After returning to China, the paranoid little boyfriend went crazy

【"He didn't say he loves me."

"Love is not about words."

"But he doesn't want to touch me either."

"Maybe I just feel sorry for you, and I don't want to part with it."

"I don't want his love anymore...I just want him to say that he likes..."

He lowered his head, and finally felt at a loss. If he didn't like to hold on, then the day when the debt was exhausted, it must be the end of the day.

He can lose everything, except Fu Sheng.

"Yes, we are different...he will love you and save you."]

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Tears ruined the freshly applied makeup, and the light gold eye shadow fell on the eyelashes, and mixed with the tears at the corners of the eyes.

Fu Sheng had never felt so heartbroken, even when Xu Ci broke up with him last time.

He gently wiped the wetness from the corners of Xu Ci's eyes with his fingertips, and picked him up by the heels of his legs like a child.

It's so distressing.

Xu Ci's tears were like sharp knives, piercing his heart one after another, dripping with blood.

Fu Sheng wanted to ask Xu Ci if he hated him, but he couldn't ask when the words came to his lips.

The answer is obvious, isn't it, Xu Ci still loves him, even after he returned to China, he never revealed what happened in the first place.

He kept his grievances and sufferings in his heart and never put pressure on him.

The feeling of close body temperature made Xu Ci breathe more steadily, but the tears were still falling, and the shirt on Fu Sheng's chest had been soaked in a large area, sticking to the skin stickyly.

He patted Xu Ci's thin back, all the protrusions of the bones could be traced.

Those scars on the child's body and his current state of mind are all sins committed by him and his mother.

He is not innocent either.

Xu Ci choked with sobs, repeating the previous words: "Don't be sad, I didn't mean it..."

Fu Sheng was slightly stunned, his voice hoarse: "Stupid or not..."

It was his fault, and it was also Jiang Shan's fault.

Xu Ci held Fu Sheng's chest tightly and squeezed into his arms: "Let's not talk about it, okay? Forget it, let's start again..."

He raised his face flushed from crying, and kissed eagerly on his lips and chin, like a little beast afraid of abandonment, seeking intimacy on its own.

"Okay." Fu Sheng kissed him back to calm his emotions.

He wanted to ask why he was threatened by Jiang Shan, but Xu Ci resisted too clearly. Fu was afraid that he would get sick, so he swallowed all his words back to the bottom of his heart.

Restart.

What a simple four words, but it may take a lifetime to complete.

They can start together again, but what about Xu Ci's life?

He was supposed to enter the future like the scorching sun, how long will it take to get back?

Perhaps, he will never pay off this debt for the rest of his life.

Xu Ci's lips were very soft, and the originally icy cold temperature also became hot during the kiss. He was almost suffocated by the kiss, but he didn't intend to struggle.

He still hugged Fu Sheng's neck tightly, allowing him to occupy and wreak havoc.

Xu Ci got a little room to breathe, and he called Fu Sheng by name: "Do you love me?"

Fu Sheng has heard this kind of question a lot. When they first got together, Xu Ci often asked this kind of question jokingly, do you like me, do you love me?Am I the most important person?

During the period of passionate love, Fu Sheng was naturally not stingy with answering, he would answer any questions he asked.

After the two had been together for a long time, Xu Ci might have sensed his attitude, and gradually stopped asking.

Until the eve of their parting, every time Xu Ci finished his willful and unreasonable troubles and bowed his head to apologize, he would also ask a question.

It's just that the question has changed, from "Do you like me" and "Do you love me" to "Do you not like me anymore?" "Do you not love me anymore?".

Fu Sheng was not willing to let him think wildly, so naturally he still replied patiently.

有时候气急了还会一边揍他屁股，一边反问他“我不爱你会被你气成这样都舍不得对你说句重话？”

When they quarreled, Fu Sheng mostly leaned towards the calm side, sometimes he would go out alone and let Xu Ci vent at home for a while, and sometimes he would go to the guest room to sleep.

But he didn't know that what he thought he was reluctant to say harshly turned into cold treatment and cold violence when he came to Xu Ci.

Xu Ci was not afraid that he would scold him and beat him, but she was afraid that he would ignore her.

If during the quarrel two years ago, Xu Ci asked this question, either his ass would be swollen or he would get a fuck, but at this moment when he heard this question, Fu Sheng wanted to show him his heart.

How could he not love him.

It was him who caused Xu Ci to worry about gains and losses and feel insecure. Just as she was about to say something, the door was knocked twice and someone walked in.

Feng Cheng looked at the intimate posture of the two, and looked away in embarrassment: "Director Jiang asked me to ask you, do you want to..."

Fu Sheng's eyes were still red, but his expression had returned to his usual indifference: "The next scene will be postponed to the afternoon, and the first scene will be retaken. Let them sort out their status. I'll be back in a quarter of an hour."

"..."

Feng Cheng was a little secretly happy that he could kiss again!

Before the joyful expression could surface, he met Xu Ci's cold eyes.

He couldn't help shivering.

Fu Sheng frowned and looked at Feng Cheng who was stunned in place, and pulled Xu Ci into his arms: "Is there anything else?"

"..."

Following Fu Sheng's movements, Xu Ci's expression returned to her usual look, and the slyness just now seemed to be Feng Cheng's illusion.

The door closed with Feng Cheng's departure, Fu Sheng pinched Xu Ci's chin and kissed him on the forehead.

