After returning to China, the paranoid little boyfriend went crazy

[In the dim room, there is the sound of water dripping.

"Ta...tat..."

Xu Ci opened his eyes blankly, and there was a blurry figure in front of him.

The grayness in front of him spread to both sides, and he clearly saw a girl squatting on the ground in front of him, and what fell on the ground was not water, but scarlet blood.

"Let's go to hell together," she said.

The white hospital gown was put on her body irregularly, the blouse was torn open, exposing a large area of ​​ravaged skin on her chest, red welts criss-crossed, and her forearms and thighs were exposed Not spared, all traces of vulgarity and nausea.

She raised her head, and there was a beautiful little tear mole in the corner of her eye, like a drop of blood so red that it turned black, setting off her eyes that were about to cry.

A piece of porcelain pulled out from the broken bowl scratched the delicate skin, she looked in the direction of Xu Ci: "Is there any point in living? Let's go, to hell—"

"I curse them with a thousand cuts to death!"

Xu Ci wants to shake his head, it's not like this...

But his ankle seemed to be in heavy shackles, he couldn't move, and he couldn't do anything.

A small black spot suddenly appeared on the girl's clothes, and it gradually grew from small to large. When the bright flames flickered, he discovered that this small black spot was the source of the burning fire.

The fire was like a devil, devouring the smiling girl...

"Xuci?"

Who is it?

Who is calling him? 】

Xu Ci sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, and the voice in her ears gradually became clear: "...Where am I?"

"At the hotel, we're at the hotel."

"……Who are you?"

"I'm Fu Sheng."

That's right, the environment in front of him slowly returned to his cognition, this is the hotel of the crew, and the person holding him behind him is Fu Sheng who threatened to love him.

There is no big fire set by Huang Le, no despair and pain in a small dark room, no need to be forced to take those unknown white pills, no need to be tied to a bed and suffer electric shocks, and no need to be forced to watch the disgusting, Those obscene same-sex intimacy, while being whipped by the devil.

He is still alive.

He doesn't want to go to hell, Fu Sheng is so good...you won't be able to see him if you go to hell...

Xu Ci wanted to ask if you love me, but it took a long time to extract the correct side from the chaotic memory, as Fu Sheng had already said.

He said he loved you and said he trusted you.

Don't ask any more, you'll get impatient.

So the words on the lips became: "Brother, I love you so much..."

"I know." Fu Sheng was so distressed that he hugged him tightly. Ever since he found Xu Ci and heard him say "I can't move", the child has been in a trance.

He called Xu Ci's name many times, calling out his familiar nicknames, but Xu Ci was still trembling all over, his eyes glazed over.

"I know you love me, and I love you too." Fu Sheng held Xu Ci's waist, turned the child who hadn't recovered from himself, and hugged him tightly.

"Tell me what's wrong, okay?"

Xu Ci frantically shook his head, clutching Fu Sheng's clothes and choking, the painful tone squeezed out of his throat, he trembled: "She said she wanted to die and let me accompany her, but I don't want...I want to see you you……"

The scene in front of him turned into a girl being humiliated and pressed on the bed, the skin cover was torn apart by a pair of big hands and thrown to the ground. He heard the other party struggling, insulting, and finally turned into a numb compromise.

She even showed a faint smile in her direction at the end.

Fu Sheng opened the distance between the two, fearing that Xu Ci would be bored, he kissed Xu Ci's forehead, eye corners, and pale face and lips: "I am here."

"Xiao'er, I am here." He comforted him distressedly, "I will never leave."

"forever?"

"forever."

Xu Ci didn't know when he fell asleep. During his trance, Fu Shengyou fed him a medicine under Mei Lin's suggestion.

At that time, Xu Ci's reaction was extremely intense, frantically trying to push him away, even hitting him, resisting him from approaching her.

Fu Sheng tucked up Xu Ci's quilt, silently looking at the wound on his arm that Xu Ci scratched.

Have experienced it before.

They will be forced to take medicine there, and they will be forced to take it if they don’t want to, because medicine and electric shock are the key to making them "normal".

Over time, people there will return their parents to a "normal" child who is numb and incapable of empathy.

They have not been corrected, they have just changed from gay to asexual, and they no longer know how to write the word love.

The ground was in a mess, everything that could be smashed around was smashed, vases, teacups, and even ashtrays.

Xu Ci was not sober when he got sick, he didn't know what he was doing, he just fell into fear blindly, and regarded Fu Sheng as a demon who had persecuted them.

Xu Ci hit Fu Sheng's waist and abdomen with an ashtray, and it still hurts a little.

He bent down and kissed Xu Ci's forehead, and then began to clean up the mess in the room.

The rehearsals in the crew are still going on. Fortunately, there are not many big plays today, and Jiang Hui is fine alone.

The phone rang twice, and Fu Sheng bent down to pick it up from the carpet. When he contacted Mei Lin at a loss, Xu Ci broke the screen.

Ye Qingzhu's name was on it, and he sat back on the bed and clicked on it.

"How's it going?"

"Fell asleep."

Ye Qingzhu heaved a sigh of relief: "It's fine as long as it's okay."

