ago. Like a delicate doll, the little child hugged his legs and looked at him eagerly.

I don't know why, but the look in the eyes of little Ivan at that time made him remember until now, so that he found that no matter more than ten years ago or now, Ivan looked at him with the same eyes, just like a child who wants candy, Keep chasing so hard that you can't see anyone else but you.

"Lu Feng, do you think I'm selfish?"

Chen An looked at the young man who was having breakfast with him. After Ivanov left, he called Lu Feng in. It seemed that Ivanov had deeply believed that Chen An was a man who couldn't be alone for a long time. So, but Ivanov's thoughtful behavior still touched the old fox for five seconds.

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"Among all the people, you are the one who has stayed by my side the longest and also the one who understands me best." Chen An, who was already full, leaned back slowly on the bed, lazily looking at Lu who was clearing the dining table. Feng, what he said casually made Lu Feng stunned, "I'm very afraid of losing you."

afraid?

This word was the first time Lu Feng heard it from Chen An.

Immediately putting down what he was doing, Lu Feng sat on the edge of the bed and looked at this man who was a little tired from the hangover, but he saw a faint worry in Chen An's eyes that he had never seen before.

"Ann, you know I'll never leave you."

"There is one thing I haven't told you all this time." Patting the seat next to him, Chen An motioned for Lu Feng to come and lean against him, Lu Feng quickly leaned over, and Chen An moved towards Lu Feng's direction Moved so that he could snuggle into each other's arms, he liked the feeling of his back against his chest.

"When I fell into a coma before, I had a dream. I dreamed that I became an emperor in ancient times, and you were the general beside me." Chen An briefly told his "dream" Lu Feng felt that Lu Feng's hands on his waist were getting tighter and tighter, and now Chen An comforted Lu Feng in turn.

Chen An smiled and comforted, "It's just a dream."

"Ann, the dream you mentioned made me feel scared and flustered. I'm not a person who is good at words, so I can only tell you," Lu Feng said word by word with his chin on the man's shoulder, "You are in the dream. What I saw will never happen to us, and in this life, I will never hurt you again, and I will never leave you."

He has already hurt this man once, and Lu Feng will not let the same thing happen again. It is already the greatest happiness for him that Chen An can accept him. He will definitely not be like what Chen An is worried about. There is a backlog of dissatisfaction in my heart.

Lu Feng didn't think that the next time Chen An disappeared from his eyes, he would meet this man again. He cherished every minute and every second he had with Chen An.

"I know." Chen An smiled and kissed Lu Feng's cheek, "Come back to sleep with me."

With Ivanov and Lu Feng's promise, half of Chen An's heart is relieved, he can enjoy the care and love from the one he loves with peace of mind, selfish and greedy.

Hope is, forever.