Because he just cried, the child looked very pitiful, so soft that Fu Sheng wanted to rub him into his body.

"I……"

Xu Ci's voice became hoarse from crying, and he lost his voice at the first syllable. He coughed before speaking in full: "I'm sorry... for delaying your work."

Fu Sheng rubbed Xu Ci's head: "I wanted to say it before, don't talk to me like that."

Xu Ci's expression froze, a little at a loss.

Fu Sheng was a little reluctant to leave, he just wanted to hold him in his arms and give him a good pain: "If it's you, no matter how long it takes, it won't be a delay."

He was afraid that Xu Ci would be burdened, so he pretended to smile relaxedly, as if forgetting everything before, and kissed Xu Ci's cheeks that were flushed from crying.

"..."

Xu Ci sat on Fu Sheng's lap, tightly wrapped his hands around his back, and nestled in his arms: "Can I hug him for a while?"

"Okay." Fu Sheng naturally has no reason to disagree. The next scene was supposed to be for Xu Ci, but now he is crying like this, his eyes are probably swollen, and he can't shoot at all, so he told Feng Cheng to push the next scene. back.

He suddenly remembered the time when he just returned to China, and smiled helplessly: "At that time you called me Mr. Fu, and you called me brother with your surname, I was really cold..."

"...I thought you didn't want me anymore." Xu Ci rested his head on Fu Sheng's neck, his voice was very low, "I'm afraid that if you get too close...you will push me away."

"Stupid or not?" Fu Sheng kissed Xu Ci's hairside, holding many words in his heart but unable to say them out.

If you really want to be decisive, then you won't kiss his forehead with drunkenness when you first meet, and the problem can be resolved with a few words.

He would not run to the set the next day on the pretext of sending the script, and he would not see him injured and feverish, leaving as if he was being held by invisible chains and could not move at all.

Xu Ci has always been Fu Sheng's helplessness, he can't refuse him, it used to be, and it still is now.

Because he likes him too much, all indulgence and love have become habits, as long as he encounters something related to him, giving in becomes instinctive.

"Shall we wash our faces?"

After all, it's on the set, everything can't follow Fu Sheng's heart, there are so many people outside waiting.

Fortunately, Xu Ci seemed to have recovered, and nodded obediently.

His face was crying like a little tabby cat's. In order to look photogenic, Huang Yin even applied inner eyeliner on him.

Fu Sheng rummaged on the dressing table for a long time before finding a cleansing cotton, and wiped it on Xu Ci's delicate skin with cleansing oil.

"..." Xu Ci just saw himself in the mirror from the corner of the eye, and his hand trembled violently and knocked over the cotton pad in Fu Sheng's hand.

"what happened?"

"Don't look...it's too ugly..."

Xu Ci was a little apprehensive. When they were together before, he felt that the only thing Fu Sheng liked about him was this face. Now such an ugly face is shown in front of Fu Sheng...

Fu Sheng showed his first relaxed smile since he discovered the truth: "I haven't seen you before?"

"Ugly..." Xu Ci turned her face away, still not wanting Fu Sheng to see her.

"Do you remember when we first did it?"

"...Remember." Xu Ci pursed her lips.

On the single bed in the narrow dormitory on campus, Xu Ci opened her legs, allowing Fu Sheng to open up and invade. For the first time, the pain made her whole body tremble and tremble.

Even so, Xu Ci didn't say a word of no, but just coquettishly said to Fu Sheng that he wanted to hug.

It seems that being hugged by someone you like can relieve the pain.

"You were running nose and tears..."

Fu Sheng pinched Xu Ci's chin with a chuckle, and took another cleansing cotton pad to wipe Xu Ci's face: "It's even more unsightly than now."

"..." Xu Ci could no longer recall the state at that time, only remembered that it was painful, but also very happy.

The cleansing oil seemed to be a little irritating, and it caused patches of redness on the face when it was rubbed.

Fu Sheng frowned, took out his phone and sent Ye Qingzhu a message: Do you have something to remove makeup?

——In the third cabinet on the left-hand side of the wall, there is a small light green bottle with English letters on it.

Ye Qingzhu replied quickly, Fu Sheng turned it out, and removed Xu Ci's makeup again: "Is it better?"

Xu Ci hummed vaguely: "It's not exciting anymore..."

Fu Sheng nodded, thinking about asking about Ye Qingzhu's brand, and buying a set for Xuci, after all, makeup is an indispensable process for actors, and those public items are definitely not good.

"Brother..." After removing his eyes, Xu Ci suddenly opened them, looking at Fu Sheng persistently, "I want to do it."

Fu Sheng, who was obsessed with which cosmetics to buy, suddenly heard this sentence, but didn't realize it for a while: "...what?"

Xu Ci added: "Do/love."

Fu Sheng was stunned, and when Xu Ci said this with a face that had just cried, a nameless anger spread from the inside out, arousing his aggressive instinct.

"not today."

After Fu Sheng reacted, he immediately refused. He looked away as if to cover up, and didn't look at Xu Ci's lips that were kissed red: "I'm too busy now, I can't take care of you."

Xu Ci didn't want to hear this, mist appeared in his eyes again, and Fu Sheng's heart trembled when he saw it, and quickly coaxed: "There is a rest at the end of the month, so you can do whatever you want then."

"You can't go back."

"……it is good."