[Full-time master Ye Lan] No guilt

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One night, Lan He unexpectedly slept soundly and woke up early enough, and because he had slept a little too much, he had double eyelids that were much more pronounced than usual, and he looked dazed. persuasive.

The old birthday star carried a small white plastic bag behind his back and went out. It looked like leftovers and ham sausages. Lan He watched his grandma feed the stray cats and dogs nearby for many years.

Usually, on weekends, when my father goes out to exercise, he will drop by the street to play a game of chess with his friends, and my mother will go to a square farther away to dance... Lan He looked around and listened with ears to make sure no one was there. Only then did he give up the idea of ​​hiding out by running in the morning.If you can't go out, then you don't go out. How can an otaku have such a good habit, it's completely compelling.

But there are problems with getting up early.Lan He was doing stretching exercises on the balcony. Not far downstairs was the breakfast shop. The steamed rice rolls were steaming from the metal tray. It was nothing at first, but after staring at it for a long time, Lan He felt as if a vacuum had opened in his stomach. Air pump, just want to pump things in.

I didn’t say last night that the whole family would go out to drink morning tea this morning. Lan He went downstairs and asked grandma first. The old lady said with disgust how good the porridge at home was. The dog head trotted away with him.

There was already a line of people queuing at the entrance of the small shop, but most of the seats in the shop were empty.The spectators in the line were supposed to be unlucky office workers who worked overtime today, so they took them away. Lan He told the boss to eat here, so he didn't stand stupidly at the end of the line, looked at the street, and his father was indeed in a neighborhood I was playing chess with an old man under the spectators.Lan He sent steamed stuffed buns and soy milk to him. Amidst the compliments from the neighbors, his old man didn't say anything, and Lan He felt a little guilty in his heart. He had eaten a lot of the breakfast he brought back all this time. The days when I didn’t eat were either because I wasn’t at home while I was studying or I wasn’t at home for work, so I felt embarrassed.As for my mother, I will definitely go home to eat, and I will bring some of her favorite food later...

Go back to the shop just now and find a place to sit down. The boss brought up two plates of tender white rice rolls and poured sauce on them. Lan He took a bite, and the empty seat opposite was filled. Lan He looked up reflexively. "...Mom?" Lan He was so nervous that the char siu in the rice rolls scalded his tongue, "Is it over so quickly this morning?"

"The coach's car broke down on the road, and two or three team members never showed up. Everyone was lazy and sweated casually." Lan He looked at his mother a few more times, and it was really casual. Sweat, the neckline is wet.

Lan He was hungry before, so he directly ordered two servings, and now he pushed the untouched plate to his mother, but he got a disgusted look after his grandma, you eat, I eat fish fillets, the char siu is so greasy.

"..." Lan He had no choice but to keep his head down and continue to eat, the little calculation in his heart was rattling, this is so funny to me, there is no need to hide, and he ran towards the muzzle of the gun by accident...

"Did you sleep well last night?"

There was a question in his mouth, which made Lan He choke... "No, it's good, and there are no mosquitoes."

"Oh," Blue River broke into a drop of cold sweat, "I thought you were hitting mosquitoes." Blue River sweated profusely...

"Uh, I had it earlier, and then I fell asleep..." The vacuum pump in my stomach turned into a diesel engine at some point, trembling.

The mother and son faced each other and ate in silence, Lan He lowered his head without raising it, he had no idea what his mother's expression was.My mother only ordered one, and of course it was done faster than Lan He. She wiped her mouth with a tissue and didn't leave. She just sat and waited for Lan He to finish eating, and the next table was replaced. When she came in, she was chatting about Glory. Little, did you read the advertisement for the invitational tournament on the left, and you must have Huang Shao in the right sentence, the 14-man roster has not been released yet, and Ye Shen should be indispensable to add fuel to the fire.Then there will be blah blah blah blah blah blah...

"Boss pack!" Lan He wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, but felt that it was illogical, so he decided to run away instead.

But all the way back, my mother should still tease the children, and greet the mother-in-law and the mother-in-law. It's so normal that it's not normal. Lan He's heart thumps, can the wife stop cutting the flesh with a blunt knife? If you dare to ask, I will admit it. ...

