celebrity effect

Shao Zhixing's "I love you" in a straight line made Xing Yang's head buzz.

How would you describe love?What does love look like, smoky pink, true red, indigo, chestnut gray or... no color?What is love like? Is it sour when we part, happy when we meet, full of anger when we quarrel, discouraged when we calm down, and sigh after many years. quietly rejoicing.And Xing Yang never thought that Shao Zhixing's confession was like a heavy punch, which quickly hit his heart, and then pushed his head into the water.

Xing Yang took a sharp breath. He pushed Shao Zhixing back to the back of the sofa with his head, raised his head, and carefully observed the reporter's expression.Shao Zhixing was extremely calm, allowing Xing Yang's suspicious eyes to sweep over his brows, eyes, and lips, and finally met his gaze.

Shao Zhixing said, "You don't need to answer now."

Xing Yang frowned, opened his lips slightly, and tried to say something to express his heart. After a while, he closed his mouth dejectedly, and put his head into Shao Zhixing's arms again.

Although Shao Zhixing didn't pursue it, Xing Yang was a little restless for the next month.No matter what he does, driving, walking, or taking the subway, whenever he has free time, Xing Yang seems to lose his soul. Fan Shanshan calls this phenomenon love syndrome, and only Xing Yang knows what he is thinking about.

Think about love.

What does he have to pay for such a dog thing, what can he get from it, like a preoccupied businessman, rigorously calculating the ratio of input to output.Xing Yang is not just thinking about himself and Shao Zhixing, he found a bunch of examples for comparison, set conditions, and tried to get as close as possible to the current situation of the two of them, gay lovers, white-collar workers, opposite occupational attributes, coordinates in Beijing, bachelor degree, The annual income ranges from 50 to [-] yuan. After doing a comparison, I found two pairs with similar conditions among acquaintances, but Xing Yang felt that they were completely different.

Shao Zhixing is no ordinary reporter, and Xing Yang is no ordinary PR.

Such comparisons are pointless.

Xing Yang put down the love research report he had written for two weeks, turned his head to look at the clear blue sky outside the French window, and realized that he lacked a quality that was superfluous in Shao Zhixing——courage.

Shao Zhixing's recklessness and stubbornness destined him to devote himself wholeheartedly to a relationship and enjoy the sweetness or pain in an intimate relationship. It is his choice to be left or right, and he has no regrets.Xing Yang also has no regrets. He is used to perfecting the pre-investigation. He needs to understand the whole picture of the matter and has [-]% control over the matter, so he will tentatively go forward step by step.

However, love is not a commercial project, nor a public relations case. It cannot be framed by a report, and it extends infinite possibilities.

Xing Yang hates this kind of things that will never end once they start, and love happens to be one of them.

Even if an intimate relationship ends, some annoying little habits will remain for a while. Love is a step further than intimacy. Xing Yang even began to fear that Shao Zhixing would withdraw and leave, what would he do if he was left alone.

Xing Yang was not as chic and decisive as he imagined.

He also has a fear of saying goodbye to certain people.

Shao Zhixing felt that Xing Yang had something on his mind. He vaguely understood Xing Yang's distress, so he didn't urge him, and everything went on as usual.Going to and from work, cooking and washing dishes, intimate kisses in my ears, two or three wise words, huddled together to watch movies, Shao Zhixing waited for the day when Xing Yang figured it out, he firmly believed that Xing Yang would not make him sad.

This wait is one month.

Shao Zhixing sat on the sofa and swiped his mobile phone to book an intercity bus ticket: "The ticket for tomorrow afternoon is at [-] o'clock. Let's leave home at [-] o'clock."

Xing Yang packed the bought gifts into a suitcase, a silk scarf for Shao Zhixing's mother, a folding fishing rod for Shao Zhixing's father, skin care products for Shao Zhixing's younger sister, and a travel bag for his brother-in-law.

Shao Zhixing didn't hear Xing Yang's answer, and raised his head to look at Xing Yang.Xing Yang is arranging gifts and folding clothes. He folds clothes over and over again, as if he is not satisfied no matter how he folds them.

"Xing Yang." Shao Zhixing stood up, walked to Xing Yang and squatted down, "Xing Yang."

Xing Yang looked at Shao Zhixing blankly: "Huh?"

"Aren't you?" Shao Zhixing pursed his lips, "Do you not want to go?"

"I haven't." Xing Yang quickly denied.