Fu Sheng's face was a little cold, and he asked bluntly: "What did she say to Xu Ci?"

Ye Qingzhu was dumbfounded for a moment: "She told Xu Ci that a friend of Lin Chengan once saw a photo of him."

"What picture?"

Ye Qingzhu was silent for a while: "Does Xuci have anything to do with the 163 incident?"

"...he was one of the victims."

Fu Sheng has never talked about this with Ye Qingzhu. Although they have a good relationship, it is related to Xu Ci after all. Fu Sheng does not want him to be hurt in any way.

"The photo that Wei Luo saw should have been taken during his time at the rehab center."

Fu Sheng's hands trembled slightly: "What's it like?"

"Don't worry, it's not that kind of photo." Ye Qingzhu comforted, "According to Wei Luo, Xu Ci should not have been violated/violated."

The timing when Wei Luo saw the photo was quite unexpected. She still remembers the strange-looking man saying in a regretful tone: "This is the beautiful child I liked the most during that time, but it's a pity that I haven't had time..."

The unfinished meaning carries boundless regret, as if regretting.

"..."

Fu Sheng stared at Xu Ci who was not sleeping well/stable under the quilt, he raised his hand and gently stroked Xu Ci's hair, he couldn't imagine what Xu Ci would be like now if there was no Uncle Zhou back then.

"Wei Luo told me that Lin Cheng'an didn't dare to come back because of the investigation, but I think he might have been in China a few years ago, and he should have had all the transactions with Jietong until the matter of Jietong was exposed. Just slipped away."

The child seemed to be in the nightmare of the two of them again, Fu Sheng held his hand, and Xu Ci quickly calmed down.

He paused for a while and said, "That friend of Lin Cheng'an should be Du Qiuchuan?"

Ye Qingzhu didn't pay attention to the 163 incident at all, but he didn't expect Lin Cheng'an to be related to this place: "I thought so too. If I'm lucky, maybe Du Qiuchuan is also in China right now."

Du Qiuchuan was the only so-called dean in the list of the abstinence center who was not sanctioned by law.

"What if he still misses Xu Ci?"

"...It's meaningless even if you think about it, he doesn't dare to show up at all now."

Xu Ci's fingers are relatively slender, but the joints are well-proportioned and beautiful. Looking up, there are long scars on the arms, which look extremely dazzling.

"Wu Baizhou is coming back soon." Ye Qingzhu said suddenly, "You have a good relationship with Bai Tangsheng, maybe I can ask him to check it out."

"……it is good."

"Fu Sheng..."

The unconscious murmur in Xu Ci's mouth eased Fu Sheng's gloomy face, he bent down and kissed Xu Ci's forehead: "I am here."

Xu Ci didn't wake up, it was probably just a dream, the medicine given to him just now contained sleeping ingredients, so he should sleep for a while.

Fu Sheng sat by the bed to accompany him all the time, from day to night, the hot summer wind blowing on his face made the fire in Fu Sheng's heart even more intense.

He even wanted to stand in front of Jiang Shan's tomb and ask how she could be so cruel. That was the boy she held in her hand, a child of someone else's family.

If she really felt that homosexuality was wrong, why didn't she do something to him instead of coercing Xu Ci?

Fu Sheng suddenly hated the mother who had raised him for 20 years, and hated himself too.

Why did he self-righteously think that going abroad was the best choice, why didn't he ask Xu Ci not to be tougher and take him away with him?

Even if Jiang Shan found out, so what, if he took him by his side to protect him, what about the others?

But if there is no if, everything that should happen is a foregone conclusion. Fu Sheng doesn't know how long it will take for Xu Ci to be like a normal person, bathing in the sun and laughing openly.

And those ugly people who wear human skin and practice devil's deeds are still at large and have not been sanctioned.

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In the middle of the night, a video appeared on the hot search, which made countless people have a sleepless night.

The camera is wobbly at first, but soon a hand straightens it, and a thin but clean-featured girl appears in the shot.

"Hi everyone, I'm Lin Ran." She smiled at the camera, "I haven't touched these for a long time, and I'm a little unskilled. It took me a long time to figure out how to record."

"Let me re-introduce, my name is Lin Ran, one of the victims of the 163 incident, and one of the few people who are still alive."

"I used to be like you in front of the camera. I could have been lying on the bed, scrolling my phone and playing Weibo freely, watching funny videos and rolling on the bed laughing, watching other people's pain and suffering, feeling sympathetic, and typing a few lines. For comfort."

She could have had a bright future, but it was all ruined that day.

At an ignorant age, she fell in love with a girl, a girl whose smile was as gorgeous as a flower. .

So when her secret love was exposed, she was greeted with disgust from her teacher, malicious slander from her classmates, and loud curses from her parents.

Lin Ran's slender eyelashes trembled as she spoke: "So they sent me to this institution, trying to get the 'doctor' to give them a normal daughter."

She rolled up her sleeves, and there were dense scars criss-crossing, and the arms that should have been clean were covered with cuts and bruises, not a single one was intact.

She raised the corners of her mouth towards the camera, but her eyes were calm and devoid of any emotion: "I stayed inside for 63 days and nights, and I came out."

"Have I become normal?"

"—No, I became a monster."