As a result, the small drum was knocking, knocking, except for Ye Xiu's random words on the phone, which made the drum sound even louder. The relatives at the old lady's birthday party greeted each other one by one, and then stopped for a while.In fact, there are not many people, and with the young people of Lanhe's generation who can come, the two tables are still not full, but the key is that almost all of them are in a hurry. There is no one in the hour before the meal, and they all gather in the last 10 minutes. up.

Moreover, I don’t know if you have such experience. A, who is not much different in age in the same generation, brings not only family members but also babbling children to family gatherings. It’s almost sick. The brothers and sisters BCD who have no object for him are simply Fatal blow, the promised love of the same family!In short, from Lanhe's point of view, these 10 minutes can be summed up by the elders praising the little angel, praising A and bombarding BCD, BCD blasting A with white eyes, and A being tortured by the little devil to the point of wanting to cry without tears, envious, jealous and hating BCD, Xiaotian (evil) ) made (demon) drooling and kept grabbing his T-shirt to climb on him, whoops WTF!

"Hey brother, my son doesn't like you so much," Blue River cousin said helplessly, he couldn't catch the lump of meat in his arms, and his hands were heavy and he was afraid of getting hurt. It was really difficult, "Help me hold it Lah, please."

Lan He has a very good relationship with his cousin, and knowing that his cousin is punishing him, his face is full of saliva... "Don't, don't, I'm inexperienced, you give it to Xiaotao."

Xiaotao is the youngest sister in her life. She is only in the second year of college, so she suddenly became unhappy, "You speak as if I have experience! Hmph!"

Everyone at the table was full of joy.

After serving food and drinking three times, the parents began to brag, from the increase in the price of beef to the international situation, from the new model of fighter jet to the housing price of the next-door community, anyway, there is nothing they can't talk about.My aunt who was in the leather goods business suddenly called Lan He and said, "I remember you studied foreign trade in college, right? As long as you don't mind coming to work with aunt, you will definitely make money. My company's bags are international famous brands in Africa.

Everyone thought he had drunk too much, and Lan He listened to it casually, and said with a smile, but I am working very well now.

Auntie said again, you think you are disgusted, how much salary your game company pays you a month, Auntie will double it for you!

Blue River finds it funny, from what you said, it's not a matter of money or not, I'm happy doing this job.

My aunt is persistent, young people love to play, now that I am playing, what can I eat in the future?Games are evil things.The atmosphere was a bit awkward, and Lan He was also embarrassed, but the other party still didn't realize it, and was still saying that you looked crazy a while ago, the kid in my company was pretty good, but in the end, I sent him on a business trip to watch a game. Don't go, just resign with me, it's too irresponsible, and it makes me annoyed when I talk about it.

"Then let's divide up." The people at Lan He's table could see clearly that his expression was very wrong, Xiao Tao couldn't take it anymore and hurriedly called Dad to stop talking!But at the table of the elders, the majority were filled with righteous indignation, and there were many people who agreed with him. How could ordinary people give up, so he continued, "Look at you, if you didn't play games back then, you might be the manager of a big company now, but you just don't know how to think about your future." !So what if you play games and play games, you see they win prizes in competitions, that's what it is...

"enough!"

Lan He's knuckles turned white, and the edge of the bowl carved a crack on his fingertips, but it still felt slippery.I have to say that children are sensitive creatures. The little angel of my cousin's family has just shrunk into his father's arms, sucking his fingers and peeking at him, which made me cry from fright.

"'Just like that'?" Lan He sneered, "So what? Go back to your hometown with the bonus?"

Aunt was still in shock, and Lan He's father was also shocked, how could he talk to an elder like this, and immediately asked Lan He to apologize to Aunt.

"Insulting my hobbies, yes, insulting my choices, yes," Lan He turned his back to the table, the box was very quiet, only his voice, each sentence, was cold and clear, and the people around him could see his lips Trembling, "It's okay to insult my profession," Lan He gently put down the bowl, he was really afraid of crushing it and hurting his hand, "But those people, those you mentioned, spent the best years of their lives in training , in order to cling to his talent, for his ideals, for his honor, he exhausted his body with all his might, yet was pointed at by people who don’t know anything like a fool!” Lan He ignored his father’s growl, “Is it the Olympics? The championship is not worth mentioning, right? Who made them run so stupidly, didn’t they? Don’t put gold on your face when someone who has the ability wins the prize!!”