"If I go back by myself, there is nothing wrong with it." Shao Zhixing said, "You are busy with work, my parents can understand."

Xing Yang has never been put into such a situation by a certain incident. He had to leave Beijing because of the release of the video of the girl who fell from the building. He resolutely carried a small bag and flew away. In his opinion, nothing is hard for him, and everything is easy. .

Now he has a myocardial infarction due to anxiety about going to see Shao Zhixing's parents tomorrow.

"Will your father kick me out?" Xing Yang asked, "I remember you were not gay."

"I came out a long time ago." Shao Zhixing said, "You don't have to worry about how to tell my parents."

"Ah?" Xing Yang frowned, "When?"

"Dragon Boat Festival." Shao Zhixing said.

On the Dragon Boat Festival, that was half a year ago, Xing Yang suddenly stood up and pulled Shao Zhixing up: "How many things have you kept from me?"

"Just this one." The reporter raised his hands innocently, "I didn't think it was necessary for you to bother."

"Have you told your parents about me?" Xing Yang asked.

"A little bit." Shao Zhixing said, "A little bit."

Xing Yang looked more anxious. He scratched his hair and said, "I'm going to take a shower."

Shao Zhixing grabbed him and said, "You took a shower when you got up in the morning."

Xing Yang was uncomfortable all over, unable to sit or stand, he lay on the sofa and writhed over and over again.

Shao Zhixing had nothing to do with him, leaned over to hug him, and kissed the skin on Xing Yang's neck soothingly.

"You have a complete family, including parents and younger sister. When I was a child..." Xing Yang said, "I ran away from my uncle's house when I was nine years old. I met my sister because I wanted to lie to her."

Xing Yang tightly wrapped his arms around Shao Zhixing's waist, and the tightly closed clamshell slowly opened, and he began to talk about his wandering experience when he was a child.Traveling through mountains and rivers and traveling aimlessly, the young boy stepped into the bustling Beijing city with tenacity. Beggars fight each other, get adopted, leave, get adopted again.

Xing Yang used to have nothing, but when he met Zong Zhengqian, he had a family, and when he met Shao Zhixing, he had love.He has always been chic, but unexpectedly affectionate.

"If one day you leave, I will be very sad." Xing Yang said.

"You know what kind of person I am." Shao Zhixing said, "I trust you, and I trust myself."

The suppressed anxiety in Xing Yang's heart eased a bit, and he rubbed Shao Zhixing's cheek: "Let's leave at eleven o'clock tomorrow."

"Train No. 2678 from Beijing South to Binhai is about to check tickets. Passengers are requested to line up in an orderly manner to check tickets and enter the station."

Shao Zhixing dragged the suitcase, and side by side with Xing Yang, he swiped his ID card to check the ticket and entered the station.The intercity train leaves Beijing and enters the boundary of Tianjin.

Regardless of how close Beijing and Tianjin are, Xing Yang has never been to Tianjin very much. He listened carefully to Shao Zhixing's talk about his hometown.Shao Zhixing's primary school, junior high school, high school, and university, those years are scattered in every corner of the city. Shao Zhixing talked about the cats he fed, the fights he had, the kites he let go, and the river he swam when he was young. Starting from Jinmen University, Bei'an Bridge, Five Great Avenues, and Xiaobailou, he wants Xing Yang to participate in his past, and he has no reservations about it.

"We can raise a cat." Xing Yang said, "You like cats."

"Both of us often travel for work, so it's not suitable for keeping pets." Shao Zhixing said.

Xing Yang's green eyes blinked: "Okay." He didn't give up the idea.

The train pulled into Binhai Station, and the two walked out of the station with a suitcase. Shao Zhixing saw Shao Qiqi waiting on the side of the road, and said to Xing Yang, "That's my sister."

Xing Yang was stunned for a moment, and looked at Shao Qiqi, he thought he would be nervous, but actually he wasn't.He took Shao Zhixing's hand and walked up to Shao Qiqi: "Hello."

"Qiqi." Shao Zhixing said.

"Brother." Seeing the handshake between Xing Yang and Shao Zhixing, Shao Qiqi's face did not fluctuate, she smiled gently at Xing Yang, "Hello, my name is Shao Qiqi."

"Where's Wang Lei?" Shao Zhixing asked.

"He's waiting for us in the car." Shao Qiqi pointed to the side of the road, "Let's go, I'll help you with your luggage."