Lan He stood up abruptly, clenched his fists and turned around under the scolding of his parents. He gritted his teeth and his eyes were red. He was completely different from his well-behaved appearance yesterday. Lan He looked directly at his mother, and when he saw those eyes, I suddenly felt very sad.

——Just kidding, we are playing games, not All-Stars, of course we have to do our best.

——Time will not wait for us just because we are a new team, will it?

—Well, retired.

But no matter how hard he tried, there were still some games that he couldn't go back to.

The tears splattered on the carpet, and the tiny particles were absorbed without a trace.

It's him.

His mother looked at him, Lan He only knew that he was talking, he couldn't hear him, and there might be a particularly ugly smile.

Shame?

Lost.Maybe after thinking about it for a long time, I can't wait to find a crack to get in.

But no regrets.

The moment Lan He ran out, the little angel cried a lot. Maybe the child just cried very sad because he felt that the person he liked was gone.The cousin hugged and coaxed, but his eyes were a little dazed.The sister-in-law went to the bathroom and came back, wondering why the door was not closed, and had no idea what happened.

My cousin whispered to my sister-in-law who sat carefully beside me, "Do you know that I wanted to be a model airplane before?"

The second sister-in-law, Monk Zhang, was puzzled, "...I know."

The cousin added seriously: "Take it as a career."

The sister-in-law reached out to pick up the baby, but the cousin didn't let her go. The sister-in-law wondered what was wrong, so she picked up the bowl and planned to continue eating, "I know, didn't you say that your parents think that you will be finished like that and you will definitely not be able to marry me?" "The sister-in-law picked out a cashew nut, blushing a little, "Actually, if you want to be a model airplane, I will do it with you. It may not be as stable as it is now, but at worst, I will have a child later." The sister-in-law looked like a thief Said this to me.

The cousin just smiled.How wonderful, no matter how absurd the dream, in such a big world, at least the person around you will support you.

Xiao Tao was feeling uncomfortable hiding in the bathroom, her phone vibrated and there was a text message from her brother, she didn't know how to deal with it.Others don't know that Lanhe is Lanqiao Chunxue, how can she not know.

[Xiaotao, I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back my bad temper, which made you all ashamed...]

Who else is better if you have a bad temper... [Don't worry, my dad will know his mistake when he sobers up... Brother, don't be angry... Where are you? ]

Lan He looked at the busy traffic and lights in front of him, [I don't want to go back, help me tell my grandma, and my parents, the trouble is so unpleasant. ]

[Leave it to me! ][By the way, did you guess that God Ye is going to retire?true and false? ]

With two letters in a row, Lan He picked a clean-looking Dao Yazi and sat down. [yes. ]

[#大哭#大喵#大喵#大哭#大喵]

Lan He thought for a while, and also cried loudly.

[...Little brother, you have become cute#Poor you, be careful at night!Grandma gave it to me!keep in touch! ]

Be careful, Blue River is in a better mood.

Blue River flipped through the call records in the morning, the number Ye Xiu called was actually Ye Qiu's, and now there was a comma in Blue River's contacts.Lan He dialed and Ye Qiu answered, saying that his brother had been kicked out by the old man.The blue river was in a mess in a gust of wind, what's the matter, didn't you tell the family about me?Ye Qiu said no, I'll send you his new account number, you two idiots probably made the people over there dizzy before I could tell you in time.

... Ye Xiu is stupid... No matter what the reason is, Lan He wants to vomit blood very much.

He dialed the new number again, and when Ye Xiu answered the call, he said hello twice, saying, Comrade Xiaolan, you must not know where I am now.

Lan He was speechless, smiled, but was still speechless.

"What's wrong?" Ye Xiu probably heard the clue and waited patiently.

"Where are you?" Lan He seemed to have returned to the posture of last night, curled up and leaned his face on his knees, "Can I find you?" Then Ye Xiu paused and hurriedly said to come here.

Just follow me, self-willed.

Blue River felt that he was weak.